Chapter 41

A rare astonishment appeared in Huo Tinglan’s eyes, and he almost laughed out loud.

What kind of weird image does he have in Ye Ci’s little head…

He quickly suppressed his leaking emotions, held the silkworm chrysalis wrapped in a thin quilt with a suppressed smile, and carried it in his arms.

“It’s not just because of this,” he pretended to be self-deprecating, “it’s just that sometimes you think that you may…not like me that much?”

“I do, I like it so much!” Ye Ci seemed to have been wronged through the ages, and he straightened up in his arms. Huo Tinglan lowered his eyes, and he lowered his head, eagerly chasing those lonely eyes, “Why, why do you think so?”

Even though Huo Tinglan has long been “bad”, but the wet and cold tears on his cheeks are real, a top-notch Alpha secretly crying at night, this is how sad it is.

… It is impossible to drop eye drops.

Uncle Huo should still have this bottom line.

…

Yes? !

Ye Ci hesitated for half a second, resolutely put aside the dark speculation, and said cautiously: “Did I do something wrong? Just say, I, I will change.” He grabbed Huo Tinglan’s hand, sincerely and sincerely. Ingratiate, as if coaxing a sad little girlfriend, “point, change where you point.”

Huo Tinglan shamelessly smacked the wonderful taste of being coaxed and pampered by a young lover, and smiled helplessly: “Do I have to make it so clear?” He seemed too embarrassed , whispered, “I usually want to get close to you, but you always hide, so I just…”

It turned out to be the case, just as he had guessed.

He was also worried about whether the two people’s inconsistent steps would cause similar misunderstandings, so he guessed right this time.

Ye Ci flusteredly licked his lower lip, his throat tightened. In order to clear up the misunderstanding, he forced himself to explain: “It’s either that I don’t like it, or I don’t. I couldn’t pick out any good words, so I had to whisper, “Too, too…”

“What’s too much?” Huo Tinglan laughed, this time he really didn’t hear clearly, he tilted his head and put his ear to it, and repeated, “Laughter? Am I too perverted?”

Ye Ci blushed and said nothing, looking at Huo Tinglan who was repeating the words loudly with a hint of horror.

It’s too sloppy, there is a naive and inhumane taste in this complaint, Huo Tinglan was so excited that he was scorched from the tailbone to the back of the neck by a ball of fire, turned over and held down the whining and complaining little thing , the corners of his lips could not be suppressed, and he was tortured with a smile, as if his innocence had been stained by Ye Ci, and he wanted to ask for an explanation: “Why am I lewd, what did I do, huh?”

“Usually, forget it, even when you are in the hygiene class, your hands are…dishonest.” Ye Ci complained, and when he got to the key point, the volume dropped again, “Boss…”

Huo Tinglan smiled and repeated in a straight voice: “I always touch you?”

The clumsy wording is just too cute.

Why do you have to repeat it so loudly? !

Ye Ci rolled his eyes and almost passed out.

“That’s called a physical examination, a medical examination, what kind of hooliganism…” Huo Tinglan chased him to kiss him while irrational, the kiss made Ye Ci’s cheeks pink, his lips red, his body was dripping with sweat, both bodies were so excited Hot, pheromone ambiguous blend.

The flowers are just in time, the moon is round, and the charming atmosphere is strong. His susceptibility period has just begun, and Ye Ci is also relieved… Everything is ready, and it can be marked forever if it goes smoothly, but Huo Tinglan resists the impulse—a misunderstanding to the end It’s a misunderstanding. He stroked his hair, straightened up, propped himself on top of Ye Ci, and smiled: “I’m just kidding, I’m not because of this…”

“…Ah?” Ye Ci’s blurred eyes slowly focused, and he understood Huo Tinglan’s meaning. He knew that he was probably being self-indulgent just now, and he also took the initiative to mention the permanent mark. His expression gradually became unlovable, ” That is, what is it… You said feelings, emotional things…”

That was all he could think of.

Huo Tinglan pondered for a moment, then said softly: “I had a dream.”

“Going back to the past and reliving the whole life”, if Huo Tinglan told Ye Ci seriously, Ye Ci might not believe it.

Even if he is on the verge of credit bankruptcy with Ye Ci, Ye Ci will trust him no matter what.

However…

Huo Tinglan privately didn’t want Ye Ci to know how bad and hopeless he was in his previous life, how he was trampled and bullied, and how he died young.

Besides, that gloomy past can no longer even be called “the past”, the entire space-time no longer exists, so what’s the point of mentioning it?

Just to add to the unhappiness.

So he substitutes dreams.

“Nightmare?” Those few tears became the gold medal for avoiding death, Ye Ci couldn’t care less about what he was teased a moment ago, and stroked Huo Tinglan’s head jerky.

The hair brushed against the palm of my hand was thick and black, without a setting spray, which lacked a bit of the elite feeling that the situation was under control. It seemed real and fragile.

“Tell me, once the nightmare is said, it will be shattered, so, it will not come true.”

Ye Ci woke up and turned on the night light, the warm light was like mist, floating thinly, tempting people to be honest.

“I dreamed of you…” he began.

Regarding the accident, he tried to describe it as concisely as he was afraid that his voice would reveal something strange.

But Ye Ci can still feel the deep and intense pain hidden in the forbearing narrative. It’s not like the frightening dream just a moment ago, but like years of mourning permeating through, with a slight touch, bitter juice can overflow.

He was at a loss and panicked. He didn’t know how to coax people in the first place, and now he could only stroke Huo Tinglan’s back and repeat clumsily, “But I’m fine, Uncle Huo, I’m fine.”

“Sorry, the dream was too real.” Huo Tinglan cleared her hoarse voice and smiled, “Maybe I care too much about you…I can’t accept this possibility.”

Ye Ci was so anxious that his palms were sweating profusely. He squeezed Huo Tinglan’s hand with all his strength, turned over the palm, inserted his five fingers between his fingers, and clasped them tightly again, wishing to exchange his exhausted strength for comfort. Words—he guessed right, Uncle Huo is indeed an insecure person.

“Ben, there is no… such a possibility.” He tried his best to control his tongue, “I must be very, very careful to protect myself. I will never touch the car in this life. Don’t worry. Anyway, it was just a… Hobbies…Actually, hobbies are not even counted, but when you are in a bad mood, you can go for a few laps and feel comfortable…”

Those depressions must have a place to go.

But he doesn’t need it now.

“I, I, don’t do anything that you think is dangerous.” After fighting for a while, Ye Citian suddenly turned over and went to the ground, “That shoot, I won’t go to the shooting club either.” He thought Huo Tinglan This is what weighs on his mind, he doesn’t want to let his lover worry about an insignificant hobby, and wants to get the membership card and break it up in front of him.

“Come back.” Huo Tinglan was funny, grabbed the thin and tough waist, dragged him back, hugged him on the bedside, closed his eyes, and said sincerely, “Playing with guns is fine, as long as I’m with you , racing… I’m really scared.”

He is unwilling to restrict Ye Ci’s freedom with so-called love, but in this matter alone, he would rather be an unreasonable person.

“I know, I really know.” Ye Ci nodded solemnly, “Neither do you, don’t think this is…restricting my freedom, I’m alone…” He swallowed the Alpha that slipped to the tip of his tongue, and awkwardly changed the word , “Men, if you are married, you should have a sense of security.”

—This Alpha burden can’t be unloaded.

Huo Tinglan sneered, enjoying this moment of being forcibly enveloped by Ye Ci’s boyfriend force, so instead of destroying Ye Ci’s Alpha illusion, he just said softly: “Okay.”

Ye Ci looked at his expression, still worried, organized his speech for a while, slowed down his speech, lowered his tone, and said word by word: “Uncle Huo, don’t you think, I and you Is your fate… particularly deep? With your physique, you are so low in genetic match with other people, but you are the only one who is taller than me, and I have also, just happened to be differentiated into an Omega again. It seems that it is because, As if to meet you.”

“You and I are not from the same world, let alone… married, even if we have an intersection, it is difficult. But no, not only the degree of matching, there are so many good and bad… erroneous things , and so many, the butterfly effect, just pinches us together.” He had never said such a crooked word to anyone, and his cheeks and eye sockets were pink with shame, but those black and white eyes were full of determination, “I The fate with you must be very deep, even if it is broken, it can’t be broken. If I, I hadn’t met you, I wouldn’t dare to imagine what my future life would be like…Thanks to me, early When I met you and was so protected by you early on, I feel that all of these are arranged in the dark.”

“I was born for, for you, to cure your illness.” He concluded, “You are the same, born for, for me, to protect me. God is reluctant to let it go, let us Separate… don’t be afraid anymore, don’t worry anymore. ”

Huo Tinglan stared at his fluttering thin lips without taking his eyes off, his ears roared, his blood was rushing.

—Maybe you will meet again in your next life…

—The fate is so deep that it cannot be broken apart…

—Meet him early, protect him early…

—It’s all arranged in the dark…

In the dream, Lin Yao’s gentle voice was still in my ears, and gradually merged with the syllables from Ye Ci’s mouth, with a high degree of overlap, and some sentences were even exactly the same.

Is it a coincidence?

Or is it really destined in this life?

The feeling at this moment is hard to describe in words, he suddenly hugged Ye Ci who was trying to coax him with his face up, his voice trembling slightly.

“…I see, baby.”

The stagnation and regret deep in my heart are like the ice of a lake frozen for a long time, and then suddenly burst in spring.

The spring water gurgles and gradually becomes turbulent. Melting and soothing the black and blue frostbite in his heart, his chest was filled with a warm and wonderful emotion. He hugged Ye Ci tightly, a small piece of frozen soil in the corner was about to wake up, and the spring grass was densely bursting out of the ground, making his heart itchy. In order to relieve the piercing itch, he had no choice but to hold Ye Ci’s face, sticky, kiss him eagerly and sincerely, and hug him tightly regardless.

He’s going to mark him forever, tonight, right now, right now.

“Baby…” A few minutes later, he leaned against Ye Ci, who was about to turn into a puddle of water, to examine the learning results of these days, “Do you remember the process of permanent marking?”

Ye Ci nodded slightly.

“Even if you know, I still have to remind you again.” Huo Tinglan touched his forehead, rubbed the tip of his nose affectionately, then got up, while talking, he took out a small bottle of capsules from the small drawer of the bedside table, Swallow two capsules with water. It is a contraceptive drug that reduces the activity of certain Z-cells, and it can only be taken by Alpha—the permanent mark can only be used for contraception… He can’t let Ye Ci delay his studies because of this accident, but he doesn’t want Ye Ci to take it either. If you don’t have medicine, you have to take it by yourself. This bottle of medicine has been placed in this small drawer for several months.

“For Omega, the permanent marking is not a 100% pleasant process…” Swallowing the capsule, he continued to popularize science.

At first, it was pure joy.

But that’s just a trick of the bad laws of nature.

After the real marking stage starts, Omega needs to open the deep cavity. For the first time, this process is often accompanied by pain and a strong sense of being violated and conquered at the psychological level. This is the inevitable consequence of the deep fusion of Alpha pheromones. It has nothing to do with whether Alpha’s performance is gentle and considerate.

Therefore, for some Omegas with a more arrogant temperament, the discomfort at the mental level may even exceed the pain at the physical level.

“…Especially for an Omega like you, whose initial differentiation result is Alpha, you may suddenly feel resistance at a certain moment.” Huo Tinglan was patient, and gave Ye Ci a preventive shot, “To the end Sometimes I may completely lose my mind, even if you cry and beg me and hit me, it is difficult for me to stop marking… and a firm marking needs to be repeated many times, and it may last intermittently for a few days, are you afraid?”

Ye Ci turned his head in embarrassment, opened a pair of almond eyes filled with tears from being kissed, and said nonsense: “No, I’m not afraid, besides, I’m not, I’m not the kind who loves to cry…”

When things came to an end, he was still clinging to his Alpha baggage.

really cute.

Huo Tinglan’s lips twitched, and he leaned over to silence the lingering sound of his words.

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It was four days later when it was all over.