Vol 2 Chapter 51 the taste of the ending

This lace news about Fangyuan surprised me. I can’t believe that Fangyuan, who is thoughtful, would expose such a thing to the public. After all, he is not from the entertainment industry, and he doesn’t need such incidents to hype himself. On the contrary, this will have an extremely strong negative impact on him in the business world, and how Mi Zhongde and Mi Lan view this incident is worth pondering.

   But there is no need to guess, the relationship between Fang Yuan and Mi Lan has already cracked! There have been signs of this before.

  It was getting dark just like that. After I ate some snacks for dinner, I left this “Mochou Coffee Shop” on Mochou Road. I returned to Suzhou and got ready for tomorrow’s work.

This night, I dealt with some work emails in the old house, and I planned to go to the snack bar next to the moat to have some supper, because a large garment processing factory opened nearby, so this snack bar can do The businesses of those working on the night shift often run until late at night.

  This is very convenient for me, but unfortunately it also changed the artistic conception here, because the moat is no longer the moat it used to be, so I often finish my supper late at night, standing by the river and lamenting that the sea has changed.

After supper, it was already late at night, and I was not in a hurry to go back. I put on the one-piece cap on my clothes, stood by the guardrail by the river and lit a cigarette, and I just wanted to stay here for a cigarette Because the garment processing factory will be off night shift later, and the road along the river will become very noisy, without any deep night mood. I don’t like this situation very much!

I flicked the cigarette ash in my hand, and subconsciously turned my head to look sideways. I was surprised to find that Jian Wei, who was also wearing a one-piece cap, was walking towards me. We were here separately in the morning and late at night. Met once.

   We were all surprised!

  I put down my hat and looked at her, she stopped beside me, her body was so slender against the moonlight, I could even smell the faint fragrance of her body in the rippling breeze.

   “Why are you here again?”

Jian Wei leaned against the guardrail, she didn’t answer me immediately, but played with the buttons on the one-piece cap, and then said to me: “I just want to find a place for myself at night, I think this place is good, anyway, it’s far away from me. The nursing home where I live is not far away.”

   “Isn’t it far?…The nursing home is nearly two kilometers away!”

   “For a man with nothing to do, is two kilometers far?”

I looked at Jian Wei’s haggard face, and said after a long time: “I always feel that there is something else in your words… Do you want to change your current life? You don’t want to be idle like this !”

  Jian Wei looked at the calm river until a gust of wind blew up ripples, she finally said: “Yes… I decided to go to America with Dr. Mo to live!”

   “Uh…” I stopped, then raised my hand, took a deep breath on the cigarette, forced out some smiles, and asked, “When are you going to leave?”

   “I have all the procedures for going to the United States, so I can leave at any time.”

“Um……”

The wind continued to blow past us, as if blowing out the sorrow of the whole city. Jian Wei lowered her head and looked at the river below her. , Even time that seems to be immortal will have an end, and my end must be in a foreign country after turning around. I heard that my parents think so too, and they all hope that I will leave this place of right and wrong.”

   “Jian Wei, listen to me, leaving is not the end for you, but a new beginning.”

   “How I think is my own business, I don’t need you to give me another answer.”

   “Yes, yes…as long as you’re happy, I don’t have to talk.”

After my compromise, we fell into silence. At this time, the garment factory finally got off the night shift. The originally quiet road was filled with the sound of electric cars and conversations. She felt very uncomfortable, she turned to look, and then covered her ears, she hated the sudden noise, maybe, when I meet in the morning, I should tell her all the changes that have happened here, so that she can tell her in advance I’m mentally prepared… But, I really can’t predict that she will come to this place again in the middle of the night.

  Jian Wei patted off the dust on the guardrail with her hands, the breath from our mouths seemed to turn into pure white smoke, diffused along the light from the street lamps, and the world finally became quiet again.

Jian Wei shook her head, she did not say goodbye as she did in the morning, and walked along the river embankment road in the direction of going back. It took me a long time to realize that I was going to drive her back, but she happened to be waiting for a while on the road. A passing taxi disappeared in a blink of an eye by the foggy moat… I felt a little empty because of this, but I couldn’t express it!

  …

Two days later, Jian Wei left without saying goodbye, and even Mo Zishi didn’t say hello to me. They left Suzhou together and went to the United States. It was not until evening that Yan Yan came to my office and told me the news .

I didn’t say anything, just poured myself a cup of hot tea, then stood by the window, looking at every passing car that appeared in sight, as if I saw the parting and the reunion… .I finally smiled and asked Yan Yan: “Will she come back?”

  Yan Yan shook her head, and replied: “She didn’t say whether she would come back, she left very calmly!”

  I murmured in a low voice: “Very good…Actually, very good…Is it good, is it good?…Maybe good, maybe not!”

As I read, read, I felt tears rolling in my eyes. I remembered the scene of seeing Jian Wei at the moat two days ago, and the scene after scene that happened in the past two years. I can’t forget The scene of her jumping into the moat and desperately trying to save me, and I can’t forget that she poured gasoline with me in Xiaoyun’s flower shop, and said that sentence to the mob, we will die together!

I thought of the earlier years: she hated me very much, hated my inaction, she cried and quarreled with me because of this, she also loved me very much, loved the city in the sky I described to her, loved the city I brought to her. Every bit of her warmth and joy…

The sour tears finally fell from my eyes, and I realized that these emotions will never be there again, and she will never appear in my life again… Everything Everything must have an end. This is not wrong. Jian Wei and I started in Suzhou and ended in Suzhou. From then on, she is her and I am me… Maybe even remembering each other has become a luxury At this point, I finally feel a taste of the ending, some people will leave after all, and some people will come back after all… This is not a law, but it is human, nothing more!

At this time, Yan Yan came to my side, she took out the familiar tablet computer from her handbag, and she said to me: “Zhaoyang, this is the one that Weiwei asked me to return to you before she left.” , she said… she didn’t want to take this thing away, I don’t know why she did it, did she remember something?”

  I took the computer from Yan Yan, without saying anything, until I felt calmer, then I turned on the tablet, and then entered the string of familiar passwords…

My heartbeat started to speed up, and I saw the folder again, but it was no longer encrypted, and the password was lifted… I opened the notepad in the file with trembling fingers, and besides the title, there was There is no content anymore…….

I sat back on the sofa with some exhaustion, and I finally understood that when I met Jian Wei by the moat twice, she had already remembered everything that happened by the moat, but she didn’t say anything, just gave me This tablet that has been stripped of everything…

   She is reborn! Our past is also extinguished…

  It seems that our years have been condensed into four words at this moment… Loved, missed!

  Hehe, everything seems to be just a dizziness in fate! Sometimes real, sometimes illusory like bubbles…

  …….

After a tiring day, I returned to the old house, but when I was about to open the door, I found a postcard in the mailbox that had been empty all the time. I quickly took out the postcard from it. postcard, so this must have been sent back to me by Mi Cai…

   She wrote in English: “The world is so big, this is my hometown… Dear Yang, I wish you a happy new year in advance and smooth work! Miss your rice color!”

  I raised my head, closed my eyes, and put the postcard on my chest. I could feel that Mi Cai was getting more and more active… Is she coming back? Are you really coming back? We have been separated for almost a year, and this process has been so long that it seems to have turned me into an old man who has no vitality.

I went back to the house, put the postcard in front of my eyes and read it over and over again. I seemed to be able to see Mi Cai’s expression when she wrote these words of blessing. She wrote the word “Missing” so heavily. Miss me… If you miss me so much, come back quickly!

I thought this way: If she could come back before the year, our family, including my father and mother, could be reunited in Suzhou, the city that has entrusted us with the rest of our lives. approved ending.

The night was already bottomless, and I persistently put my hand on this postcard and refused to let go. For the first time, I felt that Mi Cai was so close to me, because her hand was like mine a few days ago. Put it on this postcard, at this moment, there is no insurmountable distance between us, it is just the distance of a postcard!