Vol 2 Chapter 46 Head-to-head contest
When Jian Wei asked about our previous relationship, I felt in a trance. Sometimes, I was even infected by Jian Wei’s state of forgetting the past, and my heart became indifferent to the unforgettable past with her. But at this time, some feelings about the past were lingering in his heart, so some couldn’t find a suitable way to answer her.
“Zhaoyang, what was the relationship between us?”
I finally replied: “We are very good friends, that’s why my uncle asked me to do this for him… You haven’t answered me yet, which country do you want to go to!”
“I don’t want to go to any country…!”
I heard some emotions in Jian Wei’s tone, and asked with concern: “What’s wrong?…Why don’t you want to live abroad?”
“I’m waiting for someone to pick me up.”
I probably understood that the person Jian Wei was talking about was Mo Zishi, so I replied: “Why do you have to wait for him to pick you up?…If you like, you can also take the initiative to find him. ”
“I’m not an active person…” Speaking of this, Jian Wei looked back at me again, and after a pause, she said, “Yan Yan told me that if I could take the initiative in the past, many things would be easy.” It won’t be the current situation, since I used to be a person who would not take the initiative, why should I destroy my original character now?…Wait a little longer, maybe he will come to pick me up.”
I suddenly had a deep feeling in my heart. If Jian Wei can take the initiative and give me some opportunities after she returns to China, maybe we will start over again regardless of everything. The pain after the breakup is so painful that we will start again regardless of the past…
It’s a pity: we are not active people, so we have joined forces to create the current situation that is difficult to evaluate in words. Sometimes, I will think in a trance that if the woman I marry is the one I miss ten thousand times. What kind of situation will Jian Wei be in at this time? …However, this is just an imagination. What is in front of me is the irreversible right and wrong and the passage of time. Based on reality, I stand beside Jian Wei, and I can think of those pictures about the future , really not much anymore… So, for me, she is a passerby who occupies more than half of my youth, and for her who has lost her memory, I am just a kind dog… That’s all!
I finally smiled and said to her: “I think Yan Yan told you this in the hope that you would take the initiative, but if you still passively wait, you may end up in a worse situation than you are now! .. …Aren’t you afraid?…After living for so many years, we all know that many opportunities just pass by in a flash!”
“If I have to take the initiative to achieve happiness, I don’t think it is necessarily happiness.”
I looked at her face, and didn’t know what to say for a moment, because she looked so paranoid at the moment, but she seemed to have some truth, so that it was neither right for me to refute her nor to agree with her… ….
Seeing that I had no words, Jian Wei also lost the desire to continue. She sat by the bed, took out the tablet again, and tried different power-on passwords, while I just stood by the sofa and watched I stayed with her until she gave up, until she issued an order to evict me, and then stepped on the snow outside the house and left the nursing home where Jian Wei lived for more than half a year.
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Tomorrow is the day when Le Yao’s new film will premiere nationwide. I chatted with Robben about her film in a tavern. The film failed to achieve the expected box office, and Robben held the opposite opinion with me. He felt that this ending was different from those **** routines in Korean dramas. A work is a work of art.
Therefore, I argued fiercely with Robben and made a bet that if the box office of this film can finally exceed 400 million, I will sing the song Robben wrote for this film in a female costume during the next tour. On the other hand, if it cannot break 400 million, then Robben will do this shameful thing.
Maybe it was because I drank some wine, and I brought up his emotional affairs with Robben again, and I asked him: “This year is about to pass, and you are one year older. I really want to Listening to you tell your buddies with your heart out: Have you seriously thought about starting a family and starting a business by yourself?”
Robben took a sip of his wine and asked, “Who will you marry?
“Don’t be hypocritical, this matter is not difficult for you… As you can see, even cc is married, some feelings can really be let go.”
“Then you let it go, why wait for Mi Cai to come back?”
“Aren’t you being arrogant?…Our situation is not comparable at all!”
“It seems to me that they are all the same… just stop talking nonsense, they are all people who don’t know how to live, there is no need to run on each other… drink, wine is a good thing, drink… …” Robben poured a whole glass of white wine into his mouth as he spoke, he already showed signs of drinking high, I know that since he saw CC last time, his mood has been depressed, and the tragedy of his life That is: when Wei Manwen was needed the most, CC was by his side, and when CC was needed, the one who stayed by his side was Wei Manwen who had changed her heart…… But it is unreasonable for love What he can do is to catch him without a fight, and then turn himself into a donkey who is so sad that he doesn’t know what to do!
This night, I stuffed the drunk Robben into the apartment where he lived, and simply lay down on his bed. When everything quieted down, I thought of last year again, although at that time I I can’t say how happy I am with Mi Cai, but we are together after all, and now, although we are fighting for our careers in different countries and have made great achievements, we are separated after all.. ….
I was also thinking, when will Mi Cai feel that it is time to return to China? Will she be able to understand how I feel like I’m living like a year now?
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Three days later in the afternoon, Chen Jingming came to my office with a check worth 15 million from the Finance Department. He handed the check to me and exchanged with me the recent work Things, we’re all excited about the strong momentum the company is showing right now.
I said to Chen Jingming: “Mr. Chen, I think the conditions are ripe now. I plan to open a most professional travel equipment sales website on the Internet platform, which can be regarded as the preliminary preparation for the company to enter the e-commerce field.”
“Mr. Zhao, I don’t think it is necessary to conduct such a small-scale water test. Now is the time when our company has the best reputation. It is not only easy to attract investment, but also very conducive to building a high-quality brand image…so , I think now is the best time to fully enter the e-commerce field, and the products we want to sell are by no means limited to travel products.”
I immediately denied it: “Mr. Chen, this is too aggressive. We have not yet opened up many supply channels. Although I am very interested in the e-commerce field, I have a clearer understanding of the company’s own situation. …At this stage, we are not suitable for entering the e-commerce field in an all-round way. The resources we have now cannot be compared with Zhuomei. It can be said that Zhuomei’s entry into the e-commerce field has been honed for ten years, but what about us? ?…Even testing the waters requires courage!”
Chen Jingming reminded with a serious face: “Mr. Zhao, it’s not Zhuo Mei anymore, it’s Wan Sen!”
“Sorry, this is my slip of the tongue… But you must be able to understand what I mean, and fully enter the e-commerce field, then what we need to do is a super-large financing, are you sure about this? ”
“Well, we can seek cooperation with Mr. An’s Tianyang Group. Did you forget that Tianyang Group wanted to invest in Zhuomei last year just to enter the e-commerce field?”
“Yes, Zhuomei has all the resources Tianyang Group needs to enter the e-commerce field, but what does our company have? What do you want me to use to discuss this huge financing with Mr. An?…… Besides, if there is this money, Tianyang Group can do this project by itself, why bother to cooperate with us?…Mr. Chen, I am really puzzled, how can you, who has rich experience in the workplace, How about making such a common-sense mistake?”
“I’m sorry, Mr. Zhao…Maybe it’s because I’m still brooding about Zhuomei’s affairs!…But I still insist on my own opinion. I think that as long as the company wants to do it, it can definitely do it. To complete this project, we must enter this field as soon as possible, otherwise we will be left farther and farther away by the traditional old e-commerce…”
I replied sincerely: “Mr. Chen, I understand what you said… I am willing to try it, but I can’t guarantee the result, because no investor dares to invest so much Money is being thrown at us, a company that has almost no resources in e-commerce.”
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After the communication with Chen Jingming, I was troubled by the lack of resources. I really wanted to enter the e-commerce field in an all-round way. Unfortunately, we are only a company engaged in the tourism industry after all, and the possibility of such transformation is extremely slim. Almost, but I am still willing to give it a try, and I have long realized that Fangyuan and I will have a head-to-head contest in this field. For me, this is an opportunity and even the biggest challenge in my life.
When I got off work, I called President Sun, and then made an appointment with him in a teahouse, planning to ask him to return the 15 million to the person who helped us anonymously. I also hope that after returning the money, I can Let him reduce some psychological burdens, and reveal to me who the person who helped Simei advertising is.