Chapter 112
Jiang Yi deduced a lot, almost all of Yan Yiming’s identity and purpose were correct, but some facts were not as he imagined.
People who act like him will always prepare for the worst first, especially everything related to Yan Yiming.
He knew that Yan Yiming had to protect the safety of several people so that he could go back to the place she wanted to go back to, but he didn’t know that she still had half a year before Jiang Yi rescued her and told her that everyone was safe. For a moment, the hearts are tightly held together.
Yan Yiming might leave his side in the next second.
So with some uncontrollable panic, he just asked.
Everyone is safe, your goal has finally been achieved, then you are finally leaving.
Yan Yiming hadn’t dispelled the cold dampness in the dungeon, but he was shocked by these words, and his entire facial features were unexpectedly shocked.
She can go home only when everyone is safe, why…Jiang Yi will know?
“I’m surprised why do I know?” Jiang Yi smiled, and took out a grapefruit leaf out of nowhere, “You always speak carefully, for fear of revealing your flaws.”
“Although you are not guilty, the sky prison is not a good place after all. Just sweep it away for peace of mind.” Gently sweeping a grapefruit leaf over her shoulder, Jiang Yi continued, “Try to avoid being careful, but the more you are like this, In fact, there are more clues revealed, and later you tried your best to save Jian Yuyan and the crown prince, so how could I not guess.”
“So you already knew after I rescued the crown prince.” Yan Yiming raised his head and asked him, feeling a little unsteady.
“A little earlier than this.” Jiang Yi put away the grapefruit leaves, put his outer shirt on her shoulders and pulled her towards the outside of the palace gate. Knowing that you are the A Ming girl he has been looking for, I already guessed it at that time. It’s just that I never told you. I wanted to tell you clearly after everything about Jianxiang was settled, whether it was your purpose or your When are you going to leave?”
Yan Yiming felt inexplicable uneasiness in his heart, the hand held by Jiang Yi shrank abruptly, and wanted to pull it out, but Jiang Yi took advantage of the situation and changed his fingers, crossing his fingers to hold it tighter, Yan Yiming shook it backhand , did not shake off, and could only continue to be held by him, and said, “But you didn’t expect the prince to be held by Jane.”
“Well,” Jiang Yi looked at the gray sky in the distance, hiding the complex expression on his face that people couldn’t understand, “I didn’t want His Majesty to be so cruel, and I never expected that the crown prince would be held hostage, so that Jian et al. I fled to Changzhou, of course, I couldn’t keep you, but at that time, I was very lucky, fortunately the crown prince’s life and death are unknown.”
Yan Yiming’s breathing was stagnant, but Jiang Yi didn’t stop, as if he was saying something simple, “Because you must ensure that his life is safe, as long as he is not out of danger one day, you have to stay longer.” One day, but, Ah Ming, guess what kind of mood I was after you left at that time.”
“I have the ability to protect myself,” Yan Yiming said with a little confidence, “I can also rescue the prince safely, so don’t worry…”
“I have repeatedly interceded for you in front of His Majesty and left the life of Princess Lin’an. Even if Jian and others cannot escape, I will keep you safe.” Jiang Yi recalled that day when the hermit guards told him that Princess Lin’an deliberately avoided it. They didn’t miss the dull pain in their hearts when they left. Everything that seemed to be calm these days, finally after everything was over, the unspeakable naked peeling that was covered up and deliberately hidden was in front of them.
He didn’t listen to Yan Yiming’s Gu Zuo talking about his escape, and his clenched fists showed the pain he was suppressing.
I made all the preparations, but you left.
Not long ago, they had a night talk together so intimately, but in the blink of an eye they turned and left without any regrets.
Never gave him the slightest chance.
Afterwards, she protected the prince, and finally waited for the reinforcements to arrive, and was about to leave without making a sound, but because she ran into Shao Jingyu, she had to stay again.
The two departures did not end due to unexpected circumstances. She still stayed here, eating and talking together as if nothing had happened. He never mentioned it, and she didn’t mention it either.
For so many days, Jiang Yi waited for a long time, waiting for Yan Yiming to mention something, maybe tentatively asking him what he would do if one day she was gone, but there was not even such a word.
Just like the two times at the beginning, in the gap that he was not prepared for, he left quietly again.
Maybe it was after he fell asleep tonight, or maybe when he went to court tomorrow, he left without any regrets and disappeared completely.
Now he directly told Yan Yiming that you can finally leave, he mercilessly stripped everything away to reveal the truth, watching Yan Yiming become more and more silent, his heart became more and more heavy.
This was the worst plan he had ever made. These words were inevitably somewhat exaggerated, but in the end, Yan Yiming never refuted.
Jiang Yi held Yan Yiming’s hand uncontrollably and tightened it, Yan Yiming could feel the strength in his hand, and after a while she heard Jiang Yi’s deep and cold voice,
“It seems that I guessed right again.”
Yan Yiming was silent for a moment.
“Yes”, Jiang Yi is always unexpectedly smart, but now she can’t say this sentence as a joke like before.
After all the ups and downs, he finally returned to the capital. The crown prince was safe, Jiang Yi and Shao Jingyu were both rewarded for their meritorious deeds, and only Jian Yu’er and Jian Yuyan were on the other side.
As long as the safety of the two is finally ensured, she can leave.
Jiang Yi may take her back home, but it doesn’t matter, after Jiang Yi is asleep at night, she can leave quietly, take a look at the winter snow scene with Little Apple, and wait for next year’s peach blossoms, when the peach blossoms are gone Finally, when you open your eyes again, you can see the familiar world.
She waited for Jiang Yi to appear, and waited for Jiang Yi to tell her that Jian Yuyan and Jian Yuer were all right, and she breathed a sigh of relief.
Until now, everything has been stripped away by Jiang Yi, and the **** present is in front of his eyes.
She was like an emotional liar without a trace of emotion, she talked sweetly with Jiang Yi like acting, and then gave Jiang Yi the deadliest knife.
Suddenly, it was as if a needle had been pierced into his heart, and the pain spread bit by bit, and his whole heart ached in an instant. With an indescribable sense of guilt, Yan Yiming subconsciously took two steps back.
But he forgot that his hand was still held by Jiang Yi, and he took two steps back and was pulled to his side again.
“So is your plan tonight or tomorrow morning?” Jiang Yi asked her, his voice even sounded relaxed.
Yan Yiming gritted his teeth, skipped the question and said, “Young Master, no matter what time it is, I will leave sooner or later, I don’t belong here.”
Jiang Yi didn’t speak.
Yan Yiming looked into Jiang Yi’s deep eyes with some difficulty, and sorted out the unspeakable guilt in his heart, “I’m afraid that telling you will cause unnecessary trouble, I should tell you…”
Before she finished speaking, Jiang Yi suddenly interrupted her, “Actually, it doesn’t matter if you don’t tell me.”
Jiang Yi has always been quietly listening to her, this is the first time he interrupted her so mercilessly, Yan Yiming raised his head in surprise, and found that Jiang Yi’s face actually had a few smiles on it. smile.
Jiang Yi smiled, but it was not a smile, his usual gentle side disappeared completely, just like the gloomyness when he pretended to be angry a few days ago, which made her very strange.
It doesn’t matter if you don’t tell me, Jiang Yi said.
Gentleness is always his most used attitude when facing Yan Yiming. He doesn’t want to make her sad, and he can’t bear to see her frown. Yan Yiming likes him like this, so he has become what she likes, as long as she can stay by his side, as long as she can remember this gentle and reluctant gesture, he will always stick to it.
But no.
He failed to keep her, and he failed to make Yan Yiming feel nostalgic, she still chose to leave him without even saying goodbye. He once thought that people will always have feelings, people will always be moved, but in the end Yan Yiming was never moved at all.
What’s the use of being gentle if you can’t keep her.
All he wanted was to keep her by his side.
The most introverted person is the one who suffers the most until the moment of emotional collapse. Jiang Yi leaned close to Yan Yiming’s ear and whispered to her,
“You don’t have to feel sorry, because since the moment I recognized you, I never thought of letting you go.” Jiang Yi looked at Yan Yiming’s suddenly wide eyes with satisfaction, and chuckled, “Whether you tell If you leave me, you still keep it from me. In fact, there is no gap, and I will not let you go. It has been seven years since I left last time, Ah Ming, I will not let you leave like before. ”
But the only difference is that if you tell me, I will accompany you slowly so that you are willing to stay, but Yan Yiming never gave him a chance to choose, and he chose a way that Yan Yiming didn’t like so much.
Yan Yiming could see the madness in his eyes, full of stubbornness that was even more unacceptable than Shao Jingyu, but unlike Shao Jingyu, Shao Jingyu’s paranoia was like a blade, while Shao Jingyu Like a rope, the neck was tightened bit by bit, making the air more and more suffocating.
Jiang Yi’s out-of-control madness, just a glance is a blunt pain in the heart, but the feelings that have been paid and cannot be recovered, and the thoughts that have been away for many years and look forward to returning home, have been insoluble contradictions from the very beginning.
From the moment Jiang Yi recognized her, this road was wrong, she couldn’t give up and go home, she didn’t belong here, Yan Yiming turned his eyes away with difficulty and said,
“Young Master, you can’t keep me,” Yan Yiming said, “Even if you order people to watch me without eating or drinking, as long as I want to leave, you can’t keep me at all.”
So, give up.
“Really?” Jiang Yi smiled, “If the person you protect with all your heart accidentally has an accident, then can you leave?”
Yan Yiming’s expression froze on his face.
How could she forget that Jiang Yi already knew her purpose and everything she needed to go home, so it was not that difficult to guess how to stop her.
However, Yan Yiming quickly controlled his emotions for a while before saying, “You can’t do it, Shaojun.”
Assassinating the crown prince was not easy. Shao Jingyu’s kung fu was excellent, and the difficulty was even greater. Jian Yu’er and Jian Yuyan, Jian Yu’er had little grace to save Jiang Yi when he was young, and Jian Yuyan left the capital after leaving the prison.
“So, you can’t kill them at all.”
“I can’t kill them,” Jiang Yi nodded, “But,”
Jiang Yi smiled, and said softly, “I can kill myself.”
Jinling City in the early winter was also getting chills gradually. Yan Yiming was wearing the outer clothes brought by Jiang Yi on his shoulders. He shouldn’t have felt cold, but he shivered suddenly.
Even the hands that were held together didn’t feel warm at all.
Apart from the guilt and the unspeakable sadness, Yan Yiming faced Jiang Yi for the first time and felt fear.