still alive

I think I’ll be able to call myself a macho soon.

Including but not limited to.

I was tossed by the nurse sisters, so that when they saw my body movements and certain words, they would laugh like silver bells.

Lying on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze, feeling like a fool [beep-].

Slowly move away from worldly desires.

nausea.

Do a few blind searches on the internet and frighten yourself.

When you wake up, give the **** to the whole world.

Sigh and sigh.

as well as…

And since it’s obviously not a **** joke, I’m here to talk **** to you guys.

You may have to wait a little longer.

Hope to get a good night’s sleep tonight.

I am going to ask the doctor ten mentally retarded questions tomorrow.

And he had to patiently answer me all, no matter how retarded.

Thinking of this, I am a little happier.