Chapter 1033 Sigh unbearable
No one spoke, just let the silence spread, because Lu Qian knew that any reason, any chicken soup, or any comfort would be of no use at this time.
Sometimes all they need to do is admit that not all questions have answers, and this is the hardest and most realistic part of life.
Although, it’s not easy.
Silence continued.
Until Su Changting finally came to his senses, shook his head, trying to get rid of those mixed thoughts in his mind.
When I spoke again, the story became simple and omitted—
It’s already simple enough, and it will be even simpler in the future. In just a few words, the long years will pass by in one stroke.
“The movie failed, the dream woke up, and we all knew it was time to face reality.”
“Huai Shu was the first to wake up.”
“She admits that she may not have the talent to direct, although she still holds on to her dreams, she still loves movies, but she also realizes that we need to face life.”
“She found a job, a stable job, one that can get paid every month, not much, but at least she can pay for utilities and living expenses, and we won’t starve to death.”
“I’m still trying to make a movie, I’ve written a script and I’m hoping to find investment, but I’m hitting a wall and I can’t see an exit.”
“Nobody wants to pay attention to the script of a nobody.”
“Huai Shu supports me, she has always been supportive, and she still likes movies. She will often discuss the script with me, discuss the movies we watch, and then actively give opinions, even imagining that one day in the future, maybe she will You can also quit your job and start the film again.”
“Although our life is very hard, she has her pain, she has her struggle, but at the end of every quarrel, she still chooses to silently support me.”
Speaking of which, Su Changting’s words were a little heavy.
Lu Qian didn’t know why, so he glanced at Su Changting, and then Su Changting said a sentence, which answered Lu Qian’s question.
“Six years.”
“For four years in love and six years in marriage, she endured me for ten years.”
ten years…
Lu Qian opened his mouth slightly, but found that any language was so pale in front of reality.
In words, “ten years”, that is, a word, one for two syllables, and then it’s over, but what about reality? How many long nights was that really?
Su Changting’s voice was slightly hoarse, and he tried his best to suppress his emotions, but he couldn’t suppress it after all.
“For ten years, she has never enjoyed any easy and simple days, but she has never left me.”
“Until one day, she finally couldn’t bear it any longer.”
“She wants me to be able to make a choice.”
“Either go back to your hometown, seek help, and continue to pursue your movie dream, whether it’s living funds or movie funds, you can always open up some situations.”
“There is no problem in refusing to go back to our home, or give up the movie dream and find a job that can really share the burden of life. Let’s fight together.”
“She said we should find a balance between dreams and reality.”
The tip of Lu Qian’s tongue also showed a layer of bitterness, but after all, he still couldn’t open his mouth—
The life scene outlined in just a few words is too cruel and too complicated, not to mention that they are really involved in it?
Days and nights of tossing and turning, trying to chase dreams on the one hand, and hitting a wall in reality on the other hand, life is never easy.
At this time, no matter what Lu Qian said, the words were too light and too light to bear the weight of life.
Then-
Su Changting paused and said softly.
“I refused.”
There was no object in the words, but Lu Qian was stunned, and immediately reacted—
Su Changting refused to return to his home.
Obviously, there is another story between Su Changting and the Su family, a complicated story.
Lu Qian had never seriously inquired about the inside story of the Su family, but only noticed from the few words that he inadvertently captured that things should not be simple.
The Su family has a total of four children, three boys and one girl. The current helm is not the eldest son, but the second son of the Su family.
At the same time, the elder son of the Su family was exiled, and the youngest son of the Su family, Su Changting, was kept in the dome theater, which was equivalent to being placed under the eyes of the confinement.
Even if you don’t know the blood and blood in the Su family at all, you can understand that behind the power struggles of these big families, there has never been family affection.
For Yan Huaishu, she couldn’t bear it anymore, and Su Changting’s return to his home was the only solution.
But for Su Changting, returning to his home may be a dead end, and he can’t go back if he doesn’t want to.
Therefore, Yan Huaishu and Su Changting should have quarreled back then, but who was right and who was wrong?
There is no right or wrong.
Yan Huaishu is right, Su Changting is also right, everyone is right, but life is like this, even if you make the right choice every time, you may not get the right answer.
Thinking about it seriously, Lu Qian realized that Yan Huaishu just said that he is different after all, what does this sentence mean.
At that time, Yan Huaishu asked Su Changting to return to his home, but Su Changting refused.
But now, Su Changting returned to his home to raise funds for the echo, and “the youngest son of the Su family” also reappeared in the public eye.
Of course, Yan Huaishu also knows that things have changed over time, and the situation back then is very different from what it is now, but reason belongs to reason and emotion belongs to emotion.
Even if the rationale understands all the truth, the emotion may not be able to accept it calmly.
Therefore, after hurriedly saying two words, Yan Huaishu turned around and left.
Thinking about it again, the entire process of getting to know Yan Huaishu and Lu Qian today may not be easy for Yan Huaishu.
Yan Huaishu is like this, so why not Su Changting?
This time, Su Changting didn’t pause too much. After speaking, he raised his head to look at Lu Qian, the corners of his mouth curved up, but his smile was so bitter.
“Later, Huai Shu had a miscarriage. That was the end of our marriage.”
Lu Qian was silent.
It was really hard for him to imagine how much heaviness, pain and struggle were hidden behind this simple sentence.
And, what about the story after that?
Su Changting was exiled to the Dome Cinema, sticking to his childhood dream, but in the end he gave up his movie dream and just guarded a cinema.
Just like the tomb guarding the dream~www.readmtl.com~ All passion, happiness, and expectations are all buried in this theater.
With the passage of time, those wounds have already healed, and then hidden in the depths of memory, it seems that they have never been remembered and have no effect.
However, when I reawakened the memories, I realized that those pains were still vivid, and those memories of the past never dissipated.
Now, Lu Qian can finally understand the decadence and depression in Su Changting. It is a kind of self-imposed exile, not only guilt and sadness, but also a kind of disappointment, powerlessness and sigh, just silently guarding the dome Cinema, and so on until the end of life.
Perhaps, the appearance of Lu Qian and Ji Xu broke Su Changting’s peaceful life, and made Su Changting return to his home to be involved in the **** storm again. So, is this a good thing or a bad thing?
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