Chapter 183 acquaintance, from this

  Chapter 183 Acquaintance, and this begins

  My thoughts are erratic, as if back to a few years ago.

   That year, Xie Shian was only nineteen years old.

   He has witnessed the ugliness and complexity of human nature with his own eyes. He has just experienced the death of a loved one, and his heart is ashes as he is, and he has despaired of this world.

   On the plane to study abroad, he refused the food and water brought by the flight attendants, and just slept with his eyes closed all the way.

   But he couldn’t sleep at all.

   The scene of his sister’s tragic death turned over and over in his mind, and his eyes were red.

  Tears silently dripped down the corners of his eyes, and he wiped them away hastily.

   Not wanting the surrounding passengers to find out, Xie Shian restrained his emotions and clasped his hands tightly, but he couldn’t restrain his trembling.

   He heard a soft, soft and sweet voice beside him: “Hello, my lipstick fell on the ground accidentally, it seems to have rolled under your seat, can you help me pick it up?”

   Xie Shian opened his eyes and saw a bright and beautiful face.

  The girl’s eyes are big, like a pool of clear and agile water, and she is looking at him for a moment.

   He didn’t speak, and leaned over to help her pick up the lipstick.

  The girl smiled sweetly and said thank you, turned around and took out a handful of colorful toffee from her bag and handed it over:

   “When I’m in a bad mood, I especially like to eat this candy. After eating it, no matter how bad my mood is, it becomes sweeter.”

   Her eyebrows and eyes are gentle and sincere, “For you, I hope you can have a good mood too.”

  Xie Shi’an looked at her silently and didn’t answer.

   “You taste one, it’s very sweet, I won’t lie to you.”

  The girl peeled off one for him, handed it to him, and insisted gently, “You’ll know when you taste it.”

   Xie Shian didn’t know why, but he still picked it up.

   Under the expectant gaze of the girl, he put it in his mouth.

   A wisp of milky sweetness spread across the bitter and numb tongue.

   With a light smile on her brows and eyes, she asked him, “Is it sweet?”

   Xie Shi’an’s lips moved, and he said hoarsely, “Sweet.”

   That was the first word he said that day, and the acquaintance between them began from there.

   She put a handful of candy in his hand and said with a smile, “Then give it all to you, I hope they can turn your bad mood into a sweet good mood.”

   His bad mood did not sweeten.

   But it was indeed because of the girl in front of him, and because of the candy she gave, a little bit was transferred.

   That may be the most memorable candy in his life, not only because the candy is really sweet, but also because of the kindness and warmth that the girl inadvertently gave him.

   Knowing that they are all going to study in a certain country in Europe, and the schools they are going to go to are not far away, the girl was very surprised, and turned her head slightly: “My name is Sang Qianqian, how about you?”

   At that time, a ray of sunlight came in through the porthole of the engine room, and her fair and clear face had a sweet smile, like a layer of holy light.

   Xie Shi’an stared at her for a long time before he said, “My name is Xie Shi’an.”

  Before getting on the plane, he only had a disheartened hatred of this world, and had no hope at all.

When   Ke got off the plane, he looked at Sang Qian and waved at him with a smile, saying goodbye to him.

   He suddenly felt that this seemingly ugly world did not seem to be useless.

  Every weekend, he would go to Sang Qianqian’s school to see her.

   She was very busy with her studies. Sometimes the two would sit down for a simple meal and have a cup of coffee. Sometimes, when he only had time to say a few words to her, she hugged the book and hurried away.

   He didn’t study medicine at first, he actually had no interest in anything, and it didn’t matter what he studied.

   But because of Sang Qianqian, he later transferred to the medical department, just to have more common language with her.

   Knowing that she wanted to graduate early and return to Yuecheng, he also studied hard, successfully graduated with her, and later went to work in the same hospital.

   He knew that Sang Qianqian had rejected many people’s confessions, and knew that she was slow to love and didn’t want to fall in love too early.

   So he has been waiting patiently, staying by her side gently at a distance and in a way that she can accept.

  The night Sang Qianqian finally agreed to be his girlfriend, Xie Shian was so excited that he didn’t sleep all night.

   I went out before four in the morning. After searching around, I finally found a flower shop that had just opened and bought a bunch of dewy flowers. It was only after five when I arrived at the hospital.

   But he was not sleepy at all, and was full of energy throughout the day.

   The joy of that day, perhaps, he could never relive for the rest of his life.

   Because there will be no more ecstasy than that day.

   What Xie Shian regretted most was that he followed Ruan Cheng’s arrangement and returned to the capital.

  It’s a pity that there is no path to regret in this world.

   If you make a wrong step, you will turn around and you will be right and wrong, and it will be hard to recover.

  Sang Qianqian was silent for a long time, feeling inexplicable in his heart.

  At the beginning, she just felt that the emotions of the teenagers around her were not right, and she felt like she had suffered a major change.

  I wanted to talk to him to persuade him, but I didn’t know how to say it, so I pretended to drop the lipstick, ask him to pick it up, and gave him some candy, hoping to make the other person feel better.

   But I didn’t expect that I would get to know Xie Shian later and become friends.

   I didn’t expect that Xie Shi’an would like her and stay with her for four years.

  Sometimes the fate between people is really hard to say.

When    broke up with Xie Shi’an, she was actually depressed and troubled for a while.

   At that time, who could believe that she went to Mingcheng, and within three months, she was with Shen Hanyu and promised to marry him.

   Fate may be deep or shallow, but life is hard to say right or wrong.

  Sometimes life is precisely in the constant misses and regrets in order to achieve the ultimate consummation.

   can only say that some people, if they miss it, they miss it.

  Sang Qianqian finally raised her eyes and smiled at Xie Shian, “Shian, close your eyes, I have something for you.”

  Xie Shi’an looked at her deeply, and clenched his hands subconsciously.

   He closed his eyes, in front of him, it was pitch black, and the surroundings were silent.

   I could only hear that she was in her bag, taking something out in a rustling manner, “Shi An, stretch out your hand.”

   Xie Shian stretched out his hand, and felt what her soft and warm fingers had placed in his palm.

   seems to be a piece of things, is it the candy she gave him back then?

  Xie Shian’s throat seemed to be choked by something, “Qianqian.”

   He wanted to open his eyes, however, the girl’s soft hands covered his eyes, “Shi An, don’t open your eyes, you’ll be fine soon.”

   Xie Shi’an was about to speak when a sharp pain suddenly came from his wrist, like the tingling sensation of a needle injected into the skin.

   After a few seconds, that tingling sensation disappeared.

   Sang Qianqian’s soft voice came from her ear, “Shi An, I have a few more questions to ask you, what do I ask, what do you answer, and tell me all the truth you know, okay?”

  Her voice was like a gentle wind, blowing intoxicated, confused, and a little bit bewitching.

   All of Xie Shi’an’s perceptions seemed to be gathered in her voice, following her involuntarily, falling into a dream that was both illusory and not real.

   (end of this chapter)