Chapter 330 total recall

   Chapter 330 Comprehensive Recall

   “Doctor Gu, Doctor Gu? Haven’t you left yet?”

   I vaguely heard an intimate voice speaking.

  Who? so noisy…

  Gu He was awakened by the strong scent of perfume, opened his eyes in discomfort, looked around, and was stunned.

sweating a lot!

He was lying on a desk, as if he had just fallen asleep, the computer screen on the desk was still lit, and the window of the instant chat software kept coming in new messages, and a cleaning aunt with a broom next to him was asking questions. he.

  This, 80% of the time I have crossed, and 20% of it is crazy…

Gu He stood up blankly. This is a psychological counseling room. There is a set of fabric sofas, log bookshelves full of books, warm wallpaper, a few art paintings with positive psychological hints hanging on the wall, and a pot in the corner is well-kept. Good fortune tree.

   looks like his own counseling room…

  Suddenly, he was violently dizzy, and some memory images emerged in his mind.

  Wild Dog, Streamer City, Fish Pond, Red Rain Group, Lorna, Key Program, Mind Network…

   “Doctor Gu?” The aunt asked again with a smile, “Isn’t today 520 Valentine’s Day, don’t you want to go on a date with your girlfriend?”

   “Uh…my girlfriend, not here…” Gu He said blankly.

   “Long-distance relationship.” Auntie’s gossip came up, “That’s pretty hard, right?”

   “Well…” Gu He had too many questions in his heart, so he didn’t have time to gossip with Auntie, he just made a few perfunctory words.

   He walked around the consultation room, walked into the bathroom, and looked in the mirror, he was right.

   He focused on using the extraordinary program, there was no response at all, and there was no console. There was no longer that extraordinary feeling in his mind, there was no interface and no prompt box, just ordinary.

   Aunt Cleaning left, Gu He walked back to the desk, closed the chat windows that said “Mr. Xiaohe, thank you”, and ignored the red envelopes sent.

   He picked up a mobile phone on the table and pressed it, the long-lost smartphone.

  May 20th, whether it is computer time, mobile phone time, or the news you watch online, it is now May 20th.

   That is, the day when he crossed into Liuguang City.

   Gu He walked to the window of the consultation room and looked out the window.

The    consultation room is located on the eighth floor of this commercial building, from which you can see the street scene outside.

   As the evening approaches, there are not so many neon lights, and there are no street dogs all over the street. From the passers-by, you can’t see fancy clothes, but they are all in ordinary modern style. There are many people wearing Dongtu sportswear.

  Students in school uniforms, young parents dragging their children, hawkers who set up stalls, aunts and aunts, there are also many.

  This technology, this era, this urban scene, really came back, this is Jianghai City.

   “Mom, should I be happy…” Gu He was at a loss.

   Obviously, I was so hopeful that I could travel back through time, but at this time I was a little lost.

  Lorna, Lorna. He grabbed his head, Lorna was still in Liuguang City, and so were everyone.

   But, what’s going on here?

   He looked at the computer and checked it carefully. The main unit, LCD screen, keyboard, mouse… there were no signs of electricity leakage, all in good condition.

  A dream? Nonsense, every detail, those experiences and moods, I remember clearly, is it worn back…

  At that time, in the key maze.

  Gu He sat on the office chair and thought carefully about the final situation when his mood calmed down.

   At that time, he and Fat Dahai were facing a light group. Fat Dahai said that it was a big consciousness of the heart network. He felt that he could not defeat the other party. He was submerged by the light group, and that was it.

   Could this be the heart net fantasy?

   Gu He suddenly had a frightening thought, the words of a fantasy world in his heart.

   However, he turned his head to look around, moved his hands and feet, whether it was perception such as sight, hearing, smell, or thoughts, he didn’t feel any strangeness.

   This is too real…

   “Wait, Fat Dahai seems to have said that the great consciousness of the heart network can create all perceptions.

   “If all the information the brain receives from the real world is simulated, isn’t it, it will be like this…”

   Gu He thought so, the brain in the vat?

   Those who are trapped by the fantasy script created by Shukichi Sakai will not feel that they are in a fantasy world, and Vivian’s new K-level program, fantasy life, this situation is possible.

   The more he thought about it, the more he felt a little weird, but looking at everything around him, maybe it was just paranoia.

  Did he come back from time travel, he fell into a fantasy, or he went crazy.

  Gu He picked up a thermos cup on the table, opened it, and took a mouthful of wolfberry water. The water was still warm, but this thermos cup couldn’t speak, and there was no problem with drinking water.

   Let’s move around and see what’s going on.

   With this idea in mind, Gu He used his mobile phone to make a lot of calls, calling his parents and friends.

   “Hello, Mom? It’s nothing, just make a phone call home, um… well, I know, don’t bother me with this, um…”

   “Hey, Qiangzi? Tonight? There’s no show. You know I don’t interact with clients, so it’s a violation of professional norms… Would you like to come out for a meal and work overtime? Alright, alright, you’re busy.”

   “Hey, ribs, come out to eat? Ah, when did you get a girlfriend, and you just confessed successfully? Oh congratulations.”

   The more Gu He talked on the phone, the more he scratched his head.

  No problem, it’s all long-lost but familiar people, they each have their own lives, and everything is working.

   His six months in Liuguang City seemed to be just a colorful dream.

   “Is it back?” Gu He picked up the thermos cup and left the counseling room.

   Not long after, he took the crowded elevator to the lobby on the first floor of the building and went to the commercial street outside.

  The night has fallen, and there are more pedestrians on the street, because there is a movie theater, couples dating in pairs, and residents of nearby neighborhoods walking their dogs. The traffic flow on the road is constant.

  Gu He walked on the sidewalk, strolled, looked around, and bought things from the small vendors.

   Gradually, he stopped and let out a long breath.

   This feeling, the feeling of safety and order, is really good.

   There will be no bank thugs or gang members who will suddenly appear. People are living a normal life. He is also a young talent with a successful career and a teacher of Xiaohe who is gradually becoming famous.

   But, there is an important person in that place, Lorna…

   “In the world over there, am I on a flat line now, and I didn’t go back, Lorna, and everyone, are you sad?”

   Gu He thought, and his heart ached.

  What did I try so hard for? It was a smile, a hope, a dream, and I said that I must go back.

   Now, what a joke, I can’t let Lorna suffer this kind of result…

   “No, I have to figure out what’s going on first. If it’s an illusion, I have to go out quickly. If I really wear it back, I have to study whether it can be worn on both ends and whether I can bring Lorna and the others over.”

  Gu He walked hurriedly and ran on the road, trying to get his heart rate up.

   After running for a while, his physical fitness was obviously not as good as when he was an extraordinary person, so he was a little out of breath.

   Heart rate revs up, nerves rev up, adrenaline rushes, perception doesn’t change…

   “Hey, this young man!” An uncle who walked the dog was almost hit and was very displeased: “Where are the people in the street, what are you running for?”

   “I’m sorry, I’m sorry…” Gu He immediately apologized, he was used to the way he was in Liuguang City, let alone running on the street over there, he could fly, he slowed down and took a deep breath to adjust his breath.

   He looked at the people in the street, and continued to use some actions to test whether it was a fantasy.

   But, of course, he can’t have any excessive behavior, or he will have to spend the night in the guards.

   So it’s just some ordinary experimenting, shopping, eating, looking here and there, and randomly accosting passers-by.

   “Hello, do you know how to get to Liuguang City?” he asked a walking aunt.

   “Liuguang City? Never heard of it…” Auntie wondered, “Is it a store or something?”

   “Uh.” Gu He faced Aunt’s strange gaze, and knew that Liuguang City sounded like the name of a nightclub.

   Then he went to ask a young couple sitting on a roadside lounge chair.

   “Hello, I have a questionnaire here, can I ask you to do it?”

   “We’re not interested.” “Sell insurance, don’t buy it.” The couple drove him away with a cold attitude.

   He went to ask a girl in a high school sports uniform again, “Miss…”

   “What young lady, I’m a man.” The high school student interrupted, but didn’t get angry.

  Mom, Gu He was stunned, this is a girl’s hairstyle and makeup, I think you really have the qualifications to be an old dog.

   That’s it, he walked around and asked around, but he couldn’t find any clues.

“This is Xinwang’s illusion!” Gu He suddenly shouted at the night sky while he was still on the street, and decided to make a bigger one, “Xinwang’s big consciousness, come out, come out and pretend to be quite like, Fat Dahai, are you there? ,Come out!”

  The passers-by around    cast their gazes one after another, and walked away quickly, some people pointed.

   “Is he mentally ill?” “Don’t worry, walk around, be careful he cuts people.” “He’s dressed pretty well.”

  Gu He shouted, but there was no response except for being watched by passers-by. A nearby patrolman came to ask what was going on.

   He exhaled again, shook his head, and continued walking.

  As the night darkened, he returned to his rented apartment unit and lay on a bed with a comfortable mattress.

   Play games, watch news, watch videos, surf the Internet, chat with your smartphone without any problem.

  Assuming that this world is false, even if you know this fact, what way is there to prove it and decipher it?

  Gu He lay thinking for a long time, but he didn’t have a clue, so he jumped from the tall building? Then it could be a fall.

   Try to sleep, will he wear it back like this, or can he know something from the dream, if he is really in the illusion now, will he dream, will he dream of Lorna…

  Gu He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, stopped thinking, and let himself fall asleep.

   But his mind was still messy for a long time, and he gradually fell asleep.

  …

  I have dreams, I can dream, all kinds of dreams, but not many people dream of Liuguang City.

  From May 21st, “Xiaohe Psychological Counseling Center” will be closed.

  Jianghai City is a coastal city. Gu He went to the beach one day, stood on the beach looking at the sea, and called out a fat sea, only the sound of the waves and the different eyes of others around him.

   Is there any dolphin in this city? There are zoos and aquariums.

   In the next few days, Gu He went to these places one by one to see the dolphins there, but he still couldn’t find them.

After   , he flew back to his home city, went home to reunite with his parents, and went to see those old places, streets, schools, parks…

   After staying in his hometown for a week, he took a plane to other cities, wandering around and going to the next place.

   In the blink of an eye, it has been half a month since Gu He returned to this world.

   He went to many cities, many places.

   He was a lot quieter, and he didn’t know whether the illusion of the heart network could be so wide and last so long.

   He returned to Jianghai City again, and the Xiaohe Psychological Counseling Center opened again, serving customers who came to the door, going to work and leaving get off work.

   As the days passed, Gu He seemed to have regained the rhythm of his life, and the lost stability and future had been restored.

   In a month, everything in Liuguang City has become very distant, more and more like a dream.

   Often inexplicable sense of sight, often deja vu, but in the end nothing.

  Just, is it really like this, is it really like this…

   The figure in black leather pants still appeared in his mind again and again every day.

   On this day, Gu He did not go to his own consultation room, but went to another psychological clinic to find a senior sister, Liang Jiahui, whom he knew when he was studying. Everyone called her Sister Liang.

  Sister Liang is not only highly educated, but also has been practicing for many years. She also has the qualification of practicing psychiatry. She worked in the psychiatry department of a hospital and later opened a psychological clinic in partnership with others. She is a psychologist with real skills.

   “Xiaohe, why do you feel uncomfortable?”

   At this time, in Sister Liang’s simple and warm consultation room, Gu He lay down on a soft leather bench for clients.

   He didn’t make it clear on the phone before, he only said that he might be in a mental state.

  Sister Liang sat on the office chair next to her. She didn’t wear a white coat that would make customers nervous, just ordinary clothes. She had a round face that made people feel friendly, and she was always friendly.

   “Sister Liang, I want to ask you to hypnotize me.” Gu He said seriously, “I feel that I have lost some very important memories. I want you to help me awaken this possible hidden memory.”

   He thought about it, first whether it was a fantasy or not, if his personality cube is still intact, some information in it should just be blocked. In fact, it is still there, in the depths of his personality memory.

   Including his extraordinary program, console, mutilated key program, and even Vivian’s share of personality raw materials.

   As long as something is awakened, will his extraordinary abilities be restored, and will there be cracks in the illusion…

   At least, will there be any changes.

   He tried self-hypnosis, but was unable to complete it. Hypnosis often relies heavily on the guidance of a psychologist.

   Regardless of whether Sister Liang is part of the fantasy world, she can only try it now.

   “Hypnosis, amnesia?” Sister Liang was a little surprised, “Do you remember anything?”

“Let’s put it this way, I feel like I’ve been to another world, and my memory is very clear.” Gu He was still serious, “I have information in my head that I put into my head, but I can’t find it now, I want to get it back. ”

   He knew, really knew, that he was like schizophrenia.

   “Information?” Sister Liang listened, “It’s not just an experience, it’s like a file that you put in a computer?”

   “Yes.” Gu He nodded immediately, this is called professionalism.

   “Xiaohe, have you ever taken a film in the hospital…” Sister Liang added, also very serious: “Just check for brain damage, because some physical damage will directly lead to memory confusion.”

  Gu He really didn’t go to the hospital to make a film.

   Although he knew that Sister Liang was still a professional consideration, he still implored:

   “Just take me seriously and help me, if not, I’ll go make a film.”

   “Okay, okay.” Sister Liang smiled, pretending that he couldn’t do anything, she got up to connect him with medical equipment, and said, “I don’t judge your memory, I just help you find it out.”

  Gu He understood that Sister Liang wanted him to relax, no matter what her attitude was, because he should think she would not believe it.

  This world also has psychological equipment, which has nothing to do with alchemy, flesh and blood, but electricity.

   There are ECG monitors, ERP event-related potential electroencephalography, and GSR galvanic skin response amplification monitors.

   Sister Liang put electrodes on him and put on a hood, which made him feel like he was back on the truck again.

   It’s been a month since I came back here. I really don’t know how the time is converted. Over in the streamer city…

   As Gu He thought about it, he told Sister Liang some key words. This is the channel for rummaging through implicit memories:

   Streamer City, Fish Pond, Lorna Lude, Roton Lude, Vivienne…

   “The heart rate is a bit fast.” Sister Liang looked at the values ​​and lines on the monitoring screen, “Xiaohe, relax, relax again.”

  Gu He took another deep breath to calm down his heart rate.

   “Xiaohe, have you watched any movies recently?” Sister Liang started chatting with him, but found that her heart rate rose again.

   “Yes, a romance movie…” Gu He said.

   But Sister Liang needed him to be in a state of absolute relaxation and calmness, and immediately changed the subject.

   Hypnosis is not an easy task even with the aid of technological equipment.

   Maybe the psychiatrist in Liuguang City can do it, but here, the psychologist and hypnosis are not as exaggerated as in the film and television.

  The psychologist is not a mind reader, and the hypnotized person does not become confused.

  The brain is always awake, but the normal planning function declines, the mind is highly concentrated, the attention is highly selective, it does not respond to external stimuli, and it is extremely sensitive to all the requirements of the hypnotist.

  The psychiatrist guides the hypnotized person’s consciousness step by step based on this state.

   But first, the wisher can take the bait.

  Although Gu He really wanted to enter a hypnotic state immediately, it took a lot of work to relax.

  Sister Liang seemed to casually talk to him about various topics, about university, about family life, and about things that had nothing to do with him but were of interest to him. If it was an ordinary person, it might only take ten minutes.

   And this time, it took Sister Liang more than an hour before Gu He gradually entered a state of mind.

On the    brain wave monitor, the lines coming out are already in a hypnotic state.

   “Then, Xiaohe, let’s look in your subconscious now.” Sister Liang said softly, “Look at what memories and information you have forgotten, stay relaxed, listen to my words and imagine.”

   “Well…” Gu He replied, find out, I want to find out, I want to find out what’s going on.

   “It’s pitch black all around, and you’re in pitch darkness, but you see light ahead, and you walk over slowly.”

  Sister Liang’s voice was very soft, as if she did not exist beside him, but a voice in his heart:

   “Step by step, there is a door over there, the light is shining in from behind the door, and behind that is the memory that you vaguely feel that it happened, but you can’t remember it at all.

   “You walked over slowly, walked towards the door, and walked out…”

  Gu He closed his eyes and breathed gently, feeling that there was some hazy light ahead, a red door.

   He walked over step by step, walked out of the red door, and walked into the light…

  …

  Your name is Gu He, you are the only son in the family.

  You have been a good child since you were a child, you have good academic performance, you are polite and well-behaved, and you don’t have to worry about your parents.

   Kindergarten, elementary school, junior high school, high school, you were admitted to the psychology department of a good university. When you were a student, you were also full of vigor and enthusiasm. You couldn’t stand any old age, and you were full of hope for the future.

  After graduating from college and coming out of the society, you gradually became a salted fish, but through your own efforts, you also opened a psychological clinic, but in your heart, you always feel that there is something lacking, it is a dream.

  I don’t know from which day you lost your dreams, you lost the ability to dream, and you couldn’t dream anything.

   It’s not just a state of mind, you sleep without dreams.

  You are worried that something is wrong with your body, so you go to the hospital for various examinations, but no doctor can explain why you no longer have dreams. You heard that wolfberry water calms the nerves and helps you sleep, so you start drinking wolfberry water.

   But your situation has not improved, the more you want to dream, the less you dream.

   You can’t sleep well every day, you feel an empty space in your mind, and you slowly start to feel empty around you.

You can’t see the world beyond your sight. It’s not through images, pictures and other media. You can’t see through your eyes. No one can see it. You don’t know if the world was created 5 minutes ago. Nobody can know.

   You are becoming more and more suspicious of the nature of existence in this world, you are beginning to be suspicious, do you really exist?

   I don’t know when you became obsessed with the swirl figure, circle after circle, as if telling the essence.

  You start looking for things with swirl shapes everywhere, and you shoot them, whether it’s hair, wires, water, antique patterns… as long as it’s swirls, shoot them.

   On May 20th, when you were working on your computer, you opened your whirlpool research folder again.

  You look at pictures of swirls, and those graphics are spinning on the computer screen, circle after circle.

   Until, you open a photo of a Klein pot, it is also a vortex, turn, turn, turn.

   The more you look at the Klein kettle, the more you feel yourself turning, and the more you feel that the vortex on the screen really exists.

You raised your hand and touched the whirlpool on the screen. You seemed to be hit by an electric current. All your nerves boiled. You saw that the cerebral cortex was a whirlpool, and the nerves were also whirlpools. vortex.

  You suddenly found that you got into the Klein pot and rushed out again.

   Then you open your eyes, really for the first time.

  You find yourself in a nutrition cabin, your body is soaked in nutrient solution, there are many lines connected to your head, and there are many such nutrition cabins around, but only you wake up.

  You found out that you are a member of the “Illusionary Family”.

   You have grown up in an illusion since you were born. Your name is Gu He.

  You stumbled and hurriedly left the fantasy basement. You found yourself in the wilderness. You didn’t know where it was. You walked a lot and met a group of people. You told them your name was A Ming.

   Those people told you that this is outside the city of Liuguang City, and it is a “wild dog area” where wild dogs gather. Although this area is not recognized by Liuguang City, there are no buildings and facilities, and some wild dogs are wandering and gathering.

  You live in the wild dog area, day after day.

   Until, someone with a good heart said he could take you into the city, arrange your identity, and arrange a job.

  Although you were on guard, many people followed, and you finally decided to take this opportunity to take a look.

  You smuggled into Liuguang City in a big truck. In fact, there are no checkpoints on the road. You went directly to a place called Shouhui Street, Kabukicho, and you entered a game hall.

  The game hall is the site of the game gang, and the boss of the game gang is called Brother Zhuang.

They tempt you to play games, they tempt you to spend money and go into debt, but you’re different from other wild dogs, you’ve learned in fantasy, you know it’s a slaughterhouse scam, you’re some leeks, so you’ve been avoiding spending money.

   You also found an opportunity to escape from the game hall, but Brother Zhuang and the others looked at you very closely, and everyone who wanted to run was beaten up.

   Another day, Brother Zhuang gathered you all together and said that he wanted you to pay your debts or sell you.

You had a conflict with Brother Zhuang, and you were beaten by the muscular guys from the game gang. You were in pain, and you already knew that Liuguang City was not a good place. You began to miss the fantasy world. When Gu He.

   Another punch and you lose consciousness.

  When you open your eyes again, you forget something, forget about no dreams, whirlpools, phantoms…

  You are not A Ming, you are Gu He, 80% of you have crossed over, 20% of you are crazy.

   A woman named Miss Caiyin appeared and said that she was picking a talent, and you decided to seize this opportunity to escape.

   You caught it too, only the woman told you:

   Come and be a cowherd with me, being a cowherd is definitely a good way out for young people.

   (end of this chapter)