Chapter 51 i take you home

Wandering alone in an oasis doesn’t feel great at first.

It took Xiao Shenwei a long time to slowly get used to the life of a savage, and try to entertain himself from the boring life and find some fun to spend time.

Xiao Shenwei often suddenly loses consciousness, and when he wakes up again, he will appear in a completely unfamiliar place.

But I don’t know if it’s because of the subconscious, every time he wakes up, it’s not far from the cave, and he can always find it back by himself.

And in his unconscious state, it seems that he often does some incredible things.

For example, picking a bunch of bear hair, pulling a leopard’s teeth and pulling his beard, squatting on a tree to watch chipmunks mating, and robbing monkeys in tree holes for winter food he didn’t like to eat grain…

Xiao Shenwei felt that if this continued, he would most likely become the public enemy of animals in the oasis.

That is to say, no animal can beat him in the state of mourning.

However, Xiao Shenwei is still a little self-aware, and never does anything to provoke those big men he can’t do, such as the superstar Lin An and the flat-headed brother Honey Badger hiding in the middle of the oasis.

The only thing not to worry about is that he is never short of food.

Even if he lost consciousness, Xiao Shenwei could still hunt according to his subconscious preferences.

Therefore, there are a lot of rabbit fur and bones piled up in the cave.

So much so that the rabbits in the oasis ran away when they saw Xiao Shenwei from a distance, and the bees were like enemies when they saw him.

Xiao Shenwei’s cooking skills are naturally not to be mentioned, lack of oil and salt, the only seasoning is the wild onions, wild garlic and pepper trees that grow naturally in the oasis.

Therefore, Xiao Shenwei, who has eaten a lot of smoked grilled food, feels that if he can go out, he will probably never want to eat grilled food again.

But what surprised him the most was that he really didn’t destroy the animal skins again, and didn’t create the mosaic-level picture like last time.

This made him very happy.

…It seems that psychological cues still have some effect.

Aside from the extremely rudimentary residence and the unpalatable food, Xiao Shenwei’s life in the oasis unexpectedly had a little bit of a carefree taste.

Every day is wandering around in the woods, eating and sleeping.

Xiao Shenwei finally slowly understood why he did those things that sounded extremely sandy when he was unconscious.

because…

…it’s so boring!

So Xiao Shenwei went back to his old business—carving small wood carvings when he was extremely bored.

He carved all kinds of tolerance.

Rong Yun who was sleeping, Rong Yun who was reading, Rong Yun who was cutting zombies with a knife, Rong Yun who was wearing an apron to cook, and Rong Yun who played the guitar in his imagination…

Large and small wood carvings were placed all over the cave, and when Xiao Shenwei was awake, he would stay in the cave and not go out.

His combat power is really not very good without his death.

I don’t know the years in the mountains, Xiao Shenwei’s hair and nails have grown very long, and a blue beard stubble has appeared on his chin.

The clothes have long been torn apart in the day-to-day fighting and running around, but Xiao Shenwei still insists on bathing and washing clothes every day, and uses a cloth strip to tie the slowly growing hair behind his head. Small tug.

Otherwise he would feel like he had degenerated into a caveman.

The remaining two mushrooms, Xiao Shenwei, have never eaten, and once they eat it, the chance to see Rong Yun will be less.

Xiao Shenwei didn’t want to waste it easily.

He will still miss Rong Yun, and it will become more and more unforgettable as time goes on.

I was used to the care of the other party, and it was not until I started living alone that I realized how difficult it was to live a living standard like before.

Occasionally, Xiao Shenwei would meet people hunting in Nanze, but he always watched from a distance and dared not approach.

After all, his current honor is really a little bit unbearable.

…well, it’s pretty unbearable.

Liver spots began to appear on his skin again, his fingertips were a rich bluish-gray, his nails had grown long because he had not been trimmed for a long time, and his canine teeth had become sharper.

…he looks more and more like a real zombie.

This made Xiao Shenwei very sad and panic.

But there was nothing he could do.

He didn’t even know which direction Ni Youqing’s oasis was in.

Although he was full after a while, Xiao Shenwei slowly lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Sometimes Xiao Shenwei would be stunned for a while when he saw himself from the reflection in the stream.

Is that thin pale boy with a dazed look really him?

His two canine teeth were almost protruding from the corners of his lips, and when he moved his lips a little, he could see the sharp cusps of those two teeth.

Xiao Shenwei simply squatted by the stream and made faces, doing it, and suddenly burst out laughing.

…emmmmmm, aside from the harm of the virus to the body, these two “little tiger teeth” are still so cute.

It has to be said that Xiao Shenwei’s outstanding skin still exudes charm even in such a state.

Messy black hair tied loosely at the back of his head, pale and delicate face, and fangs looming at the corners of his lips…

All this makes Xiao Shenwei look strangely morbid beauty.

Xiao Shenwei felt that with red lips and a black dress, he could go to the cos youth vampire Dracula.

The rain in Nanze stopped and went, and it continued to fall intermittently. On occasional sunny days, a large number of people would go into the mountains to hunt.

It’s just that Xiao Shenwei recently discovered that these people seem to be looking for something after hunting.

However, these Xiao Shenwei were not very concerned.

He carefully avoided the humans, trying not to let them find him.

Who knows if they will kill themselves as zombies or even mountain ghosts.

That way of dying is too useless, and Xiao Shenwei is unwilling to accept it.

When night fell again, Xiao Shenwei lay on the animal skin and looked at the stars in the night sky on a rare sunny day.

A splendid band of light ran across the sky, and a meteor dragged its tail across the sky.

However, Xiao Shenwei did not make a wish.

After all, the era of mourning began with a massive meteor shower.

He rubbed the half-carved wood carving in his hand, and used his fingernails to refine the face of the little doll by the light of the fire.

Rong Yun’s face began to appear in his mind.

Xiao Shenwei must admit that he misses him every time at this time.

Want it so so much.

Thinking that no matter whether you open your eyes or close your eyes, your mind is full of Rong Yun’s frowns and smiles, and his heart is scratching and tickling.

Then Xiao Shenwei turned his head and saw the two bushes of mushrooms.

…just taste a little.

…just let me see him.

Xiao Shenwei used the iron drill “borrowed” from people who went hunting in the mountains to string two small flowers and roast them on the fire.

The aroma dissipated little by little, Xiao Shenwei pursed his lips, thinking of the last experience with a headache and nausea, he closed his eyes and put the mushrooms into his mouth.

…emmmm…

…emmm is kinda delicious o…

After eating the two mushrooms, Xiao Shenwei smashed his mouth, watching the remaining mushrooms forcibly resisted the desire to eat a few more, turned over and lay down, closed his eyes, and waited for the poisoning reaction to come.

He is waiting…waiting…

From dark to dawn.

Nothing happened.

No fever, no dizziness, no nausea, no vomiting or hallucinations.

Xiao Shenwei: …Is it because I was eating mushrooms in a wrong posture or because I entered the cave with my left foot last night? ? ?

He leaned against the wall of the cave with his knees in his arms and thought for a long time, not knowing what the problem was.

Then he set his eyes on the remaining mushrooms and gritted his teeth.

…Toxicity aside from doses is hooliganism.

Maybe not eating enough?

How to do?

Go ahead and eat.

So Xiao Shenwei ate all the remaining mushrooms in one go.

Eat until you burp, eat until you stretch.

Just like last time.

Then he sat in the cave, stared at the flaming fire and waited, waiting for the poison reaction to come with the person he was thinking about day and night.

Maybe it was because he didn’t sleep last night, Xiao Shenwei started yawning not long after.

He propped his chin up, his head bit by bit.

Then he fell asleep.

…

…

When Xiao Shenwei woke up again, the sky was slowly darkening.

Everything was shrouded in dark blue twilight.

The forest began to fog up, and Ye Xiao’s cooing made it even more treacherous.

Xiao Shenwei’s stomach was already a little hungry.

He doesn’t want to eat much now, and he has no intention to eat.

The disappointment that the poisoning reaction did not appear even changed the desire to eat.

…and nothing happened again, but there were no more mushrooms left for him to eat.

Xiao Shenwei buried his head in his arms, feeling a little sad.

He didn’t know what went wrong, so that he couldn’t even see the illusion of Rong Yun.

Excessive yearning is like a chronic poison, slowly soaking his entire heart.

The longer the separation, the more Xiao Shenwei felt the bone-eroding effect of the poison named “Rong Yun” on him.

He misses Rong Yun like crazy, only to think of poisoning by eating bacteria, just to see Rong Yun’s illusion.

Whenever he remembered the last time Rong Yun held his hand tightly even in a coma, Xiao Shenwei felt so sad that even breathing felt a cold blade in the air.

That feeling is colder than the wind and snow in the death wind.

Only now, it seems that everything is too late.

His crazy ideas have been destroyed, and there is no chance for him to be crazy.

It’s raining again outside.

The moist wind brings the fresh smell of moist earth and grass.

Xiao Shenwei hugged a pile of large and small wooden sculptures in his arms, curled up into a small ball, and slowly fell asleep again.

Until he heard a soft call in his ear and felt the warm snort sprayed on his skin.

“… um… eh?”

Xiao Shenwei opened his eyes in confusion, then froze.

The person who was thinking about it day and night was right in front of him, and his eyes were still reflecting the glowing fire in the cave, as well as the shadow of himself with messy hair.

The thoughts and grievances accumulated over the past few days instantly overwhelmed Xiao Shenwei’s psychological defense line and destroyed his thoughts into a mess.

“…Rong Yun…”

“…You’re finally here…”

Xiao Shenwei reached out and hugged Rong Yun’s warm body, and rubbed in his arms with nostalgia, her voice muffled.

“…I thought my poisoning posture was wrong…”

He raised his head and held Rong Yun’s face, missing a trace of doubt in Rong Yun’s eyes, and kissed him actively.

…It’s all an illusion anyway, what’s not to be shy about.

Xiao Shenwei thought.

Rong Yun’s lips were as warm and soft as in memory, and Xiao Shenwei’s eyes turned red from the kiss.

…a little longer, a little longer…

All the mushrooms are eaten.

He never had the chance to see Rong Yun again.

The rain was gurgling outside, and a small pile of flames in the cave burned violently as if “whooshing”, burning all the way from Xiao Shenwei’s eyes to every part of his body.

It was not until the temperature in the air gradually increased that Xiao Shenwei could smell the faint mint aroma in the cave.

Xiao Shenwei’s initiative, which he had never done before, froze.

He raised his head, looked into Rong Yun’s eyes, and shouted cautiously:

“…Rong Yun?”

“Well, I’m here.”

Rong Yun pulled him down and hugged him tightly.

“…Rong Yun.”

“it’s me.”

“Rong Yun.”

“I’ll take you home.”