Chapter 118

People always understand a lot after they leave and lose, not just because of the loss, but also because they lost more during the lost years, so they realize how precious what they lost in the first place.

Eight years is enough for a depressed and negative-energy woman to understand what she wants and what she should do.

A person with her personality never regrets returning to this world, because it was those eight years of experience that made her understand what responsibility is and what family affection is; but she never regrets staying in that world for eight years, because There she saw the courage of the soldiers when they were on the verge of death, and the heroic spirit of defending their country.

There, she met the best men in the world.

And there, she experienced the most unforgettable love.

She misses it very much, every time she closes her eyes at night, she always thinks of Jiang Yi’s face, the letter paper she pressed beside the bed, reminding her that everything is not just a big dream.

She successfully left there, and Xiao A pretended to be dead for several days in fear, and was finally brought up by Yan Yiming.

The difference from Yan Yiming’s imagination is not too big, the programmer looks like a thin stick, with a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose, he doesn’t look handsome at all, and Ai Ai’s appearance at this moment is even a bit embarrassing.

The deceit at the beginning caused her to stay in that world for many years. Xiao A didn’t dare to mention this to Yan Yiming at all. She mentioned the loss first, and then found that Yan Yiming seemed to have a lot of wealth behind him, so that the boss could directly hand him over. , This makes everyone tremble with fear.

Xiao A recalled the scolding scene with Yan Yiming back then, saying that she was ugly and that she was jealous of the heroine, and suddenly felt ashamed to slap herself.

The results of the system evaluation told him nakedly how beautifully Yan Yiming’s strategy was completed.

At the beginning, she only promised Yan Yiming that if she could complete the strategy, she could change the plot and ending of the game by herself, but now she inevitably began to worry about whether she would be able to keep her job.

Although he is scolded every day, the salary is not low. Little A is already thinking about where to find a job with a mournful face.

Yan Yiming admired Xiao A’s cowardly appearance, and smiled mercilessly.

Little A’s face became paler.

Yan Yiming thought in his heart that it was really unexpected that the little A who was so ostentatious against her at the beginning turned out to be like this behind his back. Yan Yiming was so disappointed that he couldn’t express it, and he didn’t even have the intention to settle accounts with her at the beginning.

What’s more, she didn’t intend to make him lose his job.

With no interest, Yan Yiming no longer has the idea of ​​saying anything more to Little A, and now there is only one reason left for meeting Little A.

The end of the game.

It’s only been less than a month since she left at the beginning, and the plot of the game in this world hasn’t even finished half.

The less you do, the better, Yan Yiming smiled.

She doesn’t like the plot where everyone falls in love with the heroine, and she doesn’t like the desolation of being alone all her life for a woman she can never get. In the original plot, both the hero and the heroine end up alone in the end. Yiming couldn’t figure out what was so attractive about such an ending.

This is supposed to be a love game, isn’t it?

Little A looked at Yan Yiming timidly. He was really afraid that Yan Yiming would change the final ending so that all the male protagonists died violently and only the female protagonist was left as a widow, or even more crazily made several male protagonists be like her. The strategy is the same, all fall in love with other women.

In such a plot, he will really be sent a blade.

Yan Yiming shook the editor’s manuscript at him and said, “I’ll give you the corrections in three days.”

Xiao A cried and sent Yan Yiming away.

Yan Yiming returned to Yan’s mother’s residence. She has been living here these days. Yan’s mother’s condition is very stable, and she is very peaceful these days.

It’s just that the sick mother seems to be a lot naive and not a lot smarter. For example, since her daughter said that she likes to listen to her play the piano that day, she always plays for a long time.

The aunt told her behind her back that Yan’s mother said that her fingertips hurt a little yesterday when she was not around.

Yan Yiming looked back at her thin figure, feeling a faint pain in his heart.

Walking in with the manuscript in hand, Mama Yan sat on the sofa, sitting upright like a primary school student waiting for praise, with a beautifully cut fruit plate on the table.

Auntie said that ever since Mama Yan knew that she had hurt her daughter with a knife, she was always a little scared when she saw the blade, but she still cut the fruit herself to make her daughter happy.

Then he asked her cautiously if she would like to have a bite.

Yan Yiming sighed and sat down, poked a piece of watermelon with a toothpick, then poked another piece and handed it to her.

“Very sweet.”

Mama Yan was stunned, “Give it to me?”

“Yes,” Yan Yiming said with a smile, “Watermelon is very sweet, you can try it too, but you can’t eat too much, at most… at most three yuan.”

Yan’s mother pinched the tiny toothpick with her fingers, and after a while she smiled, a joy she hadn’t shown for a long time.

The aunt standing at the door wiped her red eyes and quietly left the sight of the mother and daughter.

Three days later, Xiao A received Yan Yiming’s corrected notebook. He opened the notebook after taking a long breath, read it slowly, and gradually relaxed his frowning brows.

Not as crazy as he imagined, Yan Yiming’s ending changed naturally and reasonably.

She wrote a total of three endings, one for Nangong Xuan, one for Jian Yuyan, and one for Shao Jingyu.

There are always only two people in love. If there is a third person, then it will definitely not be love. Of course, everyone can end up alone, but she doesn’t like this ending.

If you like someone, you should avoid other ambiguous objects. Yan Yiming never favored anyone, she gave everyone the opportunity they deserved.

Players can attack one person according to the route, and the others will have their own endings. That ending is not a lonely life, they will still meet their loved ones and have a satisfying rest of their lives.

The ending of the three of them was set by her, but Jiang Yi alone, she did not write.

Thinking of Jiang Yi again, a person like him would definitely not like someone to decide his ending, no matter good or bad, she only hoped that his ending would follow his heart and have no regrets for the rest of his life.

Maybe he will fall in love with the heroine and become the real hero in the end, maybe pass by the heroine and meet true love.

He is Jiang Yi after all, as long as it is what he wants, she believes that he will be able to get it.

Yan Yiming has never touched the game again, and will no longer pay attention to all the information about this part. She has returned to this world and enjoyed this world that she has missed for so many years.

She took care of her mother, took the initiative to talk to her mother’s psychiatrist, and later went home to see her father, and visited her elderly grandfather and uncle who had been worrying about her for so many years.

Everyone could see her changes. The eight years of “nothingness” did not change her appearance in the slightest, but deep down she was already different from the original Yan Yiming.

She smiled confidently and happily, as if she understood a lot in an instant, understood the helplessness of her grandfather and uncle over the years, and let go of her hatred for her father.

Yan Yiming’s father’s conversation took place in an inconspicuous noon. When she returned home, her father was slightly surprised to see that she was in a good mood and said a lot to her. Yan Yiming was not impatient, but finally told him that she Will persuade Yan’s mother to divorce.

He never loved his mother, and his retreat now is nothing more than a moral condemnation.

She thought of Jiang Yi’s letter, every word Jiang Yi said the day before he left, and his fulfillment to her.

When the existence of one person can only cause harm to the other, it is better to separate.

The doctor is right. It is indeed a good thing that Yan’s mother transferred all the guilt to her, because her guilt will not make her father love her, but will make her love her more.

It’s okay to transfer it to her, she will accompany her to heal her slowly, even if she is out of control again, now I will no longer be afraid of what harm my thin mother can do to her.

After that, she would never care who her father wanted to be with, of course, as long as it wasn’t the woman who disgusted her for so many years.

No one knows the reason for Yan Yiming’s transformation. In just one month, Yan Yiming, who was tired of and rejected his mother at the beginning, will now patiently accompany his mother, talking to her for hours without nourishment. Will not feel impatient.

She even took care of her sick mother like a child.

My aunt once teased her that she would be a good mother after giving birth to a child, Yan Yiming stopped suddenly, and smiled after a long time, “There will be no children.”

My aunt was taken aback for a moment, then smiled again, “You young people now only like to play DINK. When you get married at an old age, you won’t think so.”

“So I probably won’t get married anymore,” Yan Yiming deliberately teased his aunt, although this was her real thought.

The aunt was stunned again, looking at the niece who didn’t know what she was thinking in front of her, and suddenly thought of her sister and brother-in-law who have fallen into this situation. Perhaps it was such a broken and cruel love that made Yan Yiming cut off at such a young age. idea.

The aunt was a little distressed, she patted Yan Yiming’s head, “Not all couples are like this.”

Yan Yiming smiled and did not explain to her.

After all, she couldn’t explain Jiang Yi’s existence.

After all, she believes that there will be no one in this world who is better than him and will love her more than him.

I have experienced that kind of love before, how can I see others in my eyes.

Ning Que Wu Lan, she has never been willing to make do with it, besides, she is living a very contented life now.

In the blink of an eye, two years have passed.

Father and mother were divorced in the end, but mother was decisive in signing, but father hesitated for a long time. He had signed an astonishing number of contracts, and the pen in his hand seemed to weigh a thousand catties.

Twenty years later, Yan Yiming is now twenty-six, and his father has also passed fifty. There are fine lines at the end of his eyes, and he is no longer his youthful appearance.

The nib stayed on the paper for a long time, he looked up at her and asked her if she hated him as a father.

Yan Yiming looked at him and sighed, “Once”, she didn’t lie, she once hated him for treating her mother badly, and hated him for having other women outside, but now they are about to separate, Yan Yiming no longer hates .

Or, she had some inappropriate understandings. If Jiang Yi had really forced her to stay there, she might have lost affection for Jiang Yi.

Of course Jiang Yi would not do this, he is so smart and loves her so much, so this metaphor is not too accurate.

The father was silent for a long time again, but this time he signed decisively, and when he handed the paper in his hand to her, the father asked her to take good care of his mother, saying that no matter what, she was his only daughter.

“I know,” Yan Yiming smiled, and called him, “Father.”

The father turned his head sharply, stood up, patted her on the shoulder and left the house.

Afterwards, grandparents took Yan’s mother to their side. Yan Yiming got in touch with his uncle’s job two years ago, and now he is slowly taking over his father’s job. In addition, he also started to contact the best psychiatrist.

Mother’s condition has gradually improved, but it is not difficult to cure her. The top psychiatrists are not in the country, but no matter what, they still need to be contacted.

If you can’t invite a doctor to come to China, then take your mother abroad to see a doctor while relaxing.

Unexpectedly, one month later, my uncle received an email from the doctor. Although he was working in Germany, the square Chinese characters clearly told her that he was Chinese. Yan Yiming was a little surprised.

The uncle smiled and told her that the doctor is Chinese, very young but top-level, and he is the object of competition in the medical circles of various countries.

Fortunately for them, it happened that the doctor decided to go back to his country, so they didn’t need to go to Germany, he would come back to see them in person.

Uncle laughed when he said this, “I heard that Christian is very arrogant and not easy to get close to, but I didn’t expect him to be so good-tempered and enthusiastic, so it’s always unrealistic to say it by hearsay. By the way, his surname is also Yan.”

Yan Yiming nodded, then asked in surprise, “Yan?”

“Do you think it’s fate?” Uncle laughed, “It’s fate that you can meet such a rare name.”

Yan Yiming also laughed, “There must be fate, otherwise how could we invite him.”

The uncle talked to her for a while, and then he seemed to remember something, hesitantly looked at Yan Yiming, but he still couldn’t help saying, “Yiming, uncle doesn’t urge you to get married, but Let’s talk about a relationship first, and it won’t be too late to get married after a few years of dating. Who remembers the last time your grandfather had his birthday, graduated from Cambridge, good-looking and capable, and I have been asking you about you since then…”

Yan Yiming was helpless, “Uncle, I really don’t want to get married.”

Uncle was distressed, “Why don’t you get married, or just meet?”

Yan Yiming turned his head in dismay, seeing his niece, who just entered junior high school, playing with her mobile phone, and simply changed the subject, “What is Taotao playing?”

“Playing paper man”, the little girl smiled nympho, “The new game, I heard it is the modern version of “The Emperor of Power”, it is the story of the reincarnation of the four previous male protagonists back to modern times, it is very fun.”

Yan Yiming was startled, smiled and patted her head, “Which one do you like?”

“This”, the little girl pointed to the man in a silver-gray suit on the screen, “The president of **** Group, although he usually has a straight face, he is super gentle to the heroine!”

Yan Yiming laughed, but continued to attract players with the gimmick at the beginning. What is reincarnation but not reincarnation, reincarnation in this world but no memory of the past, how can you count as a person.

“It’s fun,” Yan Yiming said, and put on a silly smile at Uncle’s helpless gaze, “It’s still early, we’ll talk about it later, let’s wait for Dr. Yan first.”

Uncle can only nod.

The days have returned to calm again, except for the one after another blind date bombardment by uncles, aunts, and aunts, Yan Yiming’s life is very satisfying. The day Christian came to S City, his uncle picked him up, and Yan Yiming was talking about a project. Quite important business, it was already six o’clock in the evening when I drove home.

Grandma pulled Christian and asked him with a smile how old he was and what his last name was.

“The surname is Yan,” Christian said.

“The surname is Yan Hao and the surname is Yan Hao.” Grandma was very happy and asked what his full name was.

Christian’s beautiful deep eyes seemed to hide an unusual taste that spanned thousands of years, but they were fleeting.

Surnamed Yan.

Full name Yan Shaojun.

Grandma praised his name again.

Yan Yiming stepped on the lawn with the high heels that had not been replaced, and tidied up the broken hair around his ears. The lights in the villa in the distance were brightly lit, and the lights were also on the open-air balcony on the second floor. As soon as I saw it, someone was standing there, holding a red wine glass in a casual and elegant movement.

Maybe he heard her footsteps, maybe he felt her gaze, the man turned his head and looked at her face.

The familiar face that I have never forgotten for so many years, reappearing in front of my eyes is unrealistically strange, but the eyes are as deep as ever, and the lips are as usual with a familiar smile.

Yan Yiming suddenly couldn’t take another step.

The setting sun fell on his body and into Yan Yiming’s eyes, so warm but so dazzling, so the tears fell uncontrollably.

The niece rushed out from inside, “Auntie, why are you crying?”

“I didn’t cry.” Yan Yiming shook his head. The little niece didn’t ask any more questions. She dragged her inside and gossiped, “Grandma wants to give you a blind date again. She will praise Dr. Yan for being good-looking and say his name.” It sounds good, but I also think it sounds good.”

Yan Yiming didn’t speak, but his niece had already said, “You have the same surname as my aunt, and my full name is Yan Shaojun. It’s really the same as the one in it.”

The niece turned her head, “Auntie, you are crying again!”

“…I didn’t cry, my eyes hurt,” Yan Yiming exhaled, “You go in first, I’ll come in later.”

The little niece didn’t understand why, but she went in obediently.

Yan Yiming sat on a small chair by the lawn, looked back and saw that the figure on the second floor had disappeared, Yan Yiming felt a little disappointed, but still jumped fast, and tears fell uncontrollably.

Somewhat irritatedly, she looked for a tissue from her bag, but she couldn’t find it, until the slender and beautiful hand handed her a tissue.

Yan Yiming didn’t raise his head, but she knew who it was.

The man sat down beside her, even his voice was familiar and pleasant.

“Why are you crying?” he said, gently and reassuringly, gently lifting her face with his fingertips to wipe away the tears,

So that’s how you cry.

She didn’t want to cry either, but she couldn’t help it for some reason, Yan Yiming stared at him closely, “Can I call you Shaojun?”

“Then can I call you Ah Ming?”

Yan Yiming didn’t answer, but said, “I liked someone, and he has the same name as you.”

The man smiled, “I also loved someone, and she happened to have the exact same name as yours.”

Yan Yiming laughed, and Jiang Yi also laughed.

After so many years, so many lifetimes, he finally found her, with exactly the same face and exactly the same name.

Exactly the joy and love that made him unforgettable.

She never stayed in his world, so he stayed in her world.

He doesn’t care how hard this process is, as long as she is here.

From then on.

No more regrets.

The author has something to say: The finale of Zhengzheng has finally been completed. Everyone has an ending for everyone, and of course Xiao Wu also has one, but it has not been written. The plot has been changed, and Miss Yan is not dead, so he will follow the original plot. With the real Miss Yan, I think Xiao Wu will be very happy.

In the end, there are about four extra episodes, one of which is confirmed to be the story of Xiaojiang’s previous life after Yan Yiming left, and three more are to be determined.