Chapter 72
【The original world of Galaxy】
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Xinghe grew up in a welfare center.
It was in preschool that he first learned the word “parents”.
“Where are my parents?”
The little Xinghe was white and tender, raised his face, and tugged at the trousers of the dean’s mother.
“Xinghe’s parents have something to do.”
“They can’t worry about our little Xinghe, so they put you by my side.”
The dean’s mother lifted Xiao Xinghe up and made a high circle.
“Xinghe’s name was given by my parents.”
“Every time you look up and look at the starry sky, we will always be with you.”
Xiao Xinghe nodded and smiled.
But then Xinghe grew up.
He never asked about his parents again.
Xiao Xinghe read the book, knew the words, and understood the words of the adults.
“Shh, don’t tell the dean’s mother.”
Xiao Xinghe fiddled with the toys in his hand and sighed into the air around him.
“Everyone said, Mom and Dad won’t come back.”
“Don’t tell the dean’s mother, she will be sad.”
The dean’s mother came in, pulled up Xinghe, who was sitting on the ground, and patted the ashes on him.
“Xinghe, who are you talking to? Come and eat.”
Being dragged away in a hurry, Xing He finally twisted his body.
“What’s your name?”
The room was empty.
Xinghe was a little confused and rubbed his eyes in confusion.
Am I wrong?
Strange, obviously there is a person.
The dean’s mother didn’t care, and simply picked up Xinghe.
“Don’t stay alone next time, or I won’t give you biscuits to eat.”
Xinghe hurriedly hugged the dean’s mother’s neck, “tweet” kissed twice, and acted like a spoiled child.
“boom”
The door was closed.
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Yan Mingzhao’s face was still stained with sand, and his eyes were a little stunned.
He crouched on the dirt field in the park, then stood up bewildered and looked around.
“Mom, I just saw…”
Yan Mingzhao ran to Yan’s mother in a panic, stammering.
I saw a little boy with long eyelashes and a smile with a frown.
He told me a secret.
We also pulled the hook.
But he suddenly disappeared in front of me.
Yan’s mother has been watching Yan Mingzhao playing. He has always been alone, with no children.
She gently touched the top of Yan Mingzhao’s head and smiled.
“Baby must be wrong.”
“Otherwise, tell your mother, what’s his name?”
What’s his name?
Yan Mingzhao closed his mouth blankly.
“Actually, when my mother was young, she also had an imaginary good friend.”
“I know he’s there, just watch him quietly, that’s enough.”
“Don’t talk to yourself like this from now on, okay?”
Yan’s mother thought it was a child’s normal imagination, and stopped after a few orders.
Just my fantasy.
Yan Mingzhao was a little disappointed, he opened his mouth and wanted to say something.
Yan’s mother pinched Yan Mingzhao’s mouth and sighed.
“Didn’t mom say it, you can’t publicize this aloud.”
“And don’t tell dad and friends, it will scare everyone.”
She took Yan Mingzhao’s hand and planned to go home.
Yan Mingzhao remembered his mother’s words and lowered his eyelashes.
Mom said, “If you keep pestering each other, he will disappear.”
So, though it’s just my fantasy.
But as long as I don’t break it, the other party will always exist.
I really hope to see him again soon.
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Xinghe grew up a little more.
He sat in the library and read and studied seriously.
The kids were making a fuss about going out to play.
Gradually, only Xinghe was left.
“Some uncles and aunts will come to see me recently.”
Xinghe suddenly mentioned it lightly.
“The dean’s mother talked to them.”
“After that, no one came.”
Xinghe stopped his hand turning the book, and the tiny tears slowly fell.
At one point he hid outside the room, leaning gently against the door, holding his breath.
Xinghe heard the anxious voice of the dean’s mother.
“There are some problems with Xinghe’s heart, but it can also be treated.”
When the couple left, they gave Xinghe a big bear.
Promised to see him in a few days.
The dean’s mother’s eyes were very red, but she showed a big smile at Xinghe.
Galaxy doesn’t like bears.
Also understand that the couple will not come back.
“Can I stay by your side forever?”
“I will be good and I will study hard.”
Like when he was a child, Xinghe pulled the corner of the dean’s mother’s shirt.
Since then, the orphanage has become Galaxy’s home.
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Yan Mingzhao looked at Xinghe in a panic and burst into tears.
He stood stiffly, rubbed his fingers and took out his pocket.
If I knew it earlier, I listened to my mother and brought paper with me.
Yan Mingzhao pinched his sleeves, pursed his lips, and took a few steps forward to help Xinghe wipe away his tears.
But Xinghe buckled the book, wiped his face indiscriminately, and left his seat.
Yan Mingzhao was a little helpless.
The other party has asked his name several times when he is alone, and he will also ask him questions with a smile.
But Yan Mingzhao did not dare to respond.
“It’s just an illusion.”
“If he responds to the other party, he will disappear.”
Yan Mingzhao watched the other party’s smile fade day by day, and the other party gradually stopped talking to him and learned to ignore Yan Mingzhao.
before today.
The other party has not spoken to Yan Mingzhao for a long time.
But just now, when the other party’s tears slowly fell.
Yan Mingzhao suddenly had a premonition.
Some opportunities have been lost forever.
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Xinghe decided to abandon all the past and start a real life again.
“When I was young, I always felt that I had a playmate by my side.”
“I realized later that it was probably a phantom that I was unwilling to face reality and escape from myself.”
“Only I insisted on asking each other, and it seemed that we really came into contact with each other.”
“But in fact, it’s just that I’m hot.”
Xinghe is getting ready for junior high school.
At the same time, from the day he stepped out of the library, Xinghe never saw this phantom again.
In the heart of Xinghe, there are some regrets.
“I asked your name when we first met.”
“But you didn’t answer me until you woke up from this fantasy.”
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Yan Mingzhao developed the habit of carrying tissues with him.
“Next time! Be sure to answer him next time.”
He secretly made a decision in his heart, whether or not the fantasy would really disappear.
Yan Mingzhao was too eager to talk to Xinghe.
He kept practicing in front of the mirror.
“My name is Yan Mingzhao, what’s your name?”
“Can we be friends?”
“Don’t cry in the future, I will always be by your side.”
Yan Mingzhao thought about it day and night, looking forward to the next meeting every day.
And that day finally came.
It should be a road to school. Students in school uniforms ride bicycles, which is the breath of youth.
Yan Mingzhao saw Xinghe.
It was the season of peach blossoms.
Yan Mingzhao gathered up his courage and walked to Xinghe’s side, walking slowly with him.
“Where did you go to school?”
Xinghe didn’t answer, just looked straight ahead and walked towards the school.
Should he be angry?
Yan Mingzhao thought to himself, because I never answered him before.
The peach blossom fell into Xinghe’s hair, and Xinghe swept the peach petals and dropped them all on the ground.
Yan Mingzhao saw that Xinghe had not shaken off cleanly.
“There are no peach blossoms in our house.”
He walked quickly a few times and blocked in front of Xinghe.
“I’ll pick it up for you, there are broken leaves.”
Yan Mingzhao did not touch each other like the first time they met.
Xinghe passed through Yan Mingzhao’s body and left without looking back.
Yan Mingzhao finally knew what he had missed.
It wasn’t that he was angry and didn’t want to respond to me.
There was no sign of me in his eyes.
“My name is Yan Mingzhao, what’s your name?”
And this sentence, which has been wandering on the lips countless times, will never have the opportunity to say it again.
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This “fantasy” partner begins at a young age.
Xiao Xinghe stretched out his fat and short little fingers and pulled the hook with the confused Yan Mingzhao.
The two of them meet to guard a secret.
Xiao Xinghe likes this playmate and always finds every opportunity to be alone with each other.
But Yan Mingzhao never spoke, and Xiao Xinghe was very disappointed.
Finally one day, Xiao Xinghe grew up.
He understood a truth.
Love is a very precious and extravagant thing.
It’s exhausting to keep praying for the love of others.
For Galaxy, this is all over.
Just a fantasy.