Chapter 963 deep love

“If I hadn’t met you, I think my whole life would have been like a corpse. I watched my family get wiped out, my parents and relatives were killed by vicious swords, and the home I grew up in was destroyed in the fire. Full of hatred, I vowed to take revenge and let them all die. So I started to study medicine, but at first I learned not the medicine to heal and save people, but the poison that kills people, and finally I got what I got. Wish, let them die in the most miserable and painful way, just like this, I finally avenged the whole family…

“I thought my mission in this life was over. I had no relatives in the world, and I didn’t have any concerns. I was looking for a place to spend the rest of my life. At this time, I met the Lord and entered the lore palace, where I began to renew my life. Positioning myself. Practicing medicine can not only kill people, but also save people. I began to find the meaning of my own existence, and established the Valley of Poison Medicine…

“Over the years, except when I walked out of the mission, most of the time I was the only one who cultivated poisons, refined medicines, and practiced medicine. I think, maybe my future life will be like this. It’s over, but the moment you appeared, it was like another dawn in my life…

“But I was still wrong, I was too selfish, I just wanted to hold you tightly and absorb the warmth from you, but I didn’t expect to unintentionally pull you into the same situation as me, Xiao Koe, I’m sorry you.”

These days, he has been talking a lot in her ear, but there is always an insurmountable barrier between them. Although it is close in front of you, it is so far away.

Now, with his sincere talk, Lan Kou’s closed heart is finally awakened little by little.

Tears flowed down the corner of his eyes at some point, drop by drop, hitting the back of his hand heavily.

Chu Tan’s heart trembled fiercely, is it still not good? Even after saying so much, Xiao Kouer still can’t hear the voice in his heart, still can’t accept him, forgive him?

Finally, in the tense silence, under his nervousness, he finally heard her voice.

“Then why are you unwilling to accept our child? Even if you blame me for hiding you, but he already exists, do you really have the heart to kill him?”

Chu Tan immediately explained: “I… just didn’t think about what to do for a while, but I figured it out now!”

“what?”

In fact, she didn’t have any hope, because she already knew all the secrets in his heart.

As for the result, didn’t she already know it?

He looked into her eyes and said seriously, “I will be by your side whenever and wherever from now on. You live and I live, you die and I die, and I will accompany you to face everything.”

He was so worried about losing Xiao Kouer, so he rejected the existence of children from the bottom of his heart, but they lived in the lore palace, and they had always lived a life of licking blood from the knife’s edge. Now he is worried about whether this problem is too ridiculous. a little.

Therefore, he thought about it so much, experienced countless pains and struggles, and finally returned to relief. Whether it was in the world or in purgatory, he would accompany her to walk with her, and it would never be possible to separate.

Lan Kou thought that she could probably understand what he meant. This man was too stupid, and his stupidity shocked her and moved her heart.

Only now did she know that everything that seemed flat and silent in the past five years was actually his deep love, but she had never been able to truly appreciate it before, but now she finally understands!