Chapter 1031 recall the past

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“how about you?”

Su Changting asked.

The words are simple, but the expressions are very complicated, and the emotions hidden in them are difficult to describe simply. It can be seen that Su Changting’s mind is in a mess right now, countless thoughts are surging, and he can’t sort it out for a while.

However, Lu Qian, who just threw out a bunch of words, seemed very calm, as if he didn’t realize how many waves his words made.

“The same is true for me, I thought I could see through, but I am still a layman after all.” Lu Qian showed a smile, “I hope to shoot more excellent works, I hope more people can like and enjoy my works, I also hope that I can be recognized by the award.”

“Then what?” Su Changting chuckled.

“Then my name will endure forever?” Lu Qian laughed at himself, “I’m not sure, because even if my name is truly immortal, I’ve already been a handful of loess, so what?”

“Haha.” Su Changting laughed out loud.

“Maybe, only works are eternal. I don’t know, I just want to focus on the present, and then shoot as many excellent works as possible. As for the future, leave it to the future. People are always like this, they think they can see through. , but the truth is, we’re always stuck with ourselves.”

Lu Qian’s voice was not loud, but it landed heavily on Su Changting’s chest. In an instant, all the fog dissipated, and things finally became clear.

Su Changting raised his head and let out a long breath, “Yeah, we all thought we saw it through, we all thought everyone was drunk and I was awake alone, and we all thought we were the only one who grasped the truth in the world, but… ”

“We forget that the only person who can completely deceive us is ourselves. It was not until the end of our life that we realized that we were trapped by ourselves from the beginning to the end.”

“We’re the dumbest idiots in the world.”

They are all like that.

Everyone’s biggest enemy is themselves. They are trapped by desires, obsessions, greed, bewitched, impulses, emotions, and sins. They are clearly embarrassing themselves, but they think they are the most transparent, smart and correct, and then pass those negative emotions on. To others, because it is always easier to condemn others.

result?

Instead, they put themselves on the opposite side of the world, fighting alone, against everyone, to the point of exhaustion.

Like a clown.

It’s ridiculous, but it’s often the truth.

Deeply, Su Changting took a puff of the cigarette. Although it was not lit, the smell of tobacco calmed him down.

After doing this, Su Changting also realized that it was absurd, and then looked at Lu Qian, showed a shallow wry smile, and said.

“Huaishu doesn’t like me smoking, I always say I want to quit smoking, over and over, over and over again, every time I get caught, I say, this is the last time.”

“However, until we divorced for so many years, I still haven’t quit.”

Su Changting shook his head mockingly.

“So, she was right, she said, I’m not going to quit because I’m too stubborn and because I never realised what the real problem was.”

Lu Qian opened his mouth, trying to say something, but finally swallowed.

Perhaps, Su Changting just needs an audience tonight.

really.

Su Changting did not wait for Lu Qian’s response, lowered his head and stroked the cigarette, fell into his own thoughts, and let the silence spread in the air.

Thoughts, slowly follow the breath of memory, follow the footprints of time, and return to the past—

Those memories that are deeply hidden in the back of my mind, because I haven’t remembered them for too long, I once thought I had completely forgotten them, but after searching for a while, they came to life again, and only then did I realize that I had never forgotten them.

The so-called forgetting is just self-deception.

Just like what Lu Qian just said, they are always trapped by themselves, but they always refuse to admit it, and then push the responsibility and mistakes to others.

People are always so complicated and so contradictory.

When there was an argument, they always said, “You don’t understand me, you don’t understand what I’ve been through.

Che, you are not qualified to point fingers.”

But the harsh reality is that they also don’t understand what the other is going through, and ironically, they don’t even understand themselves.

Self-knowledge and self-deception, maybe this is the problem that everyone must overcome in their entire life. However, what can really be solved is only very few. They are often immersed in the world of self-deception, thinking that they have self-knowledge, but never really see the truth.

Time, lingering at the fingertips, is clearly stagnant in the present, but the thoughts have spread, and it is not clear whether I am in the past or the future.

When he opened his mouth, Su Changting didn’t realize that he was ready, and the words flowed down the cigarette at his fingertips.

“Huaishu and I were college classmates. At the beginning, I studied jazz, and she studied directing.”

“How is it, isn’t it very unexpected? Huai Shu is from the director department?”

Su Changting turned his head and glanced at Lu Qian, and immediately saw that Lu Qian’s eyes were full of surprise and surprise. Such an expression pleased him, and his smile bloomed.

“Jazz, I insisted on it for a long, long, long time, but then I finally admitted that I had no talent, I was a total mediocrity.”

“So, I went to the film department and tried to be a producer~www.readmtl.com~ poof.

Lu Qian was surprised again. He didn’t expect that Su Changting actually came from a film school, but when he thought about it seriously, it didn’t seem surprising.

Su Changting heard Lu Qian’s laughter, and laughed along with him.

“Yes, I admire myself too.”

“I think that’s how we all are when we’re young, always having a lot of bold ideas, unrealistic ideas, and then rushing forward full of blood, always seeming to have an inexhaustible amount of courage and energy.”

“From jazz to film, these are two completely different majors, and I don’t know what I’m thinking.”

“But at that time, I believed that my aesthetic taste should be able to make a good producer and create a classic masterpiece.”

“I am sincere, I believe that I can create a career in the film industry, so I transferred to the film department like a moth to a flame.”

Speaking of this, Su Changting was also a little excited, and he recalled the madness and romance of his youth. Those unrealistic and unrealistic ideas were always covered with a rosy halo. The corners of his mouth kept rising.

“Also, I had a wish that I was going to build a special movie theater.”

“In the cinema, old, classic and special works are always shown. It is not limited to art or business, but it must be special.”

“Then there is a small dance floor outside the screening hall, and a jazz band is invited to play here, just like a lounge outside the opera house, where the audience can drink, talk, socialize, like a movie club, let Fans are here to share their thoughts.”

Jazz bands and movie theaters?

Is this… sure?

1031 Reminiscence of the past

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