Chapter 39
Gu Jinghe froze in place, her hand was raised in the air, she didn’t know whether she should continue to stretch forward or withdraw it.
She could only look at Ji Yunyan with wide eyes, her face full of shock.
Ji Yunyan just now…dirty?
Are you talking about her?
Gu Jinghe couldn’t believe it for a while, Ji Yunyan would say this to herself, her eye sockets gradually turned red, and her breathing quickened a little.
“Yanyan…you…”
As soon as the words came out, Ji Yunyan felt a little regretful. She shouldn’t have said that about He Xiaohe. After all, she hadn’t heard an explanation from He Xiaohe. Right now, all this is just her guess.
Thinking of this, the suffocating pain in Ji Yunyan’s heart finally eased a little. She leaned back on the sofa and closed her eyes wearily.
Gu Jinghe withdrew her hand helplessly, she sat on the sofa cautiously, because Ji Yunyan pushed her hand away just now, although she was anxious, she did not dare to touch Ji Yunyan easily.
“Ning Yan, what’s wrong with you, why are you retching?”
Ji Yunyan could hear the panic and worry in He Xiaohe’s voice, she slowly opened her eyes, rested her head on the sofa, and looked at He Xiaohe calmly.
“You look like you are worried about me?”
Gu Jinghe was stunned for a moment, isn’t her concern evident?
“Ning Yan, of course I’m worried about you, what’s wrong with you? Are you sick?”
Ji Yunyan sneered lightly, “You still worry about me?”
Gu Jinghe pursed her lips and listened carefully, there was a slight tremor in her voice.
“Of course I’m worried about you. I like you. You are my girlfriend.” Gu Jinghe paused, and then continued: “What’s wrong with you, tell me if you have anything, okay? Don’t talk like that, I am a little scared.”
Ji Yunyan’s tone of voice when talking to her now was even colder than when they first met.
When we met for the first time, the other party just didn’t want to talk to her, so he behaved very coldly.
But now, Gu Jinghe felt that she seemed to hear hatred in Ji Yunyan’s voice.
Regarding her concern, what Ji Yunyan showed was not happiness, but extreme distrust.
It was as if she cared about Ji Yunyan, in Ji Yunyan’s view, it was an extremely impossible thing.
Gu Jinghe lowered his eyes and glanced at the mobile phone on the table calmly.
She probably already knew what happened, maybe Ji Yunyan had already seen what was in the phone.
The other party was already suspicious, and it was normal to think about it after seeing it. Maybe she had already charged her with many crimes in her heart.
Ji Yunyan likes to prepare for the worst, and has a great brain power.
At this moment, the other party seems to have regarded her as a bad person with ulterior motives.
No wonder Ji Yunyan called her dirty just now.
Gu Jinghe took a deep breath, “Yanyan, didn’t we agree before? We have to slowly try to trust each other, communication is the most important thing.”
Ji Yunyan was silent for a while, “I told you, Xiaohe, don’t lie to me.”
“Did you do it?”
Gu Jinghe looked up at her quickly, then continued to lower his head, “What do you want to say?”
Ji Yunyan let go of the hand covering her heart, she propped up her body, stretched out her hand and gently pinched He Xiaohe’s cheek, forcing him to lift his head, “Look into my eyes and talk.”
Gu Jinghe raised his head following her strength, his eyes were red, and he looked at her without blinking.
Ji Yunyan tightened her fingers slightly, and rubbed He Xiaohe’s cheek with her thumb, but soon, she withdrew her hand again.
“I’m asking you one last time.”
“Xiaohe.”
“Are you really not related to Gu Jinghe?”
Gu Jinghe licked his lips, unconsciously grasped his clothes with his fingers, twirled a little fabric with his fingertips, and rubbed them back and forth.
This is her performance when she is nervous. Ji Yunyan has been with her for a while, and she understands her little movements.
He Xiaohe was nervous.
After Ji Yunyan’s burst of anger passed, she couldn’t even think of a single thought in her mind, she just felt so tired that she didn’t even have the strength to raise her hand.
To be honest, she no longer had any expectations for He Xiaohe’s answer.
Perhaps, He Xiaohe still wouldn’t tell her the truth.
Ji Yunyan waited for a while, but didn’t hear He Xiaohe speak, just when she was so tired that she wanted to close her eyes, He Xiaohe beside her suddenly spoke.
“Ning Yan, I really lied to you.”
This was a bit beyond Ji Yunyan’s expectation, she raised her eyelids and looked at He Xiaohe fixedly.
Gu Jinghe sniffed, and the red eye sockets were even redder. There were two bubbles of tears in his eyes, which seemed to overflow from the corners of his eyes just by blinking lightly.
“Actually, I’ve known her before.”
Ji Yunyan didn’t speak, just looked at her in silence, Gu Jinghe didn’t expect the other party to say anything at this time, she knew that Ji Yunyan was waiting for her explanation.
“That was about four or five years ago. At that time, I was thirteen years old. After my parents passed away, I have been living with my uncle.”
“But my aunt and cousin don’t like me. Apart from the most basic living guarantee, I don’t have any pocket money.”
“One night I passed by my aunt’s room and heard her tell my uncle that when I turned sixteen, I would stop paying all my expenses.”
As Gu Jinghe spoke, she paused, the tears in her eyes streaming down the corners of her eyes, the tip of her nose was red from crying, but she didn’t dare to cry out loud, she just wept silently, occasionally choked up.
“I was terrified and didn’t know what to do.”
“One night, my aunt scolded me and wanted to beat me. On impulse, I ran out of the house and walked alone on the street crying.”
When Gu Jinghe spoke, her voice was full of tears, because there were tears in front of her eyes, she couldn’t see Ji Yunyan’s expression clearly, but vaguely saw him bend down and take out a piece of paper, and put it in her hand.
Gu Jinghe wiped away his tears with a tissue, and when his eyes finally became clearer, he continued, “I don’t know how long I’ve been walking or where I’ve been, but that’s when I met Mr. Gu.”
“At that time, she was walking out of a store. I walked too fast and bumped into her.”
As Gu Jinghe said, he secretly looked at Ji Yunyan’s expression, but saw that the other party didn’t have any expression on his face, just looked at her quietly, her voice suddenly became softer, and she didn’t have any confidence in her heart.
Although this story will be overturned soon, she can’t drop the horse now, she will have to wait.
It was necessary to break Ji Yunyan’s inherent image of He Xiaohe, and let her clearly understand that the He Xiaohe she thought was not the real Gu Jinghe.
It is necessary for Ji Yunyan to discover more connections between He Xiaohe and Gu Jinghe.
“I don’t know what kind of psychology Gu always has, but she did support me, and since then, she will send me money from time to time.”
“Later we added WeChat.”
Gu Jinghe looked at Ji Yunyan pitifully, “Not long ago, President Gu transferred me a sum of money.”
“Xianyan, I didn’t mean to deceive you. When I first met you, I didn’t know that you knew Mr. Gu, so I didn’t think it was necessary to say it. I found out later, but your opinion of Mr. Gu was not very good. I dare not say it anymore, for fear of making you angry.”
“You are my girlfriend, I like you, and naturally I also want you.”
“I’m very grateful to Mr. Gu for helping me, but after all, I don’t know her well. Between her and you, I still choose to trust you.”
So whenever Ji Yunyan said bad things about Gu Jinghe in front of He Xiaohe, she neither refuted nor agreed, and always listened silently.
After Ji Yunyan finished listening to the story, she didn’t speak for a long while, but just looked at her quietly with those insightful eyes.
Gu Jinghe knew that as long as he showed any flaws at this time, Ji Yunyan would notice. She was thankful that her acting skills were online. Under Ji Yunyan’s death gaze, she just looked at him pitifully and aggrievedly with a pair of deer eyes.
She was not afraid of Ji Yunyan asking the system to investigate this matter, since she dared to do so, she was fully prepared.
I don’t know how long it took before Ji Yunyan said in a hoarse voice, “Do your uncle and the others know that you know Gu Jinghe?”
Gu Jinghe shook his head, his voice was slightly choked, “I dare not let them know.”
“I know their characters too well. Once they know that I know this kind of rich person, they will definitely stick to them like a leech, trying to **** their blood.”
Ji Yunyan had already seen this before, Chen Yumeng always treated He Xiaohe like that, and her parents must not be much better.
“Xiangyan.” Seeing that Ji Yunyan seemed to be loose, Gu Jinghe stretched out her hand hesitantly. She still didn’t dare to touch Ji Yunyan, so she could only grab a piece of Ji Yunyan’s clothes and shake it lightly.
“Ning Yan, I really didn’t lie to you.”
“The only person I’ve ever liked is you from the beginning to the end.”
Ji Yunyan lowered her eyes and glanced at the other’s fingers, they were slender and tender. If it was before, she would have grabbed the other’s fingers with her own hands, holding him tenderly in her arms.
But at this moment, she was only tired.
“Xiaohe, is it really just like this?”
“Didn’t she tell you anything besides money?”
For example, let He Xiaohe monitor himself.
Gu Jinghe opened his eyes wide, with puzzlement and injury on his face, “Mr. Gu is very busy. Although she has been helping me, I am not familiar with her, and I don’t understand her life. She told me What can I say?”
Ji Yunyan narrowed her eyes, “Xiaohe, do you know? Gu Jinghe already knows about me and you.”
“I seem to have told you that Ji Ming sold me to Gu Jinghe. In name, I am Gu Jinghe’s lover.”
After Ji Yunyan finished speaking, she carefully observed the expression on He Xiaohe’s face. She clearly saw that the muscles on He Xiaohe’s face tightened, and the other party seemed to be gritting his teeth.
“Xianyan, you also told me that you don’t like her.”
Ji Yunyan hooked the corners of her lips, “I just don’t like her.”
“But no matter what, in her heart, I am hers.”
“Xiaohe, someone took a photo of me kissing you and sent it to her. She has already seen it, but she didn’t say anything.”
“why is that?”
Gu Jinghe answered silently in his heart, why, there is a reason, isn’t it because your benefactor and lover are the same person, what can she do to herself?
You can’t hire others to threaten yourself, right?
After all, her large size and small size cannot appear at the same time.
But in front of Ji Yunyan, Gu Jinghe absolutely couldn’t say that.
She could only pretend that she didn’t understand, and looked at Ji Yunyan blankly, “I don’t understand…”
Ji Yunyan laughed inexplicably, “Isn’t it because she already knew?”
“Even, the matter between me and you has long been expected by her?”
Gu Jinghe pretended to be stunned, and then showed a shocked expression, and tightened his fingers on Ji Yunyan’s clothes, grabbing the small piece of fabric until it was crumpled.
“Are you suspicious of me?”
Gu Jinghe’s voice was a little louder, “Do you suspect that I tipped her off, or even that I collude with her to deceive you?”
“Is it right?”
Ji Yunyan didn’t speak again, just looked at her silently, but both of them knew that this was her acquiescence.
Gu Jinghe shook her head in disbelief, she slowly loosened Ji Yunyan’s clothes, her heart heaved greatly, and her lips trembled, “So…”
“I am in your heart, just such a person.”
“The liking I said to you, and the careful curry favor in front of you, do you think it’s ridiculous?”
“Do you think that everything I do is lying to you and acting on you?”
The more Gu Jinghe spoke, the more angry he was, his eyes were red from crying, and his body was trembling slightly. His nose was blocked and he couldn’t breathe, so he could only pant with his mouth open.
“Ji Yunyan…”
“My liking… In your opinion, is it that worthless?”
Ji Yunyan tightened her fingers, every word He Xiaohe said was the thing she doubted the most.
But seeing the other party cry sadly, she felt very unbearable, and even wanted to hold him in her arms, wipe away her tears, and comfort her gently.
Ji Yunyan controlled her hand, and made up her mind not to move. She just sat on the sofa and looked at He Xiaohe indifferently.
“Xiaohe, I don’t know what is real and what is fake.”
“I really want to believe you, but you’re always lying to me. I don’t know if you’re telling the truth or not.”
Gu Jinghe wiped her tears indiscriminately, probably what Ji Yunyan said really broke her heart, she put away her cautiousness, and even yelled at Ji Yunyan.
“I know you don’t believe me, but you never believed me from the beginning.”
“I know you are a suspicious person. I appeared beside you rashly. You should doubt me.”
“So, no matter what you do to me, I don’t feel angry. Because I like you, I try to get closer to you and want to be liked by you.”
Gu Jinghe cried hoarsely, she stood up, looked down at Ji Yunyan, ignored the surprised look on his face, and continued to speak fiercely.
“But can you also consider my mood occasionally?”
“You don’t believe me, test me, even bite me, bully me, I don’t care.”
“But you can’t doubt my feelings for you.”
Ji Yunyan frowned slightly, she was a very strong person in essence, even if Ji Ming yelled at her like this, she would choke back without hesitation, but looking at He Xiaohe like this, Ji Yunyan said nothing not come out.
There is even a subtle guilty conscience.
Probably those who are taught by their wives dare not resist.
Even someone as strong and domineering as Ji Yunyan is no exception.
Seeing that she was silent, Gu Jinghe simply said everything he wanted to say in one breath.
“You have emphasized over and over again that I should not lie to you, but Anyan, haven’t you lied to me? Is everything you told me true?”
Ji Yunyan has no way to answer her question, she has been hiding a lot of things from He Xiaohe, but that is different from what He Xiaohe is hiding from her, at least her lies will not hurt He Xiaohe.
“You always doubt my relationship with Mr. Gu, but Yanyan, even if you say you don’t like Mr. Gu, you still have to admit that you are her lover, right?”
Ji Yunyan’s face darkened, she had guessed what He Xiaohe was going to say, but what He Xiaohe said was the truth, she couldn’t refute it.
“My girlfriend wants to please others deliberately, even with ambiguous marks on her body, won’t I feel uncomfortable? Shouldn’t I be jealous?”
Ji Yunyan frowned, “I’ve explained to you, those marks were made by myself.”
Gu Jinghe snorted immediately, “Then why should I believe you? If you don’t believe my explanation, I don’t have to believe yours either.”
Ji Yunyan held his breath in his throat, but he couldn’t refute it, because what He Xiaohe said was indeed very reasonable.
She didn’t believe that the relationship between the other party and Gu Jinghe was really that simple, and the other party didn’t have to believe that she and Gu Jinghe really had nothing to do.
Gu Jinghe threw away the panic at the beginning, and became more and more calm in his heart, and his words were well-organized, and there was no logical mistake.
She finally discovered that Ji Yunyan would only act in silence, and she was indeed no match for him in terms of hands-on actions.
But in terms of quarreling, Ji Yunyan was far behind her.
Gu Jinghe: Just an ordinary quarrel expert.
She became more and more arrogant, “You want me to be honest with you, yes, then you must be honest with me.”
“Why do you know me so well, but I don’t know anything about you?”
Loyalty between lovers is also mutual, Ji Yunyan only asks her not to lie or betray, but she herself hides a secret, and never tells Gu Jinghe when something happens.
Isn’t that a double standard.
Gu Jinghe cried pitifully, and secretly looked at Ji Yunyan’s face by wiping away his tears.
She is probably the only one who can say Ji Yunyan to the point of being speechless, right?
Ji Yunyan was silent for a while, “What you want to know from me, I will tell you as much as I can.”
But there are some things, like the system, she really can’t tell He Xiaohe.
Not only because this matter is so unbelievable, but also because the system is her most secret trump card, and she cannot easily let others know.
Besides, she can tell He Xiaohe everything else.
“I will say everything that can be said, which means that there is still something that cannot be said?”
“Look, if you have something you can’t say, of course I can’t say anything.”
So what’s wrong with me lying to you, hum.
Ji Yunyan felt a dull pain in her head, why didn’t she realize that He Xiaohe could speak so well?
After all, in her impression, He Xiaohe is an introverted and timid girl who blushes and shy at every turn.
Who knew the other party had this side…
“Yanyan, you want me to trust you wholeheartedly, then you should learn to trust me too.”
“My feelings for you are real.”
Gu Jinghe deliberately kept emphasizing her feelings and didn’t mention anything else, because most of the stories she told Ji Yunyan were false.
Just, I dare not admit it at all.
“I’m willing to stay because I like you. Do you doubt my feelings for you and want to drive me out?”
Gu Jinghe looked at Ji Yunyan weeping and whimpering on purpose, turned around and was about to go out, “You don’t need to drive me away, I’ll just go by myself.”
Ji Yunyan was stunned for a moment, the topic changed too quickly, when did she say she was going to drive He Xiaohe away?
She didn’t even mention a word about the breakup, she just hoped that He Xiaohe could explain the matter between her and Gu Jinghe clearly, why in He Xiaohe’s view, it became that she wanted to drive her away?
Ji Yunyan quickly stood up, walked forward a few steps, grabbed He Xiaohe’s wrist from behind, and pulled him into her arms.
“Don’t be impulsive.”
Ji Yunyan took a deep breath, “I didn’t say I would let you go.”
“You don’t like me anymore, what am I still doing here, to humiliate myself?”
Gu Jinghe cried even more sadly, leaning back against Ji Yunyan’s arms, drooping his head, wiping away his tears.
Ji Yunyan closed her eyes, “When did I say I don’t like you?”
Gu Jinghe replied quickly, “If you like me, why would you doubt my feelings for you?”
“I just knew, how can a person like me expect to get your love?”
“You don’t have to lie to me, I’ll just go by myself.”
When Ji Yunyan was criticized by her, she felt a little grievance in her heart. He Xiaohe was better at thinking than her, and this brought about the issue of love or not.
If she really didn’t like He Xiaohe, she should have kicked her out as early as the first time she found out that he was in contact with Gu Jinghe, instead of crying secretly several times by herself, not even daring to be too obvious when questioning.
“I like you, I have always liked you, and I never thought of driving you away!”
Seeing that He Xiaohe seemed to want to say something else, Ji Yunyan quickly covered her mouth, pressed her lips against He Xiaohe’s ear, and said through gritted teeth: “You are not allowed to say anything about leaving, if you really don’t want to see me right now , can I go?”
“I’m going, you are not allowed to go.”
After Ji Yunyan finished speaking, she actually let go of her hand and walked out of the door quickly. Before closing the door, she turned her head and said to Gu Jinghe, “We’re giving each other a chance to calm down. We’re not breaking up, and we’re not trying to drive you away.”
“You live in peace of mind for me, don’t leave!”
As soon as the words fell, the door was slammed shut.
Gu Jinghe blinked, tears still hanging on his eyelashes, “She just left???”
That’s it? ?
Before her play was over, the only audience left early.
The system laughed for a while, “I think…she might think you talk too much.”
The host really performed exceptionally well today, and it was completely bluffed by a blind comparison.
Although the hostess has a poisonous tongue and can speak, but when encountering such a messy person as the host, she probably has no choice but to leave.
After all, it’s too much to say.
“You are really amazing. I was worried about your life today, but who would have thought that you could turn the crematorium into a comedy venue.”
I always feel that it is a very serious matter, if it is not handled properly, it may cause irreversible consequences.
Unexpectedly, this sand sculpture host can always resolve the crisis in a way that it can’t imagine.
Just hilarious.
Sure enough, it did not make a mistake in choosing the host. After all, Gu Jinghe is probably the only one who dares to make a difference to the cold-faced heroine.
“What I’m saying is what’s in my heart, okay?” Gu Jinghe smacked his mouth, always feeling like he hasn’t finished speaking, but unfortunately the only audience has already left, and she can’t shout into the air.
and many more…
Gu Jinghe suddenly remembered something, “System, there is no surveillance at home, right?”
It wasn’t that she doubted Ji Yunyan, it was because of the other person’s personality that it was very possible to do such a thing.
The system searched carefully, “Don’t worry, no.”
Gu Jinghe immediately relaxed, but the next second, the system added another sentence.
“However, the other party can also connect smart home appliances through the system to monitor the people in the house.”
Gu Jinghe: There are only two people in this family, you can just report my name.
She became nervous again, even though Ji Yunyan had already left, she did not dare to relax.
The half-fried dishes were still in the pot, half-cooked, and Gu Jinghe didn’t have the mood to cook anymore. Fortunately, now that she is sad, she should not be able to eat.
Gu Jinghe simply entered the room, buried himself in the bed, covered his cheeks with the quilt, and soon fell asleep in the dark environment.
Not long after Ji Yunyan went out, she felt a little regretful.
Avoidance is cowardly and not her usual style.
She should face it openly, instead of running out of the house in a fit of anger.
But just now He Xiaohe was very emotional, and he looked like he didn’t want to stay with her, Ji Yunyan couldn’t let her leave no matter what, he could only leave by himself.
She walked more and more slowly, and finally stopped altogether.
I don’t know what Xiaohe is doing now…
Ji Yunyan thought back to what the other party said just now, in fact, what Xiaohe said was not unreasonable.
She did not trust Xiaohe enough. She hoped that the other party could fully trust her, but she couldn’t fully trust the other party.
This is a very contradictory thing.
Ji Yunyan looked up at the people coming and going on the street, with tiredness and sadness mixed in his expression.
Got into a fight with Xiaohe…
She misses the time when she and He Xiaohe fell in love very much. At that time, they devoted themselves to love, and every day was sweet and happy.
Ji Yunyan thought a lot, but in the end she only had one thought, that she didn’t know how Xiaohe was doing now.
She lowered her eyes and asked the system in her heart, “Can you help me check the situation at home?”
“Yes, I can connect a smart appliance to temporarily act as a camera.”
Ji Yunyan’s eyes flickered slightly, and then she saw that He Xiaohe was still standing in the living room, motionless.
The other party lowered his head, perhaps crying silently.
After a while, He Xiaohe finally moved. She wiped her tears carelessly, turned around and walked back to the room, lay on the bed, covered her head with a quilt, and tucked herself into the bed.
Ji Yunyan clenched her fists, she wanted to go home.
I want to go back and give He Xiaohe a hug, and I want to tell the other party that she is willing to try hard to trust her, and also willing to tell her her little secret.
But Ji Yunyan just thought so and stood there without moving for a long time.
The system secretly looked at her face, “Do you want to go back?”
Ji Yunyan was silent for a while, “No…”
System: But you look like you really miss your wife…
Ji Yunyan continued to walk forward, thinking silently in her heart, she went back as soon as she came out, she was too cowardly.
no.
She stood on the road, hailed a taxi, and calmly reported a place name.
The system felt something was wrong, checked the place, and then was shocked.
Or the host is bold.
I even quarreled with my wife, and dare to go…
Tut tut.