Chapter 100 Dreams (a lot of space in previous lives)

Lin Wei had a dream that night.

In the dream, she saw “she” and two children sitting on the bed playing games. Suddenly, a thunderbolt struck down, illuminating the sky outside. From the perspective of the character in the dream, she saw the gust of wind, crackling and smashing into the sky. Rain on glass.

“Mom, when will the rain stop?”

Suddenly, Lin Wei heard Mingming’s voice and turned back to the room again. She saw Mingming yawning and looking bored.

“It will stop soon.”

She heard the voice of “her” in the dream, but this time she didn’t see the “her” in the dream, she realized that their perspectives had overlapped.

“She” turned her head and took out a pair of cards from the drawer of the bedside table. That pair of cards was bought during the New Year’s Eve. Until now, seeing the children bored, “she” took it out and said, “Let’s play a game.”

Mingming’s eyes were quickly attracted to poker: “What game?”

The drowsy Rarity also opened her eyes and looked over, wondering, “Isn’t it an adult to play?”

“There is no difference between adults and children today,” said the “she” in the dream, shuffling the cards neatly, then dividing the cards into thirds and telling the children, “This game is called tractor, and the rules are like this…”

“She” told the children the rules and showed them with her own cards. When the children understood, she put away the cards and shuffled them again, and put a card in the place surrounded by three people.

The card game called tractor was very appealing to the children, and the two children quickly began to concentrate on it, and occasionally “she” played cards slowly and was urged.

Time passed without knowing it, it could be half an hour, it could be an hour, the game was over, “she” felt tired, got up and rubbed her waist. When she lowered her head, Lin Wei saw that “she” was already pregnant. abdomen.

After rubbing her waist, she sat up from the bed, moved her legs and asked, “Are you hungry?”

After the game was over, Mingming, who took the initiative to shuffle the cards, raised his head and asked, “Aren’t you going to play the game?”

“Mom is tired.” The angle of view turned to the window, the wind and rain outside had not stopped, and even had a tendency to get worse. “She” turned her head and said, “You guys play, do you want to eat? Mom go down and get it.”

Mingming immediately became happy, raised his hand and said, “Think!”

“What to eat?”

“I want to eat biscuits, peach cakes, mangoes…” Mingming counted with his fingers, in short, he wanted everything at home.

“She” laughed and said, “Then mother is going down, you two play slowly upstairs.”

The two children agreed in a clear voice and got together to share the cards.

And “she” opened the bedside table and rummaged, but couldn’t find the flashlight, so she slapped her forehead and remembered that, whether it was a flashlight or a candle, she was used to putting it in the drawer in the living room. The typhoon had just landed, and the sky was not so dark when they came up, and the electricity didn’t stop, so she didn’t expect flashlights and candles, so she could only open the door empty-handed.

The power went out, and after going out, “she” didn’t try to turn on the light, and walked directly to the dim stairwell.

At that moment, Lin Wei suddenly felt heart palpitations. She wanted to shout “No” and step back, but she couldn’t make any sound, she could only watch the stairs getting closer and closer.

The “she” in the dream walked down the stairs.

“She” seemed to hear the sound of water.

But soon she heard the sound of thunder, “she” raised her head, glanced at the door of the master bedroom, and quickened her steps to go downstairs.

Walking to one of the stairs below, “she” was suddenly drenched in water, “she” looked up again, and the rain poured down.

“She” realized something, but it was too late. “She” had already stepped on it, and because of her distraction, this foot was empty.

Although “she” held the handrail of the stairs with her hands, but because the stairs were slippery, “she” couldn’t control her balance, slid down with her body crooked, and sat on the bottom step of the stairs screaming.

“She” felt that the rain below gathered into puddles, but “she” couldn’t care about it anymore, and the pain swept her body from her abdomen.

Cold sweat rolled down with the rain, “she” was soaked all over her body, and her desire to survive made “she” scream. But there was too much wind and rain, and there was thunder, and the two children playing games upstairs didn’t hear anything.

Lin Wei broke away from the perspective of “her” in the dream, and the scene in front of her changed back and forth. One moment, “she” was sitting under the stairs, her body was washed away by the rain, and the blood from her body was also taken away, and then there were two children upstairs. playing games.

Lei Ming made Rarity a little uneasy, and he forgot to play the card for a while, clearly shouting, “What are you doing? It’s time for you to play!”

Rarity yelled back, “Thunder!”

Mingming got up and sat next to his brother, hugging his shoulders and shouting, “Don’t be afraid! Mom will be here soon!”

“But Mommy’s been down for a long time!” Rarity shouted, putting down her cards and asking, “I’m going to see Mommy, are you going?”

Mingming raised his head and glanced at Lei outside. He was a little afraid to stay in the room alone. He said ok, put down the cards and went downstairs with his brother.

The old shígG room on the stairs was very dark, and the thunder was frightening, so the two children consciously shook hands when they walked out of the room and walked downstairs.

When they got to the third flight of stairs, Rarity started calling out to her mother, clearly loudly saying, “There’s too much thunder! Mommy can’t hear us!”

But “she” downstairs heard the voice, not clear, but she knew that two children were coming, she raised her head and wanted to call their names.

But because of the bleeding and rain, she had more air and less air, and her voice was too low. The two children couldn’t hear her voice and just continued to walk down.

After walking down the first flight of stairs, it was clear that Ruirui turned around. Another thunderstorm sounded. Electric light came in through the doors and windows of the living room. The downstairs was a little brighter.

“Mom…” Mingming shouted with trembling lips.

Rarity’s reaction was quicker, he let go of his brother’s hand and trotted downstairs, shouting, “Mom!”

Hearing the voice, “she” downstairs raised her head, saw Rarity’s hurried figure in the dimness, and shouted with all her might, “Don’t! There is water…” The second half of the sentence was weak.

Rarity felt the rain, and he held on to the handrail and slowed down to “her”, trying to pull her to a dry place. Mingming also reacted, followed him downstairs, and soon came to “her” side, crying and pulling up with his brother.

It’s just that their strength is too small to pull “her”, so they can only push “her” to the far left of the stairs to avoid the flowing rain.

And “she” also managed to open her eyes and raised her hand to wipe Mingming’s tears, but whether it was “she” or the two children, they were all covered in water, and the tears couldn’t be wiped away at all.

“She” opened her mouth to speak, but couldn’t make a sound. She leaned over to listen, but couldn’t hear anything, and shouted loudly, “What did you say, Mom?”

Suddenly, Rarity stood up: “I’ll call someone!”

Mingming raised his head blankly and asked “what” with tears in his eyes. Rarity said loudly, “You take care of mom at home, and I’ll call someone to save mom!”

He turned around, trying to pull the latch on the back door, but the latch was too high for him to reach. Seeing clearly, getting up from “her” and moving a stool over, Rarity climbed onto the stool, pulled the latch, jumped down to open the door, and rushed into the rain.

She watched Rarity run to Zhou’s house and banged on the door, shouting loudly, but it was raining so hard that no one inside heard a sound. He ran out from under the eaves and was about to give up going to someone else’s house. When he came out of the yard, he happened to see a brick pressed against the door of the yard. He lifted it up and smashed it hard, picked up a piece, and threw it hard at the window on the second floor of Zhou’s house.

Missed once, second time, third time… fifth time, hit.

Chen Bamei walked to the window, saw the person below waving their hands, hurried downstairs, opened the door and asked what was wrong.

“My mom fell!” Rarity cried aloud, begging Bamei Chen to save her.

Chen Bamei followed Rui Rui out of the rain screen and came to Zong’s house. She saw “her” sitting under the stairs, bleeding profusely, and hurriedly helped “her” up.

But Chen Bamei is only a girl. Even if she is stronger, she can help “her” to a dry place, but she cannot carry “her” to the hospital.

They need the help of more people.

After hearing this, Rarity wiped the water off her face and said “I’ll call someone”, then turned and rushed into the rain again.

When passing by Zhou’s house, he went into the yard, picked up the remaining bricks, placed them on the hem of his clothes, and smashed them down the road.

…

Lin Wei woke up crying again.

As soon as she woke up, Zong Shao also woke up. He turned on the electric light, took her into his arms, patted her on the back and comforted, “It’s alright, it’s alright.”

In the daytime, when he told Lin Wei that the tiles above the stairs were broken, and the rainwater flowed in through the holes, and the floor was wet, her expression began to look wrong.

After breakfast, she began to urge him to go through the discharge procedures.

After returning home, she went straight to the place where the water was standing, followed the puddle up, and looked at the hole in the roof for a long time. For the rest of the day, she was in such a muddle-headed state until she fell asleep at night, and now wakes up crying.

While comforting Lin Wei, Zong Shao picked up the handkerchief on the bedside table with his back to wipe her tears.

It may have been a life-and-death disaster. Although Lin Wei was sad, she quickly recovered. She took the handkerchief from Zong Shao and withdrew from her embrace. She wiped her tears and asked, “Am I very hopeless?”

“No.” Zong Shao shook his head and asked, “Are you thirsty?”

“Um?”

“I’ll go down and get a glass of water.”

Zong Shao said that he was about to get up, but Lin Wei grabbed his hand in the next second: “Don’t go!”

He stopped, sat back on the bed, hugged Lin Wei who was trembling, and patted her back again: “Okay, I’m not going.”

Lin Wei buried her head in his arms, listening to his heartbeat, gradually stopped shaking, and said, “I had a dream just now.”

“What kind of dream?”

“I dreamed…” Lin Wei closed her eyes and whispered, “It’s a typhoon, you’re not at home, I’ll take Mingming Ruirui to play cards in the room.”

“Playing cards?” Zong Shao asked, they didn’t have playing cards at home.

Lin Wei nodded: “It’s cards. I was playing. I was tired, so I stood up and asked Mingming and Rui Rui if they were hungry. I said I’d go downstairs to get something to eat.”

Zong Shao held Lin Wei’s arm tighter: “Then what?”

“Then, I pushed open the door and walked out. The power went out. It was very dark outside. I walked in the dark, as if I heard the sound of water, but there was thunder and the sound of rain was obvious. Going down, it wasn’t the sound of rain, it was real water, I fell…” Lin Wei clenched Zong Shao’s clothes tightly, “It hurts, it hurts too much.”

Zong Shao touched Lin Wei’s stomach through his clothes, but he didn’t dare to rub it, he just said in a low voice, “It’s alright, look, we’re together now, it’s alright.”

“That was now, in the dream you were not there, I shed a lot of blood, I called the children’s names, but the thunder and rain were too loud, they didn’t hear, I watched the blood flow out little by little, and it merged with the rain, she I have no strength.”

Lin Wei put her forehead against Zong Shao’s chest, closed her eyes, and said, “Mingming Ruirui they came down, they saw her lying on the ground, they were terrified and kept crying. Rui Rui said to save her, he opened it. The door ran out, smashed the window of Zhou’s house with a stone, and the eighth sister left… but there were not enough people, and Rarity ran out again… He took the stone, drenched in the rain, had red eyes, and smashed it one by one. ”

Zong Shao’s throat moved: “How about ‘she’ in the dream?”

“I didn’t see it, I woke up.” Lin Wei whispered, “But I know she’s dead.”

“How could that be,” Zong Shao said, with his forehead pressed against Lin Wei’s forehead, “It was just a dream, and you didn’t dream of the ending, and didn’t you say that Rui Rui smashed many neighbors’ windows? Those at home The people from her will definitely come out to help, and with so many people around, she will definitely be fine.”

Lin Wei said with tears: “But it’s not just a dream, I see the result.”

A long time ago, Zong Shao knew that Lin Wei had a secret, and she also admitted that she had a secret. When she lost control of her emotions, she said that she would tell him the reason later.

It’s only been one month, two months, he has not been able to wait for Lin Wei to speak to him, so that sometimes, he will wonder if Lin Wei will really tell him the reason?

Or just an excuse.

Until Lin Wei asked him to take a leave of absence and drove back, he had a faint feeling in his heart. And when he came home during the day and saw the water on the ground and the extra holes in the roof, he guessed that it might be now.

It’s just that at this time, he hesitated, not knowing whether to ask.

But what should come will always come, and what should be asked should always be asked clearly. Zong Shao wiped her tears with his fingers and asked, “What do you mean?”

Lin Wei really didn’t plan to continue to hide it, because she didn’t want to hide her whole family in the shadow of her dying soon.

Although she couldn’t control her emotions in the end, causing Zong Shao to not sleep well, and worrying about her all the time, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. He doesn’t know anything. It’s better than knowing that she will die but being powerless It’s a dull knife to cut meat.

She didn’t say that if she died, they could still treat it as an accident, and it was enough to suffer for one or two years. They would always cheer up and live their own lives. But if they knew, she would have known that she would die. Can they come out after her death?

Lin Wei found it difficult.

Like a person who died suddenly in his sleep, relatives and friends may be sad when they think about it, but at least they can comfort themselves, at least he walked without pain, but if he went to the hospital and went through a long treatment, when he remembered it, he would always It was his last struggle.

If she died, she wanted them to think she went without suffering.

But the above ideas are all based on the idea of ​​”she can’t survive”. Now that she has survived her life and death, she naturally has no worries. She said, “I had a dream on the way to Yazhou Island with the army.”

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