Chapter 77 What is love
Looking at the closed door in front of him, Cang Yan suddenly laughed softly.
“Leave? Is it that easy, Anthony.”
After closing the door, Anthony went back to the house to pack up some necessary items, and by the way, booked a seat for the next day to go to other planets.
Now that he was in the mood to greet others, Anthony came outside Jiamo’s room when he was ready, and opened the door a little.
In the room, Jia Mo hugged a corner of the quilt, lay sideways on the bed, closed his eyes tightly, and breathed rhythmically.
On the small bed next to him, the little white wolf looked energetic, nestling in his own small bed and biting the quilt very ‘obediently’.
Anthony gently pushed the door open, stepped forward, picked up Carson, walked out, and then closed the door again.
Carson rubbed against Anthony’s arms, whining.
“Keep your voice down, your parents are resting.” Carson nodded half-understanding, and arched in Anthony’s arms.
Anthony carried Carson to the yard and sat on the wicker chair that Jiamo usually sat on.
Anthony stroked the hair on Carson’s back, and looked at Carson’s eyes that looked like Cang Yan in his arms, a trance flashed in his eyes.
If at the beginning…he hadn’t added that and that, would everything be different now?
Looking at Carson, Anthony couldn’t help but think of Jiamo, who was still looking forward to it even though he was enduring great pain before giving birth.
He said it was his child.
This, he said, was the only connection he had with the past.
He said that even if he wants to forget, he has already left, but he still can’t forget the past.
He said he has no regrets, he doesn’t hate anyone but himself.
What you do now is your own choice, isn’t it, Jiamo?
This idea has been deeply rooted in Anton’s mind ever since he learned about Jiamo’s situation.
Everything is because of that existence, if, Jiamo didn’t go to Emperor Star; if, Jiamo didn’t meet Cang Yan; if, his own group prevented them from being together; if, he had revealed himself to Jiamo from the beginning mind…
It’s a pity that if there is no if, it is just the self-comfort of the loser to himself.
He is a total loser.
Staring at Carson in his arms, Anthony’s thoughts drifted away.
Tomorrow, they will leave here and never have anything to do with that person again.
“Dididi”
Anthony turned on his optical brain and opened the received information.
After roughly browsing the above content, Anthony turned off the optical brain.
In this situation, Anthony is naturally worried about leaving Jiamo alone at home.
However, there is still a small guard here.
After carrying Carson back to the room, putting Carson on the bed and telling him not to leave Jiamo, Anthony locked the door before going out.
This is the last gift he left here, it’s just a small thing.
Anthony ignored the slight disobedience in his heart.
[Why did this news come at such a coincidence? 】
Shortly after Anthony left the house where he lived, a figure appeared in front of the door, appearing suddenly without warning.
Looking at the layers of passwords set on the door, a trace of contempt flashed in his eyes.
Do you think this will stop me? How naive, Anthony…
After opening the door, Cang Yan walked in.
My things, even if they are discarded, are still mine, besides, this is not what I discarded, but the… person who discarded me…
Cang Yan found Jiamo’s room without much effort, opened the door, and saw a little white wolf lying on all fours on the bed, looking at him warily.
Cang Yan didn’t take the little white wolf’s hostility to heart, and still approached the bed unhurriedly. As Cang Yan approached, Carson’s hostility gradually subsided, and he looked at the strange orc in front of him suspiciously.
Kind of…familiar?
Cang Yan stretched out his hand to touch the little white wolf’s back, feeling the momentary stiffness of the little white wolf, Cang Yan eased the movement of his hand, and slowly penetrated a trace of supernatural power into Carson’s body.
After a while, Cang Yan looked at Carson with a bit of surprise in his eyes.
As expected, he is my heir.
Cang Yan turned his gaze to Jia Mo who was fast asleep.
How long had he not seen Jiamo like this?
Cang Yan’s fingers slowly slid across Jia Mo’s face, looking at that familiar face, Cang Yan remembered the news he had received, and a gleam of distress flashed in his eyes.
Why, you want to leave me?
Cang Yan really wanted to ask this question, but his pride did not allow him to say such a thing.
Therefore, after Jiamo disappeared, Cang Yan did not look for him, and only announced to the outside world that the queen was ill and it was inconvenient to see others.
He never thought that he would meet someone he hadn’t seen for a long time here, nor did he think that he would become what he is now, let alone that he would give birth to a child of the two.
Perhaps, he has no love for Jiamo at all.
This is the conclusion Cang Yan came to a long time ago.
He is more just used to Jiamo.
After Jiamo disappeared, thinking of him “accidentally”, Cang Yan comforted himself that it would be all right after a while.
However, with the passage of time, this longing did not slow down, but intensified. At this time, Cang Yan could not find a reason to comfort himself.
Perhaps, he was just a little lonely and wanted to find someone to accompany him.
At this time, Cang Yan reluctantly admits his “need” for Jia Mo, but it is still not in the name of love.
It wasn’t until Anthony’s words made Cang Yan wake up.
love? Maybe, it’s just that he doesn’t want to admit it, because the strong don’t need to worry about it.
Perhaps sensing someone beside him, Jia Mo woke up in a daze.
“Anthony…brother…”
Jia Mo’s murmur made Cang Yan’s movements stop.
Now, in your world, is there only Anthony, Jiamo?
Even so, I will not retreat, the love imprinted in the depths of my soul will not dissipate, your love for me, I felt it a long time ago, but I did not return the same love to you, so I lost you .
The past does not represent the present, let alone the future, you say yes, Jiamo…
When Jia Mo finally woke up from the daze, he saw a complete stranger sitting beside him.
“Who are you…?” Do we know each other?
“The people who will fill your future life.”
Jia Mo tilted his head incomprehension.
“I’ve seen you.” His tone was quite determined.
“Oh? When?” When Jia Mo broke into the room, Cang Yan was sure that Jia Mo didn’t see his face clearly. He was sitting in the innermost part, his figure was blocked by the few people outside.
Jia Mo shook his head, “I don’t know, I just think so.” Jia Mo tapped his head, “Brother Anthony said that I always forget things, so I must have forgotten!”
“Really? Then, let’s get to know each other again. My name is Cang Yan, and you can call me Yan.”
“My name is Jiamo!” Jiamo picked up Carson who was rubbing against his legs, and lifted him up, “This is Carson, my child~” No matter when, Jiamo never forgot this.
…
Anthony, who was standing outside the door, felt a chill hit his heart at this moment.
Did he do something wrong?
Could it be that he was wrong from the beginning?
*****
Anthony stood outside the door for a long time, listening to the conversation coming from the room, until Jiamo’s voice gradually became quieter, and then he turned and went downstairs and walked into the study.
After a while, Cang Yan came.
Relying on the orc’s sensitivity, he spotted Anthony outside the door from the very beginning, but he didn’t point it out. At the same time, he also wanted to see how Anthony would react.
What he didn’t expect was that Anthony didn’t show up from the beginning to the end.
“what do you want to say?”
As if he had made up his mind, Anthony took out a metal box from under the desk, unlocked the box, took out the contents, and rubbed them gently in his hands.
Cang Yan didn’t urge him either, and quietly waited for Anthony’s response.
In the end, Anthony made up his mind and handed the things in his hands to Cang Yan.
“You’ll decide after you’ve seen it.”
Cang Yan accepted it suspiciously, and when he saw what it was, Cang Yan didn’t know what kind of feeling came to his heart at this moment.
Opening it slowly, bit by bit, and reading carefully, Cang Yan felt more and more mixed feelings.
In the study room, only the sound of pages being turned echoed quietly.
Repression, repression… Is there something unspeakable other than repression…
After closing the pages of the book, Cang Yan closed his eyes.
“That was a misunderstanding.”
“I know.” Anthony knew what Cang Yan was referring to, “Then what did you do to let others understand that?” Anthony didn’t tell Jiamo about this, and he also had his own selfish intentions. He thought that one day , Jia Mo will completely forget about Cang Yan…
Cang Yan opened his mouth, not knowing what to say for the first time.
“Mo didn’t know, so he chose to leave, and that incident was just a catalyst. I believe you know what the real reason is without me telling you.”
“…Yes…” He knew very well that although it was late, he still had a chance to make amends, “Let me take him back…”
“I don’t believe you.” Anthony said bluntly, “Especially after you did something that hurt Mo.”
“You can supervise me, if I do something wrong again, you can kill me.” Cang Yan seemed to be talking about an insignificant matter, “I will arrange your affairs.”
☆, postscript
My name is Ansel Lancaster, my father is the king of the Lancaster Empire, and my mother is the queen of the Lancaster Empire, so, naturally, I should be the oldest The most honorable, most favored little prince!
But! The reality is cruel, I still have an older brother, an orc elder brother! Yes, that’s right, it’s the orc brother, not the sub-orc man, and I am the sub-orc man!
But my stupid brother Mandel Lancaster is not well.
Everyone said that when I was in the womb of my parents, I absorbed all the nutrients, so my brother was weak and sick. 【fall! Then I should come out first, because I am the younger brother and Mandel is the older brother! 】
To sum up, I am in good health and have a lively personality. As the youngest sub-orc in my family, I am not favored by my brother who is an orc. This is really a sad story, but the cheerful me will not be defeated by this setback!
Since no one in my family likes me [I think], I don’t believe that no one else likes me. I am His Royal Highness the sub-orc prince of the Lancastrian Empire!
Inheriting the genes of my mother and father, I have cat ears and a tail, but the color of the hair is white.
I have to say that inheritance is really a scary thing!
In order to find someone who likes me, I chose to live in school since I was a child, and I didn’t have the same school as my stupid brother.
There is also a reason for this. In retrospect, it is a history of blood and tears.
As long as I stand with my stupid brother and hide my ears and tail, then everyone will think that I am an orc and my brother is a sub-orc.
Sometimes I wonder if I was cut in the queue by Brother Man when I was reincarnated. The two of us have completely opposite personalities. This is another sad story.
I was taught to protect my idiot brother since I was a child. I feel that my mother, father and Yafu are completely worrying about it. The “little tail” who has been following behind my idiot brother is not a vegetarian.
After I went to school by myself, it went smoothly at the beginning. I am a sub-orc, of course I have the right to be willful. In front of everyone, I am a polite and good boy. However, if there is any fight or the like Things, I will definitely get involved! Cough, I was wrong, I stepped forward to stop it.
Just like this, I feel that my friends are getting more and more, and they are just friends. So far, no orc has confessed to me and said that all the sub-orc friends around me have childhood sweethearts [mother and father language], I am not envious at all! Not at all!
In this way, I have reached the age of fifteen, and I will soon enter the affiliated high school of Imperial College, but don’t forget, there is still a period of vacation before enrolling.
During the holiday, I once again saw that “Little Tail” became more possessive of the idiot brother, as if he wanted to keep the idiot brother with him all the time.
Obviously, this is impossible. The idiot brother has hated others seeing him as a sub-orc since he was a child. He has always thought that “Little Tail” is a good friend.
Hehehe, if “Little Tail” begs me, I can consider helping him chase idiot brother, I’m not worried that idiot brother will find a idiot partner in the future!
Before entering school, my parents suddenly gave me an ordinary space device. This space device is different from other space devices. Not only can I enter it, but it is like a “world” inside, with plants and animals. Next My mother and father took me into his space again.
I used to wonder why sometimes my parents would disappear suddenly, so it was because of this!
In the space of my mother and father, I also found talking kelp and xenoplants!
Although it sounds scary, those alien plants can really talk!
My parents told me that I also have it in my space, and this space device cannot let other people know.
My parents said that he and my father got this space device by chance, so they gave it to me.
Then I was dumbfounded and asked why I didn’t give it to the idiot brother.
My parents touched my head and said, “This is originally for you.”
Then… there is no more, I am not shy! How could this kind of thing happen to me? It’s absolutely impossible!
Since I’m in a good mood, from time to time I’ll go to add trouble to “Little Tail”, and then fight him for 300 rounds in places where the idiot brother can’t see.
However, I have to say that there are more and more pursuits of the fool’s brother, and it is very violent. As long as there are orcs to confess to him, they will open without saying a word.
Every time I see this kind of scene, I have the urge to cover my eyes. I have to say that compared to when I was a child, the idiot brother has really changed a lot.
It is worth mentioning that, shortly after entering school, my mother’s elder brother, Uncle Shen Yi, brought him and Uncle Sitre’s son to visit relatives. I saw that little devil who looked very cute but was actually a little devil. Hate him intuitively.
Then Yafu, grandfather, great-grandfather and great-yafu also came back. I won’t say why.
I can only say one thing: Old people, take it easy.
Although the difference between the three generations cannot be seen from the outside…maybe in more than ten years, the four generations will not be able to tell the difference.
I don’t know if it was fed by the food of the mother and father. Sometimes I can’t help thinking this way, but it’s also true. Great-grandfather and great-grandfather look younger than many of their peers.
On the day my great-grandfather and the others came back, something happened that changed the rest of my life.
When I was going to pick up the elders, I met my real son-Anthony.
Although there is a big difference in our age, I don’t mind.
Although he doesn’t accept me now, it doesn’t mean he won’t accept me in the future.
Although… it seems… It seems that there are many difficulties, but I will never give up!
I am His Royal Highness the sub-orc prince of the Lancastrian Empire!
Anthony, you are ready to accept it!
The author has something to say: at the end of the full text, thank you to the people who saw the last one. There were many comments that were scheduled to give gifts, but it seems that no one has reached the standard…
This is the first time I try to write an original Danbi article, and there are many places that I haven’t written well. It is especially worth mentioning that there are so many typos…
Well~ There must be many places in the text that have not been revised.
However, I still feel a little frustrated to say that there are so few comments…
The next step is to fill in the time cage, the **** of death~ If you are interested, you can step on it, but it must not be a daily update, because the next thing is to prepare for the exams of master, computer, and level 4, as well as other chores. This semester is very busy say
Thank you dear for reading it, even if it is a pirated article, thank you, at least someone reads it, isn’t it?
I will learn from this lesson when I write articles in the future, and revise them before posting, Hundan! !
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