Vol 18 Chapter 24 (37)

It’s not important. Today, the royal father took us to the Ministry of Industry to watch the masters of the craftsman work. ”

The fifth princess then said, “Mother concubine, mother concubine, I made a clay pot with my own hands. When it is finished, I will bring it back to you.”

Liu Fang looked surprised, “Really? Then thank you Nuan Nuan.”

The name of the fifth princess is Shangguan Nuan, and Liu Fang calls her Nuan Nuan every day.

The character of the fifth princess is indeed like a little sun, which makes people feel warm when looking at her smile.

Pingkang smiled and said, “Mother concubine, don’t expect too much from the clay pot made by Nuan Nuan, otherwise, I’m afraid you will be disappointed by then.”

The fifth princess turned her head and glared at him, and said, “Third brother, you hate it!”

Pingkang smiled extraordinarily flat, winking at the Fifth Princess, making Liu Fang amused.

“Okay, how old are you, why do you still like teasing girls so much?

Sister, do you still look like a brother? ”

Seeing that the third brother was reprimanded by the mother-in-law, the fifth princess laughed extraordinarily happily. She even carried Liu Fang behind her back and made a mouth shape to Pingkang: Deserving it!

Ping Kang pretended to pounce on her, so frightened that the fifth princess hurriedly hid behind the eldest princess, and Liu Fang was completely speechless.

The fourth prince gave Ping Kang an angry look at this moment, “It’s not over yet.”

Pingkang smiled at him, and didn’t do anything wrong, just glared at the Fifth Princess secretly and made a “you wait for me” expression.

There are too many children, and that’s it, all day long, there is no end to fighting.

Liu Fang is also used to it. As long as they weren’t seriously annoyed, she wouldn’t care too much.

The children chatted with her, ate a noisy and warm meal, and then returned to the prince’s house and the princess’ house.

The eldest princess and the second princess live together. They are both independent, so there is no need for Liu Fang to worry about them. That is, the fifth princess is now very longing for being able to live alone without her mother, and at this time, she is entangled in the eldest princess, and she is unwilling to come down.

The eldest princess and Xiao Jiu and Xiao Shi are of the same year. They are already thirteen years old. They are very tall, but somehow they look very similar to Liu Fang. I have to say that this is a strange fate.

The eldest princess likes to learn martial arts, medicine, and is very strong. Holding the fifth princess, she said to Liu Fang, “Mother, let Nuan Nuan go back with Erchen. Anyway, it’s in the princess’ place, and the second brother and the others are also there.”

The prince’s office and the princess’ office are opposite, but they are very close, so Liu Fang is really not worried about the children, and they will naturally take care of each other.

Besides, she is a noble concubine, and no one dares to neglect her children in the palace, not to mention Emperor Xuan of Jin, the queen’s attitude.

They treat all the emperor’s heirs equally, even if they value the prince a little, they have never let other children suffer grievances.

The fifth princess used to be nothing, but Liu Fang felt that her temperament was really worrying. Now she is fine in the palace. When she grows up, she will go out of the palace to socialize. Such temperament is really easy to be used by others. .

Liu Fang thought for a while and said, “Well, since she is willing to go, let’s go. In this way, I will have someone pack up a few things and send them over, and I will simply let her live with you to get used to it. Get used to her, you know?”

The eldest princess, Shangguan Ye, smiled and said, “Well, I see, concubine mother, don’t worry, Nuan Nuan is very good.”

Liu Fang: …

Forget it, everyone likes to pamper her, so let’s pamper her, anyway, she’s a princess, and she’s still supported by her father.

The author has something to say: the later updates will be later, I will try my best to do it as soon as possible.

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When the children were gone, Liu Fang took her young son to wash, then washed and changed by herself, and was ready to go to bed.

She patted the child, told stories softly, and watched him gradually fall asleep before she lay down and fell asleep.

The night is getting deeper and deeper, and there is no dream all night. Early the next morning, the children came over to greet him and accompany Liu Fang to have breakfast.

Liu Fang saw how excited the Fifth Princess was. Obviously, not to mention that she slept well last night, she was very happy that she agreed to let her go to the Princess’ residence.

Liu Fang shook her head and laughed, and didn’t pay attention to her. After breakfast, Liu Fang left behind Xiao Si and said to him, “In a few days, the final selection will be finalized, Hao Er, you should go outside Beijing with you. Mother, say something.”

It is impossible for her son to choose a concubine to marry, she doesn’t know yet.

Over the years, the people in the palace have changed one after another, but Mo Qi has combed himself and stayed by Liu Fang’s side, Mo Xue and Mo Shu have already married and left the palace, and now they have replaced her with other palace maids to serve her. .

After listening to Liu Fang’s words, the fourth prince, Shangguan Hao, was silent for a long time. Then he nodded heavily and said, “My son understands, mother concubine. The son will tell her.”

Since seeing Pei’s return that year, Shangguan Hao has a heart for his biological mother. Although he has kowtowed every New Year’s festival over the years, he never said a word to Pei again. .

He doesn’t even want to see Pei’s anymore. Every time he sees it, his heart hurts. Only when he returns to his adoptive mother’s side will his heart feel at peace.

He still can’t figure out what his biological mother is obsessed with.

Seeing him like this, Liu Fang sighed, reached out and patted his arm, and said, “Go, go to class first.”

“Well, that mother concubine, Erchen retire.”

Seeing the figure of the fourth prince walking away, Liu Fang couldn’t help but sigh again.

It’s hard for this kid.

…

The next day, the princes and princesses in the palace were resting, and Shangguan Hao was going to visit Pei outside Beijing. He rode a horse early in the morning and took people out of the city. But when they got outside the city, they saw Ping An Shangguan Yan and the others.

Ping An, when Ping Kang was ten years old, Emperor Xuan of Jin gave them official names: Shangguan Yan, Shangguan Chao (chao, the second tone).

Shangguan Hao looked at the brothers, the sisters all rode horses and stood by and waited, with a warm heart, he walked over with a smile, and said, “Second brother, why are you all here?”

Shangguan Yan said with a smile, “I knew the mother-in-law would let you come out of Beijing, and I just thought about it.

To go to the mountain, we also went out and walked together. ”

This is just an excuse they are looking for. Where can I go to play, and I have to go to the mountain? Still waiting for him here early in the morning, the intention is self-evident, they came here specially to accompany him out of Beijing.

The original pain in Shangguan Hao’s heart was completely eliminated by their appearance, and replaced by the warmth and touch wrapped by the love of his relatives.

Shangguan Hao didn’t say anything of thanks, he just raised his head to endure the wetness in his eyes, and then bowed his head to Shangguan Nuan, the fifth princess in the arms of the eldest princess Shangguan Xun, “Nuan Nuan, it’s rare for you to get up so early, just to climb the mountain. ? You really have become more diligent!”

They are brothers, they are brothers and sisters, so naturally there is no need for so many hypocritical words, but joking is the best expression.

Shangguan Nuan pouted and said, “Fourth brother, you have also become bad, and you have even learned to make fun of me. Humph!”

Shangguan Chao Pingkang stretched out his hand and pinched her little cheek and said, “Just you? If you can find the father and the emperor, and the mother and concubine to sue, who would dare to provoke you?”

Shangguan Nuan raised his hand and patted his hand, “Third brother, you always provoke me, wait, when I return to the palace, I will tell the mother-in-law.”

Shangguan Chao patted his chest and said, “I’m so afraid of you!”

“Third Brother!”

Shangguan Yan was helpless and said, “Third brother, Nuan Nuan, enough is enough, it’s getting late, let’s go quickly. Isn’t Nuan Nuan still thinking about going to the inner city?”

“Oh, oh, yes, yes, then let’s go, fourth brother.”

Shangguan Hao smiled, and looked at Ping An Shangguan Yan, and then took the lead and rode away first, followed by Shangguan Chao and Shangguan Zhu with Shangguan Nuan, the second princess Shangguan Jia, the ninth prince Shangguan Xuan, and the tenth prince Shangguan Xing all took their own measures. The horse followed closely, and everyone took their own guards and walked towards Huiming Nunnery.

At the foot of Huiming’an Mountain, Shangguan Hao rode to Huiming’an by himself, while Shangguan Yan and the others went to Anguo Temple to offer incense.

Surprisingly, Mr. Fang also brought Mrs. Zhang over to offer incense today, but it happened to meet them.

Let’s not talk about how Shangguan Yan met Fang’s and the others for the time being, but only said that Shangguan Hao was here. He entered Huiming Nunnery and went to the side courtyard where Pei’s lived. For the first time, he walked in very calmly.

When he first came to see the place where Pei lived when he was a child, he still had some ideas, but now, he doesn’t anymore. It wasn’t that he came too much, so he felt it was right, he was used to it and became numb, but he felt that maybe his mother really wanted to live here, so that she would suppress those ambitions in her heart.

If she is still the concubine in the palace, and her status is definitely not low, what will she do?

And he, the second princess Shangguanjiao, what will they become as her children?

Jia Jia once wanted to come and see her, but what about her?

Shangguan Hao lowered his eyes, and his heart only felt cold. Perhaps, this was their fate, allowing them to have such an ambitious and selfish biological mother, but another adoptive mother who was waiting for them to take care of them.

Life has always been full of ups and downs, bittersweet, salty, and salty, and only they know the warmth and coldness of it.

Shangguan Hao walked into the room that had not changed for ten years, and turned to look at the man who was kneeling on the ground and chanting scriptures just like ten years ago.

She has changed.

Even though this place hasn’t changed, a full ten years have passed, and she has really changed.

The temples are already gray, and there are wrinkles on the face, but the overall look is more rigid and serious in addition to being haggard and vicissitudes.

In warm words: it looks so fierce.

Or, he should use a more appropriate word: mean.

Yes, she looked even meaner.

This kind of meanness made him feel suffocated, and his heart was aching.

But at the same time, he also felt very powerless, because he knew that no matter what, he couldn’t convince her, it would only make her more stubborn and paranoid.

Shangguan Hao just lowered his eyes and thought quietly, until the sound of chanting stopped, he regained his senses, raised his eyes to watch her slowly get up, stood up straight and then turned to look at him.

He looked at Mrs Pei’s knees, kneeling and chanting sutras all the year round, which has caused her knees to be irreversibly injured. What made Shangguan Hao helpless was that every time the ointment made by the adoptive mother kindly came over, she would throw away all these things and never use them, so that now, her knees are like a seventy-year-old old woman. It’s hard to stand up.

But who caused her to be like this?

It’s herself.

This is what makes Shangguan Hao most powerless.

The adoptive mother gave the ointment to use. Later, he asked the adoptive mother to ask the female doctor from the Taiyuan Hospital to come and take a look, and the adoptive mother personally asked the female doctor to come over. Unfortunately, she was still unwilling to accept the kindness of her adoptive mother.

Pei Shi looked at Shang Guan Hao staring at her knees, and said with an extraordinarily calm expression, “It’s okay, mother is used to it. Hao’er, if you feel sorry for me, don’t disappoint my expectations, and wait for your final success. One day, take me back in a beautiful way.”

Shangguan Hao’s heart is bitter

Smile, this is her. Everything was done on purpose by her, just in the hope of forcing him to fight.

But why would he fight?

The elder brother of the prince treats them very well, without any suspicion, and is willing to follow them in everything. As long as they are willing, no matter what they want to do in the future, as long as they do not violate the law or violate morality, he will agree, and he is willing to support.

Isn’t that enough?

Take a look at the Jin Kingdom. The current royal family of the Jin Kingdom is similar to the Jin Dynasty, except that the prince of the Jin Kingdom is only fifteen years old. But there are more concubines and concubines in the harem of the emperor of the Jin Kingdom than the father. After so many years, there are only four princes who have grown up safely.

It can be seen that the struggle in the royal harem of the Jin Kingdom was fierce. Where can there be such a scene of brothers, friends and brothers in the Jin Dynasty royal family, up and down harmoniously?

There are so many mothers and concubines in the palace, and so many children have been born, none of them died prematurely, and they all grew up healthy and safe.

This is not something one person can do.

Even though the father and mother are indeed highly skilled and wise and decisive, if the other mothers and concubines in the harem are like their biological mother, I am afraid they will not be as peaceful as they are now.

Therefore, Shangguan Hao really doesn’t understand. Others can live like this, why can’t she?

Seeing that Guan Hao was silent, Mrs Pei said with a slight frown, “Hao’er, you are almost sixteen now, it’s time to get engaged, I can’t work for you in this situation, you must seize the opportunity. , but you can’t let your adoptive mother dismiss you at will. You know, what you need is a capable wife, and her family status is very important…”

Listening to her words, Shangguan Hao remembered what the concubine said when the mother and the queen asked her concubine to discuss his marriage with the second and third brothers, “I don’t care much about the family, the most important thing is that they like each other, Good behavior is enough. The best thing is that they can get along with each other, and that’s enough. Life is short for decades, as long as they live happily and happily in the future, then I will be satisfied and have no regrets.”

Listening to what the biological mother said, and comparing what the adoptive mother said, Shangguan Hao only found it ironic.

He looked at Mrs Pei and said, “Mother, have you ever cared about your son?”

Pei was stunned for a moment, then frowned, “How could I not care about you? If I didn’t care about you, why did I find a noble adoptive mother for you in the first place?”

Shangguan Hao laughed at himself, “Are you really doing it for your son? Didn’t you think that after your son experienced an epidemic, his body might become weak and he might not be able to achieve your ambitions in the future, so you gave up Erchen? Actually, you originally thought that you must have a prince in your womb, right? Since there is a new one, the old son, which is unusable, can of course be discarded, right?”

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Pei’s heart was uneasy for a moment when she was seen by Shangguan Hao’s clear eyes, she had thought so, but later, she really did it for his good!

Shangguan Hao looked at Pei and avoided his eyes slightly and said, “Actually, you just have no choice. With this reason, you can put away the little guilt in your heart, and you can use this reason to hold your son for the rest of your life. In your hands, mother, have you really cared about your son? Have you really cared about me from the bottom of your heart?”

Ten years ago, he wanted to ask her, do you really care about my son? If you care, why did you abandon me in the first place?

What would he be like without his current adoptive mother in the palace?

Shangguan Hao didn’t know. He felt that he might become scary even to himself.

Perhaps, that kind of him is what his biological mother wanted to see.

Pei shi looked at him with red eyes again and questioned her after many years, she was speechless for a moment.

She admitted that she was selfish, but she really thought about this child. The result of doing that was definitely the best, and it was good for them.

Regardless of whether she finally gave birth to a princess or a prince, this child was already invincible.

He was abandoned by his biological mother. No matter who raised him in the future, the emperor would treat him differently, and he would always pay more attention to him than other children.

Moreover, in the original palace, the Liu family was the biggest winner. She was raised by most of the imperial heirs in the palace, and she was deeply trusted by the queen and the emperor. More importantly, she would definitely be a noble concubine in the future. Royal Concubine.

The facts did prove that she was right. Therefore, the current status of the fourth prince is very different from that of other princes.

These are all given to him by her!

She did it on purpose, how could he miss her so much?

Pei Shi smiled bitterly and said, “Hao’er, you will understand later that mother is really for your own good.”

Shangguan Hao’s eyes were red and he laughed at himself, “Forget it, mother, my son is here today to tell you that the son will soon choose the future concubine. No matter what you think, the son will only obey his mother and concubine. The mother’s opinion. You… cultivate with peace of mind, and the son will bring the princess to see you in the future.”

After all, Shangguan Hao knelt down and gave a big gift, then got up and left directly.

Pei shi looked at his figure walking away, and finally found in a daze that she really seemed to have lost him.

…

Back at Anguo Temple, Shangguan Yan brought his younger brother and sister into the

When they came to offer incense, only after entering the gate did they find out that Mrs. Fang was actually there, so after they finished offering the incense, Shangguan Yan and the others went to the guest house to greet Mrs. Fang.

For so many years, the children under Liu Fang’s knees have always treated Mrs. Fang as if they were grandmothers, so Mrs. Fang was accustomed to the behavior of their special greetings.

After seeing Li, Mrs Fang smiled and said, “Why did Yan’er bring her younger brothers and sisters here today?”

These young children don’t really like the ritual of worshiping Buddha and offering incense, so Fang Shi felt a little strange, why did he come here suddenly? Today is a rare rest.

Shangguan Yan replied with a smile, “It was Nuan Nuan who wanted to come over for a walk and climb the mountain, so we came with us.”

Shangguan Nuan was next to Mrs Fang, smiled embarrassedly and said, “Grandma, you are not allowed to make fun of me. The third brother has already said it just now, and I’m just angry.”

Fang Shi stretched out his arms to hug her, smiled slightly, and said, “You child, your brothers and sisters who have been tossing are all with you, and this will not be the case next time. Although you are small, you can’t always act recklessly because of your youth. , I still have to be considerate of my brothers and sisters, what do you think?”

Shangguan Nuan, who was forced to take the blame: …

“Okay, grandma, I know, but I won’t in the future.”

Mrs Fang touched Shangguan Nuan’s face and said, “Grandma knows that Nuan Nuan is a good boy, but it’s really good to come and climb the mountain like this today. Next time, tell grandma in advance, how about grandma accompany you again?”

Shangguan Chao, who was sitting next to Shangguan Yan, turned his head and rolled his eyes secretly. He knew that his grandmother was partial. What he said in the front was admonition, and what he said in the back was connivance. Such admonition is actually like saying nothing. The connivance behind is the real eccentric pain.

This is biased!

Shangguan Yan and the others were also used to it, especially Shangguan Yan and Shangguan Jiao, because their grandmother was equally partial to them.

As long as they did it, no matter how absurd it was, she thought it was fine and excusable. Anyway, in the end, it must not be them who are wrong.

This kind of doting, to be honest, they are not used to it until now. Because of the mother-in-law’s teaching, there has always been punishment for mistakes and rewards for meritorious deeds.

For the unprincipled doting of the father and grandmother, both Shangguan Yu and Shangguan Yu felt that it was too boring and crooked! Can’t stand it.

Shangguan Nuan also felt that it was not very good. How could the younger generation have to accompany the elders to play?

She leaned on Fang Shi and said, “Grandma, you know that I have a lot of homework, I’m afraid I don’t have much time to climb the mountain again, so I just

After all, there are my brothers and sisters to accompany me, don’t worry. If you want to come to offer incense to the Buddha, as a junior, please say hello and I will definitely come! ”

Mrs Fang smiled and said, “It’s good if you have this heart, your grandmother will take care of you, but you won’t have to work hard for you. With your cousin and the others, no matter how bad it is, your cousin and nephew will be with you, so you don’t need to work hard. I came out of the palace to accompany my old lady.”

This is talking about Liu Jie’s grandson, which is Liu Fang’s grand-nephew, and naturally Shangguan Nuan’s cousin.

After all, Liu Jie and their children have been married and had children for many years. Liu Jie’s eldest son Liu Xun and his son Liu Zong are already eleven years old. In this era, they can be half adults.

Besides, although Mrs Fang was used to Shangguan Yan and the others treating her politely, it didn’t mean that she didn’t know how to behave. Let the prince and princess accompany her to incense?

She really doesn’t have such a big face.

Even if Liu Jie is already a minister, she is not qualified to send the prince and princess.

The grandparents chatted a few times, and Shangguan Yan got up and prepared to leave with his younger brother and sister. The servants here came to report, “The Fourth Prince has come down.”

It was only then that Mr. Fang suddenly realized that the children were here to accompany their fourth brother (fourth younger brother).

Yes, the draft is approaching, and the fourth prince should also choose the candidate for the concubine. According to the character of her daughter, she will definitely let the fourth prince come over and talk to Pei’s biological mother in person.

However, according to Pei’s temperament, I am afraid that the fourth prince will be sad again for a while.

Ugh…

Fang Shi sighed in his heart, but said with a smile on his face, “Quickly invite the fourth prince to come in.”

Shangguan Hao walked in, bowed to Mrs Fang and Mrs Zhang, and said, “Hao’er has seen her grandmother and auntie.”

Fang Shi smiled, “Hao’er get up quickly, today is a coincidence, you are all here. It can be seen that the relationship between your brothers and sisters is really good, just for Nuan Nuan girl’s casual remarks, you all accompany her one by one. already.”

When Shangguan Hao heard Fang Shi didn’t ask him why he was late, he only said Nuan Nuan’s excuse, and knew that she deliberately didn’t mention this matter, so as not to make him sad again.

Shangguan Hao was grateful for Fang’s thoughtfulness. He looked at Fang’s and said with a smile, “Grandma is serious, Nuan Nuan is our sister, and as a brother, that’s what it should be.”

Shangguan Nuan smiled and nodded, “It’s better what the fourth brother said, well, as a brother, you should take care of your sister!”

Everyone laughed when they heard it. Mrs. Zhang only laughed along and never interrupted. As early as many years ago, I was knocked by my mother-in-law

After the fight, she no longer dared to speak indiscriminately. The best thing she has learned now is that silence is golden.

Therefore, she is now used to smiling silently in such occasions.

Especially when she discovered the benefits of doing this. In the past, she would always be fooled by others, or accidentally offend others, but now, she has become the unfathomable one in the eyes of outsiders. bit. No one dared to provoke her easily, but it made her feel much cleaner.

Fang shi didn’t stay with them for a long time. After a few chats, Shangguan Yan and the others got up and saluted and left, but when they walked out of the guest house, they bumped into someone else.

Shangguan Yan frowned slightly, and took his younger brothers and sisters away from the corridor on the other side.

As for the pair of mother and daughter who came across the corridor, they were still stunned, but unexpectedly, they saw a group of boys and girls on the opposite side and left them directly.

The daughter couldn’t help but said angrily to her mother, “Auntie, who are those people’s juniors? How rude? When you meet an elder, you leave without salute, it’s really abominable!”

The mother frowned and said, “Shut up! Where is this place? How can you be so presumptuous?”

When the daughter heard her mother’s reprimand, she didn’t dare to speak again, but she was dissatisfied.

The mother turned her head to look at her and said, “What do you know? The group just now were not the juniors of any other family, but the princes and princesses of His Majesty today. It is comity for them to see us avoiding us. The emperor’s sons and daughters are fighting for strength?”

The daughter heard what her mother said. Although she was surprised, she was still a little unconvinced, and said, “Even if it is the prince and princess, shouldn’t they greet you when they see you?”

Isn’t it worth a gift from these princes and princesses that his mother can confer a first-class official title?

The mother was very helpless, frowning at her daughter, and said sternly, “Shut up! Don’t bring disaster to your father! You are coming to Beijing now to participate in the draft, not to let you come to the capital to show off your power. Besides, others are kings, we are ministers, and the honor and inferiority have already been decided, even if they are willing to perform this ceremony, I would not dare to accept it!”

The daughter frowned, looked at her mother and said, “Then aunt, what’s the point of me going to the draft? I don’t want to kneel down for them!”

Mother was so angry that she didn’t want to talk anymore, she just pulled her away and left, so as not to be embarrassed later.

She really regrets it very much now. She shouldn’t have given the child to her mother-in-law in the first place. Let’s see what she has been taught now.

Not to mention how the mother and daughter went back, only Shangguan Yan and the others went straight to the inner city after leaving Anguo Temple, went shopping with Nuan Nuan, and then returned to the palace after having lunch in the restaurant.

After returning to the palace, Liu Fang asked them about today’s affairs, and sent them back to take a lunch break, leaving only Shangguan Hao.

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It’s too late today, so I’ll leave it for tomorrow.

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Liu Fang asked Shangguan Hao, “I saw your mother today, how is she? How is her health?”

In fact, Liu Fang had someone secretly go to Pei’s body to recuperate. Even after Qingyu and Mo Ting were released when they were old, she also asked Jinxuan Emperor to give her a favor, allowing her to choose two people who knew medical skills in private. The dark guard sent over.

For Shangguan Hao’s sake, Emperor Xuan of Jin agreed to let Liu Fang choose someone to send it to her.

Therefore, the two maids next to Pei’s are actually chosen by Liu Fang, and they have been secretly nourishing Pei’s body.

It’s just, I don’t know what Pei thinks, she has been abusing herself, and she is not repenting, she is more like using this to coerce Shangguan Hao to do what she wants the other party to do.

In this regard, Liu Fang only felt that Pei’s brain was really sick!

Although she knew that Shangguan Hao would not be in a good mood after seeing her, Liu Fang still wanted to ask, and it was best to unravel the child’s heart. Otherwise, he is always stuck in his heart. Even if he has practiced martial arts to strengthen his body, it cannot really make him healthy.

Sometimes, mental health is more important than physical health, and mental illness, when it occurs, is the most fatal.

Shangguan Hao was silent for a moment, and finally couldn’t help but ask Liu Fang, “Mother concubine, you say, why is she doing this?”

Liu Fang looked at his face blank and incomprehensible, with an expression of self-doubt, and felt sad for the child in her heart.

She sighed, raised her hand and patted his back lightly, and said, “Perhaps the ambition in her heart is her greatest pride.”

Shangguan Hao turned his head to look at Liu Fang blankly, “Mother concubine, what do you mean?”

Liu Fang looked at the bright sunshine outside the window, and said with a long-sighted look, “There is always such a period of time for people. She feels that she is talented, and she feels that she should get what and how much. If it doesn’t get what she wants, then she will You will lose your direction completely, and you will be at a loss as to how to survive.”

Saying that, Liu Fang smiled, looked back at Shangguan Hao and said, “So, don’t blame your mother, she is actually just used to that kind of life, and she was a little dazed when she suddenly found out that the reality couldn’t be what she wanted. It’s just a loss. Although she broke your heart, it’s definitely not a mother’s intention, and it’s not your fault.”

This is a setback that everyone will encounter when they change their lifestyle. It can only be said that some people know how to adjust, so they can continue to live better, while others

But I don’t know how to adjust, so I make my life worse.

Pei, she is probably the type of person who doesn’t know how to adjust. Of course, it is also related to her own pursuit and the education she received since she was a child.

However, there is no need to tell Shang Guan Hao more about this. He is a smart boy. Smart people always think more. If others can’t find it, he will notice it. Similarly, others can easily Over the hurdle, here, it may become a little more difficult.

Sometimes, thinking about a problem and thinking too deeply is useless except to compete with yourself.

Liu Fang lovingly looked at Shangguan Hao, who had a thoughtful face, and said, “Hao’er, you are a smart child. Your mother and concubine just can’t get out of the habit she has persisted in for many years. This is her own problem. , no one can help her except she figured it out on her own. It has nothing to do with you, and it is not your fault.

Now that you are grown up, you are about to choose the right concubine. In the future, if you want to get married and have children, you will be your wife and children’s support. This will be difficult and tiring.

The concubine knows that you will be a responsible husband and a father who loves his children.

But as a mother who raised you, I just want to say, Haoer, be nice to yourself, love yourself first, and then think about how to be filial to your elders, how to love your wife and children, okay? ”

To be a human being, you still have to love yourself first, and then you have the strength to love others. If you are exhausted, how can you have the energy to love others?

Liu Fang knew that Shangguan Hao was greatly influenced by Pei’s family, which caused him to always have some inferiority in his heart, and he always felt that it was his own fault, which led to Pei’s behavior.

This kind of influence does not mean that when he grows up and his mind matures, he can think about it completely. It needs an opportunity, an opportunity that can make him completely forget the past.

Liu Fang doesn’t know when this opportunity will come, but she hopes to tell the child to love yourself well. If loving others will make you feel tired, then you should love yourself first. Don’t blindly get caught up in those bad pasts and entangle yourself with yourself, this is actually not necessary at all. In addition to making yourself more and more sad and tired, what else can it do?

People have to learn to forget, know how to let go, let go of her, and let go of themselves.

Shangguan Hao’s eyes blushed and nodded, “Well, concubine, Erchen knows, Erchen will learn to love himself.”

Liu Fang sighed, reached out and patted his shoulder, silent.

After a while, he immediately said, “Hao’er, have you ever thought about what kind of person you will live with in the future?”

When Shangguan Hao heard Liu Fang’s question, his face turned slightly red, and he felt a little uncomfortable, but he still thought about it before saying, “I don’t know. It’s probably like a concubine.”

like her?

Liu Fang was a little amused, she gave him an angry look and said, “You kid, you can say nice things, aren’t you a long-winded old woman like me?”

Shangguan Hao shook his head, looked at Liu Fang with a blushing face, and said, “No, concubine mother, Erchen means that it is good to have a temperament like that of a concubine mother.”

Open-minded, peaceful, always patient with these children, always able to accommodate all of them, whether it is good or bad, it is the same.

He also wants his wife to be such a person.

If it is such a person, maybe his future life will be extraordinarily relaxed and comfortable, right?

Liu Fang looked at him affectionately and nodded, “Okay, then mother concubine, I will choose someone with a temperament like mine, but you must understand that people in this world may have similar temperaments, but they can never be exactly the same. When you get along with the princess in the future, you must also understand one truth: to understand her, let her understand you, and only when you understand each other and tolerate each other can you support until you grow old.”

Shangguan Hao nodded and said solemnly, “Erchen keep in mind, mother concubine, don’t worry, Erchen will work hard to make yourself happy.”

Only then did Liu Fang smile, “You have to be happy and happy, Hao’er, but you can’t wrong yourself for anyone!”

“Yes, mother-in-law.”

The mother and son talked for a long time, and when Shangguan Yan and the others came over in the evening, they realized that the time had passed.

The children accompany Liu Fang to dinner, and after she finished, she also called Ping An, and Ping Kang went to ask them what they thought.

These two children, one has a stable temperament and the other has a detached temperament, but both are stronger than Shangguan Hao, that is, they never care about the relationship between them and the Liao family.

Simply put, they are not as sensitive and thoughtful as Shangguan Hao, and their hearts are harder and more rational than Shangguan Hao.

No matter what the reason for Mrs. Liao, she didn’t dare to get close to the two children, and the two children would not do more, let alone feel sorry for Mrs. Liao.

According to Pingkang Shangguan Chao’s words: She feels more comfortable this way, so be it, anyway, I will not forget the rules of filial piety.

Just like the matter between Shangguan Hao and the Pei family, Shangguan Chao had already told Shangguan Hao, “You take care of it.

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