Chapter 55 not thin

    The author has something to say: I am very painful to pick the title every day, and feel that I am lacking in writing

    Liang Muqiu’s mother didn’t come to train him specifically, but just sent a WeChat message to her son, and Liang Muqiu didn’t reply. As a mother, she was a little cranky and had to ask him where he was.

    Now listening to Liang Muqiu’s liveliness, she also breathed a sigh of relief, and let it go after a few words.

    She asked Liang Muqiu, “The Mid-Autumn Festival is coming soon, are you coming back this year? Your birthday is coming soon, are you busy recently?”

    Liang Muqiu was born before the Mid-Autumn Festival.

    I thought he would go back whenever he had time. He has a very good relationship with his mother and grandmother, and he will miss him after a long time.

    But this year…

    He glanced at Cen Nan next to him, but he was a little hesitant, not knowing what to do with the boyfriend who just took office.

    “Let’s talk about it, I should be back, as long as I don’t have a job,” he didn’t say too much, “Have you received the cod liver oil I bought for my grandmother, and the brooch I bought for you, which should be sent home Right.”

    Liang Yu laughed over there, “I received it, your eyes are not bad, I wear it and others say it looks good.”

    Liang Muqiu said sweetly, “That’s because you look good and stand out.”

    The mother and son touted each other for a while. Liang Yu knew that her son was going well recently, so she didn’t ask any more questions. She was going to watch a TV series, so she didn’t have time to talk to this little bastard.

    “Remember to tell me before you come back.” After saying this, she hung up the phone.

    Liang Muqiu put away her mobile phone, with a smile on her brows, shook her head, and casually complained to Cen Nan, “My mother’s life has become more and more rich after she retired, dancing, painting, and raising flowers. Yes, there are still a bunch of old men chasing her, and I’m getting less and less status.”

    Cen Nan made a “hmm”, “That’s a good thing.”

    He spoke very calmly, but Liang Muqiu keenly heard that Cen Nan was in a low mood and looked over strangely.

    “What’s the matter,” he looked at Cen Nan, “Why are you suddenly not in high interest?”

    Cen Nan originally wanted to deny it, but just as he was about to speak, he fell silent again.

    After a while, he asked, “I’m not upset, I’m just thinking, do your mother and grandmother know about you and me?”

    The process of his coming out was too tragic, and it is a nightmare to think about it to this day. After returning to China, he devoted himself to Liang Muqiu, and finally got his approval, but just heard Liang Muqiu talking to him After his mother’s phone call, he suddenly recovered from the beauty of reuniting with Liang Muqiu, and remembered that Liang Muqiu also had a family behind him.

    Liang Muqiu has a much deeper relationship with his mother and grandmother than he and his parents.

    At this time, the car had entered the area where they lived. Cen Nan turned the steering wheel and said after considering it, “If you don’t know, forget it, don’t talk about it, it will only add to the sadness.”

    Liang Muqiu looked at him strangely.

    “Then what do you do,” he asked, “you are going to be my little lover outside, I always find excuses to put off my mother during the New Year’s and holidays, until I am old, and follow me Mom said I was unmarried?”

    Cen Nan thought for a while, “It’s not impossible, just don’t affect your family relationship.”

    Liang Muqiu was about to make him laugh.

    Seeing the serious look on Cen Nan’s face, it seems that it is not a problem for him to be a nameless object.

    He thought of this and sighed again, a kind of unconscious sadness.

    If Cen Nan would not have said this back then, when Cen Nan fell in love with him, he was cold and noble on the surface, but he was a peacock in his bones, wishing the whole world knew that he was Liang Muqiu’s Sweetheart, no one wants to rob him.

    But now Cen Nan is retreating again and again, he doesn’t need to be recognized by his family, and he doesn’t need to be upright by his side, as long as the relationship is still there.

    Being beaten by wind and frost, people’s requirements will always drop again and again.

    Liang Muqiu pinched her eyebrows, “You said it’s too late, I’ve come out.”

    The car has slowly driven into the underground garage. Cen Nan was parking and almost stepped on the wrong brake, and the car rushed forward.

    Liang Muqiu hissed, “What are you doing?”

    Cen Nan stopped the car, unfastened his seat belt, looked at Liang Muqiu, frowned and asked, “What did you just say, you came out?”

    Liang Muqiu sighed, the hair on his forehead was blown up a little, this is a bit embarrassing to say, his experience of coming out of the closet can’t be considered hard, but he cried so much, He was very useless, he lost all face, and his mother was so angry that he ignored him for three days.

    “I said, I’m out of the closet,” he repeated, turning to look at Cen Nan, and smiled helplessly, “It was the year you broke up with me.”

    He went to order the engagement ring at that time. Of course, he wanted to be with this person for a long time, and also wanted to introduce him to his family.

    It’s just that Cen Nan broke up with him before he could act.

    Life is so impermanent.

    Cen Nan was stunned, his expression was inexplicably complicated, “How do you…”

    But he stopped again, vaguely guessing the reason why Liang Muqiu came out.

    Sure enough, Liang Muqiu said, “You broke up with me, I couldn’t recover for half a year, and I was lost when I got home. My mother saw it and asked me if I was broken up, I simply admitted. already.”

    Now that he thinks about those days, he also feels very confused. He doesn’t even remember what he did, only that he was dead every day.

    In fact, he doesn’t have to admit it, he can pretend that he was abandoned by a girl, and his mother may sympathize with him.

    But he also thinks what is the meaning of this lie, he loves Cen Nan, there is nothing he can’t say, even if he is broken up, he can’t find a girl to fall in love with, that is for everyone kind of damage.

    The mother couldn’t accept it at first, and almost wanted to beat him for the first time, but after thinking about it, she couldn’t bear it. She sat outside crying for a day, and still agreed.

    He sighed, “I was pretty stupid back then, you weren’t by my side anymore, I was out of the closet, it would be better to say it earlier if I knew it earlier.”

    Cen Nan was speechless, as if a seed of fire had fallen from his stomach, burning to the point of pain in his heart.

    Before he didn’t know, Liang Muqiu was also fighting against the world for him, but he finally failed his heart.

    Liang Muqiu also knew what he was thinking, and reached out and flicked Cen Nan’s eyebrows.

    “Don’t be saddened,” he smiled, “I don’t regret it, even without you, I have to say sooner or later that I naturally like men and I can’t change it.”

    He also unfastened his seat belt and patted Cen Nan on the shoulder, “Don’t worry about these things, go home.”

    He pushed open the car door, jumped out of the car, stretched and turned around and said, “Come on, don’t linger, I want to have supper.”

    Cen Nan was silent in his seat for a few seconds, then got down, he walked to Liang Muqiu’s side, holding hands to the elevator.

    Liang Muqiu’s hand is a little smaller and softer than his, but because he often holds a pen, there is a thin layer of calluses on his fingertips.

    He held this hand, thinking that God is not too mean to him, with a lover like Liang Muqiu, all the hardships he has experienced can be written off.

    When she got home, Cen Nan opened the refrigerator door and told Liang Muqiu the menu, “There are sparerib porridge, xiaolongbao, noodles, pizza, which one do you eat?”

    Liang Muqiu lay beside her and watched for a while, her mouth still open, “I want pork ribs porridge, and I want to eat the potato omelette you made last time.”

    Cen Nan scratched his nose, “Got it.”

    When Cen Nan was making omelettes in the kitchen, Liang Muqiu was holding a hot sparerib porridge and drank a small bowl first.

    He chatted with Cen Nan while eating supper. Since he brought up the topic of parents just now, he hesitated and asked Cen Nan, “Have you thought about what to do with your parents?”

    Cen Nan didn’t understand, “What should I do?”

    Liang Muqiu pursed his lips worriedly. He didn’t want Cen Nan to reconcile with his parents. From his standpoint, he didn’t like seeing Cen Nan’s parents much.

    But he also remembered that before Cen Nan broke down with his parents, although Cen Nan’s parents were not close enough to Cen Nan, they were proud of this son, if it wasn’t for Cen Nan falling in love with him He, perhaps Cen Nan, has always been an excellent and outstanding son in his parents’ hearts.

    He didn’t know if Cen Nan still had any feelings for his parents.

    He sighed, “Don’t you ever see them forever?”

    “Maybe,” Cen Nan sprinkled some chopped green onion into the pot, his hands kept moving, but his voice was cold, “They may not want to see me too much, maybe they wish I didn’t exist.”

    Liang Muqiu’s spoon stopped.

    For some reason, he always felt that Cen Nan’s part about his parents seemed to be hiding something.

    As if Cen Nan knew how much his parents hated him.

    He shook his head, “Forget it, don’t talk about it, just let it be.”

    Just as the omelette in the pan was ready, he immediately took a plate and handed it over, waiting for Cen Nan to serve it to him.

    He looked like a little squirrel looking for pine cones in winter, and his eyes fell directly on the omelette.

    Cen Nan was so cute that he pressed him and kissed him a lot in the kitchen.

    Liang Muqiu resisted vigorously, “No, the porridge and egg cakes are going to be cold… Cen Nan, let me go!”