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Chapter 736 , in my heart, he is not a stubborn person
Chapter 736, in my heart, he is not a naughty person (please subscribe!)
Du Shuangling defaults.
Du Jingling asked anxiously, “What does Zhang Xuan want to do? Do you know?”
Du Shuangling still didn’t open his eyes, and gently activated his red lips: “It’s back to high school, back to the starting point, and Mijian and I both want it.”
Although she had already guessed and prepared in her heart, Du Jingling, who was heartbroken, couldn’t help but scolded a **** when she heard it from her sister’s mouth.
Du Jingling stretched her arms around her sister and blurted out, “I’m so tired, can you let him go?”
Hearing this, Du Shuangling slowly opened her eyes and stared at her sister who was near Chi Chi.
Turn around and leave?
Du Shuangling never thought about this issue.
doesn’t want to think about it, because she knows herself, and if she leaves him, her heart will have nowhere to rest in this life.
From the first love at first sight to the university, it has been 10 years in a blink of an eye. The most precious youth in her life has been pinned on him, how could she be willing to leave?
Besides, after leaving such a man, what kind of man can inspire her love in the future?
Which man can refill her heart and completely replace Zhang Xuan?
No! There can be no! She doesn’t want to have either!
Looking at each other, Du Jingling felt the pain of her sister’s determination and sincerity.
Du Jingling hugged her sister in both hands and said, “I know you don’t like hearing this, and I also know that what I said was a momentary annoyance, and I also know that things won’t be easy at this point, but when my sister sees you like this, she’s heartbroken.”
Du Shuangling put her head on her sister’s heart, and said softly: “The vicissitudes of life, life is like a dream, I have figured it out in the past few years, life is only a few dozen springs and autumns, and many things become memories in a flash, we should all be there. Live happily in the limited life, don’t bring too much trouble to yourself or to him.
He is a talented person, a very charming person, and a person who does big things. There are many things to worry about every day. I don’t want to see him entangled between me and Mi Jian, and I don’t want to take his heart out. Fettered on the matter of choosing me or choosing Mijian, otherwise the true love between us will gradually become a shackle over time, locking our enthusiasm.
From the time I decided to confess to him first in high school, I had a premonition that this day would come.
There is even an intuition, if he was with Mijian at the beginning, then I should be in Mijian’s position now.
Possibly, if I change it into rice see, there may not be such a rule. ”
Du Jingling is confused: “Rules?”
Du Shuangling said: “Because I took the lead, Mi Jian always felt guilty about me, so he didn’t succeed for a long time.
This is enough.
If it were me, I wouldn’t necessarily be able to restrain myself so much. ”
Having said this, Du Shuangling closed her eyes again and said, “It’s just a pity.”
Du Jingling asked: “What a pity?”
Du Shuangling said, “Fortune and misfortune depend on it, and misfortune and blessing depend on it. If Mi Jian could promise him earlier, maybe he would not be so concerned.”
Du Jingling hesitated: “Do you mean Lilith? Also, or Wenhui?”
Du Shuangling said softly, “All.”
Du Jingling asked, “Where are he and Wenhui?”
Du Shuangling thought for a while and said, “I don’t know what step it has taken.
But I understand that Huihui left CUHK and went back to Shanghai for graduate studies to avoid him and to avoid this feeling.
But whether he can escape, depends on whether Huihui can make up his mind to cut the silk of love with his sword.
If this doesn’t work, then there is still a last chance, rely on rice to see. ”
Du Jingling asked: “See you by rice?”
Du Shuangling didn’t say anything.
Du Jingling asked, “Does Mijian know about Wenhui?”
Du Shuangling said slowly: “Mi Jian is a very smart person.”
Du Jingling pondered, and it took a long time to realize: “Are you driving tigers and swallowing wolves?”
Du Shuangling nodded and shook his head: “I have always had an inexplicable feeling, although he regards me and Mi Jian equally as very important.
There are some things that I am not suitable to say, but if it is Michie to say it, the effect should be very good. ”
Du Jingling pondered for a while: “Are you saying that it is useless for you to stop Zhang Xuan from approaching Wen Hui, and Mi Jian’s words work?”
Du Shuangling said: “No, if I try to stop it, it will be effective, but then we will be welded to death.
He is like a fish in the water now, and I am the fisherman on the shore. When the fish are making more noise in the water, I have to loosen the fishing line properly, and when the fish is making enough noise, it is time for me to rewind the line.
Otherwise, if I stick to it blindly, either I will forcefully pull the fish ashore, or the fishing line may be snapped. ”
Du Jingling was enlightened: “Are you releasing him properly?”
Du Shuangling hummed softly: “Loosen one rope and tie another rope for him carefully.”
Then Du Shuangling added: “I hope Mi Jian can take over the rope I let go.”
Du Jingling frowned: “You agree with Mi Jian’s existence?”
Du Shuangling slowed down, and it took a long time to say: “I agree or disagree, it’s all objective, as long as he treats me with sincerity as always, as long as he can always think of me outside, and think of my goodness, I will learn to lose my burdens. Life is short, but the road to love and family is very long, I have to go with the flow when I take advantage of the situation, and wait silently with tolerance when I go against the trend. In my heart, he is not a stubborn person.”
Du Jingling sighed: “I didn’t expect you to grow to this point in just a few years. I’m not as good as you now, but my sister is wronged for you.”
Du Shuangling said calmly: “If you want to wear a crown, you must bear its weight; if you want to hold a rose, you must bear its wounds. This is the most profound sentence I have learned over the years.”
Hearing this, Du Jingling completely lost her voice.
She is not a fool, she has been crawling and rolling in society for so many years, what kind of strange thing has she not seen?
Not to mention a good person like Zhang Xuan, even a male doctor with little achievements will be sought after by all kinds of female doctors and nurses.
Even if my sister leaves Zhang Xuan, she may not be able to find someone who is better and more sincere to her.
Thinking of Zhang Xuan’s doting eyes on Shuangling over the years, it was the same, Du Jingling is very sure that her sister will never find a man who treats her like this again.
Thinking of this, Du Jingling’s emotions brought about by anger for a while became smooth again, but while the idea was clear, she couldn’t help but think, if Zhang Xuan could calm down a little bit, it would be better.
Of course, Du Jingling was also worried that Zhang Xuan would choose Mi Jian. But when I think of my younger sister who is more thoughtful than myself, and then think of Aunt Xiuqin, I am not so worried.
…
Du Shuangling and the two sisters were talking, Zhang Xuan didn’t know. But he was found by his mother Ruan Xiuqin, and it was also a heart-to-heart talk.
After Ruan Dezhi’s family of three entered the room and fell asleep, Ruan Xiuqin with a bag pushed open the study door.
asked with concern: “Man cub, why haven’t you slept yet?”
Zhang Xuan put down a stack of documents: “If I fall asleep, you won’t be able to sleep tonight.”
Hearing this, Ruan Xiuqin remained silent for a while, and asked earnestly, “Mom asks you one last time, is it really reluctant to see Mi?”
Zhang Xuan didn’t speak, didn’t explain, just nodded cautiously.
Seeing this, Ruan Xiuqin raised her hand and wanted to hit him on the back of the head, but she put it down when she was approaching, and sighed heavily, “This girl Shuangling should have guessed it.”
“Um.”
“Tell your mother, will you abandon Shuangling in the future?”
“Won’t.”
“Promise with Mom!”
“No guarantee, Mom, you, Shuangling and Mi Jian are the women I love the most in my life.”
Ruan Xiuqin was stunned, wondering why Manzai suddenly said this?
But looking at his serious expression, she didn’t ask much for a while, she was quiet, and instead took out a jade bracelet from her handbag:
“This was given to me by your grandmother when she was alive. I was not willing to sell it for money in the most difficult time. You take it to Mijian.”
Zhang Xuan looked at the jade bracelet, stunned, and instantly understood the two meanings of his mother.
means to return the gift. Mijian gave her a down jacket, and her old man gave Mijian a jade bracelet, which was an acknowledgement of her relationship with her son.
Another meaning of is to tell him: I gave Mi Jian a jade bracelet, but I didn’t give anything to Shuangling, that’s because my heart is towards Shuangling, you can’t live up to Shuangling.
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