Chapter 115
Jiang Yi was angry and sad, but he still chose to fulfill Yan Yiming, or in other words, fulfill himself.
From the beginning, Jiang Yi never thought of hurting her, even if he was the one who got hurt in the end.
He never told Yan Yiming that this was actually a “scam”, pretending to be incomprehensible paranoia and madness, but in fact he had already planned the day when he would leave. He didn’t want to tell Yan Yiming that he was just staying with me for this time, and he didn’t want Yan Yiming to become soft-hearted and conniving towards him, so he deceived Yan Yiming and saw her truest reaction.
Seeing her angry, seeing her helpless, seeing her start to laugh again after a period of self-isolation, seeing her becoming more and more dependent on him unknowingly, Jiang Yi finally understood that Yan Yiming was not without feelings, not for him. He was not tempted.
It’s just that she has more things to care about.
But that’s enough.
When he finally left, Jiang Yi felt reluctance and pain, but he was also satisfied.
Maybe tomorrow morning, Yan Yiming will wake up like every morning during this time, the only difference is that when she wakes up, she always lazily continues to sleep in his arms, but now there is nothing beside her pillow. There will be no more traces of him.
She might think that he just got up early and went to the study, so she would still lie on the bed and wait for him to come back to call her, and then it would take a long time to find the difference and the letter he left for her.
She should be happy to finally be leaving, but maybe also sad that he’s gone.
He really wanted to stay quietly to see her reaction at that time, but in the end he still gave up. If she didn’t care about it and was just happy, he would regret staying to see this scene. If she was really sad because of his departure , he will be even more reluctant to leave.
He still left, and with the last memory, he closed the door under the starry night and never saw each other again.
So I never saw Yan Yiming panic because of being alone in the early morning, I never saw her helpless holding the letter and crying like rain, and I never knew that Yan Yiming’s feelings for him were actually much more than he expected.
Some things, some feelings, are always unforgettable at the last parting.
This day is the end of April, it was the second day after she left Jiang Yi, and it is also the second day after Jiang Yi left her now. A day forever in memory.
There was no one around who would considerately put a piece of clothing on for her, and no one would tell her not to stay in bed with the gentlest voice, Yan Yiming slowly squatted on the ground holding the letter.
During these long eight years, except for the time when the soldiers fought **** battles and were finally victorious, she shed tears because of joy. This was the second time that Yan Yiming cried, even for a long time.
Jiang Yi gave her the most fatal blow to her heart with his last tenderness, Yan Yiming finally felt the dull pain in her heart, because of his leaving, and also because of her leaving.
It turned out that she was also moved, and also moved.
Little Apple said that Jiang Yi sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her for a long time before leaving, and said that before he left, he still carefully covered her with the quilt and drew the bed curtain.
Yan Yiming didn’t interrupt Little Apple this time, and let Little Apple say a lot, folded the letter carefully, and finally stood up and said to Little Apple, “This, can I take it home?”
She once asked Little Apple if she could take away the jade bracelet on her hand, or take away some other things, so many jokes to tease Little Apple, but now what she really wanted to take away was just a piece of paper.
The value of a piece of paper can almost be ignored by the system, and there is no need for Little Apple to disagree, it’s just that his simple mechanical head suddenly feels indescribably sad.
“Of course,” said Little Apple.
“Thank you,” Yan Yiming put the letter away.
There was still pain in her heart, but after wiping away her tears again, she was still the same Yan Yiming who kept awake all the time.
The day after Jiang Yi left, Yan Yiming and Little Apple also left here, and the days to go home finally entered the countdown.
She learned about Jian Yu’er’s memory through the little apple, that the emperor and the crown prince expressed great welcome to Jiang Yi’s return, and some people in the court complained, but they never moved Jiang Yi’s status.
The competition between the crown prince and the emperor’s eldest son in the court became more and more clear, but the emperor accidentally fell off his horse during the subsequent hunting, and has been bedridden since then.
As Yan Yiming guessed, the previous forced palace failed to take the emperor’s life, but his life was not much more than the original plot.
On the day the emperor passed away, Yan Yiming and Little Apple stood on the highest mountain in Jinling City, listening to the death bell coming from the palace, one after another, sad and heavy.
Jiang Yi used resolute means to remove all obstacles before Nangong Xuan’s ascension to the throne. Shao Jingyu’s good news came from Guangzhou and provided Nangong Xuan with the most solid guarantee. took that position.
And almost in an instant, everything around seemed to be cut into finely divided star points, which melted little by little until they were no longer there, and the familiar air that had not been felt for many years invaded the pores again.
Jiang Yi, who was at the enthronement ceremony, glanced towards the south of the city for some reason, but saw nothing.
Everything is like a big dream, there is no Yan Yiming at this time, only the blue tassel tassels on the jade pendant around his waist, gently swaying in the breeze.
everything.
end.
-Finish
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