Chapter 39 give me a chance

Tang Tuo blinked and seemed completely at a loss, as if he was listening to something that had nothing to do with him.

Romantic words like “pursuit” are insulated from someone like him who has been shrinking in his own shell all the year round. He can’t even write it in novels, let alone in reality. Lu Lianguang, for a while, couldn’t figure out how this sentence would have anything to do with him.

Lu Lianguang said that he was… chasing him…

How is it possible, how could he be pursued? He can’t even do normal social…

How is it not possible? In his subconscious, a faint voice retorted. You knew something was wrong long ago, you just never dared to think about it, did you?

A few days ago, Lu Lianguang said bluntly, “I really can’t wait to get to know you a little more.” Tang Tu secretly held this sentence in secret for a long time.

The next morning after sharing the same bed, Lu Lianguang thought he was still awake, and gently touched his face with his fingers, causing him to cover his face in confusion.

Going forward, Lu Lianguang once pressed him against the wall of the deserted alley, and at a certain moment he had an absurd illusion, as if… as if he wanted to kiss him.

Wait… Lu Lianguang is chasing him…

– That’s not an illusion at all!

Tang Tu suddenly took a step back, his face flushed red, and he didn’t know how to put his hands and feet on it. He stared at a decorative knot in Lu Lianguang’s jacket pocket and stammered, “I…but, you…”

Lu Congguang patiently guided him to express his thoughts: “What’s wrong with me?”

“But you’re so good…” Tang Zuo murmured, how much ecstasy, there is ten times as much inferiority, “I… I’m boring, and I have personality flaws, you’re so good…”

Lu Lianguang is still so young, even a student, in his unpredictable but brilliant future, he will know many excellent and perfect people – with a decent family background, full of love and bright growth, able to stand in front of others Conversation is fluent, and he can laugh and joke with the same kind of people.

And what about him? Tang Tu looked back at his unbearable childhood, his painful boyhood, and the ten years he spent alone in a shell… He had never been so eager to have a normal family and a normal character, so that he could at least have a life at this moment. courage to try.

“I may… not be able to fall in love.” Tang Tu lowered his head, his eyes gradually turned red, “No one has chased me, I can’t do well…”

“Don’t reject me so quickly.” Lu Lianguang interrupted him and said earnestly, “Give me a chance, Tang Tu, I really like you. Before I met you, I never believed that I could like someone like this. Degree, I know that I am not good enough, and I am not at the same level as you, but I will definitely work hard for you. To be honest, I have a lot of problems, but I have hidden them in front of you, I have never been in love, I’m also very worried about what I’m doing wrong, if there is, you must tell me, and I’ll change it immediately – but don’t reject me so quickly.”

“You… No, you’re fine.” Tang Tu said anxiously, “You’re fine everywhere.”

Lu Lianguang smiled: “Then you agree?”

“It’s not that I… don’t like you…” Tang Tu said, and saying this made his face blushed to the point of smoking, “But I’m very worried…”

Lu Lianguang said: “I know what you are worried about, I don’t think those are problems, and I don’t mind at all. My words are useless, let me prove it to you – give me a chance to pursue you, Tang Tu, also Give yourself a chance.”

Tang Tu looked up at Jin Lu Lianguang’s firm eyes. The inferiority complex still gave birth to infinite retreat and fear, but he liked Lu Lianguang so much that he liked to resist for the first time. the fate of a lonely life.

He nodded.

“It’s great!” Lu Lianguang said happily, his warm joy infected Tang Tu, and Tang Tu couldn’t help but be full of joy.

“However, don’t promise me so quickly.” Lu Congguang suddenly added.

Tang Tu was stunned: “What?”

“Didn’t you say that no one has chased you? Then let me chase you for a while.” Lu Lianguang said softly, “I’ll supply you everything you don’t have.”

Tang Tu looked at his soft and handsome face under the moonlight, and his heart thumped.

Lu Lianguang said, “Let’s go and leave this place.”

Tang Tu was dazed and only knew how to nod.

The two walked to the parking place, and Tang Tu couldn’t help peeking at the people around him. When the night wind in the suburbs blew, Tang Tu was a little more awake. The more awake he became, the more clearly he realized that the one walking beside him was his new suitor. As long as he nodded his head, he would be upgraded to a my man, my boyfriend…

He couldn’t hold back, his mind was full of “I really like you” that Lu Lianguang had just said, and he almost walked hand in hand.

“It’s not over there, we stopped outside, don’t you remember?” Lu Lianguang smiled helplessly, pulling back Tang Tu who had turned in the wrong direction, and he didn’t let go.

Tang Tu was usually a sensitive person, but at this moment, because his mind was filled with shy pink bubbles, he was dizzy, and his reaction was slow for half a beat. After walking a few steps, he realized that the two were holding hands.

Tang Tu: “?!”

He felt that his whole body “jumped” into red, and he struggled for a while, but he didn’t break away, but held it back carefully and cherishly.

“It’s here, the car is here.” Lu Lianguang said, Tang Tu unlocked the lock, Lu Lianguang opened the cab door for him, and watched him sit in, but he didn’t mean to get in the car.

“Why didn’t you come up?” Tang Tu asked him, raising his face.

“I called a taxi and I’ll be there soon.” Lu Congguang said with a smile, “I’m afraid you won’t be able to drive if I’m sitting in your car at the moment.”

Tang Tu was so ashamed that he had to admit that Lu Lianguang’s judgment was right, he was so useless…

“And I’m reluctant to let you drive so far at night to see me.” Lu Lianguang stood by the door he opened and talked to him. He had already said it, and he really didn’t hide his words, he was straightforward and enthusiastic. Expressing his love, “I actually have a driver’s license, and I haven’t driven much since I got it. I’m unfamiliar. I’ve been practicing for a few days, and we can change it later.”

As he spoke, the phone rang lightly, and the taxi he called arrived.

“I’m leaving.” Lu Lianguang bent over and said to Tang Tu who was sitting in the car, “Drive slowly, don’t get distracted, and send me a message when you get home, okay?”

Tang Tu blushed and nodded hastily, “Okay.”

Lu Lianguang asked a few more words to be safe, and then left. He knew that Tang Tu wouldn’t be able to relax for a while, so he didn’t push too hard, and thoughtfully gave him some alone time to let him digest his emotions.

He was right. Tang Tu sat in the car for a long time before slowly recovering. The hot temperature on his face subsided, leaving only a swollen heart.

The last time he walked out of here, his body was covered with scars. The driver who came to pick him up might have been instructed by Father Tang in advance. .

Ten years later, he revisited his hometown, but was led by Lu Lianguang’s warm and powerful hand as he walked through the night, he was taken care of his emotions, he was told to pay attention to safety, and he was told…he was cherished and loved so passionately by others. .

Tang Tu took a deep breath, stretched out his hand and pressed his left chest, his heart was beating regularly, more active and powerful than ever. He quietly listened to his heartbeat for a while, waited until his mood gradually stabilized, started the car, and drove away from this once nightmare place.

The light dispels the haze, new memories cover the painful memories, and he knows that this place will no longer intrude on his dreams.