Chapter 62 you won (two more)

    The author has something to say: The second update is still made up~ Finish work, good night

    Liang Muqiu always knew that Cen Nan was not doing well abroad.

    Being forced to break up with him, taking care of her dying relatives while finishing her studies, and finally sending her grandmother abroad, no matter how you think about it, this is not a good life.

    But before opening Gu Jinxiu’s letter, he never thought it would be so bad.

    So much so that he felt that it was not a letter, but a sharp blade, which cut his throat and went all the way down, piercing his heart and gurgling blood.

    In the letter, Gu Jinxiu told him everything that happened after Cen Nan went abroad in a very calm tone.

    Since landing in the United States, Cen Nan has been monitored by people sent by his parents. The so-called transfer to a foreign country is just a roundabout measure taken by his parents after they found out that their son fell in love with a man.

    In the beginning, his parents didn’t take Cen Nan’s relationship seriously. The young man was fresh, and the relationship would fade away soon after separation.

    But more than half a year later, Cen Yuanxiao found that not only did his son not want to cool down, but he was still planning to bring his little lover in China to marry abroad.

    Absurd.

    In the end, they let Cen Nan choose, whether they want this family, his future prosperity, or Liang Muqiu.

    Cen Nan chose Liang Muqiu.

    “…I am very disappointed in him to this day, he is really not like my son and Cen Yuanxiao, who is so weak and affectionate, it is difficult to achieve great things.

    But he should be a good love for you.

    I don’t know how you guys got along and how you got together, but if I hadn’t seen it with my own eyes, I wouldn’t believe my son would be so crazy about someone.

    We think this madness is wrong, it’s just a short-lived novelty, just correct it.

    My father and I sent Cen Nan to a church-backed sanatorium, thinking we could get a son back on track, but it failed in the end.

    I picked him up before Thanksgiving and tried to have a good talk with him one last time, but he shoved the fruit knife into his father’s hand.

    I still remember that day. I gave birth to him, and I think I love him, but how did we get this far, and why does he never die with us?

    I still remember him saying to me, let’s be cruel and just kill him, otherwise he will come back to you whenever he has a bad breath.

    Then I actually spent a New Year with him in the hospital.

    His father stabbed the fruit knife in the wrong direction, but if it was deeper, it would hurt the internal organs, and there would be no Cen Nan in the world.

    The last bit of affection he had towards us was probably lying to the police, saying it was an accidental injury. ”

    Writing here, Gu Jinxiu is probably also in a state of instability, and the words she writes are a little trembling.

    But she was so calm and calm that people couldn’t guess her thoughts from the words.

    She wrote, “Actually at that time I hated you very much, Liang Muqiu, I felt that you took my son away, without you, maybe none of this would have happened.

    But after so many years, Cen Nan’s grandmother passed away, he also completed his studies, did an excellent job, and treated people well. He is almost exactly what I once expected, except that he still loves you.

    I’m really surprised, but I have to admit, you won. ”

    Liang Muqiu almost couldn’t help tearing up the letter after reading this.

    You win.

    All the pain he and Cen Nan suffered, actually turned into three words on this letter, “You win”.

    His lover, his Cennan, was regarded as a victory item.

    Slight and not worth mentioning.

    He bit his lips tightly, because his face was too twisted, and his lips were bitten with blood.

    Ruan Zhuxian was terrified from the opposite side.

    She is too familiar with such an expression, she has seen it on Cen Nan’s face many times over the years.

    She wanted to speak but didn’t dare to speak, so she could only hold the coffee cup helplessly, but she didn’t drink, just rubbed the rim of the cup anxiously.

    After a while, she heard Liang Muqiu ask, “What is the sanatorium mentioned in this letter?”

     Countless times like that.

     Ruan Zhuxian sighed, “You guessed it yourself, even in foreign countries, there are some dark places, especially his parents are powerful and powerful, they can eat everywhere, saying that they are from a church background. Nursing home, actually…” She said this, she couldn’t bear it, she was studying in another school at that time, and she didn’t know what happened to Cen Nan, “I don’t know what he went through, and when I see him again, I just feel He was very thin and depressed, and he talked to me a little later and said that there was more…” She thought about her words, trying not to make Liang Muqiu suffer too much, “mental torture.”

    Liang Muqiu couldn’t tell how she felt.

    Of course he knew it was not a good place, but to use the word torture, how bad it must be.

    The letter has not been read yet, but his internal organs are already in pain. It is indeed winter, and it is so cold that even his heart seems to freeze.

    He turned his face away, did not look at Ruan Zhuxian, bit his lip tightly, not letting himself make a sound.

    When he left home an hour ago, he kissed Cen Nan goodbye. Cen Nan went to the law firm, and he came to see Ruan Zhuxian.

    At that time, he had no idea that he would be so embarrassed now.

    He thought these seven years were enough to make his heart hurt.

    He thought that in the Yulan apartment, he and Cen Nan met frankly, and there would be no pain in the future.

    But the most painful thing is waiting for him here.

    He looked at the sunlight outside the window, it was so dazzling that it made his eyes hurt. When a person grows up, that’s probably all that’s left. Even when he collapses like this, he is calmer than he was in his twenties.

    “His parents are really stupid,” he said coldly without looking at Ruan Zhuxian, “Why should they embarrass Cen Nan, they should find me, threaten me, tell me about Cen Nan’s predicament and pain, I will not I would rather break up with Cen Nan too.”

    Because he couldn’t bear the pain of Cen Nan.

    Just like Cen Nan could not bear him.

    He loves Cen Nan so much, even if Cen Nan frowned, he felt distressed. When he was twenty years old, he could have died for Cen Nan.

    Liang Muqiu looked out the window with a numb expression, still holding the letter in his hand, he thought, if he was on the spot, he was afraid that he would lose his mind and grab the fruit knife and stab Cen Nan’s father heart.

    It’s a pity he’s not here.

    Ruan Zhuxian didn’t know how to answer this sentence. She also loved people and broke up, but she has never been as hurt as Liang Muqiu and Cen Nan.

    In fact, in the past six years, when she returned to China to visit relatives, she specially visited Liang Muqiu several times, all for Cen Nan.

    When she returns to the United States, she will describe Liang Muqiu’s current situation to Cen Nan in detail, and tell him all the information he inquires.

    She looked at the opposite and felt that Cen Nan was a little pitiful.

    She always thought that Cen Nan was very powerful, smart and calm, strong and iron-blooded, the kind of person who would stand up for himself when the sky fell.

    But when she looked at Cen Nan, she felt like a displaced beast.

    Because there are only two people in the world who love him, one is about to die, the other has been born.

    He has nowhere to go.

    Liang Muqiu didn’t know how long it took before she took a deep breath and continued to watch Gu Jinxiu’s next words.

    However, Gu Jinxiu probably had nothing to say to him, and just a few lines explained the remaining years of Cen Nan.

    “About the second or third year in the United States, he had a psychological problem. I knew it was relatively late. He was very active in treatment and did not allow himself to indulge. Yu was grief-stricken, afraid that when he went back to see you, you would think he was a sick person, and he wanted to be a normal person in front of you, not a gloomy lunatic. This treatment continued until his grandmother passed away.

    Look, you really changed my son beyond recognition, I thought he would always be proud and confident, but he was actually afraid of people not wanting him.

    Me and Cen Yuanxiao, and Cen Nan, and you can’t reconcile. I know very well that Cen Nan will not look back and he will not need us any more, but my father and I ask you to hand over another letter to Cen Nan regarding his son, which explains the arrangement of our property. After a hundred years, our family business will still belong to him, and his name will always be on the will.

    That’s all we can give him.

    Liang Muqiu, I know that I don’t have a relationship with you, I’m afraid that I’m already an enemy, but at this time, I don’t want to say anything about my feelings.

    I’m sorry for you and Cen Nan’s father, Cen Nan did nothing wrong, he always loves you.

    If it wasn’t for his grandmother’s accident, in fact, he already won, he would rather die than lie in the hospital and refuse to bow his head, and there is nothing we can do. But life is so fickle, and his grandmother’s accident made us hold him for so many years.

    So please don’t abandon him.

    Even if one day you no longer love him and get tired of him, please give him a way back, because he has nothing but you.

    That is why I am writing this letter.

    Thank you for staying here. ”

    Even at the end of the letter, Gu Jinxiu was polite and polite to a person she hated. She explained the arrangements for Cen Nan, calm and cold, as if she was dealing with business affairs, without any personal feelings. .

    She is like a boss, a general giving orders, but she is not like a mother.

    Cen Nan’s father was so stingy that he never showed up, as if his actions showed that he had broken with Cen Nan.

    Liang Muqiu tore the letter after reading it.

    There was no special expression on his face when he tore it, but he tore the letter into pieces in his hand, as if he was going to smash someone’s bones into ashes.

    Shards fell on the table, and a few floated into the cup.

    The coffee in the cup is cold, the chocolate flavor of Mocha is condensed in the winter temperature, but the sun is just right outside the window.

    And his lover is still doing business in the law firm, waiting for him to come back and have dinner together.