Chapter 187 2013-7-25 230925 book

It was a beautiful past.

At the same time, it is also an unbearable past.

The youthful years of more than 20 years ago are the memories that the princess is most unwilling to reveal easily, but she can often recall them inadvertently.

Even if she is living a very happy life now, she still has to admit that this kind of gentle tenderness can never cover the vigor and unforgettableness of the past.

She and Shepherd Liangyu’s biological father, Shepherd Yunxiu, were classmates in college. They once jointly founded the Tumi Drama Club, with Shepherd Yunxiu as the president, and she was the heroine of almost every script. The Tumi Drama Club was at that time It is the first drama club in the school. As one of the emerging clubs, the drama club has been strongly supported and welcomed by teachers and students since it was established, and it has swept the entire school almost in just one month.

At that time, they were talented and beautiful, high-spirited and in their prime, and were sought after and envied by the whole school.

With the growing reputation and reputation, Shepherd Yunxiu has higher and higher requirements for script creation.

With a huge reputation, the pressure on the pen also increases.

So much so that later, Shepherd Yunxiu could no longer create casually, and slowly began to become sensational in a subtle way, and the quality of his works declined again and again as a result.

But relying on his reputation over the years, Shepherd Yunxiu is still very popular in the industry. He was hired by a well-known domestic film and television company with a high salary before graduation, and once became the youngest and most popular director among his peers.

However, the good times didn’t last long. Although the film and television industry at that time was in its infancy, it gave people more space and creativity. Talented newcomers appeared frequently like mushrooms after rain, and various high-quality wonderful works were released one after another. It quickly grabbed the audience’s vision and attention. Under the beating of the surging new trend, the name Shepherd Yunxiu almost easily faded out of people’s sight.

At that time, the shepherd Yunxiu valued Fenghua, so how could he be willing to leave the stage and pave the way for others in vain?

Therefore, he focused on creating outstanding works that could become a blockbuster and compete for the highest awards at home and abroad, but unfortunately things backfired. The more urgent and anxious he was, the more exhausted his source of inspiration was. For this reason, Shepherd Yunxiu gradually became indifferent , irascible, drinking heavily almost every day, and likes to overturn the table to beat people at every turn, as if he has changed into a different person, making the originally warm and peaceful family turbulent.

But at that time, as a popular star in film, television and music, the halo on her head became more and more scorching, which inevitably widened and deepened the rift between the two.

Under such circumstances, conflicts are almost inevitable.

When her acting career was at its peak, all kinds of lace news came to her face one after another. Shepherd Yunxiu is a man with strong self-esteem, and he can’t stand those rumors related to his wife.

At the beginning, he still believed in her, and still cared for her. But gradually, the three of them became tigers, and he became suspicious. Whenever he had time, he would go to her filming scene, called Tanban, but actually a supervisor. Later, he simply proposed to let her quit the film and television industry, and stay at home as a housewife and bear children for him.

And she refused his request.

She didn’t even give Shepherd Yunxiu enough comfort and company when she needed her the most.

No one is willing to call a curtain call at the peak. Her vanity makes her unable to let go of the joy of being admired by others. Floating in the clouds, she does not have enough calmness and self-restraint to understand and perceive her husband’s tension. And fear, depression and dullness.

She didn’t realize how much blow and harm she had caused her husband by her natural refusal.

Because of her categorical rejection, shepherd Yunxiu began to doubt himself, life, and her love for him.

So, when Shepherd Yunxiu happened to meet a popular actor in the same crew who pursued her enthusiastically and kissed her despite her refusal, all kinds of anguish accumulated in his heart for many years Dismay and sadness erupted in an instant.

That was the first time he hit her.

After fighting the actor hard, he turned around and slapped her across the face.

Not heavy, but enough to break your heart.

After that, shepherd Yunxiu began to stay out at night frequently.

He is very handsome, and he is a fatal temptation to any woman. As long as he is willing, no woman can refuse him. In order to get revenge on her and the male star, he abducted the man’s sister, and even took the woman to live in their apartment when she was filming abroad, and had **** on their once romantic big bed.

He didn’t deliberately hide it, so she caught it effortlessly, even though she would rather be kept in the dark for the rest of her life than encounter that embarrassing scene.

The development of the situation finally became out of control under the inappropriate handling of the two people.

They are young, impulsive and self-willed, only thinking about themselves, and rarely take into account each other’s feelings, like two small animals trapped in the same cage, once the initial balance is broken, they will go crazy uncontrollably Crazy, do your best to bite the opponent and hurt the opponent.

It seems that only in that way can I prove my care and deep love for the other party.

After being caught on the bed, she almost went mad with anger on the spot, and approached the male celebrity with the mentality of retaliation. Fortunately, she was not overwhelmed by the anger and pain like a bolt from the blue. At the last moment, she He couldn’t help but murmured out his name, and then he woke up instantly like a blow to his head.

But even so, some things are already irreparable.

The trust and tacit understanding between them is like a broken mirror, which cannot be reunited.

However, God always likes to joke with people. When they agreed to divorce, she found out that she was pregnant. Because her reaction at the beginning of pregnancy was not strong, and her menstrual period was unstable for many years, when she found out that she was pregnant, she had already been pregnant for more than two months.

That’s his and her baby.

She can’t possibly knock it off.

Even if she is divorced, she still loves him, loves him deep into the bone marrow, and will live forever and never be erased.

In any case, even if the whole family objected, she was determined to give birth to the child.

For the sake of the child, she turned down all the announcements and scripts, and raised her baby at home with peace of mind, living a peaceful and lonely life by herself. During that long period of time, she missed the shepherd Yunxiu more and more, but she never looked for him again, nor met him.

Until the day she gave birth, shepherd Yunxiu got the news of her pregnancy from nowhere, hurried over, sat on the side of the bed, held her hand, and accompanied her through the most painful and most difficult time in her life. That happy half hour.

For a moment, when she saw the indescribable smile on the shepherd Yunxiu’s face when she saw the first-born child, she was so happy that she almost shed tears, she really felt that even if she died of pain, she would die. no regrets.

But she didn’t know that during the short half a day when the shepherd Yunxiu came to accompany her, another woman who loved him deeply had a premature birth due to an accident, and eventually died of massive bleeding.

As if it was destined, they could not be together.

At the last parting, the shepherd Yunxiu proposed that he wanted one of the twins, one of their children.

She said yes.

She couldn’t refuse him anymore.

Afterwards, they lost touch.

Not long after, news came out that shepherd Yunxiu had a car accident. She cried until there were no more tears in her eyes, so that when she attended his funeral, she had a smile on her face. She wanted to see the girl who was so spoiled by him when they said their final farewell, who was so happy that she would die at any time without regret.

The dead are gone, but the living have to go on.

After giving birth, she did not return to the showbiz.

Because she suddenly remembered that the original intention of acting in the first place was to interpret all kinds of lively heroines in his writings. Now that there are no more scripts written by him, there is no reason to continue acting.

The following year, on their wedding anniversary, she went to the place where he had proposed to her.

On that golden beach, an elegant man said to her a sentence written by shepherd Yunxiu specially for her in a certain script——

“The golden sunset, the clear sea water, and the clouds that are more gorgeous than oil paintings can’t attract my attention, because I met you; the oncoming sea breeze blows the obscure heartbeat, but I dare not look at you , I’m afraid you don’t care about me.”

I don’t know if it’s a coincidence or destiny.

That foreign man from Kasana said to her in fluent Chinese is exactly the same as the love poem that shepherd Yunxiu once read to her.

Therefore, after Miriam proposed to her, she resolutely took the shepherd Liang Yu to marry into the royal family of Kasana, and married into that completely strange environment.

Give up everything, and then pick up everything again.

Now, recalling all the past again, she has been able to face it calmly and be grateful, but every time she touches that person’s name, she still feels a slight pain in her heart.

This letter from China was written by Shepherd Yunxiu’s father, that is, Shepherd Liang Yu’s grandfather.

The letter mentioned that the old man’s body tends to wither, and he hopes to see another grandson he has never met in the last time, and hopes that the pair of twins who have been separated since childhood can recognize each other and reunite.

Such a request is not excessive.

The princess did not intend to separate the two children, but since she came to Casana, she rarely kept in touch with relatives and friends in the country, and did not even return to that place full of memories, which indirectly caused the shepherd Miyazaki He did not recognize the shepherd Liang Yu.

In order not to make her mother sad, shepherd Liang Yu didn’t take the initiative to find him even though he knew that he had a twin brother, and never thought of bringing up this matter in front of his mother.

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