Chapter 90
I miss you too. These four words have captured Lin Zheng’s longing and the grievance of not being able to get through the phone, as well as this similar attire that seems to be the first time he saw it…
She knew that she should run over excitedly to hug Gu Nanzhi, kiss her, and ask her why she came back suddenly, but at this moment, her feet seemed to be fixed on the ground, and she couldn’t lift them up.
Lin Zheng’s breathing was very quiet, her eyes were straight, and the tears swirling in the frame were stronger than ever before.
The cold wind was so strong that it couldn’t blow a drop off.
Gu Nanzhi just looked at Lin Zheng like that, and approached slowly step by step, “I chose this body specially to meet you, don’t you know me?” Gu Nanzhi asked with a smile, when his warm fingertips touched the corners of Lin Zheng’s eyes , those sad can no longer hide, like a dam burst down to fall.
Gu Nanzhi couldn’t keep her smile, she withdrew her hand, leaned towards Lin Zheng, hugged her in her arms like a child, stroked her hair and said: “The road is too far, it will take time to come back. It’s been a while.”
In fact, it was far more than that. It took Gu Nanzhi nearly four hours to walk out of the village alone, dragging his luggage.
Stumbling all the way, every time I look up, there is a vast expanse of whiteness, without end.
The cold wind cut her ears, but when she thought of going out and seeing Lin Zheng before the Chinese New Year, her heart was always hot.
Lin Zheng could feel Gu Nanzhi’s chill. She choked up so hard that she grabbed Gu Nanzhi’s clothes with both hands and couldn’t speak.
Gu Nanzhi actually didn’t want to make the “reunion after a long time” so sad, but when Lin Zheng cried, her eyes seemed to get wet, “Zheng’er, if you continue to cry, I will cry with you.”
Lin Zheng’s body trembled, afraid that this was a dream, Gu Nanzhi would be gone when she woke up, she would hug Gu Nanzhi tightly, and said in a hoarse voice, “Don’t cry.”
Gu Nanzhi couldn’t help laughing, I haven’t seen you for a few months, why can’t the little girl even get angry?
In this way, she likes it even more.
“Can you not go back tonight?” Gu Nanzhi asked her in a low voice, the voice was still so quiet, but it fell into Lin Zheng’s ears like a raging fire, instantly igniting her sleeping desire.
Lin Zheng couldn’t wait, so she backed away from Gu Nanzhi’s embrace, then turned her head, found her lips accurately, pushed them in forcefully, and rubbed them hard.
Gu Nanzhi’s lips were not as moist as before, and it was extremely cold today. The dry skin on his lips was like a knife, which made Lin Zheng’s heart ache.
She didn’t dare to use force, but she still tasted a faint smell of blood in the short kiss.
Lin Zheng didn’t dare to move anymore, and looked at Gu Nanzhi from a very close distance.
Frame by frame, as if to carve her into my heart.
There were people passing by, unable to conceal their surprise.
Lin Zheng turned a deaf ear and stared at Gu Nanzhi stubbornly. Seeing that she felt guilty, she had no choice but to press her chin to force her to let go.
“It’s normal for your lips to dry out in different seasons.” Gu Nanzhi explained without confidence.
Lin Zheng didn’t say a word, her eyes were fixed on the rift between her lips that was still bleeding.
It was deep, surrounded by scabs that repeatedly cracked and healed.
“Don’t look, just put on lipstick for a few days.” Gu Nanzhi tried to cover Lin Zheng’s eyes with his palm.
Lin Zheng noticed her movement and backed away as if frightened.
A subconscious action confused both of them.
Gu Nanzhi raised his hand in a daze, opened his mouth and didn’t know what to say.
Lin Zheng looked at her flusteredly and did not respond for a long time. She was wrapped tightly in fear and trembling all over.
Gu Nanzhi knew what Lin Zheng was afraid of.
In just a few months, she has made herself like this. As the days go on, there will be more and more traces of her life left on her body. Everything is the proof of the years and the ruthlessness of time.
Lin Zheng was afraid that she would not grow old, but that she would suffer.
“Zheng’er, you…” Gu Nanzhi wanted to say, “If you don’t want to, I won’t stay there for long.” There are trade-offs in a person’s life, and she doesn’t want Lin Zheng to worry about her, so naturally she wants to let that worry her source.
But before Gu Nanzhi could really say it, Lin Zheng hugged her suddenly, and asked distressedly: “In this kind of life, do you feel more satisfied, or more difficult?” She didn’t ask ‘happy’, everyone knows Such a difficult life in a different place would not be happy, so she didn’t ask, but only asked if Gu Nanzhi felt satisfied.
Gu Nanzhi said hesitantly, “Satisfaction.”
Almost at the same time, Lin Zheng laughed, “Okay, then you can stay there. From now on, when I can’t go, I will call you every day to remind you to be kind to yourself and apply to do experiments there I’ll keep an eye on you myself. Zhizhi…”
Lin Zheng’s voice suddenly dropped, and he looked at the wet ground with dull eyes, “I said I would take care of you, but I didn’t take good care of you at all.”
A guilty remorse made Gu Nanzhi unable to breathe calmly. She thought that Lin Zheng was just afraid of her suffering. It turned out that she was still blaming herself for not taking good care of her.
Gu Nanzhi raised his head, his blurred eyes could not see the white snow slowly falling from the dark night sky.
She has nothing more to say, good or bad, let the child finish everything.
At this moment, she has only one thought—to want her, to want her like crazy.
“Zheng’er, call back and say that you won’t be going home tonight.” Gu Nanzhi stopped talking in a negotiating tone. Tonight, she only accepted the result that Lin Zheng was with herself.
Lin Zheng didn’t hesitate, and called Shi Qi directly, and let Shi Qi convey it on behalf of him.
After a few sentences, Lin Zheng pulled Gu Nanzhi and left without looking back.
The drive home is only 20 minutes, and it feels like years to the two of them.
The moment the door was closed, desire poured out.
“Help me undress.” Gu Nanzhi’s hoarse voice was extremely seductive in the darkness.
Lin Zheng kissed her non-stop, fiddled with her hot tongue wantonly in her mouth.
She took off Gu Nanzhi’s coat and kissed her through the sweater.
The pro-French that is nowhere close to itching is not fun at all.
Gu Nanzhi’s patience was pushed to the extreme, she couldn’t control much, she picked up Lin Zheng and took her back to the bedroom.
“Crack!” The desk lamp was turned on, and the sudden light forced Lin Zheng to close her eyes. She frowned, her impatient expression tearing at the swarming desires in Gu Nanzhi’s body.
She lifted Lin Zheng’s clothes, reached behind her back with one hand, and untied the obstructive restraint on her chest.
Kiss all the way down from between the eyebrows.
The warm light roasted the air like a raging fire, burning Lin Zheng’s body inch by inch.
Her senses were filled with unfamiliar and familiar feelings, and there seemed to be thousands of words in her dry throat, but she could only say a shallow chant, “Zhizhi…”
Gu Nanzhi deeply loves these provocative voices that are exclusive to her. She bit Lin Zheng’s earlobe and coaxed her through Ye’s ambiguity, “Zheng’er, you can scream louder if you want to.”
This year.
It is not the ringing of bells to bid farewell to the old, and it is not firecrackers to welcome the new. It is a room full of enthusiasm and enthusiasm.
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Early the next morning, Lin Zheng wanted to die, and his back was so sore that he couldn’t even sit up.
On the other hand, Gu Nanzhi sat leisurely on the bay window reading a book and drinking tea, feeling very comfortable.
Lin Zheng was depressed, “You also toss until midnight, why do you look so relaxed? Isn’t your waist sore?”
Gu Nanzhi took a sip of tea and moistened his throat that had been over-consumed last night, “The waist is not sore, but the lower part hurts a bit.”
“…” Lin Zheng quietly pulled up the quilt and covered her face. She was indeed too aggressive, but… Gu Nanzhi was too enthusiastic in the second half of the journey, and she couldn’t control it.
Gu Nanzhi saw Lin Zheng’s shy appearance in his eyes, and his satisfied body felt strange again.
Fearing that it would be noon again, and she would have no face to see Feng Haian, she put down her teacup, walked to the bed, patted Lin Zheng’s head through the quilt, and said, “I’ll go prepare breakfast, and you’ll come out after washing.”
Lin Zheng, the little ostrich, hid in the quilt and said ‘hmm’, but there was no movement.
Gu Nanzhi shook his head and left with a smile.
After confirming that there was no one else, Lin Zheng quickly moved up, put his hands on his waist and entered the bathroom.
It was almost 10 o’clock when the two of them packed up and went out. When they arrived, Qijia would inevitably be surrounded by a crowd.
Lin Zheng hid in Shiqi’s room early to take refuge, leaving Gu Nanzhi alone to face the three parents, which can be said to be very heartless.
Shi Qi was very disdainful of Lin Zheng’s behavior, and pointed at her neckline while scolding, “Tsk, that’s incredible! Xu Zhi and I have never been so violent before.”
Lin Zheng panicked with embarrassment, covered her collar to hide from her and kept silent.
Shi Qi didn’t have the slightest self-knowledge, so he insisted on discussing posture and feelings with her in the past.
Lin Zheng’s face was blushing to the point of bleeding, and even if he wanted to pretend to be dead, Shi Qi would call him a fake corpse.
When Gu Nanzhi came over, Lin Zheng immediately ran behind her and whispered, “Let’s go, ignore that crazy woman Shiqi!”
Gu Nanzhi greeted Shi Qi with great interest and asked her what’s wrong.
Shi Qi dared to bully Xu Zhi and fight with Lin Zheng. As for Gu Nanzhi… “Mr. Gu, I was wrong. I will never bully your Zheng’er in front of you in the future.”
“Well, the implication is that you will still bully her when I’m not around?” Gu Nanzhi smiled very kindly.
When her mouth hurts, she shouldn’t be looking for trouble, “Don’t worry, I will respect Zheng’er as my little teacher.”
Gu Nanzhi nodded in satisfaction, “Okay, then if she is unhappy in the future, I will come to you anytime.”
Shiqi, “…huh?” There seems to be something wrong?
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After seeing Feng Hai’an, Gu Nanzhi’s parents were going there, and the bowl of water was completely level.
After both sides were busy, Lin Zheng felt physically and mentally exhausted, and he was reluctant to go out for the next few days, and was bored at home with Gu Nanzhi every day.
On the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, when the Spring Festival holiday was over, Lin Zheng was sent to the door of the unit by Gu Nanzhi in a fog.
Gu Nanzhi still has more than a week off, and promised to pick up Lin Zheng every day.
Lin Zheng panicked when he saw the company building, “It’s the 21st century, and I still have to disconnect from the Internet at work, what’s wrong?”
Gu Nanzhi gave her the lunch box and said with a smile: “The military project is special, and the young comrades must keep up with it.”
Lin Zheng straightened his waist and said with high spirits: “Well, for the sake of the future of the motherland, I will not sacrifice anyone.”
Gu Nanzhi was amused by Lin Zheng’s generous tone, and looked at the time to urge her, “Hurry up, if you don’t show your face, your salary will be deducted.”
Lin Zheng said “Oops”, and ran towards the gate with the lunch box in hand. He hurried slowly, and finally succeeded in brushing his face at the last minute.
Gu Nanzhi started the car and left after receiving Lin Zheng’s message of “reporting safety”.
She drove slowly, feeling the rare comfort in the morning with her heart.
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Two days before the Lantern Festival, Gu Nanzhi left again.
Lin Zheng didn’t cry when he sent her to the station, but she was a little fierce. She angrily rubbed her lips with her fingers and said, “There will be another time, do you know what to do?”
Gu Nanzhi was innocent, “What next time?”
Lin Zheng poked her waist angrily.
Gu Nanzhi begged for mercy timidly, “I know.”
Lin Zheng withdrew her hand, and the laughing atmosphere suddenly darkened, “I’m serious, you have to take good care of yourself, I will apply to go there as soon as I have a chance.”
Gu Nanzhi, “Well, in another semester at most, all work will be on the right track, and I won’t be so busy then. I will decide whether to stay or not later depending on the situation.”
Lin Zheng doesn’t insist on this. Anyway, there are jobs everywhere, and no job is perfect. “Go in, I’ll see you go.” Lin Zheng said.
Gu Nanzhi hugged Lin Zheng and walked towards the ticket checking line with his luggage.
There were many people on this bus, and it didn’t take long for Gu Nanzhi to be blocked by the people behind.
Lin Zheng couldn’t see her clearly, but subconsciously felt that she would turn back, so she didn’t leave right away.
About three or four minutes later, Gu Nanzhi walked up to the turnstile. She put the ticket in, and dragged her luggage inside after passing the inspection.
The people in the back are rushing, it is not a place to stay for a long time, and turning back will only be annoying.
Lin Zheng was lost, and the next second, the corners of her lips were raised high.
When she thought that Gu Nanzhi would not cause such trouble, she suddenly turned around and kept her brightest smile.
On this day, Lin Zheng updated Moments that he hadn’t posted for a long time.
The picture is the ticket gate of the station.
Text—wait for me.
The author has something to say: It has been cultivated to nothing, and if nothing else, it can only put Marxism…
Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 Moran Nianhua;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Mucha;
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 50 bottles of Mo Ran Nianhua; 20 bottles of Mucha; 10 bottles of Wuyou Yuxi; 5 bottles of Wide; 2 bottles of Yu Yunmo;