Chapter 186 fortress

Chapter 186 Fortress

The man’s bitter breath floated into his nostrils. Lu Yang grabbed his hand and wanted to move it. Before he could move, Jiang Yanzhou suddenly grabbed her hand, turned him around, and put her hand on his neck. She hooked his neck.

Jiang Yanzhou’s mandible had thin skin, and his outline was extremely sharp. He lowered his eyebrows and narrowed his eyes, staring straight at her. His protruding Adam’s apple slid up and down from time to time. After a while, he lowered his voice and said, “Continue with the topic just now.”

“When you said you gave me a chance, was it to stabilize me, or was it true?”

Being with him is because the boat is on the bridge and there is nothing to do, or I really want to be with him.

Jiang Yanzhou has confidence in many things, but she is the only one he dare not make rash judgments.

His eyes were covered by the shadow of his eyelashes, and he couldn’t see his emotions clearly, but Lu Yang seemed to see that familiar and unspeakable haze again.

Jiang Yanzhou knew very well in his heart that when she pinches him at will, he not only has no complaints, but even enjoys it.

There are so many things that happen unintentionally in the world. For example, she had no intention of catching him, but his feelings for her were like a burning spark, spreading and flourishing.

The more you like someone, the more you will abandon the views of more than 20 years, and you will be so stubborn that you must stay by her side.

Even if she was probably just pity him, he didn’t want to let go of her pity for him.

Jiang Yanzhou knew that the more uncomfortable he was, the more she loved him. So, he used her compassion despicably to let her see him.

People are greedy, he not only wants her affection, but also her true love without impurities. He thought she not only loved his body, but also his soul.

The man’s eyes were focused, staring at her for a moment, Lu Yang felt that his arms were a little tired, and when he wanted to withdraw his hand, he was held down instead.

After a while, his thin lips parted slightly, and his voice was low, a little helpless: “Give me some face.”

“…”

“True words.”

Lu Yang moved his eyes and landed on the man’s bony knuckles, which were glowing with cold white luster, and continued: “I never lie when it comes to feelings.”

She is not like him, she will deliberately turn a few corners to get close in order to meet.

Jiang Yanzhou has been in Vanity Fair since he was a child, and he never fights unprepared, but emotionally, he has little experience, and occasionally falls into a dead end.

She likes to be calm and restrained, so he is calm and restrained.

She doesn’t like him being jealous, so he digests his jealousy by himself.

She doesn’t want to fall in love yet, so he just waits for her.

…

Looking at Jiang Yanzhou, Lu Yang suddenly remembered that difficult time.

The grandfather in my memory was almost never sick. When she rushed to the hospital, she saw grandpa lying pale on the hospital bed, his life being spared no effort in maintaining his life.

Lu Mingyu told her that grandpa would recover soon, but she knew that grandpa was no different from a corpse.

People were lying there, but the familiar grandpa was gone.

Dreaming at night, when I dreamed of my grandpa, I felt uncomfortable, and I got up and went to the bathroom to vomit for a long time, as if I wanted to vomit my stomach out.

She slowed down for a while, feeling better, propped up her arms, and was about to stand up, when she suddenly stretched out a hand in front of her eyes.

Out of the corner of his eye, Lu Yang vaguely saw the textured black slacks, holding the cup with his slender fingers, and handed him a glass of water.

She was stunned: “Thank you.”

Lu Yang took the cup and glanced at him, but the other party looked at her without emotion, without saying a word.

Jiang Yanzhou followed her to the balcony step by step, the night was silent, only the slight sound of the wind blowing through the leaves rubbing against each other.

He didn’t ask her what was wrong, but just accompanied her silently.

Because he knows, she doesn’t want to tell him now.

Everything happened so quickly that Lu Yang had no time to think. Grandpa was diagnosed with progressive bulbar palsy, the fastest-growing disease among motor neuron diseases.

Just three days ago, grandpa still spoke clearly and moved freely. They also agreed to go to Lu Mingyu’s performance together next winter.

But, there will be no next winter.

A person expects too much, and it will become a pity if she can’t realize it. She can’t run against time.

Time never let anyone go.

Grandpa’s heart stopped beating once, that time, Lu Yang felt that there was no way for her to continue in the future.

Grandma and grandpa are beliefs and fortresses.

There is a kind of love in the world that cannot be measured. No matter you are good or bad, they will always love you.

Grandpa celebrated his birthday this year, and she even wrote a picture of his birthday for him. At that time, grandpa was smiling from ear to ear, showing off to everyone.

Now, grandpa has gone elsewhere.

The emotions I suppressed in front of my family were suddenly hit like a flood, and I couldn’t hold back anymore.

Lu Yang’s eyes were wet and red, and the crystal liquid overflowed his eye sockets and quickly slid down his cheeks.

Immediately, she squatted down, hugged her legs, buried her head in her knees, her slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and her thin white fingers trembled.

“Lu Yang,” Jiang Yanzhou said, “get up.”

The utter darkness around her was tangible, she had nowhere to escape, she was caught suddenly, and her heart surged with countless sourness.

He took a step back and said, “Look up.”

Lu Yang didn’t move.

Jiang Yanzhou’s eyebrows were lightly folded, he bent down suddenly, and reached out to gently pinch her chin. Lu Yang’s eyes and nose were flushed, and there were obvious tear stains on his face, and some tears were about to fall at the end of his eyes.

“What are you crying about?”

“It’s cooling down…it’s so cold.” She said in a tearful voice.

Jiang Yanzhou’s eyes are deep, his thin eyelids are pulled down, his eyelashes cast a fan-shaped shadow on his cold white skin, those eyes are low and deep, filled with indecipherable emotions.

Eyes met, Lu Yang heard him say: “My fault.”

The next moment, the man leaned over to cover her lips in an undeniable gesture.

The organs in Lu Yang’s chest paused for a moment, and then trembled like five fingers.

Jiang Yanzhou let go slightly, pulled her from the ground into his arms, lowered his head, and kissed her more deeply

He turned his body to a certain angle to block the wind completely. Lu Yang’s fingers stopped trembling under the warm body temperature, and he clenched the corner of the man’s clothes indiscriminately.

The comforting kiss was not gentle, as if it wanted to occupy her entire consciousness and soothe her sad emotions.

Lu Yang’s breathing was unreasonable. When he let go of her, he pressed his palm on Jiang Yanzhou’s chest, and pushed her away, but was pressed back by his back.

“Still cold?” he asked.

Clearly knowing that it wasn’t because of the cold, she still pretended to be stupid and cooperated with her.

Lu Yang put his arms around Jiang Yanzhou’s waist, pressed his head against his chest, his heart didn’t hurt so much, and his tears were still flowing uncontrollably.

“cold…”

Jiang Yanzhou clasped her head with his palm, “It’s okay, I’m here.”

After a long time, the tears stopped.

Lu Yang felt that something hard had hit him, and her thin five fingers suddenly penetrated into his pocket.

Jiang Yanzhou was stunned, but didn’t stop, feeling his nimble fingers carelessly rubbing against his thigh through the fabric.

The hands fumbling in the trouser pockets were a little cold.

A little itchy.

There is something else.

Jiang Yanzhou raised his chin slightly, and his Adam’s apple rolled a few times unbearably.

…I can’t take it anymore.

Lu Yang fumbled around, took out the key, took his hand, and slapped his palm heavily.

“what is this?”

Tell her that the combination lock was broken, and he went out for a run without a key, and asked him to spend the night on the sofa at her house, but she caught him right away.

Lu Yang kicked Jiang Yanzhou, his eyes were rarely sullen, “Liar!”

Jiang Yanzhou looked at her back and twitched the corner of his mouth lightly.

It’s really one size fits all, and you should be angry if you should be angry.

He saw her sad and angry, and he liked them all.

Jiang Yanzhou lowered his eyes and pulled down the hem of his clothes for a while.

All the desires in his life are because of Lu Yang.

(end of this chapter)