Chapter 81 where

He Qu was sent to the airport by Su Yi, the plane at ten o’clock, after she drove He Qu to the airport, she rested for a while before slowly driving to the hospital.

In fact, she had thought about the reunion with Zhou Yuanyuan more than once.

Those disguised city walls looked solid, but in fact they only needed one encounter before they would completely collapse. She still remembered that she met Zhou Yuanyuan once on the way.

It was a reception with Xu Ruoxing.

That day in the hotel, she saw Zhou Yuanyuan appearing in the next room. For a moment, she was numb and froze in place for a long time. She didn’t go back. Every word Zhou Yuanyuan said in the past was vivid in her memory. Her, make it impossible for her to move an inch.

I never realized that I was such a person, selfish, taking advantage of Zhou Yuanyuan’s absence, he attacked Xu Ruoxing and tied her by his side with a contract.

Shameless and despicable.

She had clearly made up her mind to be a bad person, but after Xu Ruoxing came back, she still felt very uncomfortable. That kind of discomfort grew from her bones, and she knew she couldn’t do it.

She can’t be completely indifferent.

She can let Xu Ruoxing be free. From the very beginning of this marriage, she thought that all this was just a dream she had, a mirage. Sooner or later, the dream would wake up and the mirage would disappear. She took off the ring, Just telling myself not to be too greedy.

To her surprise, Xu Ruoxing didn’t mention Zhou Yuanyuan when he came back, as if he didn’t see her.

She didn’t take the initiative to mention it, pretending not to know.

Everything seemed to be back to the way it was before. She could still use the pretext of a business trip to lie beside Xu Ruoxing at night, listen to her shallow breathing, and pretend to hug her inadvertently after she fell asleep.

At that moment, it was all she had, all happiness.

Things went off the rails after all.

Su Yi parked the car at the entrance of the hospital, with the window half open, and the warm wind blowing in slowly, she hadn’t been so upset for a long time, the moment she lost her memory, the moment she knew about the marriage agreement, was told by Xu Ruoxing that she had a crush At that moment, she was not so flustered.

But now, panic engulfed her like an abyss.

Zhou Yuanyuan is back, does Xu Ruoxing know? Will you know?

Su Yi carried her hands by the window, looking sideways at the inside, with a cold expression and indifferent eyes. Occasionally, a car was speeding by her ears, and the whistle would tear her ears apart, and the tinnitus became more and more severe. The crowd outside was crowded, but she couldn’t hear any sound in her ears, as if stuffed with a lot of cotton, those sounds were drowned out, leaving only the piercing whistle.

“Da da.” The sound of knocking on the car window brought her back to her senses. Su Yi turned her head and saw Zhou Yuanyuan standing outside.

Breathing and being bound, her throat tightened, Su Yi blinked, and there was no sound in her ears, and the whole person seemed to enter a void, Zhou Yuanyuan shouted: “Su Yi?”

The face of the person sitting in the car was pale. Zhou Yuanyuan realized that something was wrong, she hurriedly pulled the door and locked it from the inside. She put her hand in through the half-open window and opened the door. The moment the door opened, Su Yi breathed air. The roar disappeared in an instant, and the surrounding noises came to her ears one after another. She took a shallow breath, looked at Zhou Yuanyuan, and said, “Thank you.”

Zhou Yuanyuan looked solemn and said, “Come in with me.”

She asked, “What’s the matter with you?”

Look at it like this, it’s quite serious, she was not very sure when she first saw the suspicion in Su Yi’s report, in her memory, Su Yi was a cold beauty, she didn’t care about anything, even though she was like a good friend with her, But there is always a layer of veil between them. This layer of veil makes Su Yi look more mysterious. She doesn’t have the heart to explore other people’s mysteries, so after Su Yi didn’t contact her at the beginning, she didn’t take the initiative to contact Su Yi. .

But it’s not easy to forget such a friend, Su Yi is too dazzling.

Dazzling to the point that even though they are in neighboring schools, they can still hear some news about Su Yi in their own class.

“I heard that someone in the next class confessed to Su Yi.”

“Warrior! Did you succeed?”

“On the spot—” made a neck-cutting gesture. These gossips can be heard two or three times a week. Su Yi’s every move will appear in their school’s communication forum. Every time Zhou Yuanyuan goes in and downloads information, she can see it. Su Yi, who changed bit by bit, became more mature, more calm, and more alienated.

Someone also asked her: “Aren’t you good friends, help me get a line?”

At that time, she had no contact with Su Yi. She heard that Su Yi was preparing for a design competition. Later, she drifted away. Before graduation, she heard that Su Yi had gone to Desina. Su Yi met each other, it was still the cold Su Yi in his memory, nothing changed.

Time is on her, and she is given special treatment, so after three years, she still recognized Su Yi through the car window at a glance.

Su Yi walked beside Zhou Yuanyuan and looked sideways. Zhou Yuanyuan had changed a lot, she was much more mature and stable. Su Yi remembered that they were together. Zhou Yuanyuan’s most common opening line was: “Xu Ruoxing…”

It seemed that no one knew that Xu Ruoxing was her girlfriend.

In that dormitory, that class, that school, everyone who knew Zhou Yuanyuan knew that she had a domestic girlfriend, they were very affectionate, and Zhou Yuanyuan loved her very much.

Su Yi clenched her fist again, feeling uneasy.

Zhou Yuanyuan asked her: “Is there something uncomfortable?”

Su Yi shook her head: “No.”

Zhou Yuanyuan took her into the consulting room and sat at the desk. Zhou Yuanyuan turned on the computer and said to Su Yi, “Register a number on the phone.”

Su Yi lowered her head to operate, and hung up after a while. Zhou Yuanyuan entered the detailed information and asked her: “When did you first have this symptom?”

“Yesterday.” Su Yi thought for a while: “The day before yesterday.”

Zhou Yuanyuan nodded: “Is there anything sudden?”

Su Yi explained the explosion, and Zhou Yuanyuan’s face turned pale: “So bold? Are these people crazy? Then are you okay?”

“I’m fine.” Su Yi’s face was calm, but she didn’t dare to accept such concern. She was silent, and Zhou Yuanyuan then asked, “Then where do you live now?”

Su Yi pursed her lips and gave an address. Zhou Yuanyuan typed on the computer and saw Marriage and Childhood next to her, she smiled: “Are you married?”

Some surprised tone.

In her memory, Su Yi was not the one who established close relationships with others. Zhou Yuanyuan knew that a large part of it came from her parents, so she did not expect to get married.

Su Yi nodded: “Well, I’m married.”

Zhou Yuanyuan said: “It’s unbelievable.” She thought that when she was in school, her classmates said that Su Yi would find it difficult to fall in love like this, let alone married, but now she is married.

She smiled: “Then when will you bring your lover over, in your situation…”

“Can she not come?” Su Yi raised her head and asked, still in the usual indifferent tone, Zhou Yuanyuan didn’t hear anything unusual, and nodded: “It’s fine if she doesn’t come.” She thought that Su Yi’s marriage was not very happy, that’s why she didn’t care about this kind of thing Don’t let the other party know, Zhou Yuanyuan has treated many people, she is not surprised, she said: “Then let’s go inside and do a detailed inspection? Yours may be a flashback.”

Su Yi was puzzled: “Flashback?”

Zhou Yuanyuan said: “To put it simply, it means repeating the scene of the explosion continuously, and a conditioned reaction has been formed in your mind. As long as it is a slightly louder sound, this reaction will happen.” She looked at Su Yi: “Even if it is the car’s Honk.”

“You’re going to keep repeating the fear and fear that was there, and it’s a built-in response in your body that needs to be treated.”

Su Yi asked: “Why is this happening?”

She is obviously not that scared anymore, why is she still like this?

Zhou Yuanyuan said: “Psychological problems vary from person to person, and it may not necessarily be the cause of the explosion, or it may just be the fuse.”

Su Yi was silent.

Zhou Yuanyuan said: “Su Yi, this situation is not a special case. If it is not treated, it will only get worse. The possibility of self-healing is very low.”

Su Yi nodded and said, “Let’s do a checkup.”

Zhou Yuanyuan asked her to pay the fee, and took her to the examination room at the back. The examination work was cumbersome, from interviews to instruments, and finally ended by asking her to recall the scene of the explosion. , Those memories were blown to pieces, she couldn’t bear it.

Coming out of the examination room, Zhou Yuanyuan asked her to wait for the news. Su Yi was sitting on the bench. She lowered her head and fiddled with her mobile phone. It was no surprise that she really wanted to send a message to Xu Ruoxing.

The left ear is full of Zhou Yuanyuan’s laughing voice: “Su Yi, I want to go back to China this weekend, do you want to go back together? I’ll introduce you to Xu Ruoxing.”

In the right ear, Xu Ruoxing called her softly: “Su Yi.”

Just two words, enough to sink her for a lifetime.

Su Yi closed her eyes, Zhou Yuanyuan stepped out in high heels and said to her, “Are you still busy with work?”

She asked, “What’s wrong?”

Zhou Yuanyuan said: “Your situation is very serious. I suggest you come every day for counseling first. If you are not free, you can come the next day. I will prescribe some medicine for you later. You take it first. Tell me.”

Su Yi looked at the list she handed over and took it with her head down. There were still patients behind Zhou Yuanyuan. Su Yi didn’t stay long. She looked up when she got out of the hospital building. The sun was scorching hot, making her dizzy. Walking to the garage, the phone rang when she saw the car, she lowered her head, it was Xu Ruoxing.

She didn’t answer the call immediately, but paused for a while before answering the call after getting in the car.

Xu Ruoxing asked: “Where is it?”

Su Yi paused and said, “I’m in the company, what’s wrong?”

Xu Ruoxing stopped walking towards the car, looked at the car a few meters away, Su Yi just got into the car, she saw it, why did she lie to her? Xu Ruoxing frowned and said, “It’s okay.”

Su Yi said, “Are you going back to the company this afternoon?”

Xu Ruoxing said, “Go back in the afternoon.”

Su Yi said, “Then we’ll talk about it when you go back to the company.”

Xu Ruoxing hung up the phone, Li Chen saw her from a distance, walked quickly to her side, saw that her expression was not very good, and asked: “What’s wrong?”

Xu Ruoxing said: “I just saw Su Yi.”

“Su Yi?” Li Chen asked, “What happened to her?”

After finishing speaking, she said: “I also saw her in the hospital yesterday.”

Xu Ruoxing looked at her: “Saw her yesterday? What is she doing in the hospital?”

Li Chen didn’t think much, and said, “She said she came to see a friend, don’t you know?”

Xu Ruoxing held the phone, pursed his lips, and looked a little displeased.