Chapter 145
“I don’t understand, you, how could you…”
Because she was too shocked, Xu Ziran didn’t even use the honorifics that she usually pays attention to. Now her heart is filled with all kinds of complicated emotions, and her mind is full of chaotic thoughts.
She suddenly remembered that the day she first met Qiu Yurou, the other party told Qiu Yurou about the goddess in her dream. Now that she thought about it, the goddess in her dream was not made up by the other party, but referred to “Qiu Yurou”—she meant, the future one .
Sure enough, Yao Jinling smiled bitterly: “I think you should have guessed something. After all, you are the only person who knows both her and me. I can only tell you that your guess is probably correct.”
Xu Ziran didn’t expect the other party to tell her so easily, although she still found it unimaginable.
Yao Jinling looked at the darkened sky: “I saw her in my dream for ten years. You can’t imagine the joy I felt when I discovered her real existence.”
Xu Ziran didn’t know what to say, after all, that person was “Qiu Yurou”.
Just because that person was “Qiu Yurou”, Xu Ziran knew what kind of response the other party would give.
The humid air has a cold grassy air, because spring has come, but the temperature difference between day and night is a little big, and Xu Ziran, who is wearing a thin sweater, feels a little cold in the night wind.
– What kind of person do you like? Looking back, Xu Ziran also asked Qiu Yurou such a question in a previous life.
Girls always seem to be unable to avoid this kind of problem, so they both seem to have a “don’t disturb in love” temperament, and they have actually talked about such a topic.
At that time, Qiu Yurou actually thought about it carefully before answering, “I like people who are completely different from me.”
“Why? Complementary?”
“That’s not true.” Qiu Yurou smiled, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, “I just want to know what a life completely different from myself would be like.”
Looking back on this conversation now, Xu Ziran always feels a little weird. If the other party had already fallen in love with him, what kind of mood would he be in to say such words?
She was at a loss, but Yao Jinling’s words brought her back to reality, and the other party asked her a little heavy: “Can I wait for her?”
Xu Ziran couldn’t answer this question, because she couldn’t clearly understand what kind of state Qiu Yurou was in, and whether she could be considered a “human”.
But at least in a biological sense, I’m afraid it’s no longer the case.
So she said, “Don’t wait.”
This advice comes not only from reason, but perhaps from emotion as well.
Yao Jinling didn’t respond, just nodded, roughly expressing her understanding.
Naturally, the other party didn’t ask any more questions, and quickly left, calmly as if he didn’t say anything.
After saying goodbye to Yao Jinling, Xu Ziran was emotional for a while, forgetting what he was going to do.
She ate something first, and then went to the bathroom to take a shower. After taking a bath and drying her body, she remembered that she had come to celebrate the festival.
A good Valentine’s Day was messed up like this, and the original interest was gone. Xu Ziran came out in old pajamas in a pique, but saw a **** scene.
Qiu Yurou wore a milky white and translucent silk pajamas and sat on the bed. When she saw her come out, she straightened her back and looked at her fixedly.
The other party’s cheeks, neck and earlobes turned red, but his eyes were clear like a pool of autumn water, making people want to indulge in them.
Xu Ziran’s heart skipped a beat, standing at the bathroom door, her mind blank.
– This, this is too sudden.
But she quickly thought that it was not sudden, she had planned to do it herself, but she didn’t expect that Qiu Yurou would have the same idea as her – when did the other party become such a bold person?
Xu Ziran usually thinks that he is still in shock, but now he doesn’t know what to do, until Qiu Yurou shyly pulled the quilt on one side to cover his leg, and suddenly thought of something and said, “Wait for me. ”
She hurriedly rushed to the living room to take out the underwear from the bag, and then went to the toilet to put it on. However, after putting it on, she felt that her behavior was inexplicable. If she stood in Qiu Yurou’s point of view, she might have lost interest.
She hurriedly went out and saw that Qiu Yurou was already in the bed, reading a book by the bedside. When she saw her coming out, she turned her head and was stunned.
Wearing black underwear, Xu Ziran’s skin was even more fair and flawless, and it seemed to glow under the light.
However, while walking, I saw the texture of the skin’s muscles, as if it was carefully carved, and every inch was so perfect that it was difficult to look away.
However, Xu Ziran misunderstood Qiu Yurou’s daze, thinking that the other party was inexplicable because of her behavior, and she regretted it even more.
She has clearly imagined all kinds of possibilities in her mind, how can she become a goose when she really encounters it?
She stammered at her toes and said, “I just… I thought…”
The words didn’t make sense, and as soon as his eyes darkened, he was hugged head-on.
The warm flesh pressed against each other and brought a familiar fragrance, Xu Ziran’s legs softened, and she rolled onto the bed with Qiu Yurou.
Foreplay is actually quite familiar. The two of them have been together for so long, and they can’t control what they can do, so after kissing and hugging, they are out of breath and sweat.
However, after the almost frank meeting, Xu Ziran became nervous.
What follows is a whole new realm that cannot be described!
And at this moment, what did she think of—what if the future Qiu Yurou suddenly appeared again? This is so embarrassing.
Qiu Yurou noticed Xu Ziran’s hesitation almost immediately. She wrapped her arms around Xu Ziran, her voice slightly hoarse: “What’s wrong?”
Xu Ziran didn’t know what to say: “I just thought of something, today, today may not be the right time, or we should wait…”
As soon as she finished speaking, her lips were blocked, Qiu Yurou raised her body with her arms, and put her knees between Xu Ziran’s legs.
Xu Ziran always felt that the other party’s words seemed to carry some anger: “It has been like this since the beginning, there are always various things to wait.”
Those words that seemed to be filled with anger seemed to turn into grievances: “It’s so late now, no one will bother us – it’s past midnight, it’s Valentine’s Day.”
Qiu Yurou lowered her head and put her mouth against Xu Ziran’s ear, her voice soft like a feather: “Try it.”
The hot and humid breath sprayed on the side of the ear, bringing a burst of numbness like an electric shock through the whole body.
Xu Ziran only felt a roar in his brain, and in the next moment, everything was thrown into the clouds.
She started to—
Qiu Yurou: “…It doesn’t feel like there.”
Xu Ziran: “…Isn’t it?”
Qiu Yurou: “A little later?”
Xu Ziran: “Wet, wet…”
Qiu Yurou buried her face in Xu Ziran’s chest: “Don’t say it.”
A few minutes later—
Qiu Yurou: “Why not… You’re sweating a lot.”
Xu Ziran was silent for a moment: “…Why don’t you come.”
After struggling for a long time, Xu Ziran felt that he had encountered the biggest failure in his life.
She was slightly depressed, but Qiu Yurou suddenly laughed.
When Xu Ziran looked up and wanted to ask “why laugh”, she was pressed on the bed and grabbed her wrist.
It is like being immersed in warm water, and the water plants are entangled in the limbs and trunk, the soft and moist branches and leaves slide on the skin, tighten and relax, light or heavy, so I seem to become the keys being played, slowly Slowly sinking into the increasingly intense sound of the piano…
At a certain moment, the sharp pain brought her back to her senses, so she heard Qiu Yurou’s low voice: “Can you really continue?”
This is a really silly question. Xu Ziran thought.
So she hugged each other tightly and gave her answer with her limbs.
…
Speaking of it, Xu Ziran realized another truth through this incident, that is, the plan will never keep up with the changes.
When everything was over and lay flat on the bed, the first sentence Xu Ziran said was: “Life is really full of incredible.”
It was as if she originally thought she was attacking, or that she would definitely blend in perfect harmony for the first time, but the first time it turned out to be… a failure.
Qiu Yurou ignored her words and asked her in a low voice, “Does it still hurt?”
The other party obviously blamed himself: “I should bear it longer.”
However, hearing Qiu Yurou say such words, Xu Ziran felt even more embarrassed, so she pulled up the quilt and covered her face.
Thinking of her tragic cry just now, she felt that her life was already dark.
Qiu Yurou looked at her fingers.
Her beautiful hands, praised by many people, still shone with wet water under the light, but what is certain is that Qiu Yurou was sure that she only entered…about one centimeter.
But Xu Ziran barked like a slaughtered pig.
Qiu Yurou frowned, she thought that she probably needed to learn some adult knowledge.
She lowered her head again and saw the small bag bulging on the bed, and suddenly felt a strange feeling.
In the past so many years, she always felt that she was the one who came to Xu Ziran, and at this moment, she hoped that she could become the one that Xu Ziran depended on.
I hope that the other party will no longer have to take on too many things, and I hope that I can share it all with her.
So she leaned down, hugged Xu Ziran’s bulging figure gently, and tightened her arms…