Chapter 134 You are an emotional puppet, you are an empty shell of the soul

In Lu Xianyi’s eyes, the starry sky where the stars gathered was reflected.

The galaxy hangs high, shining brightly.

She stood still, looking at the starry sky and the furnace under the starry sky. The power of the origin of the furnace is vented again and again, to defeat all existences that approach it. She is also one of them.

Lu Yixuan was beside her.

Lu Xianyi’s tone was light, and she couldn’t hear any special emotion.

“His Royal Highness Tianshou, I hardly thought that I would experience so many things in such a short period of time.”

Lu Yixuan didn’t find it strange. She has seen many great changes in the past billions of years,

“Some students have said the same thing to me in the past. The most recent time was during the war of God’s calendar. In this regard, my answer to them is that the preparation process of a bunch of fireworks is complicated and requires a lot of craftsmanship, and also requires Many people participated in the production. However, the blooming of fireworks is an instant thing.”

Lu Xianyi said,

“That moment was gorgeous.”

Lu Yixuan smiled slightly,

“Don’t you think the scenery in front of you is not gorgeous?”

Lu Xianyi’s eyes were filled with the starry sky and the furnace. she nodded,

“Yes, gorgeous. But also tragic, isn’t it?”

“Tragic…” Lu Yixuan’s expression remained unchanged, “Tragic is the norm.”

Lu Xianyi walked forward, the essential road under her feet was trembling, and it might collapse at any time.

“The ancestor of Tianwu left me some words.”

Lu Yixuan shook his head,

“Don’t tell me. If you don’t tell me, I know what she will leave you.”

Lu Xianyi turned her head slightly to look at her,

“What is your relationship with the ancestor of Tianwu?”

Lu Yixuan’s eyes flashed for a moment, reminiscing,

“It’s nothing…just a childhood playmate.”

“No wonder she indulges you so much.”

“Condition…” Lu Yixuan shook his head and said, “She doesn’t condone me at all, on the contrary, she has always restrained me strictly. Maybe in your opinion, I can slap her without etiquette, and she doesn’t either. I’ll be angry. But in fact, that’s when she thinks she owes me, so she doesn’t care.”

“Bound? Indebted?” Lu Xianyi was puzzled. She clearly felt that An Xian was very good to Lu Xianyi.

Lu Yixuan smiled,

“What do you think is the bondage? Restricting personal freedom and strictly controlling behavior?”

Lu Xianyi was silent for a while,

“That’s all I can think of. I don’t have a deep understanding of bondage.”

Lu Yixuan said,

“You should have felt deeply about it.”

“What?” Lu Xianyi had a hard time understanding.

Lu Yixuan passed her and walked forward a little. Not far ahead, there was another **** who could not bear the power of the origin and disintegrated into the void. The scattered “essence” merged into the path of essence under his feet and became a “stepping stone”.

“Your friends’ reliance on you, your parents’ expectations for you, your teachers’ teachings to you, your subordinates’ persuasion… Your own pursuits may all be a kind of bondage. Physical pressure will make you feel uncomfortable, mentally The pressure, likewise, will not make it easier for you.”

“Did the ancestors of Tianwu give you mental pressure?”

Lu Yixuan said,

“She gave me mental pressure in a sinful way.”

“what?!”

Lu Yixuan’s words were heavier, but his tone was always light.

“As a walker who relies on each other, she betrayed me and the desire between us, but she still wanted me to keep watch over her. Do you think this is a kind of bondage?”

“This… what’s going on?” Lu Xianyi couldn’t make any casual comments.

Lu Yixuan said,

“Before becoming an immortal, we made a mutual agreement that we would not accept the identity of the immortals, not be placed in the class of immortals, and be a pair of free-spirited immortals, roaming the heavens and the world. But she secretly accepted the identity granted by the will of the immortal world, and even agreed. What kind of guardianship? However, I didn’t know about it, I always thought she was still her. After becoming an immortal, I couldn’t wait to go on an adventure with her, but she dragged her out on the grounds that she wanted to stay at home in the fairyland. She lived with me. I didn’t think much about it, so I established Yehuang City with her.”

She took a breath,

“After that, I said, I can go on an adventure, right? But she said that she couldn’t worry about so many angels and wanted to take some responsibility. I felt strange at that time. Don’t you just want to be free and unfettered? What responsibilities do you have to take? But I still believed in her, so I helped her establish a discussion system between the gods. For many times after that, I said many times that I would go out to take risks, but She always finds excuses to say no.”

She looked at Lu Xianyi and smiled,

“Generally speaking, at this time, people with a bit of conscience will let me take the risk alone, don’t delay me. But guess what happened to her? While she doesn’t go on the adventure with me, she has all kinds of hints that she wants me to stay and help. She. What can I do? She is my only friend, so I can’t just leave her alone. After the Heavenly Immortal Realm is perfected and there is time to go out to take risks, as a result, the God Calendar War broke out and I couldn’t leave.

“During the war of God’s calendar, in order to protect the immortal world, she destroyed her godhead and started the road of recovery, and I had to take care of the affairs of the immortal world for her. It was also at this time that I realized that she had actually betrayed me long ago. This way, until today… I have never left the fairyland.”

Judging from what Lu Yixuan said, it was indeed An Xian’s actions that were not authentic. Lu Xianyi felt strange,

“Is the ancestor of Tianwu really so…excessive?”

However, Lu Yixuan defended An Xian again.

“Not really. An Xian, in fact, used to be a very independent person. Although she is very capable, she has very little courage. Before I became an immortal, when I was practicing with her, I retreated, and she would retreat with her. , And when she had to retreat, she also had to pull me to retreat together. There was a feeling that I was not around her… In short, she was very dependent on me. This may be a character problem… After becoming an immortal, because there are too many As a guardian, her whole person has changed, and she has become very strong and decisive. Maybe she has always relied on me, so she will be more at ease with me. ”

“A dependent personality?”

“perhaps?”

Lu Xianyi smiled,

“Actually, I think it is a very lucky thing to have a lifelong friend.”

Lu Yixuan pursed his lips,

“Do you think An Xian’s behavior is what a close friend should do?”

“His Royal Highness Shou was actually very dissatisfied with the ancestors of Tianwu.”

“certainly.”

“Then you’ve been with her all the time? Don’t follow your own adventure?”

Lu Yixuan paused,

“But she can’t leave me.”

“You haven’t left her, how do you know you can’t leave?”

“…”

Lu Xianyi said,

“So, she wants you to stay, and you want to stay with her. It goes both ways.”

“In the final analysis, she was the first to betray. Even if we all want to follow each other, if she doesn’t privately accept the second nature of the will of the immortal world, we can roam the heavens and the world without leaving each other. It’s the method of both! But she… sigh. Now…” Lu Yixuan frowned.

Lu Xianyi asked,

“Then do you still blame her?”

“There’s no one left, so what’s the use of blame?” When Lu Yixuan said this, Feng Qingyundan didn’t seem to care about the fact that An Xian had left.

Lu Xianyi didn’t say much. She didn’t want to comfort Lu Yixuan, and she couldn’t. This kind of thing can only become a candied fruit that is too sweet and bitter in my heart, cannot be eaten, and cannot be thrown away. Perhaps, only when it rots and melts, can people have a moment to breathe.

She turned to ask,

“His Royal Highness Tianshou said that I should have understood this kind of restraint, what does it mean?”

Lu Yixuan glanced at her,

“Qiao Xun is a **** to you.”

Lu Xianyi was stunned. She did not expect that His Highness Tianshou did not hold back, and directly talked about the deepest pain in her heart,

“For…why?”

“I always feel that it’s right to love someone. Even if you can’t love someone, love shouldn’t be a bondage. It’s a rare good thing that limited life gives to limited life. Although it’s a bit too much to say, but since the appearance of Qiao Xun Afterwards, I always pay attention to your mental state and conscious activities. In my opinion, your self-emotions are far covered by your emotions towards him. You are like a puppet of ‘love’, dominated by it, You have no soul.” Lu Yixuan stared at her, “Lu Xianyi, you are an empty shell.”

Lu Yixuan’s words were indeed excessive. But Lu Xianyi couldn’t find anything to refute for a while, she lowered her head and said sadly,

“But I chose to return to the Immortal Realm with the ancestors of Tianwu. I originally wanted to… grow up well and be myself…”

“It’s a pity that you didn’t succeed. Xianyi… It’s not your fault, after all, someone like An Xian is also in the position of self-emotional decision. There are rumors that she hates men, so that Tianwu’s lineage is self-confessed. She gave birth, but it was only because she wanted to ensure the purity of Tianwu blood, so that after her death, someone would continue to take her place and protect the fairyland.” Lu Yixuan continued, “What is embarrassing is that there are rumors in the market. , she spread it herself.”

“Ah…why?” Lu Xianyi knew the truth of the matter for the first time.

“Because she is so naive!” Lu Yixuan said, “There is no other profound reason. It’s just because she thinks that she will never have any male immortal companions in her life, so she just made up such an excuse!”

Lu Xianyi was stunned, her lips twitched, and then she said shyly,

“I thought the ancestors of Tianwu liked women.”

Lu Yixuan raised his chin and said,

“Maybe you really like me, or why don’t you let me go.”

“…”

Lu Yixuan said,

“Forget it, don’t talk about it, it’s all in the past. Now, it’s your business that is more important. In my opinion, your feelings for Qiao Xun are far greater than your feelings for yourself. This is very wrong. At least , the two must be equal. Only when you know how to fulfill yourself can you fulfill others. This has seriously affected your self-growth and must be changed! If you don’t correct it for one day, you will never be able to face him, and you will not be able to achieve this emotion.”

“But I don’t know what to do…” Lu Xianyi felt a little aggrieved, “I just like him. I don’t think I did anything wrong.”

“Wrong and right don’t make sense in this kind of thing. What you need is an opportunity to really change yourself, an opportunity to stand on an infinitely high, overlooking everything, to know who you really are and who you are. You never knew him. Who is it, what does he mean… This mystery, without a doubt, will be a burden to the emotions. Only by solving this problem can your desire for him return to the normal range.”

“That’s an exaggeration…”

“It’s not an exaggeration at all!” Lu Yixuan looked like a very strict mentor, “Otherwise do you think why so many people are deeply troubled by emotions, dragging down their lives? Emotions are the most difficult life experience for people. Those supreme gods We, who can manage their emotions clearly? And the so-called ruthless way is nothing more than an evasive behavior that is not clean, one hundred and one hundred, and directly cut off.”

“It seems reasonable…”

Lu Yixuan said seriously,

“This is a lifelong insight from someone who has lived for billions of years! Don’t look like you don’t care.”

“…” Lu Xianyi said, “But what can I do as a child less than a hundred years old?”

Lu Yixuan looked at the furnace,

“At this moment, I can’t be sure of anything. The only thing I can be sure of is that the furnace must be the highest place. It must be the place where everything can be witnessed… So, go.”

“Where’s Your Highness Tianshou?”

Lu Yixuan chuckled lightly,

“I will accompany you to the farthest.”

“I’ve always wanted to ask, why does His Highness Tianshou care about me so much… Obviously, there are many juniors like me.”

“Don’t always ask why. There’s not a lot of why. There’s just that feeling of love at first sight.”

Lu Xianyi stepped back in fright.

Lu Yixuan laughed,

“You really have ‘love’ in your mind. As soon as you hear love, you can’t help but think in that direction?”

Lu Xianyi smiled awkwardly,

“If you want to blame it, you can blame His Highness Tianshou for being a serious person in my eyes.”

“Hmmmm.” Lu Yixuan stopped arguing with this junior.

She looked ahead and said softly,

“Let’s go.”

“Um.”

The two walked together, heading in the direction of the Origin Furnace.

The essential path they are on is relatively stable, and there are many supreme gods from various mythical worlds supporting them along the way.

But no matter how stable it is, it is ultimately limited.

When the Origin Furnace issued an “ultimatum”, the essential path under their feet was also difficult to support and inevitably began to collapse. One after another, the supreme gods, under the power of Origin ~www.readmtl.com~ disintegrated into chaotic fragments, and in the chaotic void, turned into a part of the meaningless void.

The stars in the sky have also become dark, and they may fall into darkness at any time.

Seeing that the collapse was about to spread to his feet, Lu Yixuan’s eyes were calm,

“Xianyi, I said, I will accompany you to the farthest.”

Before Lu Xianyi could ask for a clearer question, Lu Yixuan suddenly grabbed her hand. Then, she strode forward and walked forward.

Every time she took a step, a crack appeared on her body.

“His Royal Highness Tianshou!”

Seeing this, Lu Xianyi immediately wanted to break free from her hand.

But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t resist Lu Yixuan’s action.

Lu Yixuan said softly:

“Xianyi, An Xian has given me the biggest constraint in this life, that is, I can’t live without her. If I lose her, I also lose myself… Xianyi, you must remember our negative example. , must not step into the lessons of the past…”

Her voice was the only voice on the path of this collapsed essence.

The cracks on her body were every step she took with Lu Xianyi.

Until everything was quiet, the surroundings fell into dead silence, Lu Yixuan’s figure suddenly disappeared, and everything was frozen.

However, it seems that an invisible person is leading Lu Xianyi forward.

She couldn’t know who it was, maybe it was the cry of her heart.

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