Chapter 95 stabbed
Xiao Jiu, why didn’t I realize that you are so good at stabbing my heart?
Zhou Yi’s tone was polite and distant, standing in front of Mu Qinglin with her head bowed, with the brim of her hat covering her face, no one knew her expression at the moment, let alone what was going on in her heart, she was like a ruthless bricklayer trying to build a The wall excludes all people and things related to the past.
Standing outside the wall, Mu Qinglin suddenly didn’t want to bear it anymore.
It’s **** nonsense to take one step at a time!
As it is now, before she breaks the wall and walks into Zhou Yi’s heart again, she has to torture herself to death!
But she couldn’t bear it, what else could she do?
Just now, she just hugged her by accident, and she has drawn a clear line with her in such a hurry…
The street is quiet, and the rising sun has not yet warmed up much.
Mu Qinglin clutched the car keys tightly, and the depths of her pupils were filled with dilemmas. In the end, she just raised her hand, touched the brim of Zhou Yi’s hat with her knuckles, and said in a low voice, “This place is far from the station. You go.”
Her reaction made her sadder than slapping Zhou Yi on the spot.
Why not be angry all the time?
Why don’t you ask the same angrily as you did the night before?
Or just sarcasm and say, look, that’s what your life is without me.
How should she relieve her anger, instead of saying “I’ll see you off” to her so calmly.
This is the treatment that only Zhou Yi, who would rush towards her with a sullen head, deserves the treatment, not the Zhou Yi in front of him who only knows how to hide.
Zhou Yi’s eyes hidden under the brim of his hat were red, and his fingers pinched his knuckles unconsciously when he spoke, “No need, I know how to walk.”
After Zhou Yi finished speaking, he was about to leave, his steps were as fast as if he was running for his life.
Mu Qinglin’s eyes were stung, and she grabbed her wrist just as she was about to pass him by.
Zhou Yi felt that the force was so heavy that it would break her bones.
“Zhou Yi!” Mu Qinglin needed to hold his breath desperately to make his voice sound less sharp, “Don’t you like to remember people? Then even if you really don’t like me, you should think about it I used to be kind to you? Call me sister, listen to me, what’s wrong with you?! I’m so unworthy of your concern?!”
“That’s not what I meant!” Zhou Yi blurted out, seeing the flashing pause in Mu Qinglin’s eyes, suddenly realized that he had raised his head, and hurriedly turned his head away, saying, “I really know how to walk.”
Mu Qinglin looked at Zhou Yi silently, her red eyes were all in her mind.
After a while, Mu Qinglin’s grip on Zhou Yi’s wrist loosened a little, and he said exhaustedly, “Zhou Yi, I’m very tired, and I don’t have the energy to stand on the street with you and talk about these things. If you still If you have a conscience, just get in the car by yourself, and don’t make me bother to invite you.”
Zhou Yi’s hand held by Mu Qinglin visibly trembled, then slowly lowered it, and said, “I’m sorry to trouble you.”
“…” Mu Qing felt numb in her heart, the formerly so passionate feelings, now there is only a little bit of conscience left.
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The temperature in the car is pleasant.
When Zhou Yi heard Mu Qinglin’s mobile phone prompt “Get ready to start, the whole journey is 19 kilometers…”, his mouth moved, but he didn’t say anything.
It wasn’t until entering the congested road section that the car started to stop and go that Mu Qinglin asked, “Are you short of money?”
Zhou Yi’s gaze was fixed on the sprinkler body in the opposite lane, and he said, “Hmm…”
Before the next sentence, Mu Qing wanted to ask Zhou Yi, “Why don’t you use the money you saved before when you are short of money”. As long as she moves the money in the card once in these years, Fu Hui will know where she is, but not once. She would rather be poor enough to sell her physical strength and turn herself into an iron man who does not need to rest. Let them find her trail!
Thinking of this, Mu Qinglin became angry again. She put one arm on the car door, rested her forehead with her fingers, and supported the steering wheel with the other hand, her side face was tense.
This dissatisfaction is reflected in the action, the brake and the accelerator are stepped on one by one.
Zhou Yi still doesn’t know that Mu Qinglin has reported to the police, so he naturally doesn’t understand the reason for her sudden anger.
To her, the reason why the card cannot be moved is not because she is afraid of being discovered, but because she has changed her name and identity, so she cannot move it anymore.
As for why the name was changed…
It was to hide from her.
Essentially there seems to be no difference.
Zhou Yi didn’t notice the change in Mu Qinglin’s mood. She was already dizzy, and after being tortured by the traffic that stopped and walked twice, she closed her eyes in pain within ten minutes.
From the corner of his eyes, Mu Qing saw that the fingers supporting his head subconsciously touched his forehead.
After a few seconds of silence, Mu Qinglin lowered his arms, supported the steering wheel with both hands, and drove steadily on the congested road in the old city.
On the elevated, the road conditions improved.
Mu Qinglin pondered for a long time and said, “How have you supported yourself these past few years?”
Zhou Yi’s eyelashes trembled slightly, but he didn’t speak.
Mu Qing couldn’t wait for an answer for a long time, so she quickly turned her head and glanced at Zhou Yi.
Her eyes were closed tightly, and she seemed to be asleep, but her breathing was not so steady, which was obviously pretending.
Mu Qinglin wanted to expose it, remembering the scene of her slapping herself mercilessly last night in order to stay awake, she swallowed the words back, after a moment of silence, she couldn’t help but add, “I’m the deputy director of the news center now, The income is not bad, and the mortgage was paid off at the end of last year, so I don’t have to worry about drinking northwest wind in the future.”
If you are really short of money, you can ask me.
Mu Qinglin didn’t say the last sentence directly.
If Zhou Yi is still willing to let her approach, she will take the initiative to find her when there is no other way, if not, the more she is courteous, the more she will hide away.
Mu Qinglin let out a sigh of relief, and didn’t go to Zhou Yi’s place to make fun of himself.
Soon, there was a soft sound from the side, and Zhou Yi actually fell asleep.
Zhou Yi’s side face in deep sleep was as cute and quiet as in his memory, and Mu Qinglin easily found a sense of long-lost in it, and the doubts and anger in his heart dissipated.
She slowed down the speed of the car, stepped on the brake lightly with every foot, and didn’t wake up Zhou Yi when she reached the destination. , she always likes to press her chin in the pocket of her shoulder…
This idea is too strong.
Mu Qinglin rubbed the joint with his thumb twice, and slowly turned towards Zhou Yi.
In her deep sleep, her lips were slightly opened, as if waiting for her to kiss there.
Mu Qinglin’s consciousness was attracted by this cognition, and she lightly pasted it.
The instant real and unbelievable touch made Mu Qinglin’s five-year silent heart beating violently in his chest, so full that it was about to explode, but he was afraid of waking Zhou Yi, so he didn’t dare to go deeper, he was so careful that he even stopped breathing.
Silence grows wildly between the lips, filling the entire carriage in an instant.
In his sleep, Zhou Yi pursed his lips together, and the tip of his tongue naturally swept across his lips, even touching Mu Qinglin’s dry lips.
Mu Qinglin’s nerves trembled, and waves flooded into his eyes.
She wanted time to stop there.
She can try to convince herself that she doesn’t need reasons, doesn’t ask about the past, and just asks that this lost and found girl stay quietly where she can see. Or, you can be more generous and don’t always think about keeping a distance from her.
It’s a pity that people’s subconscious is far more sensitive than imagined.
Sensing the pressure, Zhou Yi frowned uncomfortably, and his eyelids moved, as if he was about to wake up.
Seeing this, Mu Qinglin couldn’t bear to part with her and had no choice but to back away. When she opened her eyes and looked at him, she concealed her emotions without any trace, and said, “Wake up…”
Zhou Yi was in a deep sleep just now, and her consciousness was confused. It took her a while to realize where she was and what she had done when she heard Mu Qinglin’s voice. The lock said, “Sorry for wasting your time.”
Mu Qinglin looked at her shy face that didn’t dare to turn her face away, her beating heart became lifeless again.
She stretched out her hand without saying a word, and helped Zhou Yi press the buckle. Seeing her frantic hands paused, she pulled the seat belt back and said, “Thank you for taking me back.”
After finishing speaking, Zhou Yi turned around and opened the door.
Mu Qinglin leaned back and waited for her to push the car door, put her foot on the ground, and said softly, “Thank you, I didn’t just say it out of my mouth. Are you in a hurry?”
Zhou Yi gripped the doorknob, “Don’t rush…”
Mu Qinglin got out of the car sideways, “Then have breakfast with me.”
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The breakfast shop at nine o’clock in the morning is already deserted.
Zhou Yi walked behind Mu Qinglin, and when she was about to reach the end, she turned into a shop.
Zhou Yi glanced inside, but there was no guest.
The boss was busy in the back kitchen, Mu Qinglin stood in front of the cashier and shouted, “Boss, order.”
The boss responded loudly, “Hey, come right away!”
Standing behind Mu Qinglin, Zhou Yi reached into her pocket while she was looking up at the menu, and pressed the gourd that she hadn’t thought of picking to the back of the phone, wrapping it tightly with her palm.
“That’s all, order more when it’s not enough.” Mu Qinglin said.
The boss sincerely suggested, “You have already ordered too much, why don’t you remove the fried dough sticks?”
Mu Qinglin said, “No, it’s for two people to eat.”
The boss turned his head to look at Zhou Yi, Zhou Yi’s peripheral vision under the brim of his hat just drifted to Mu Qinglin.
“Then the amount is about the same.” The boss placed the order, pointed to the payment code on the table and said, “Wait a minute, I’ll make it for you, and you scan the code yourself, a total of 23.”
Mu Qing responded and scanned the QR code with her mobile phone, but Zhou Yi, who was already waiting beside her, took the lead.
With a sound of “ding”, Mu Qinglin turned his head and saw Zhou Yi holding the phone tightly with one hand, and quickly clicking on the screen with the other hand.
What can be done with one hand, you have to use two hands like the old people.
Seeing the awkwardness in Zhou Yi’s hand, Mu Qinglin wished she could pull out the gourd she had hidden in her hand on the spot, throw it on her, and ask her to explain why she didn’t like someone anymore, and she still wanted to hide her to send him away. s things.
If you really want to do this, the person may disappear tomorrow.
Mu Qinglin knew this well, so she had no choice but to put the roller coaster of emotions back to normal, turned around and found a seat to sit.
Zhou Yi couldn’t taste the taste of this meal.
Mu Qinglin was almost suffering from a stomachache. She took a sip of soy milk, looked up at Zhou Yi who was ready to leave at any time, and wanted to take off her two legs.
“Is there something to do when you come back suddenly?” Mu Qing asked casually.
Zhou Yi stepped on the outside of the table leg and retracted it, bumping the soy milk in Mu Qinglin’s bowl, “Mmm…” she said.
“What’s up?”
“Private matter…”
“stay How long?”
“uncertain…”
Not sure what it means?
Leave when it’s done?
Mu Qinglin looked at Zhou Yi for a while, then his voice sank, “Going?”
Zhou Yi frowned, not knowing how to answer.
But Mu Qinglin was still asking, “Will it take another five years before you come back after you leave? Or if you know that I still plan to pester you, you won’t come back at all?”
Zhou Yi seemed to be buried deep in the snow, his mind was empty and cold.
She hadn’t formally thought about the problem, but the result was most likely what Mu Qinglin said.
It was hard for her to say these words.
In the beginning, she shouldn’t have come back for her own selfishness…
Mu Qinglin found the answer from Zhou Yi’s reaction. She couldn’t tell whether she was more sad, angry, or simply unable to accept that the place she was going to was full of thorns.
Even though she had been forced to put away the thorns on her body, she was accidentally injured on the difficult road.
This time it’s the ear, what next time? before?
Mu Qinglin recalled Zhou Yi’s calm tone when he said to the girl that he couldn’t hear in his right ear, and his heart ached.
Her heart clearly told her that she could accept Zhou Yi’s concealment, but refused her to leave again, and there was no room for negotiation.
Mu Qinglin kept this thought in his head for a while, fixed his eyes on Zhou Yi’s face, silent and calm, “Zhou Yi, did I tell you that if you dare to leave me, I will break your leg?”
Zhou Yi took a breath of cool air from the air conditioner, and remembered that scene—sister, I think I will never be able to live without you in this life.
She said this first, and she broke her promise in the end.
Zhou Yi’s heart suddenly shrank to a point, and he slowly raised his head, “I will do it myself.”
“?” Mu Qinglin’s eyes were straight, unable to understand the meaning of Zhou Yi’s words.
Zhou Yi looked around the store, got up and walked towards the door.
Mu Qinglin’s eyes followed her. Before she realized what she wanted to do and was about to stop her, she quickly picked up the mop that the boss had placed behind the door, turned sideways, held both sides with her hands and smashed it down hard, while pushing her right leg up. carry.
The wooden mop three to four centimeters thick snapped.
Mu Qinglin stared in that direction, completely silent.
Zhou Yi put the mop that had been broken in two into one hand, scanned the QR code and paid a lot of compensation.
There was no expression of pain on her face.
But Mu Qinglin saw her right leg shaking from the backlight door.
“Is someone here?” The boss heard the payment notification, ran out to look, and saw that there was no newcomer in the store, so he asked Mu Qinglin strangely, “Girl, did someone pay you just now?”
Hearing the sound, Mu Qinglin suddenly let go of the chopsticks that he had held at some point, his hand was shaking unbearably.
Zhou Yi couldn’t see it, so he stood by the door and explained, “I accidentally broke your mop, the money just now is compensation.”
The boss was surprised, “Okay, why did the mop break?”
Zhou Yi didn’t say a word, and walked past the boss.
Her legs shook uncontrollably, and she always wanted to bend when she walked, and she had to walk slowly if she couldn’t fall.
Just over half the distance, Mu Qinglin got up suddenly, strode up to Zhou Yi, and looked down at her, eyes almost bursting with anger.
Zhou Yi thought that Mu Qinglin was going to say something, after all, what she did was not only a mop, but also the relationship between the two of them.
It should be more ruthless than that night.
No one can keep calm after repeated disappointments and slaps in the face.
So let’s scold, it’s best to say something like “Zhou Yi, from now on you will follow your Yangguan road, and I will pass my single-plank bridge, we will never communicate with each other until death”.
But after she got angry, she asked in a difficult voice, “Xiao Jiu, why didn’t I realize that you are so good at stabbing me in the heart?”
The author has something to say:
Stop pretending, my little leather whip is ready, Xiao Jiu, you can figure it out!
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