Chapter 42 you are the principle
Xiao Shenwei has always been a person who is afraid of death.
He has never seen the sea, never kissed a white dolphin, never blew the sea breeze, never ate the freshest and most authentic seafood.
But now, his heart is silent, his body is cold, and even his soul is pulling away a little bit over time.
Whenever he saw the mottled marks on Rong Yun’s arm, Xiao Shenwei would feel incomparable fear and guilt.
If his soul is gone, can he still recognize this person, can he suppress his instinct not to hurt him?
That’s the one who put him on the top of his heart, how could he let him get hurt?
Xiao Shenwei rolled up Rong Yun’s sleeve, and gently wiped the messy tooth marks with his fingers: “…Does it hurt?”
Rong Yun shook his head and brushed Xiao Shenwei’s hair lightly with his fingers: “I just want you to get better.”
The flames in the fireplace roared, as if to set the night on fire.
Xiao Shenwei leaned over, held Rong Yun’s face, and kissed the other’s warm and soft lips.
Just like Rong Yun, his lips were soft and hot, and so was his heart.
This person, who doesn’t know how to say nice love words, can give him everything he has, including his own life.
Between lips and teeth, Xiao Shenwei felt that he was about to drown in Rong Yun’s cherishing and tender kisses.
The scorching breath is intertwined, and the disordered pheromone in the air is entangled and stirred.
It wasn’t until Rong Yun saw the mottled blue spots on Xiao Shenwei’s pale body that Rong Yun’s heart was aching.
Xiao Shenwei lay on his back on the bed, his arms covered his eyes, his nose was a little sour.
“…There’s no time left, Rong Yun…”
Rong Yun’s fingers holding Xiao Shenwei’s wrist suddenly tightened.
He removed Xiao Shenwei’s arm, lowered his head and rubbed the tip of Xiao Shenwei’s nose, his voice was a little hoarse:
“You won’t leave me.”
“I won’t let you go.”
Xiao Shenwei lowered his eyes: “But I will bite you, or even eat you. It will be very painful to be eaten by zombies.”
“I don’t care.” Rong Yun’s fingers rubbed Xiao Shenwei’s cheek: “…I don’t care, if it is eaten by you, I will be willing.”
I am not afraid of pain, not afraid of death.
I am most afraid that you are like the wind, setting off huge waves in my world, but in the end only half a leaf is left to prove that you have been here.
“I’ll be ugly, I’ll never be able to say your name again, and I’ll be like those guys out there.”
Xiao Shenwei was as calm as a frost spring, without any waves, but with a piercing chill.
He lowered his eyes and looked at Rong Yun’s eyes, stroking his face, the green color in his eyes surging: “If there is one day…”
“…kill me.”
“I don’t want human blood on my hands, and I can’t accept human tissue in my stomach.”
“I’d rather die in your hands than be killed by someone’s shotgun or sword.”
He is too tired.
Xiao Shenwei could feel the constant flow of his life force, and the frozen heart kept sending toxins to his limbs.
When he saw the last wisp of blue lines being pressed into his heart last night, he knew that he was done.
The lights in Ni Youqing’s laboratory were bright all night, and the cheeks full of collagen became thinner.
Tantou obediently didn’t cause any trouble, but rubbed under Xiao Shenwei’s legs every day.
Whenever he slept a little longer, Tantou would pull Ni Youqing’s clothes and pull her over.
Tangyuan dumplings and steamed buns were well taken care of, and they practiced hunting with Hanamaki every day, and they were not crooked by the charcoal headband, which is gratifying.
Rong Yun held Xiao Shenwei’s face, and at first she just kissed gently and lightly, but after receiving Xiao Shenwei’s clumsy response, she bit Xiao Shenwei’s lips frantically with red eyes, as if she wanted to. He devoured the whole person.
Pale fingers slid into Rong Yun’s soft hair, and the quilt was miserably crumpled into a ball and kicked to the foot of the bed.
The pheromones in the air were chaotic like a violent storm, and the scorching temperature on the back of the neck almost burned Xiao Shenwei.
The strong smell of mint lingering around him was like a poison that lured Xiao Shenwei to the depths of darkness.
His throat was itching, and his consciousness was blurred.
All the deep, fiery emotions melted into a long, intense kiss.
Something fell on Xiao Shenwei’s face.
Warm, and moist.
Rong Yun buried his head on Xiao Shenwei’s shoulder, hugged him tightly, his shoulders trembled slightly, as if he was trying to suppress something.
“…Rong Yun?”
The arms holding him tightened, almost crushing him into his own blood.
Rong Yun’s voice was hoarse, as if something was stuck in his throat.
“Xiao Shenwei, I love you.”
“I want to be fine with you.”
“I owe you so many dishes that I haven’t paid yet.”
“There is one less formal wedding between us.”
“We haven’t seen the sun of the new era, and we haven’t waited until the tide that drowned coastal cities has receded.”
Rong Yun took out a small red velvet box from his arms and knelt on one knee while holding Xiao Shenwei’s hand.
In the box is a pair of rings, and the black rare alienated ore ring still has irregular nicks.
The chemical elements that make up this ore are extremely stable, and no single substance can break it down.
So people call this ore “eternal”.
Xiao Shenwei looked at the pair of rough ring rings, and then looked at the scars on Rong Yun’s fingers, his eyes suddenly sour.
Rong Yun gently kissed the back of Xiao Shenwei’s hand, looked into his eyes, sincerely and solemnly:
“I don’t care if you are human or something, I don’t care what you end up being like, everything is my own will.”
“I’m willing to accompany you through the rest of your life, whether it’s the radiance of the sun or the sword of wind and sword.”
“If the human city makes you feel depressed, then I will accompany you to hide in an oasis. If you like the fireworks in the market, I will accompany you to settle in the city.”
“Whether good or bad, right or wrong, it is up to you. There is no principle, you are the principle.”
“I promise that this life will be related to you in the future, and you are the only one who will never change until death.”
“So…will you be my partner?”
…Is this a marriage proposal?
Xiao Shenwei stared blankly at Rong Yun’s eyes, and suddenly felt like something was stirring in his heart.
“it is good.”
A single syllable that is extremely simple, but it seems to linger in the throat for half a thousand times, and finally spit it out solemnly and loudly.
Rong Yun rolled his eyes and laughed, with red eyes he slowly put the black ring on Xiao Shenwei’s finger.
The ring that had been quietly measuring the size while Xiao Shenwei was asleep now seemed a little loose.
The black deep ring body and Xiao Shenwei’s pale skin contrasted with each other with a strange beauty, like a sudden dazzling fire in the dark night.
When his fingers were intertwined, Xiao Shenwei looked at the two hands that were also wearing rings, and clearly felt that his heart that had been silent for a long time suddenly beat.
It was snowing heavily outside the window, and the spring of the last four years of mourning had not yet come, and the windows were covered with ice flowers and fog.
Xiao Shenwei opened the window, the wind and snow rushed into the room with a coolness, and was quickly melted into a little dampness by the warmth in the room.
He stretched out his hand to catch a piece of snow, and the beautiful six-pointed star lay in the palm of his hand, shining brightly.
Rong Yun hugged Xiao Shenwei from behind, and his warm palm covered Xiao Shenwei’s palm.
The snow flakes quickly turned into a puddle of water, dripping from between the fingers.
Xiao Shenwei clenched Rong Yun’s hand and closed the window.
The spring of the last four years of mourning is coming.
Many delicious foods are only available in summer.
He also has to work hard to live until the summer.
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On the day Ni Youqing’s laboratory was finally opened voluntarily, Rong Yun didn’t know where to get a bucket of goat milk.
Xiao Shenwei has been so thin recently that he has lost his appetite for food due to his lack of taste.
He is working hard to live.
Rong Yun wants to add some nutrition to him. *The volume of fat particles in goat milk is one third of that of milk, which is more conducive to human absorption. The protein and minerals in it are also higher than that of milk, and the lactose is also slightly lower, which is very suitable for Nourish Xiao Shenwei’s body.
The low temperature of Xiao Shenwei’s body made him easily scalded by hot food.
So Rong Yun was sitting on the edge of the bed at the moment, stirring the spoon in his hand in the still steaming cup, waiting for it to cool down a little before giving it to Xiao Shenwei.
As soon as Xiao Shenwei woke up, he saw the figure of Rong Yun with his back to him.
This is the moment that makes him happiest.
This means that he is still alive and that he still recognizes his lover consciously.
It seemed that in these dark days, Rong Yun was the only light.
Every time he opened his eyes to see him, Xiao Shenwei couldn’t help but be full of joy.
He sat up quietly, suddenly grabbed Rong Yun’s back, curled the corners of his lips and blew towards Rong Yun’s ears:
“Rong Yun-”
“Jingle-”
The spoon hit the wall of the cup, and the sound was crisp.
Rong Yun touched the ears that suddenly turned red, and turned his face: “Wake up? Wait a minute, it’s still a little hot.”
“it is good.”
Xiao Shenwei nodded in response, then leaned in and kissed Rong Yun’s earlobe.
Rong Yun: “…”
He rubbed Xiao Shenwei’s hair helplessly: “Don’t make trouble.”
Xiao Shenwei rolled his eyes and smiled: “Okay.”
Then he hugged Rong Yun’s waist from behind, buried his head in Rong Yun’s shoulders, and stretched his hand into the hem of Rong Yun’s clothes.
“hiss-”
Rong Yun was shivered by the ice, just about to speak, but suddenly blushed and choked.
He gasped and grabbed Xiao Shenwei’s chaotic arm, his voice a little hoarse: “Xiao Shenwei, don’t make trouble.”
The smell of pheromones in the air is a bit strong.
Xiao Shenwei blinked, took out his hand embarrassingly, looked at Rong Yun’s red ears, but couldn’t hold back, leaned in and kissed Rong Yun’s cheek.
“call-”
When the eyes suddenly darkened, Xiao Shenwei was pressed into the soft bedding, and the cup containing the goat’s milk was placed firmly on the bedside table by Rong Yun.
…emmmmmm, it seems like I’m playing big.
Xiao Shenwei struggled to break free from Rong Yun’s arms, but was pressed against his ear by his wrist.
He rolled his eyes, suddenly raised his leg and hooked Rong Yun’s waist.
While Rong Yun was stunned by his actions, he twisted his body for a moment, broke free and knelt on the bed, pressed Rong Yun and smiled:
“I didn’t tell you, did I learn some Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu?”
Thirty seconds later.
Xiao Shenwei was pressed and kissed until the end of his eyes turned red, and the water in his eyes flickered.
Rong Yun: “What a coincidence, I will too.”
After some tossing, the clothes of the two of them were a little messy.
Rong Yun lowered his eyes and tried not to let himself pay attention to the blue spot that Xiao Shenwei had spread to his chest.
He took the cup from the bedside table, tasted the temperature and handed it over: “It’s ready to drink.”
Xiao Shenwei sat up and stretched out his hand to pick it up, but unexpectedly there was a loud bang, and the bedroom door was violently broken open.
Xiao Shenwei’s hand trembled, but the connection was not steady, and half of the goat’s milk was spilled on the quilt.
He looked up.
At the door, a woman with messy hair and a stench all over her body withdrew her legs that kicked the door, her eyes flashing with green light: “I found it!!!”
Then she looked at the situation in the room and was silent for a moment.
Two men with disheveled clothes were sitting on the bed, the quilt was dragged on the ground in a mess, the smell of pheromones in the air was messy, and there were suspicious white marks on the bed…
Ni Youqing took a deep breath.
…did I come at the wrong time.
“…Then what… I’m sorry to bother you…”
“boom-”
The door that had been broken through was closed again.
However it was of no use.
Xiao Shenwei looked at the back of Ni Youqing, who turned his back to them and lowered his head, not knowing what he was talking about, and opened his mouth:
“…No…you misunderstood…”
…not what you think ah ah ah ah ah ah ah! !
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No, I must expose my dog boyfriend! !
Someone else’s boyfriend: Oh, this is very delicious, you can try it!
My silly dog: wow, this is so unpalatable, try it! !
While talking, he stuffed it into my mouth, so I pressed my head to hide.
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What’s with you? ? ? ?