Chapter 167 You are wrong and I refuse to be right, you are ignorant and I am ignorant (20)

Beside Zhao Yi, a suitcase was stacked.

Chao Ci entered the door for a while, as if he knew what would happen next, but the answer was rejected.

Zhao Yi pinched his brows. He was disappointed and helpless with such a self-indulgent court speech, but at this moment, he didn’t want to say it.

“Aci, Nan Xiaojin is back.” Zhao Yi said, “I’m moving out.”

He waited all day and night for the resignation, just to say goodbye.

“It’s good for us to be apart for a while.”

Chao Ci looked at him fixedly, but did not speak.

After Zhao Yi finished speaking, he didn’t want Chao Ci’s approval, so he stood up and pulled the suitcase out.

As he brushed past Chao Ci, he still couldn’t help but feel a trace of depression in his heart: “You like to go out and hang out, I know I have no position to stop you, but you’d better be aware of it yourself.”

After he finished speaking, he walked out the door.

The sound of the heavy door being closed echoed in the living room.

Chao Ci still stood there blankly. This action has not changed since he entered the door.

After a long time, the eyeballs blinked, and it seemed that there was finally a bit of vitality in front of him.

But more than that, the gloomy and deadly anger gathered on his eyebrows.

He knew what Zhao Yi meant.

He thinks he is dirty.

Chao Ci looked down at himself, and there were mottled bruises under his neckline. No matter how many times I washed before I came, the disgusting odor on my body was never clean.

It’s finally here.

Chao Ci raised the corners of his mouth, but the arc didn’t look like a smile, but like the arc of a puppet pulled out by a rope.

He stepped up the stairs step by step. The soles hit the solid wood floor, making a loud noise.

One after another, the time intervals seemed to be carefully calculated accurate and cold.

Still the bathroom.

That night, he was desperate, like a group of lonely fire crashing into Zhao Yi’s arms with his last extravagant thoughts.

But in the end it was pushed away.

— He went into the bathroom and turned on a light. The light was not very bright, and the people in the mirror were blurred.

He liked that person for seven years.

— He walked to the bathtub and looked at it calmly. The wide entrance looked like a **** hole in the dim light.

No, maybe even longer.

When the boy recklessly protected him behind him.

He established the only connection between the world and the self who had never received any kindness. The thin and transparent thread held him in such a dangerous and dangerous way.

—The faucet in the bathtub was turned on, and lukewarm water trickled out.

He told Zhao Yi that he loved him.

But in fact, such emotion is not love, but something heavier than love.

He is his everything.

He can only survive by drawing on his power.

The world is filthy, and others are filthy, including Zhaoci himself… It’s also disgusting.

But if I can be with Zhao Yi, these can be tolerated.

But no if.

— He stepped into the bathtub and lay down slowly.

disgusting, disgusting, getting disgusting…

I really want to have a knife that can cut off all the flesh on my body and burn it clean with a fire.

—He raised his right hand, as if thinking.

But he has no knife.

— He put his wrist to his mouth and bit down hard.

The flesh on his hand was blurred instantly, and thick blood flowed down his wrist.

– The blood gradually melted into the water stream, and the water stream gradually disappeared from him.

Ayi, I am sick.

But I don’t have the strength to cure it.

…

This was all he had experienced the last time he came to do this task.

Chao Ci raised his head and put his eyes on the snow-white ceiling, but there was no focus in his eyes.

[I seem to be sick. 】 he said to the system.

【…? 】The system displayed a line of question marks silently, and then he couldn’t help but say in surprise: [! You finally found out! 】

[Go away, I’m talking about my role in this world! 】Chao Ci said angrily.

Yes, he found out when he was doing this task before. His mental state is obviously not a normal person, it is very dangerous.

His willingness to degenerate after being rejected by Zhao Yi is actually an act of self-destruction.

Perhaps the person who hates Chao Ci the most in the world is himself.

【Hey. It’s so miserable, it’s so miserable, I have to be pulled back. 】Chao Ci said depressedly, 【It makes no sense at all! 】

Just when Chao Ci was lying on the hospital bed in a daze, Tan Lie was talking to the doctor outside.

Don’t look at how relaxed he deliberately appeared in front of Chao Ci just now, in fact, this day and night, he suffered more than anyone else.

The day before yesterday, he began to be unable to contact Chaoci, and he felt a little uneasy in his heart, but he didn’t think about it. Maybe it was just that he was in a bad mood that day and didn’t want to read those messages and phone calls. After all, it’s not a matter of a day or two for Chao Ci to ignore him.

But yesterday, he still couldn’t get in touch with Chao Ci, and even turned off his cell phone at the back. This was a situation that had never happened before, and Tan Lie became more and more anxious.

He couldn’t help but take the initiative to find Chao Ci. He looked for many places where Chao Ci often went, and he found it in the middle of the night, but he couldn’t find it. Finally, he went to the apartment where Chaoci lived.

He knew that it was the apartment that Chao Ci and Zhao Yi shared. Chao Ci also bluntly said before that he was not allowed to go there to find him.

But this time the situation was urgent, but Tan Lie couldn’t care so much.

The door to Chao Ci’s apartment was obviously locked. He also called the lock picker in the middle of the night, finally opened the door, and filled the room looking for the court speech.

Eventually he saw him in that bathroom.

At that moment, the blood of the limbs and bones seemed to freeze.

The young man lay quietly in the bathtub, only his head was out of the water.

There was a pale smile on his face. There was a pool of bright red underneath.

He no longer cares about mourning, forcing his cold body to stumble to the bathtub and carry the young man out.

He twitched his fingertips and put them under Chao Ci’s nose.

And breath.

He didn’t have time to be relieved, because the young man’s wrist was still seeping blood.

Tan Lie picked up the towel in the bathroom and covered the young man’s wrist tightly.

He didn’t have time to look at the young man’s wound, but a quick glance was enough to startle him.

The flesh and blood of the wound came out, the edges were even completely white, and the irregular and hideous appearance was not scratched by a sharp weapon, but bitten by life.

Chao Ci bit himself.

He stared blankly at Chao Ci, but didn’t dare to think about it. After holding down Chao Ci’s wrist, he quickly called an ambulance, holding Chao Ci and waiting in a daze.

Fortunately, Chaoci’s apartment is in a good location and is also very close to the hospital.

After a whole night of rescue, he finally snatched him back from the hands of death.

…

“The patient’s physical condition should be stable now, that is, his body is relatively weak, and he can take care of himself in the later stage. But his suicide is very special. He used his teeth to bite his wrist open. In suicide cases, he also Few people have such courage. It shows that his world-weariness is already very serious, so the psychological problem is sometimes more serious than the physical problem. If we don’t solve it, we can save him once, but we can’t guarantee the second time, even The third time, so my advice is that he better have follow-up psychotherapy.”

In the corridor outside the ward, the doctor said this to Tan Lie.

Tan Lie is from country D, and he has always paid more attention to psychological issues than that of China. He naturally knew the seriousness of the self-destructive tendency of Chao Ci.

He just didn’t expect that Chao Ci had reached this point without him noticing.