Vol 2 Chapter 54 are masters of life

Wei Manwen has completed all the formalities and left the payment desk. She and Robben finally have space to stand together, but they don’t look like a couple of lovers. At this time, Wei Manwen is wearing a washed-up white dress. Jeans, and a padded jacket that has no style at all, and the black jacket on Luo itself is already worth more than ten thousand…

   Robben took off his jacket and the platinum ring on his finger. He put these on my hand, and said softly to Wei Manwen: “Come with me!”

   Wei Manwen seemed to have lost any emotion. She shook her head indifferently, and replied: “My parents are already on their way to the hospital. I will go back to Beijing with them. That is my home.”

   “Beijing is also my home!”

“Roben, we have hurt each other too much in this life, and the one who is most sorry is the other…I have already told you very clearly last time, I don’t want to experience those pasts anymore, and I don’t want to go to the past again. Looking forward to the future related to you……Let me live this life peacefully, okay?……The man I need is not you, and the woman you need may not be me.”

Robben’s lips were trembling and he couldn’t speak, so I hurriedly said on his behalf: “Mr. Wei, don’t hold on to the idea of ​​success at this time, cc is already married…you and Robben should Lovers get married!”

“My decision has nothing to do with anyone… Live a good life! Robben, don’t look for me anymore, we are not people in the same world, not in the past, nor in the future.” Wei Manwen finished this sentence calmly After speaking, he walked towards the exit from the hospital. Robben caught up with her and followed her without saying anything.

Walking out of the gate of the hospital, the sun was still shining softly on every corner of the city, and Wei Manwen finally stopped, she was waiting for her parents, Robben looked at her earnestly and said: “I know that Zhou Hang Just passed away, it is not practical for you to talk about love immediately, so I am willing to give you time…”

  Wei Manwen looked at Robben: “Falling in love?…Is it really important?…It sounds so hypocritical!…What I want is to live, to live.”

   “I can give you life too.”

“Robben…I don’t know how to explain it to you, but I really don’t have any desire to live with you anymore! I beg you to let me go…I really very tired!”

Robben stood there blankly, and I was stunned. Maybe it was really a pair of lovers who had been separated for too long, each experienced life and understood life. Many things can no longer be unified. For Wei Manwen, Robben has never changed. And she has transformed from the indifferent girl many years ago to the mountain village woman who has gone through the hardships of life and tasted the sorrows of the world. Perhaps, except for the little love in her heart, she and Robben have completely There is no place for unity. After rational analysis, they live together too reluctantly, and the so-called lovers will eventually get married is just a poignant fantasy that is somewhat unreal!

yes! How could an artist live with a woman who came out of a mountain village? How should their values, world outlook, and outlook on life be unified? If you really try your best to reconnect, it’s better to see through the emptiness of love and find a suitable person to live with each other. I think this is the fundamental reason why Wei Manwen said over and over again that she was tired.

Relatively silently, a middle-aged couple in their 50s came towards us. Robben’s face paled for a while. I already guessed that the people who came were Wei Manwen’s parents, otherwise no one would have given Robben such an honor. It was a big shock, and also, they really have the temperament of a scholarly family. It is a pity that they read the books of sages, but they did an extremely stupid thing with the feudal thinking of the right family. They destroyed Robben with one hand. The relationship with Wei Manwen was supposed to bear fruit.

  Wei Manwen’s parents have come before us, Wei Manwen seems to be a subconscious action, she is close to her parents, far away from Robben……

Wei’s father held Wei Manwen’s face in his hands, and couldn’t help crying. He choked up and said, “Manwen…have suffered for you these years. It’s because parents are too selfish, thinking that they want you to be happy from your perspective. , but forced you to walk on a road full of thorns… We should confess to you!”

  Wei Manwen had no more tears. She shook her head without any hatred, and said softly, “Dad, you don’t need to feel guilty. It’s because my daughter was too pessimistic and rebellious.”

Mother Wei also held Wei Manwen’s somewhat rough hands and wept, as if the sunshine all over the sky could not dissolve the sadness that was imprinted by time, until Wei Manwen wiped away the tears for her parents, until she whispered: “Dad, Mom, take your daughter back to Beijing, I don’t want to go anywhere, I just want to stay by your side… Please accept me! Forgive me!”

Wei’s father and Wei’s mother hugged Wei Manwen tightly, but Robben suddenly cried bitterly. He seemed to complain to them with a voice from the soul: “Why…why did you force us so hard in the first place? Why couldn’t you Give me a little patience, give me even a little chance…You all despise me as a music maker, without money and social status…but now I have money and status, but I I can’t get anything… Can you tell me what I did wrong, give me an answer, give me an answer!”

Wei’s father and Wei’s mother lowered their heads. Robben’s emotions were out of control. He took the jacket back from my hand, took out a few checks from it, and raised them in his hands. He whimpered and said, “Did you see this? It’s a check with a face value of 150,000, which is my payment for a commercial performance. This is the salary I got as a music producer, and it’s also 100,000. If I want, I can do dozens of performances a year This kind of commercial performance…I want to ask you, is this money enough to feed a family and support your daughter?…Why can’t you give me a little chance, a little time?. …..You say, why is this?…How many people have been tragic by your stupid decision, have you seen it again?”

Wei Manwen looked at Robben, and replied with a terrified rationality: “Roben, don’t blame my parents, it was because we did too many things wrong at that time, if I didn’t insist on coming to Suzhou to find you back then, I would have endured loneliness Beijing is waiting for you, maybe, after a few years you have stabilized your life, and you come back to me, it will be a good story……If, you don’t use your emotions, think smart, and play that drama with other women in front of me , I will not leave, and I will not suffer from depression after returning to Beijing… It is our own fault that is too thorough, so I hope you can let love with a magnanimous heart, and the best way to survive Good way out…I wish you happiness, happier than me!…Goodbye!”

After Wei Manwen finished speaking, she took her parents to the place where the taxi was parked. Robben gritted his teeth and watched silently until the taxi completely disappeared from our sight. He finally collapsed and sat on the ground. He crumpled the check in his hand and kept repeating: “Why…why…why?”

  …

Three days later, after the memorial service was held, Zhou Hang’s ashes were scattered into the sea, and Wei Manwen quietly returned to Beijing with her parents. She didn’t give Robben any more chances. It is said that she later married a divorced The university professor at the university got married quickly, and then found a job as a teacher, continuing the glory of her scholarly family… And this is her final ending in this story of mine.. …Unfortunately: I was not lucky enough to meet her again, and I don’t know whether her life after her new choice is still living in hidden dangers, or completely happy! …But the only thing that is certain is: Robben will always occupy the most secret place in her heart, gradually dispensable!

  How embarrassing this is! Even Zhou Hang didn’t understand the truest thoughts in Wei Manwen’s heart, so he used his last strength to entrust Wei Manwen to Robben, but it was all in vain after all. This woman didn’t want to be dragged down by life anymore, she finally thought for herself The lifestyle you want is boldly chosen once!

Compared to Wei Manwen who had no news later, cc’s happiness was very real in front of us. She gave birth to a fat boy weighing 7 pounds on the morning of the first day of the new year, and I also experienced it because of this. The first day of the new year was the most special day in my life. This morning, amidst the sound of firecrackers, I stayed by her bedside with her husband, Yao Di.

After all, her body is very good, and she still chatted with us for a long time after giving birth. She and Yao Di had some differences because of the child’s name. In the end, I said to them with the principle of making big things small: “It is important to name the child. In my opinion, there are a few principles: first, it should be fluent; second, it must have a certain commemorative significance; people! . . . lol!”

  Yao Di didn’t know me very well, so he didn’t know what kind of routine I was, so he said to me very sincerely: “Brother Zhaoyang, please give me a name for this big fat boy in our family.”

I thought for a while and said: “This fat boy was born on the first day of the Lunar New Year. Let’s just call him the first day of Yao Chu. He is casual, commemorative, and easy to remember. If you calm down and feel it carefully, you will find that this The name also has a little literary and fresh taste!…It’s really good!”

Yao Di and CC exchanged a look, and they actually nodded in agreement. Maybe this has something to do with their more casual and free personality, so I believe that this fat boy named Yao Chuyi will definitely be in the future. Live carefree in life, because his name is too irresponsible, so correspondingly, he should also have a character that is not bound by responsibilities and burdens!

In the afternoon, Robben also rushed over from Beijing. This was the first time he met with cc after he came back from Zhi cc. He must have sincerely wished cc…because in this foggy forest of life In the process, everyone has clearly defined their own direction.

While we were chatting hotly, a woman wearing a mask and a baseball cap also came to CC’s rest room. When she took off the mask, Robben asked in surprise, “Yang Youqi, why are you here? ”

Not only Robben was surprised, but we were even more surprised, because this woman named Yang Youqi is a popular female singer in the music world. She has won several heavyweight music awards after her debut for just over a year. Her father is even more famous in the music world. She is a big-name music producer, and her mother is also a music professor at a well-known music academy. She can be said to be a big-name female singer with a strong root!

Yang Youqi smiled at us and said: “Hello, friends of Robben… Let me introduce myself, my name is Yang Youqi, Robben is my music producer, we have known each other before he went to the United States ! I appreciate his musical talent!”

   “Oh…!” Everyone made a sudden realization expression.

The situation in front of us no longer requires us to guess… because no woman will come to find a man on the afternoon of the first day of the new year for no reason, and bravely face a group of friends of this man them.

I have to lament the power of time, it seems to have abandoned us, but it has given us many opportunities for rebirth… On this day, we welcomed a little life, and also saw a like-minded love in bud……

At this time, Le Yao… No, it was Xiao Yao, she and Cao Jinfei also came here, and gave blessings to cc and Yao Di… After that, Xiao Yao (please forgive me for not being able to Xiao Yao shouted fluently), after that, Le Yao and Yang Youqi also surprised each other, one of them is a big name in the film industry, and the other is a super rookie in the music industry, and because of this fate, they met in a small lounge… …So after the two greeted each other, they chatted speculatively.

I am still not used to the environment with too many people, especially when they are in pairs, so I left the lounge silently, stood by the window at the end of the corridor and lit a cigarette that can burn loneliness.. …I think of Mi Cai, and many people who are no longer by my side but have a good life……

I have some understanding, in fact, life is not that complicated, we will suffer because of choices, and we will also be reborn because of choices… And the real masters of life must be those who dare to choose, such as Wei Manwen, such as cc , such as Jian Wei, such as Le Yao…

and I? I am not a low hand in life, I still persistently choose to wait for Mi Cai… She should come back, really should come back!

  I am very eager to let her see how gentle the sun is in the winter after she left, and how often it shines on this world that needs warmth! …

As for time, time has changed a lot, but it is nothing to us… We have never held each other’s hands and bickered, and we have never seen each other’s bright smiles. In the business field that I am good at, I feel like a fish in water, and the sun is shining in the four seasons when I am walking on the road of literature and art!

(No matter how you write, you will always be scolded by some people… It seems that being scolded is a fate that a writer cannot escape… But I still want to say that there are so many rational and reasonable things in life. Foreshadowing, how can you expect so many things. Regarding Wei Manwen, if you rationally analyze her experience over the years, you will know that she and Robben are impossible, but according to the routine of the novel, they can be together, and they seem to be together. Reasonable…reasonable ass!…Smart readers have long regarded the mistakes of the male and female protagonists in this book as negative teaching materials, and then muffled Transform yourself into a master of life…… what about the other part? Still looking for various reasons, scolding the plot, scolding the author, and then shaping myself into a model of morality, exuding the brilliance of helping the world)