Chapter 616 distressed

   Chapter 616 Distressed

   Ye Mo and Mo Xiaodie sat on the bench and chatted for over an hour before Ye Wanrong came over with two cups of milk tea.

   started complaining before he even got to them:

   “There are too few milk tea shops in this place. I found a milk tea that I like to drink, and ran a long way to make you wait for a long time.”

   Seeing her, the two people in the chat realized one thing – oh, so she was also there.

   Originally wanted to ask where she had been for so long, but before she even opened her mouth, she thought that people had already predicted their problem and explained it.

   Before Ye Wanrong finished speaking, she walked up to them and gave them a cup of milk tea each:

   “I don’t know what flavor you like, so I bought the original milk tea.”

  Mo Xiaodie took the milk tea and said thank you.

  Ye Mo took the cup of milk tea, hesitating whether he should drink it, whether he could drink it, and whether there would be serious consequences for drinking it.

   Ye Wanrong knew what he was worried about and said, “It’s fine, it’s just a cup of milk tea, not every day. And you exercise so much every day, drinking this cup of milk tea will not affect your body.”

   Ye Mo timidly inserted the straw and took a sip.

   Drinking such a drink, once or twice, does not have any bad effect on the body.

  It’s just that once you have this kind of “it doesn’t matter once in a while” thought in your heart, it’s hard to control yourself.

  From “just this time” to “last time”, bad habits are slowly developed in this way.

   “Just drink this cup, and I will never touch such things in the future.” Ye Mo thought while drinking.

  After Ye Wanrong came over, she was chatting with Ye Mo, or she was chatting with Mo Xiaodie, and the topics were under her control.

   At this time, Ye Mo and Mo Xiaodie didn’t seem to know each other, and there was no communication throughout the whole process.

  It was after eleven o’clock in the evening, and it was not too early. The three of them strolled around the city square for more than half an hour.

   There are specialty snacks. Ye Wanrong and Mo Xiaodie both ate a few, but Ye Mo didn’t eat any.

  ——Although I wanted to eat, I was afraid that letting go of the control of my diet would affect my competitive state, so I refused.

   Although Ye Wanrong didn’t take it seriously, she also knew his worries and did not persuade him all the time.

   After more than half an hour, it was already zero o’clock, both Ye Mo and Mo Xiaodie had to rest, so they didn’t go any further, they went back to the hotel where they were staying, and they parted like that.

   Ye Wanrong and Mo Xiaodie booked a room. After entering the room, Ye Wanrong asked Mo Xiaodie:

   “How were you and my brother chatting when I wasn’t around?”

  Mo Xiaodie blushed inexplicably, and said, “It’s still… alright…”

   “What did we talk about?” Ye Wanrong was very curious.

   She just saw two people sitting on the bench chatting nicely from a distance, but she really didn’t know what they were talking about.

   Mo Xiaodie didn’t hide it, she told Ye Wanrong everything she had chatted with Ye Mo.

   There is nothing to hide.

   Ye Wanrong was very depressed after listening to their chat:

   “The two of you are sitting together at night and talking about this?”

   I feel that the opportunities I created are all given to the dog.

   “Huh?” Mo Xiaodie wondered, “Isn’t it bad to talk about this?”

“It’s not that it’s bad, it’s not necessary,” Ye Wanrong said, “A young man and a woman met in this strange city, and it was this big night, shouldn’t they talk about love and romance? What are you talking about? Live data, charity events, are you taking this chat as an opportunity to communicate and work?”

   Looking at Mo Xiaodie, she has a feeling that iron cannot become steel:

   “You came all the way here from Pengcheng just to communicate with him about your work situation?”

   Mo Xiaodie’s face turned red all of a sudden, looking at Ye Wanrong, she didn’t know what to say.

   It wasn’t that she didn’t understand what Ye Wanrong meant.

   It’s just that these words came out of Ye Wanrong’s mouth, which made her feel incredible.

   Ye Mo is Ye Wanrong’s younger brother.

   And Ye Wanrong’s attitude at this moment turned out to be encouraging her to associate with Ye Mo.

   She thought to herself: “Does she have a grudge against her brother? Otherwise, why would she encourage me to associate with her brother?”

   She would have such thoughts, mainly because of her inferiority complex, she felt that she was not worthy of Ye Mo.

   Even if she is healthy, she feels that she is not worthy of that boy.

   What’s more, there is that kind of disease, not only can’t be cured in a lifetime, but also has a great chance of heredity.

   It’s not that Ye Wanrong didn’t know about her. When Liu Qing discovered her singing on the street, Ye Wanrong was there.

   Knowing such a situation, it is very unreasonable for her to associate with Ye Mo.

   But what Ye Wanrong said just now clearly meant that.

   Thinking of Ye Wanrong calling her here to watch Ye Mo’s game, it means that this was not a momentary thought, but a long-planned plan.

  Thinking of this, she was even a little bit angry for Ye Mo-did she do this to her sister? How can it be so irresponsible? To push his own brother to a sick woman.

   She murmured: “Sister Rong… I’m just an ordinary friend with him… He also only regards me as an ordinary friend…”

   Ye Wanrong chuckled: “My brother doesn’t have so many hobbies for ordinary friends…”

  Mo Xiaodie blushed even more, she felt a little guilty, as if she had lied to Ye Mo how many carnivals.

   whispered: “He said… is he going to increase his attention…”

   “But he didn’t swipe Hua Zi to increase his attention from other anchors. He only did this from your live broadcast room, which shows that you are still different in his mind.” Ye Wanrong said.

   She said that, Mo Xiaodie also felt a bit reasonable, and her heart was even more empty, but she still tried her best to find a reason: “Maybe… Maybe it’s because it belongs to a company…”

   “There are many anchors from the same company.” Ye Wanrong said.

   said, and added: “When he gave you a reward for the first time, he had no money in his hand, so he still borrowed my money.”

   “Then…then…” Mo Xiaodie said in a panic, “Then I will refund him all the carnival that he gave me?”

   Ye Wanrong’s tone made her feel that this was taking the carnival that Ye Mo gave her as a dowry, so her first reaction was to withdraw the dowry.

   “Er?” Ye Wanrong was stunned for a moment, “Why should I give it back to him? He just likes you for the carnival, so why should he give it back?”

   “I…I don’t deserve to be liked by him…” Mo Xiaodie’s voice was full of tears.

“Don’t cry, don’t cry,” Ye Wanrong panicked, sitting beside her and hugging her shoulders, “Our Xiaodie is very good, she sings beautifully, and has a kind heart, there is no one you don’t deserve. .”

   “I’m sick, it’s a disease that can’t be cured.” Mo Xiaodie said.

   Speaking of this, my heart is very sad.

  This disease was not what she wanted, it was sent by God to torture her. She didn’t know why she had to endure this, and she had to endure this for the rest of her life.

  If there is no such disease, she can have a better life, and she can also look forward to a beautiful love.

   Now I don’t even have the qualifications to dream.

   As long as you have such a thought, you will tell yourself – stop thinking about it, you are sick, and no one will look at you.

   When you meet someone you like, you will tell yourself – he is excellent, but he does not belong to you, and you cannot harm him.

   Ye Wanrong comforted her: “This disease is fine, as long as you actively receive treatment and have a good living habit and living environment, it will not affect your life.”

  Mo Xiaodie was even more sad: “But…but this disease will be inherited…with this disease…you can’t have children…”

   As he spoke, he began to cry.

   She herself is not keen on having children.

   However, if you marry someone, the object of your marriage will definitely want children.

   Even if the marriage partner does not want children, the parents of the marriage partner will definitely want children.

  If you can’t give birth to a healthy child yourself, you are deceiving others.

   No matter whether the object is someone she likes or not, she is reluctant to do such a thing.

   “It’s not a big deal,” Ye Wanrong said. “With the advancement of medicine now, maybe one day, your disease will be cured.”

   Mo Xiaodie was crying in her arms, she was very distressed.

   She also cares about the things that Mo Xiaodie cares about. She used to think that this girl is young and has little contact with the society, so she may not have thought of those things.

   If that is the case, at least not so pessimistic about the future, you can happily hold the guitar and sing songs, and live your own happy life.

  I didn’t expect this girl to understand this very well in her heart.

   From her choked voice, she could tell that she not only understood the consequences, but also quite mind the consequences.

   Thinking that this girl who often smiles and sings in the live broadcast room is under such pressure in private and is so pessimistic about her future life, Ye Wanrong feels very distressed.

   She really likes this girl.

   Kind and sensible.

   is just too kind, too sensible, and more and more distressing.

   She hugged Mo Xiaodie, patted her back lightly, and said:

   “Even if you can’t find a cure now, you don’t have to worry about having children. The big deal is to be a test-tube baby, and you can give birth to a healthy baby.”

   Mo Xiaodie’s cry stopped for a while.

   She never thought about IVF.

   Ye Wanrong said this, but it opened her a way to solve the problem, like a ray of light suddenly shining in from the dark future.

   Ye Wanrong would say this, and it seems that she has considered this issue.

   A thought occurred to her: “Does she really think that I am worthy of her brother, does she really want me to be her sister-in-law?”

The idea of ​​   came out, and my mind was a little shaken.

if it is real……

  If Ye Mo really likes her…

  If Ye Mo’s family can accept her…

  If she can really be with Ye Mo…

   What a wonderful life that must be?

   and then fell into doubt – am I worthy of such a good life?

   Destiny has been too unfair to her. The experiences she has experienced in the past few years have made her not believe that she can have a happy life.

   In her memory, fate has never been so gentle.

  Thinking like this, I started crying again.

   Ye Wanrong comforted her: “Don’t have so much pressure, in fact, you are already very good, better than most girls in this world, you deserve a good life.”

   “I’m not worthy,” Mo Xiaodie cried, “I’m just a patient who can’t be cured.”

   “You are worthy of anyone in this world,” Ye Wanrong said distressedly, “If my brother is with you, I will think it is his luck.”

  Mo Xiaodie shook his head: “He is so good, he won’t like me.”

   That illness brought her not only the torment of illness, but also the torment of her soul, which made her fall into a deep inferiority complex and was full of pessimism about the future.

  Emotional life is something she no longer thinks belongs to her, the door that she closed by herself.

   No matter how much she is attracted to a person, she can only hide behind that door and listen to her heartbeat alone, but dare not open that door and tell others what she likes.

   He dared not open even the slightest crack in the door.

   If you don’t think about those things, life is not that bad, but life is castrated.

   Being mentioned by Ye Wanrong at this moment, thinking of those sad things, pessimism flooded into my heart again, and it was hard to restrain myself for a while.

   That night, Ye Wanrong comforted her for a long time, and told her how much Ye Mo liked her, and gave many examples to prove it.

  Those cases are not fictional, but her speculation was added to the description.

   And her speculation is not necessarily correct.

   said too much, Mo Xiaodie had an illusion – it seemed that Ye Mo really liked her, and he never said it, just because Ye Mo was introverted.

  Although she still feels that she is not worthy of a boy as good as Ye Mo, but the boy she likes also likes herself, which seems to be a very happy thing.

  ——Even if we can’t be together in the future, if there is a moment of heart-to-heart connection, this life will not be in vain.

   The two chatted for a little longer before going to bed.

   After Ye Wanrong fell asleep, Mo Xiaodie still couldn’t fall asleep for a long time.

   The words Ye Wanrong said today had a great impact on her.

It was true that    evoked her sadness, and it also made her emotionally collapse and burst into tears.

   However, after venting his emotions, he thought that the boy he liked actually liked him, and his family wanted them to be together, and he was inexplicably happy.

  Whether you are willing to drag others down is another matter.

   But there are people in this world who like her regardless of her physical condition, making her feel that the world is better than she imagined.

   She thought that the biggest problem, the problem of giving birth to a child that was overwhelming her, was not completely unsolvable.

   At least that problem can be circumvented with high technology.

  Although there are certain risks to the body, at least there is some hope.

   This gave her some hope.

   The door that was closed by her, at this moment, secretly revealed some gaps.

   (end of this chapter)