Chapter 52 You can lose all your life

Jiang Nuan’s breath was very clear in Jiang Nuan’s mind when he spoke, as if he was scratching lightly with his fingertips in her heart.

“Then… what should I do…”

“What should I do? Take the change of clothes and go wash up with me.”

When Lu Ran said this, Jiang Nuan was about to cheer and applaud.

Lu Ran took out his flashlight again and took a look in front of Jiang Nuan. “The future is bright!”

He accompanied Jiang Nuan back to the bedroom. When Jiang Nuan was looking for clothes, Lu Ran held up a flashlight beside him. Jiang Nuan said embarrassedly, “Can you avoid it?”

“Avoid what? You’re not wearing Victoria’s Secret, there’s no admiration.”

Jiang Nuan was severely beaten again. She turned her face to the side and said “bah” in her heart, but she still said not to be outdone, “Then why don’t I save money to buy you a Victoria’s Secret?”

“sure.”

“Ah? I bought you Victoria’s Secret, do you really wear it?” Jiang Nuan had a feeling of discovering some great secret.

Could it be that… Lu Ran has an unspeakable secret?

“‘Buy it for me’, doesn’t that mean you wear it for me?” Lu Ran took it for granted.

She quickly grabbed her underwear and got up.

After returning home with Lu Ran, Jiang Nuan felt that he had returned to the “civilized world” in the bright living room and room.

“Go wash up quickly, I’m sleepy.” Lu Ran’s subtext was “I don’t have time to greet you”.

Jiang Nuan hurriedly went into the bathroom with her clothes in her arms. At the end, she remembered something, put her head out pitifully and said, “Do you want me to go back after washing? Can I sleep in your living room?”

“No, wash quickly.” Lu Ran sat on the sofa and shook the back of his hand.

Undisguised disgust.

Your living room is very precious!

Jiang Heating turned on the water and took a hot bath.

When she went to get the body wash, she found that there was a dark blue bottle next to Shufujia. Jiang Nuan opened it and took a sniff—it really was Lu Ran’s smell!

He must have been using this body wash!

Jiang Nuan was so happy, she couldn’t help but hummed a song.

When she came out of the bathroom, she saw Lu Ran sitting on the sofa, laying a spread on the sofa. On an early summer night, a thin quilt was enough.

Jiang Nuan immediately became happy: “Are you making me a sofa?”

“Are you stupid? How can a girl sleep on the sofa in someone else’s living room. If my mother comes back in the middle of the night, be careful that she will end you as a thief before she sees you clearly.” Lu Ran pointed to his bedroom , “You go there to sleep.”

At that moment, she felt like a pea that fell into a bowl and kept bouncing.

“You can sleep in your parents’ room!”

“They have the habit of locking the master bedroom, so they didn’t leave me a key.” Lu Ran pinched Jiang Nuan’s neck from behind and pressed her to his bedroom, “What time is it, hurry up and go to bed.”

Jiang Nuan entered the room, and Lu Ran said, “Remember to lock the door when you sleep alone at night.”

“Ah? Why? Aren’t you in the living room?” Jiang Nuan thought to himself how good Lu Ran was. Any thief would be kowtowed by him.

“You have to lock the door when I’m in the living room.” Lu Ran pressed her head.

Jiang Nuan didn’t understand Lu Ran’s logic at all, and said casually, “You’re not a bad person, why should I lock the door?”

Jiang Nuan wanted to say that this was simply “taking off your pants and farting, and doing nothing more.”

But he would definitely be ridiculed by the well-mannered and forceful Lu Ran for being rude.

Lu Ran lowered his head and said only one sentence: “What would you do if I was a beast in clothes?”

Jiang Nuan was stunned there. When he said the words “beast in clothes” in such a cold tone, Jiang Nuan’s heart seemed to be buckled. When he turned around and closed the door, Jiang Nuan was still standing. There, I can’t come back to my senses.

After a long time, when her heart was beating “dong dong dong”, she said to herself viciously: “God… crazy!”

Then she ran to the bed, tore the quilt away, slid in and wrapped herself up.

Those four words kept ringing in her ears.

In front of her eyes was Lu Ran’s expression when he said those words, which seemed to be casual, but the more she thought about it, the more arrogant she felt.

What’s worse, the quilt was full of Lu Ran’s smell.

Jiang Nuan turned around, looked at the crack of the door, and found that the dim light outside the door dimmed with a “click”.

Lu Ran fell asleep.

At this time, the phone that Jiang Nuan threw by the pillow trembled. It was a text message from Lu Ran. Jiang Nuan opened it and saw only a short sentence: Rest well, I will accompany you to see grandma after class tomorrow.

Jiang Nuan’s eyes blurred again.

Whenever the phone screen was going to go dark, she couldn’t help but click on the text message Lu Ran sent her again.

She had been very tired all the time, but now she has no sleepiness.

Is Lu Ran asleep now? Is he lying on his side?

Jiang Nuan sat up, leaned against the head of the bed, and inadvertently caught a glimpse of the book that Lu Ran had read today, it lay there quietly, and through the dim light of the mobile phone, Jiang Nuan saw the name of the book “Three”. Quotes Letter, by Rie Kitagawa.

Jiang Nuan was surprised. According to her observation of Lu Ran, he was not an emotional person, and sometimes he was too rational. His taste in reading books should be scientific journals and famous scholars, not “Three Lines of Love Letters”.

Jiang Nuan couldn’t help reaching out and took the book over.

I flipped through it and found that there was a photo inside, which was a photo sticker of myself and Lu Ranzhao.

She couldn’t help turning on the lamp, and saw herself leaning on Lu Ran’s shoulder in the photo, smiling shyly, not like the usual careless and heartless.

Picking up the photo, I saw the poem printed on the page under the photo:

I bet you will love me,

Let me win this one time, okay?

You can lose in the future.

Her heart seemed to be slammed, cracking in all directions, and when she realized it, the page of paper had been crumpled by her.

She couldn’t restrain her imagination from running wild.

As if a light flashed in her mind, she was shocked to realize that today when she pushed open Lu Ran’s door and saw him holding the book… He was actually kissing the photo inside, right?

And it’s just him and her in the photo.

He couldn’t have kissed himself so narcissistically…

So it could only be kissing her.

The sudden answer made Jiang Nuan feel that none of this could be true.

Lu Ran is always so focused, whether it’s fencing or anything else… The way he solves problems and sees the world is rational…

Jiang Nuan couldn’t imagine how he fell in love with someone, and what was even more incredible was that this person was her?

His heart was about to jump out of his chest, and Jiang Nuan beat himself hard.

Is she wrong…

Jiang Nuan was once again sure that what was in the book was their photo of that day.

Since it was Lu Ran’s first and should be the last photoshoot in his life, it was normal for him to keep it.

But why did he just clip it into “Three Lines of Love Letter”?

Is it just random?

But if it was really random, why did he read this book so seriously?

Why are they so close? Why would you kiss that picture?

Jiang Nuan put the book down and put it back in place countless times, but took it back countless times, opened it, and confirmed the photo and the three-line love poem.

She seemed to be possessed, recalling every moment with Lu Ran in her mind.

The way he patiently explained every question to her, the way he chased after her to talk to her when she ran away from home, the way he took her to find the back of the lost satchel, and the way he picked it up when he was late to climb over the wall hold her strength…

He seemed to have been waiting for her all the time, as if he had always had extraordinary patience with her, as if she did not belong to his reason but was never abandoned by him.

Unable to hold back her surging emotions, she lifted the quilt, got out of bed, and opened the door.

She turned on the light, and the figure sleeping on the sofa in the dark sat up. She could vaguely recognize his outline, clearly and deeply.

“What’s the matter?” Lu Ran’s voice was like the echo of the wind in the empty valley, easily blocking the galloping army in her heart.

Jiang Nuan took a breath, she knew in her heart the consequences of asking that question, but she couldn’t hold back at all.

“You are actually reading “Three Lines of Love Letter”!” Jiang Nuan said.

Yes, you are reading “Three Lines of Love Letter”, who do you want to confess to?

“Rie Kitagawa?”

Lu Ran’s voice was calm, but Jiang Nuan could feel it like a slightly trembling string in such calmness, even if it didn’t make a sound, it was still throbbing.

“Yes!” Jiang Nuan approached him again.

“That’s when you stayed with me last semester.”

“I…I stayed with you?” Jiang Nuan was stunned.

So… this book is not Lu Ran’s, but hers?

“This…is it really mine?”

“It seems that Rao Can gave it to you.”

Jiang Nuan was extremely embarrassed. She had never been so glad that she didn’t turn on the light like tonight, otherwise she would have hoped that she would die if she looked at Lu Ran under the bright light!

“I clearly saw you were watching…”

“I’ll take a look every now and then.”

“What are you doing watching “Three Lines of Love Letter”!”

“Research.”

“Research what?”

I don’t know why, although Lu Ran’s voice was steady, it was so steady that Jiang Nuan felt weird.

It was as if it was being repressed mercilessly, as if the blood in the whole body was going to solidify. It was an invisible city wall that concealed all signs and clues, but the countless gaps that were as thin as a gossamer appeared a long time ago, revealing the madness like a plague. The desire to spread has infected her thoroughly.

“Study the thoughts in your head. If you don’t even watch Korean dramas, why would you watch “Three Lines of Love Letter”.”

Such an answer that seemed to have no waves, but instantly overwhelmed her.

“Then you have researched it, why do I like it?”

“I think there is only one answer.”

“What is it?” Jiang Nuan’s heart began to jump again.

“Because there are only three lines, suitable for your memory and understanding.”

After speaking, Lu Ran lay back again, pulled the blanket over his shoulders, and continued to sleep.

Jiang Nuan gritted her teeth, for some reason, there was a fire in her stomach.

Seems to be self-indulgent.

But he felt that he must be different in his heart, otherwise she just liked it. Why should he spend time studying?

Hey, didn’t you threaten me that you might also be a beast?

It’s a fox, and it shows its tail.

You hold back, you hold back, but when my Jiang Nuan stepped on your tail, I made you cry!

Jiang Nuan stood there, watching Lu Ran’s back sideways.

Turning around, Jiang Nuan went back to Lu Ran’s room and continued to sleep.

Until she left for a long time, the tight lines of the figure on the sofa loosened slightly.

In the darkness, there was a long sigh.

After that, Jiang Nuan slept well, and she was slapped on the face and opened her eyes.

“Xiao Nuan, get up.”

That person’s voice didn’t sound emotional, but it made Jiang Nuan feel at ease and lazy.

“Well…” She responded softly, and immediately rolled up the quilt and turned to the other side.

Her pajamas were up, revealing a small section of her smooth waist. She hugged the quilt and buried her head in it, and the pajamas were pushed to the top.

“Jiang Nuan! Aren’t you going to go to class?”

The voice was even lower, as if it was enduring something. The patience that had been tortured was about to be tormented, and a little crack was enough to completely collapse.

“Class… class… sleep again…”

Feeling a force, with hatred, grabbed Jiang Nuan’s pajamas and pulled it down!

“Give you another thirty seconds, and if you don’t get up, I’ll throw you down.”

That voice was like a transparent and icy chalcedony, being tortured out of the crack, with a hoarseness that made people blush inexplicably.

Jiang Nuan opened his eyes abruptly, and suddenly remembered that she was not in his own home, but in Lu Ran’s bedroom!

It wasn’t her mother who just woke her up, but Lu Ran!

She sat up immediately, and when she took off her pajamas and was about to change into her school uniform, the door suddenly opened and Lu Ran was standing there.

Jiang Nuan had just put on his school pants, his pajamas were half lifted, and the teenage girl’s slender waist was full of flexibility due to the stretched upper body. The lower back, which is more properly exercised than ordinary girls, is like a bean pod that is about to burst under the sun, delicate and soft.

“Hey… I’m wearing clothes!” Jiang Nuan suddenly pulled back his pajamas, while Lu Ran just stood there and looked at her.

His throat wriggled, and she saw it, despite his best restraint.

“Didn’t I tell you to lock the door?”

This time, his voice was not soft, even with a hint of sullenness.

“I lock the door! I lock the door now!”

Jiang Nuan also felt that he was almost ashamed!

If it was even half a second later, what Lu Ran saw was her airport!

So, when the two of them took the bus to class together, although they were crowded together by many passengers, they didn’t say a word.

After the first class in the morning, Jiang Nuan couldn’t wait to ask her when she went to the canteen with Rao Can: “Hey, did you send me a “Three Lines of Love Letter”?”

Rao Can, who stood in front of the shelf and watched wafer biscuits for a long time, nodded and said, “Yes, I gave you a copy. But then you gave it to Lu Ran!”

“what?”

How is this going?

Rao Can glanced at Jiang Nuan, and immediately smiled: “At that time, Lu Ran was going to celebrate his birthday. You said you wanted to give him a gift with ‘intention’, and you asked me to discuss it with Doudou. Later, you I thought I’d give him a book, and then I chose this “Three Lines of Love Letter” for you, and at first glance, you just wanted to borrow Lu Ran’s birthday present to express himself.”

“Yes… is it?”

So Lu Ran didn’t lie to her.

But instead of lying to her, why did she leave her heart empty?

“You also bought leaf bookmarks and copied one of them and clipped them inside.”

Jiang Nuan covered her face, and sure enough, without Rao Can, a dog-headed military advisor, how could he have thought of choosing such a book for the other party’s birthday present?

Seeing her embarrassed look, Rao Can couldn’t help but be amused. He poked her face and said, “Do you remember which poem you copied on the leaves?”

Without thinking about it, Jiang Nuan casually said the page with the photo in it. “I bet you will fall in love with me, so let me win like this once? It’s okay to lose to you in the future.”

Who knew Rao Can shook his head.

“You didn’t choose this one.”

“Which song is that?”

“What you wrote is…” Rao Can looked at Jiang Nuan, “I’ve been waiting. It takes three minutes to wait for instant noodles, and ten minutes to wait in line to enter the store. And you, I’ll wait forever.”

Although Jiang Nuan made psychological preparations in advance, he was still attacked.

“Instant noodles? What shop are you queuing for? A fried chicken shop?”

Jiang Nuan felt that it was puzzling to be grounded.

“You still have a bomber! Of course your copy is down to earth!”

But although Rao Can regarded Jiang Nuan as a down-to-earth bomber, Jiang Nuan still decided to “go to heaven for a turn”.

“Rao Can, let me tell you…” Jiang Nuan hooked his finger at Rao Can.

“What?” Rao Can leaned on Gu Lai.

“I think Lu Ran likes me.”

Jiang Nuan covered Rao Can’s ear with his hand and said softly.

“Oh.” Rao Can nodded.

“Why do you react like this?”

“Have you not heard a word? A hypothesis without evidence is always just a guess.”

“alright, you win.”

Rao Can smiled and pressed Jiang Nuan’s head hard.

“Stop dreaming unrealistic dreams, you and I are out of the age of reading fairy tales.”

Although Rao Can said this, Jiang Nuan still had unrealistic dreams.