Chapter 92
After so many years, Lin Zheng almost forgot what she looked like at that time, but someone was always trying to help her remember.
This person not only preserved her past with only one person, but also put it together in his own way.
Looking at it now, Lin Zheng still wants to ask, “What is love?”
Some for love, some for life.
They are just for the person in their hearts.
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Lin Zheng put away her mobile phone and stood up straight. After her emotions calmed down, she opened the door and entered the box. The lively atmosphere inside suddenly became quiet.
The squad leader stood up, stretched his neck and looked behind her, “Where is the person?”
Lin Zheng faced a wave of stares, and walked unhurriedly to his seat, “I have something to do, I’m going back.”
“Who are you bluffing!” The class monitor was irritable.
Lin Zheng raised her eyes and said calmly, “Well, I’m bluffing you.”
The squad leader didn’t come up in one breath, and asked someone to give him a quick-acting Jiuxin pill.
The head of the house really likes to watch this kind of excitement, that is, “Lin Zheng, what is this on your neck?” She pointed to a bright red mark on Lin Zheng’s neck and asked.
Lin Zheng touched it, and felt a faint heat under his fingers.
“It can’t be a hickey, right?” The head of the house felt that he had discovered Huadian, looked at Lin Zheng excitedly and said, “Tsk, the lipstick is gone, girl, and this hair, a dog planer is neater than this, say! Were you unable to help yourself just now, like this or that?”
The head of the house said it bluntly, Lin Zheng is not so thick-skinned, she wants face in front of people she doesn’t know very well.
“You’re overthinking.” Lin Zheng said ambiguously as he brushed his hair to cover his neck.
This concealed action aroused everyone’s curiosity even more. I don’t know who whistled first. For a while, the whole box was filled with the sound of slapping tables and whistles, and the waiter who was about to come in to deliver water was so frightened that he was silent again. backed out.
“Just tell me the truth, which family’s little wolf dog is this? It’s wild enough.” The squad leader said fearing that the world would not be chaotic.
Lin Zheng was so noisy that his brain ached, he took a breath, sat down calmly, and raised his eyebrows and eyes slightly when he spoke, “My family.” Every line is showing off.
The squad leader couldn’t take it anymore, beat his chest in pain and said: “I regret it, I shouldn’t come looking for this excitement when I have nothing to do.”
Lin Zheng didn’t seem to notice, picked up the wine glass, and apologized to the crowd, “I’m kidding, let’s talk about it next time. I’m at home, I can’t run away, I’ll bring it here for you to see after two years when I have thickened my skin. “Her words added fuel to the flames, and the squad leader’s chest was so stimulated that a mouthful of old blood could be sprayed two meters away.
Amidst the booing, Lin Zheng held the glass in one hand, sipping the wine slowly, and pressed the earphone with the other hand, looking for the faint breath in it.
“Little friend, are your ears itchy again? Are you blatantly teasing me?” Gu Nanzhi, who had been listening silently all this time, suddenly spoke, the connivance in his teasing laughter was undisguised.
Lin Zheng glanced around and saw that no one was looking at her, so she leaned back, put the wine glass to her lips and had a private conversation with Gu Nanzhi, “Your ears are not itchy, but your heart is itchy, do you want to feel it, Teacher Gu? ”
“How do you feel?”
“Put your hand on your left chest.”
Gu Nanzhi sat in the car and did as Lin Zheng said, “Put it away.”
Lin Zheng leaned sideways on the back of the chair, looked at the gradually darkening moonlight outside the window and said softly: “I am catastrophically in love with you.”
—I love you as hell.
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This party lasted for a long time, until eleven o’clock in the evening, the group still hadn’t returned to the dormitory, they sat around in the middle of the playground, lamenting the parting between the past and the coming soon after dawn.
On the side of the road separated by a wall, Gu Nanzhi leaned against the car, listening to the faint singing sound coming from the wall.
[They are all old, where are they, we are like this, going to the end of the world separately]
Every word and every word is the back of youth drifting away. I am most afraid of understanding it, but I have to understand it.
Gu Nanzhi also experienced graduation, and naively hoped that the time machine really existed, so that life could be tried to be complete again and again.
Up to now, after seeing a lot, she gradually discovered that all the imperfections in life will eventually be filled by one person.
This person’s mere existence is the most beautiful aspect of life.
Gu Nanzhi took out his mobile phone, took a picture of the light on the wall and sent it to Lin Zheng, asking her, [Are you crying? 】
Lin Zheng has been holding back all the time, and finally couldn’t hold back seeing this sentence. She cried and smiled and hugged the people around her, promising to see her again. A moment is precious enough.
Enough crying, enough trouble, it’s time to say goodbye.
The 32 people watched the sun rise from the sky together. Before the sunlight could illuminate the reluctance in their eyes, they packed their bags one by one and walked away alone.
Lin Zheng was still a few days away from joining the job, so he was not in a hurry to return. He spent two days with the squad leader and took the trouble to send everyone away. The last one was the squad leader himself.
On the day he left, he was nearly 1.9 meters tall, squatting at the school gate and crying loudly.
It was rare for Lin Zheng not to laugh, and sent him a hug and “goodbye”.
When I went back, the dormitory was empty.
Lin Zheng took off the signboard of the party member’s dormitory and put it in the book, smiled and said to each bedside card, “Let’s get together some other day”, then squatted in the middle of the dormitory and wept silently.
Graduation is not only a long journey, but also a farewell to youth. Even if the cherished person has not left, it is still impossible to keep the time that has passed by.
This is what graduation really means.
Gu Nanzhi, who came back from taking out the trash, saw this scene and stepped lightly. She walked behind Lin Zheng, leaned over and hugged her, and put all her tenderness in a soft voice, “I’m going home.”
Lin Zheng fell to the ground, hugged Gu Nanzhi’s arm with both hands and cried, “Zhizhi, why did you leave?”
Gu Nanzhi squatted down and kissed Lin Zheng’s forehead distressedly, “To show you how hard it is to stay.”
“Too few.” There are few left, and even less intimacy. In the end, there will only be the only one who knows and stays with each other.
Lin Zheng turned around and looked up at Gu Nanzhi who was squatting in front of her, slightly taller than her, “Zhizhi, you can’t go, you can’t go before me.”
Gu Nanzhi wiped away her tears with a smile, “I’m ten years older than you, and it’s bound to bear fruit before you go.”
Lin Zheng couldn’t speak, held Gu Nanzhi’s hand tightly, and shook his head desperately.
Gu Nanzhi’s palm hurts, the pain is far less than the heartache, “Okay, then I will work harder.” Try to make the length of life equal to yours.
Before leaving, Lin Zheng had to queue up to return the key at the housekeeper’s aunt, and when she came out, Gu Nanzhi casually leaned against the car, with an extra glass of mung bean smoothie in his hand.
This is the signboard of the restaurant’s “Summer Limited Edition”. Lin Zheng has been in love for four years, and today is the last day. Gu Nanzhi quietly helped her achieve the “one-to-one”.
Gu Nanzhi gave the sand ice to Lin Zheng, drove the car, made the biggest circle and took her away.
The last look, the most complete.
Most of Lin Zheng’s luggage has been sent to Gu Nanzhi’s apartment, and the remaining few pieces can be taken with you when you go there.
Her original plan was to leave school directly and rest for two days after arriving so that she could go to the unit to apply for employment. Feng Haian was reluctant to let them stay for an extra night.
The next day, the two officially embarked on their half-life journey.
Lin Zheng didn’t take much rest these days, and fell asleep leaning on Gu Nanzhi not long after boarding the plane.
Sleeping from the scorching sun to heavy rain, and sleeping all the way from dark clouds to sunny days.
When the plane landed, Lin Zheng sat up and looked out the small porthole.
In front of you, the sun is shining brightly.
“Zhizhi, this is the first time we met Shengtu. Are you sitting by the window? By the road.” Lin Zheng asked slowly.
Gu Nanzhi just took off his seat belt, when he heard Lin Zheng’s words, his eyes softened, “Yeah.”
Lin Zheng turned around, Wu Liang’s eyes were filled with laughter, “I remember you.” I remembered it inadvertently at a certain moment in my sleep.
It was nearly 7 o’clock after finishing homework that day, and it was very dark, but Lin Zheng still didn’t want to go back to that empty home.
She packed up her things and found a novel to pass the time.
About half an hour later, there was a short vibration of the mobile phone in the quiet air. It was so sudden that Lin Zheng’s heart beat faster for a moment. He instinctively raised his head and looked in the direction of the source of the sound.
There was a beautiful sister wearing a monkey mask who was woken up. She sat up irritably and scratched her hair, and threw her mobile phone into the schoolbag hanging behind the stool without even looking at it.
Thinking that the dream was disturbed, the beautiful sister lost sleepiness, she yawned lazily and continued to flip through the book.
The light fell from the top of her head, casting a shadow on her beautiful eyebrows.
Lin Zheng doesn’t like the shadows under the light, that kind of loneliness is like walking alone, but when it falls on her, every scene becomes a gift of the night, like a painting, it is unbelievably beautiful.
In the quiet reading room, she was reading a book, and Lin Zheng was watching her, until the music of the closed library suddenly broke the peace of mind.
From that day on, Lin Zheng fell in love with the little monkey. She specially bought a little monkey pendant, hung it on her schoolbag, and kept it where she could see it every day.
Why is this happening? It’s been too long, and Lin Zheng can’t remember where his impulse came from at that time, “Probably, a light suddenly flashed in the bleak life, so I tried to keep it.”
“Then you, do you know why I subconsciously buy things with little monkeys?” Gu Nanzhi asked, her voice trembling.
Lin Zheng shook his head.
“The mask is because I have a cold, so I just took it from my roommate.” At that time, Gu Nanzhi didn’t have any liking for this kind of ‘childish’ thing. Wearing it was purely optional. Later…
“I saw it hanging on your schoolbag in the live broadcast room, so, ‘inexplicably’, I started to like it.”
“…” Lin Zheng was stunned for a few seconds, and then laughed heartily.
It turned out that they all fell in love with something because of each other’s ‘like’, because this ‘inexplicable’ like to approach her, get close to her, and finally, fell in love with her.
“Zhizhi, from now on, I start to believe in fate.”
Gu Nanzhi stood up and walked to the aisle, took Lin Zheng’s hand and let her out, “I believe it too.” Believe it will not treat people badly, believe it will make all dreams come true, believe it, and send that person here , will not take her away again.
“Let’s go.” Gu Nanzhi looked at the empty cabin and said.
Lin Zheng hugged her arm, smiling brightly, “Where are you going?”
Gu Nanzhi, “Go where you want to go.” Look at the scenery you want to see, and spend your whole life feeling the fiery bloom of love.
【use up】
The author has something to say: I finally finished writing, and I thought it was going to collapse in the middle, thank you to the little friends who stayed and spoke for me at that time, and I also say sorry to the disappointed classmates, although I can’t see it anymore, I cover my face.
We will see you in the next book~
The next book is “The Movie Queen Is Scum Over My Ex”, the original name is “Into the Bone”, please bookmark it~ The author is a copywriter.
Copy one:
At the age of 18, Li Tang dumped Cheng Qingran on the grounds that he was tired of playing, and the young and energetic Cheng Qingran swore on his own life – she would be there without me in this life;
When they met again at the age of 27, Cheng Qingran saw Li Tang whose life was hanging by a thread, and suddenly realized that Li Tang was her life, and she would be finished if she died.
Copy two:
At the premiere of the new movie, someone sharp-eyed noticed a bite mark on Li Tang’s neck covered by his hair, which was very clear.
The hot search quickly climbed to the first place.
The manager reminded Li Tang thousands of times, let Li Tang calm down, otherwise the fire would burn to death not only the two of them.
Li Tang promised readily, turned his head and posted a close-up of the bite marks on Weibo, with the text, “Don’t make random guesses, and don’t make random CPs, or the girlfriend will bite harder next time when she gets angry, it will hurt. of.”
Fans, “This is the official announcement? Wait, girlfriend?!”
√The title and copywriting may be changed, but the core content remains unchanged
√ Reunion after a long absence, only to realize lovesickness, 1v1, HE
√ Fake aloofness in front of others, flirtatious and broken leg actress vs the leader of the loyal dog rescue team who said he didn’t love her but secretly wanted to give her life
Note: I am catastrophically in love with you. – Cassandra Clare, Clockwork Princess