Chapter 180 extra
There was silence in the ward.
Han Qiu had already returned to the chair beside the bed and sat down, with drooping eyebrows and eyes, shoulders slightly bowed, looking at the mobile phone and replying to WeChat with concentration and calmness, as if nothing had happened.
Fu Xiao frowned.
Han Qiu recovered too quickly, she seemed to be like this all the time.
Such a person will make people feel cold and thin.
That’s why she told herself so firmly at the beginning, and also told others who knew it, that they were only together temporarily. When the investigation was over and she returned to China, Han Qiu would continue to stay in the patrol team as her veterinarian. End.
Now…
“Han Qiu, if you recruit me, you may have to come back to Jiangping often.” Fu Xiao reminded.
Han Qiu said, “I know.”
She answered without any thought.
Fu Xiao’s brows became tighter, and she looked at Han Qiu silently for a long time before she spoke again, “But Jiangping is to you, you…”
Fu Xiao didn’t know what to say.
Since they got acquainted, their exchanges have almost all focused on the same thing, and they haven’t had a serious heart-to-heart talk.
Unknown topics are the hardest to speak about.
Han Qiu understood. She put down her phone, picked up the trash on the table and walked towards the door, “I just can’t come back, it’s not that I won’t come back.”
Fu Xiao, “What do you mean you can’t come back?”
Han Qiu turned around, stood in the corner where the trash can was placed, and said from a distance: “I should have let you hear it. When I came out, I had a lot of trouble with my family.”
Fu Xiao stepped on the ground, and his heart sank, “How broken is it?”
Han Qiu said: “It happened many years ago, I can’t remember clearly.”
lie.
People are the best at remembering bad things.
Han Qiu is still very smart at first sight.
But Fu Xiao didn’t expose it, everyone has the right to hide some secrets in their hearts.
Telling these secrets may not hurt others, but it hurts oneself.
But if you don’t say it, the thorn will stick forever.
Fu Xiao rubbed her fingers unconsciously, and when Han Qiu approached, she suddenly looked up at her, “Han Qiu, I can also go to the camp to find you, but you have to be mentally prepared, I am very busy with work and don’t have much time. If you don’t think this is a problem, let’s give it a try.”
Han Qiu said, “It’s not a problem.”
Fu Xiao watched her eyes carefully, “Did you answer too quickly?”
Answering too quickly is always suspicious.
“I believe you have a heart for me, but the time we have known each other is only two months. Except for the part that hit it off, we have hardly done anything worth remembering for each other. Just like this, you are already for me, Are you sure you want to continue after coming back to this place that you can’t come back to?” Fu Xiao said rationally: “Han Qiu, the impulse is only temporary, it took you nearly twenty hours to come here, the impulse should have passed long ago , How did you answer so simply this time?”
When Han Qiu was asked about the key points, his eyes became dark.
Before the impulse had completely passed, she had already boarded the plane back.
Along the way, because she couldn’t get in touch, her thoughts were almost completely occupied by worry, and she didn’t have the energy to think about the reasons behind her impulse.
Fu Xiao didn’t continue to ask questions just now, so he changed the subject.
Now that it was mentioned again suddenly, she was left speechless.
This feeling makes her very uncomfortable, but she really hasn’t found a reasonable explanation for it.
After a moment of silence, Han Qiu said: “You can think that the more you can’t get it, the stronger your sense of existence will affect a person’s reason and decision.”
Fu Xiao immediately asked back: “If you get it, will you get tired of it soon?”
Han Qiu said: “Not sure, the maintenance of the relationship depends on the follow-up development.”
Fu Xiao laughed angrily, “If you don’t develop well, you will be divided?”
Han Qiu said: “I am not a fickle person, and my tolerance is fairly high. I will not easily quarrel with anyone irretrievably.”
“So it all depends on my performance?”
“You can say that.”
Fu Xiao smiled, “Come here.”
Han Qiu approached.
Fu Xiao raised his hand, hooked Han Qiu’s front, pulled her to him, and said, “Now let you see how I behave.”
Fu Xiao’s lips touched Han Qiu.
Han Qiu instinctively opened his mouth, and there was a short but intense pain on the tip of his tongue.
Fu Xiao left Han Qiu and said provocatively, “How are you doing?”
Han Qiu said indifferently: “You performed well. At first you had to pinch your face when you wanted to kiss you, but now you have become more active.”
Fu Xiao couldn’t steal the chicken and eat the rice, lay back on the bed, closed his eyes and said, “I’m going to sleep, the idlers can kneel down.”
Han Qiu reminded, “You haven’t had dinner yet.”
Fu Xiao said, “Nobody bought it.”
“I’m going down now. What do you want to eat?” Han Qiu asked her.
Fu Xiao deliberately found fault, “Delicates from mountains and seas.”
Han Qiu didn’t refute, nor should he, and explained to Fu Xiao before leaving, “I will talk to Han Dong along the way, and it will take a while. If you are really tired, take a rest first.”
Fu Xiao said, “Yes.”
Han Qiu pushed the door open and left.
The moment the lock fell again, Fu Xiao opened his eyes and looked towards the door.
What would Han Qiu say to a cousin who hadn’t even called on the phone for fifteen years?
Pay her hospital bills?
Fu Xiao thought of Han Dong’s ambiguous words and Han Qiu’s lie just now, and felt mixed emotions in his heart.
There must be something in this place that Han Qiu can’t let go of, so she is so cruel that she doesn’t contact anyone.
But it was this cruel Han Qiu who gave in to you fifteen years after she cut off contact with everyone.
When Fu Xiao thought of this, his heart suddenly bumped.
She belatedly remembered that “Love does not know where to start” should be a plot that happened on TV. In reality, it is necessary to weigh the pros and cons, and to…
Forget it, what are you doing more than this.
Han Qiu himself said that he looked at it regardless of the difference.
Who knows what will happen next.
Anyway, she has lost the shackles of marriage, the road is wide, and there are many opportunities for trial and error.
Even if it was a split in the end, she would definitely be worth it. After all, Han Qiu just keeps silent, and once he speaks…
“Fu Xiao, I’ll go back.”
Fu Xiao put his hand on his beating heart, and said softly: “As soon as she opened her mouth, you handed over your life and the life of the one in your stomach to her. Fu Xiao, you are a bit bold.”
Just be big, some people say she has a high tolerance, try it.
Fu Xiao touched the phone and sent Han Qiu a long list of menus, saying: [All of the above, I will buy them back for my sister! 】
Han Qiu replied to her: [I am 37 this year, if I remember correctly, you are only 34]
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Outside, Han Qiu walked to the nurse’s station and asked, “How can I get to Dr. Han Donghan’s office?”
The nurse stood up and enthusiastically showed Han Qiu the way.
Han Qiu thanked him, followed the floor pointed by the nurse, and found Han Dong’s office easily.
“Knock knock.”
“Please come in.”
Han Qiu opened the door and came in, calling the person inside, “Han Dong.”
When Han Dong heard the long-lost familiar voice, he was stunned for several seconds before hurriedly standing up, and said excitedly, “Sister, you are back!”
“Hmm.” Han Qiu walked to Han Dong’s desk and asked her, “How much is Fu Xiao’s hospitalization and medical expenses?”
The joy on Han Dong’s face faded instantly, “Although I know, I still want to ask, sister, do you have to be so clear with me?”
Han Qiu said: “Brother, I will settle the score. Besides, I have been kicked out of that family for many years.”
As soon as Han Dong changed his calm appearance in front of others, he clasped his hands, and his voice begged, “Sister, don’t be like this. We used to eat and sleep together, go in and out together, and even wear clothes. I have to learn from you. Our relationship is so obvious. OK, now…”
Han Qiu interrupted softly, “Han Dong, the past is just the past. You know my character. I will never go back and pick up what I left behind, or what I left behind.”
“Sister…” Han Donghong narrowed her eyes, struggled for a while, and said in a low voice, “I’m sorry.”
Han Qiu said: “You didn’t feel sorry for me. On the contrary, I should thank you for not rejecting my call last night. Apart from you, I have no one else to turn to here. Han Dong, thank you.”
“Sister, don’t you really want to do this?” Han Dong’s emotions broke down a bit, “I know that when my uncle beat you, at least I should stand up and speak for you instead of standing and watching like everyone else, but my I was only 19 years old at the time, and I couldn’t screw my parents at all. I have been guilty of my cowardly behavior for many years, and I almost couldn’t be a doctor. As long as I see the red liquid, I will remember that you are covered in blood. Push me away and walk out by yourself The picture at the door of the house. Sis, I’m sorry, I’m sorry…”
Han Qiu looked down at the clean table, calm and calm, “I don’t need anyone’s help with my affairs, so Han Dong, don’t always remember the past, live your own life well.”
Han Dong shed tears, “I thought about it too, but why did I forget? Before you left home, you were a double-educated student of economics and management. You were a role model for all the children in the family to be scolded by their parents. You will inherit your uncle’s company. It will become the object of every year and festival, and all of us have to look at our faces. After leaving? You will be stopped outside the door even if you go to see him on the day of grandpa’s death. Sister, it’s just bowing down to uncle. Are you really Are you going to never go home for the rest of your life?”
Han Qiu raised his eyes, looked at Han Dong, and said, “Low your head means you are at fault. I remember that on the day my grandfather passed away, I was already kneeling in front of the rocking chair he used to sit in and was beaten to death. Grandpa is ashamed and does not owe anyone else, so why should I bow my head again?”
Han Dong was at a loss for words, and begged, “What if grandpa wants you to come home? You grew up with grandpa, do you have the heart to let him down?”
Han Qiu said: “Grandpa will not be disappointed. He has always hoped that I would do what I like. Without his encouragement, I would not have the courage to come out publicly as soon as I graduated at the age of 22. If this is the case, why would he want me to go back That place that treats me as a different kind will never lift its head?”
“sister-”
“Han Dong, give me a number, and I will transfer the money to you.”
The topic was forcibly interrupted, Han Dong remained silent for a long while, but still could only compromise, “This is a private hospital, and the daily fee for a high-end ward is very high.”
Han Qiu lowered his eyes and took out his mobile phone, “Tell me, I can still get the money to pay her medical expenses.”
Han Dong glanced at the bill on the table and said in a low voice, “Twelve thousand.”
Han Qiu, “Bank card number.”
Han Dong found the card from his bag and reported it to Han Qiu.
In less than ten seconds, Han Qiu put away the phone and said, “It’s turned over.”
Seeing that she was leaving, Han Dong felt anxious and couldn’t help asking, “Are you and Fu Xiao lovers?”
Han Qiu said, “Yes.”
“how long have you been together?”
“Is this important?”
“…”
Han Dong pursed his lips, stopped asking, and said instead: “I know, I will do my best to take good care of her.”
Han Qiu turned his back to her without turning around, “Thank you.”
Han Qiu came out of Han Dong’s office, walking straight with his back in the direction of the elevator.
When she was about to walk, her pace suddenly slowed down until she stopped.
Next week is my grandfather’s death day.
It’s been sixteen years, and she probably still can’t say “Happy 100th birthday” to her grandfather who raised her since she was a child.
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