Chapter 83
The next morning, before the alarm clock rang, Zhexi woke up. She turned her head to look at Su Mochen who was still asleep, then tiptoed out of bed, picked up the scattered clothes and went straight to the bathroom …
She looked at herself in the glasses, there were many scratch marks on her back, and there were also many bite marks on her arms…
Chenchen cried in pain last night, but Zhexi didn’t stop in the end… She touched the mottled scars on her body, with guilt and self-blame in her eyes…
Not only did she lose control last night, she was also shameless… She coaxed Chenchen to do it three times, until Chenchen finally lost his strength and fell asleep exhausted…
Drenched in cold water, she closed her eyes annoyed…
Is this the nature of A? For the first time, she felt the powerful and irresistible power of her instinct…
She slowly slid down against the wall, leaning against a corner, and didn’t come out of the bathroom until her whole body was completely cool…
After she came out, she didn’t blow her hair, and went out with the key…
She went to the pharmacy to buy some ointment for her private parts, and then went to a nearby breakfast shop to buy breakfast.
After returning to the residence, she quietly went to the bedroom to take a look. Chenchen was still sleeping, probably because she was too tired last night…
Zhexi sighed, and gently closed the door… After feeding Chenchen, Zhexi went back to the bedroom softly, and she was sitting on the floor beside the bed, looking at the person sleeping peacefully on the bed…
It wasn’t until noon that Su Mochen woke up slowly… When he opened his eyes, he saw the person who did bad things last night staring at him…
“Chenchen?” Zhe Xi sat up suddenly, leaned over and asked her anxiously, “How are you? Is there anything uncomfortable?”
Su Mochen glanced at her, ignored her, then pulled the quilt over his head.
“dust…”
“Get out!” Even though she was stuffed under the quilt, she could hear that her voice was extremely hoarse.
“I…”
“Don’t make me say it a second time!”
At that moment, Zhexi’s heart seemed to be gouged out… She finally left the bedroom weakly…
It was after two o’clock in the afternoon that Su Mochen came out of the bedroom. She walked unsteadily and looked weak…
Zhexi stood on the sofa in the living room and looked at her, not daring to go forward…until she passed by him…Zhexi asked in a low voice: “Chenchen, where are you going?”
“Don’t worry about it!”
Zhexi stretched out her hand halfway, but she glared at her, and retracted helplessly…
“Don’t follow
I! “This is the last sentence Su Mochen said before going out.
After Su Mochen left, Zhexi stood there for a long time…
Later, there was a phone call in the bedroom, and she moved her body…
Zhexi glanced at the phone screen, it was Wan Lizhe who called, she hung up the phone immediately, and turned the phone to silent mode… throwing the phone aside casually, sitting by the bed and regretting… Inadvertently, she caught a glimpse of He lifted the quilt with a corner turned up, and couldn’t help but lifted it to look… There was indeed a cherry red blood stain on the bed sheet… It was very eye-catching…
Her eyes are red again and again, she has caused Chen Chen to suffer a lot, she is a bad person, a shameless person…
The bloodstains were too glaring, and she kept reminding her how “animal” she was last night. In the end, she couldn’t take it anymore. She hugged the sheet and went to the sink, crying while cleaning…
Maybe it was because he was so sad, blamed himself and sad that Su Mochen came back, and this fool was still crying inside…
“What are you doing?” Su Mochen was originally angry with this person, maybe he heard someone sobbing, and couldn’t help but want to go in and have a look…
Zhexi tilted his head to look at Su Mochen, then immediately lowered his head and wiped his tears with the back of his hand…
I didn’t want to talk to this person at first, but when I saw her crying, I couldn’t help feeling soft-hearted…
Su Mochen sighed, “Come here.”
Zhexi walked over slowly, tears streaming down his face…
“Why are you crying?” Su Mochen wiped away her tears with his thumb.
“I did something wrong…” Zhexi sobbed…
“You still know?” Su Mochen became angry when he mentioned this!
“sorry…”
“Bend down.”
Zhexi glanced at Su Mochen with teary eyes, and then did as she said.
Su Mochen lowered his head and bit her shoulder: …Do you know how much you went too far last night! ”
“Know.”
“You don’t know…” Su Mochen said angrily, “You are very annoying!”
“Not so next time.”
“How dare you have a next time!”
“I’m sorry, Chenchen…” Zhexi hugged her, “I was wrong.”
The two hugged for a long time before Su Mochen spoke again: “Take me back to the bedroom.”
“it is good.”
Zhexi carefully carried him back to bed and lay down.
“Chenchen,” Zhexi gently stroked the hair around her ears, “does it still hurt?”
Su Mochen’s ears blushed: “Yes.”
“I bought ointment,” Zhexi said as thin as a mosquito, “it will make you feel better after applying it.”
Su Mochen tilted his head to the side of the pillow and said nothing.
“Dust?”
“I think
Go to bed,” Su Mochen blushed, “You go out first. ”
“Then I’ll put the ointment by your bedside?” Zhexi thought she might be shy.
“Idiot,” Su Mochen muttered in a low voice, “I went out to buy medicine, and I’ve already taken it…”
“Oh.” Zhexi rubbed the back of her head in a daze…
“…” Su Mochen pressed his chin against the quilt, and after a while he said, “…I want to eat shredded chicken porridge…”
Zhexi’s eyes lit up: “Then I’ll prepare it right away.” She was about to go out after speaking, and then turned back, “Chenchen, what else do you want to eat? I’ll make it for you too.”
Su Mochen shook his head slightly: “I don’t want to eat anything else, I just want to eat shredded chicken porridge…”
“Okay, then wait for me for a while.”
Zhexi drove to the supermarket to buy ingredients, and went to work in the kitchen after returning.
While the porridge was cooking in the rice cooker, she turned to the bedroom again.
“Chenchen,” Zhexi took off his shoes and got on the bed lightly, “It will be over in half an hour.”
“Yeah.” Su Mochen closed his eyes, and his voice sounded lazy.
“Is your back sore?” Zhexi lay beside her and asked her softly.
“acid.”
“Is that leg… sore?”
“It’s also sour.”
“I’ll rub it for you,” Zhexi slowly moved towards her, “It will be much better if you rub it.”
“It’s all your fault,” Su Mochen snorted at her, “My whole body hurts.”
“Blame me, blame me, blame me, I’m not good,” Zhexi coaxed her, while helping her massage the sore and numb parts, “I made Chenchen wronged.”
“You are too much!”
“I know I know.”
“I don’t want to talk to you anymore!”
“I know I was wrong, Chenchen, don’t ignore me.”
“Come here and let me bite two more!”
“Where do you want to bite?”
“arm.”
Zhexi raised his left arm and held it to her lips.
Su Mochen looked up, and there was still the tooth marks left by her last night on Zhexi’s arm…
She froze for a moment, touched the position of Zhexi’s arm, and asked in a low voice, “Does it hurt?”
“It doesn’t hurt.”
Su Mochen looked up at her.
“It doesn’t hurt you,” Zhexi touched her ear with her right hand, and said softly, “I’ll go see if the porridge is ready.”
“Go.”
Zhexi waited in the kitchen for a while. When the porridge was ready, she filled a bowl and carried it into the bedroom.
“Chenchen, get up and eat porridge.”
“Um.”
Zhexi put the bowl on the table beside him, turned around and helped Su Mochen sit up.
“Try and see if my craftsmanship has improved.” Zhexi dug out a spoonful of shredded chicken porridge, blew it a few times, and then slowly delivered it to Su Mochen’s lips.
Su Mochen drank half a bowl, but he didn’t want to drink any more.
“Sleepy, want to sleep.” Su Mochen said hoarsely.
Zhexi hurriedly said distressedly: “Then you lie down and rest.”
Su Mochen hummed.
Zhexi drank some porridge, cleaned up the dishes, and went back to bed with her.
“Zhexi…” Su Mochen pulled her clothes and leaned on her arm.
“What’s wrong?” Zhexi stroked her earlobe lightly.
“It’s okay, I just wanted to call you.”
“Sleep peacefully, I will be here with you…”
“I’m not at ease when you’re here,” she snorted, “I know how bad you are…”
“It won’t be like this in the future…” Zhexi kissed her forehead lightly.
The two talked without saying a word, and finally Chenchen fell asleep again.
In the evening, it suddenly rained outside.
Zhexi got up to close the window, and sat on the sofa for a while.
At around seven o’clock in the evening, Zhexi went back to the bedroom.
Su Mochen was still sleeping, and Zhexi couldn’t bear to call her, so she went to the kitchen to cook a bowl of noodles, and dealt with dinner roughly…
It was past nine o’clock, and Su Mochen hadn’t woken up yet, so he probably won’t wake up tonight. Zhexi helped her tuck the quilt, closed the door, and went to the guest room by herself.
She made a lot of noise last night, this person was so tired that she slept all day and all night…
Before going to bed, Zhexi kept blaming herself…
When it was past two o’clock at night, the light in Zhexi’s room was suddenly turned on…
The light was too dazzling, Zhexi subconsciously reached out to block it, and then saw Su Mochen standing at the door looking at her.
“Chenchen?” Zhexi stood up and walked over quickly.
“Why are you sleeping in the guest room?”
“I want you to have a good rest…” Zhexi lowered her head and mumbled.
Su Mochen didn’t speak, was silent for a while, then turned and left.
Zhexi wanted to call her, but held back…
When Zhexi lay back on the bed again, Su Mochen came over again.
Surprise flashed in Zhexi’s eyes.
“I want to sleep here.” After Su Mochen finished speaking, he lifted the quilt and got on the bed.
“Then I’m going to sleep in the master bedroom?” Zhexi asked stupidly.
“Jin Zhexi!”
“exist.”
Su Mochen lowered his head and bit her shoulder: “You will bully me!”
“I didn’t, I didn’t want to bully you tonight…”
“You are not allowed to talk! Annoying!”
“Oh.” Zhexi reached out to embrace her.
“Turn off the lights!”
Zhexi obeyed obediently.
“sleep!”
Zhexi lay down quietly.
“Jin Zhexi.”
“Um.”
“it’s raining outside.”
“I know,” Zhexi hugged her tightly, “I really like rainy days.”
Su Mochen nestled in her arms, listened to her heartbeat, and slowly closed his eyes.
“Chenchen…” Zhexi explained in a low voice, “A’s instinctive desire is very strong, once it starts it’s hard to control it… I only felt it yesterday, but I will work hard to suppress it in the future, don’t be afraid…”
Su Mochen touched her ear lightly, but said nothing.
After being silent for a while, Zhexi asked cheekily again: “Except for the pain…” She let out a breath, “Do you feel a little comfortable?”
“It’s late at night, why are you asking such a strange question…” Su Mochen’s ears burned up all of a sudden.
“Sorry, I won’t ask any more,” Zhexi patted her on the back and coaxed, “Sleep in peace.”
Su Mochen hummed.
After more than ten minutes, Su Mochen reached out to touch Zhexi’s ear again: “I can’t sleep.”
“What’s wrong?”
“It hurts to move your body.”
“Then let me pinch for you.”
“Um.”
While she was pinching, Su Mochen also touched her ears one by one…
Zhexi’s breathing was slightly disturbed…
“The third time,” Su Mochen said in a very low voice, “It was a little comfortable…”
Zhexi reacted for a second before digesting the meaning of her words.
Zhexi bowed her head in surprise and kissed Su Mochen’s lips: “I will work hard, and I will never make you so uncomfortable again…”
“Stop talking, I’m sleepy…”
“Okay.” Zhexi closed her eyes, and the corners of her mouth raised slightly unconsciously…