Chapter 29 pain
“Hello, the user you dialed has…”
“Hello, the user you dialed has shut down, please wait…”
“Hello, the user you dialed has turned off the phone, please try again later…”
Bian Qian held the cake in one hand, and made phone calls over and over again with the other, but no one answered every call.
She leaned against the wall, behind her was a hard and cold wall, and in front of her eyes were ruins.
“Master Liu, I see, this little girl is crying like this. Could it be that her boyfriend has left?”
“When we came, I glanced at the top of the Maybach. Is it my daughter?”
“I’m going, gay?”
“Who knows, there are a lot of weirdos these days.”
Bian Qian took a last look at the room and asked:
“When did they leave?”
The man called Master Liu put on his gloves and looked at her sympathetically:
“It’s been almost an hour. We’ve finished demolition, little girl, you’re still young, don’t hang yourself on a tree.”
Bian Qian closed his eyes and walked outside unconsciously.
The scorching sun pierced through the window above the stairs, it was obviously a warm touch, but it couldn’t shine into her world.
wack?
Her life has been rough and joyful.
After stepping into the darkness from childhood, the people he met were not kind.
Insulting, beating, taunting.
She thought it was finally over, she thought they could just stay together till they grow old, attend classes together, live together, cuddling tightly every minute and every second.
As long as she raises her head, she can find Wen Qi.
Reality slapped her hard.
The loss of what she owns, the separation of what she loves, don’t leave her with a single thought.
Bian Qian walked down the stairs, almost out of breath in pain.
She has nothing, and she doesn’t dare to ask for more than half a cent. She only asks for a warm Qi, but in the end, she loves her but can’t get it, and her heart is cut like a knife.
What about Wen Qi?
Is Wen Qi thinking about her too?
Covering his face with his hands, Bian Qian swallowed his sobs and hatred into his throat.
Silence is the greatest cry.
“Squad leader, why didn’t Su Yitong come?”
Lin Nuo turned around and asked, Bian Qian was a little dizzy, and answered softly, with a hoarse voice:
“Something happened.”
Lin Nuo originally just turned his head, but after seeing Bian Qian’s face, he realized the importance of the matter, and hurried to the back row, putting his hand on Bian Qian’s forehead:
“You have a fever!”
Bian Qian grabbed Lin Nuo’s hand with some resistance, her lips became more and more chapped:
“Um.”
“Why don’t you take a vacation with Lao Xu? Hurry up and go to the infirmary!”
“It doesn’t matter.”
Lin Nuo looked at the pale face beside him, frowned worriedly, lowered his head and said sternly:
“Squad leader, I’m going to ask Lao Xu for leave, and I’ll go to the infirmary with you later, if it burns out, it’s over, do you hear me?”
Bian Qian turned to face the other side, silently refusing.
Lin Nuo still went to ask for leave, and abruptly took Bian Qian from the teaching building to the infirmary. There was a female school doctor standing by the medicine cabinet. After seeing it, she hurried over:
“Hey, what’s wrong with this kid?”
“I have a fever, doctor, please help me!”
Bianqian lay dizzy on the hospital bed, the smell of disinfectant invaded her nasal cavity, she vaguely felt that someone was giving her an needle, the cold needle penetrated into the skin, and the medicine dripped slowly.
She fell asleep in a daze, and when she regained consciousness, the light on the roof was turned on, and the light was dim.
It was like having a very long dream, returning to the first night, Wen Qi sat on the bench beside the hospital bed and waited for her to wake up.
She was stuck in the white hospital bed.
Like being trapped in a white wedding dress.
Bian Qianqiang opened his eyes, turned his head and said:
“Wen Qi…”
There is no waiting.
She was alone in the empty ward.
“you’re awake?”
A doctor opened the door and came in with a glass of water in his hand:
“When your classmate sent you here, the fever was almost 40 degrees. I have seen a lot of people who want to skip class and run here. I have never seen someone who is burned like you and still holding back.”
Bian Qian didn’t want to think or speak, her dim eyes only stayed on the doctor’s face for a second, and then turned away.
“My surname is Li. I met you once before. Did you call Wen Qi just now?”
Hearing those two words, she lost her mind for a moment, and her swollen eyes were about to overflow with tears.
Dr. Li put the water on the table and divided the medicine. When she saw this girl last time, she was still alive and well, and she was very clever, why did she suddenly become so ill.
Wen Qi must be sad when he sees this.
Dr. Li looked at the drip, speeded up, and sighed:
“Wen Qi came to me to get some plaster after the game yesterday, saying that he sprained his shoulder. You young people just don’t take good care of your body.”
Bian Qian’s expression froze visibly, and he finally spoke:
“Is she hurt?”
“Yeah, I sprained it during the game.”
Dr. Li paused, realized that he must have not told this girl, so he said carefully:
“She…doesn’t want you to worry. I saw her injury, and it’s swollen, but it should be fine in a week. She plays basketball and is the captain. This kind of injury is inevitable.”
“Child, why are you crying?”
“How about I contact the students of the team and ask where Wen Qi is.”
Bian Qian curled herself up on the bed and buried herself in the pillow, trembling all over.
Wen Qi never told her where he was injured.
She has always been the one to be protected.
Dr. Li was still worried, so he called the teacher of the sports team:
“Ms. Wang, ah, hello, I want to ask, is the captain of your women’s basketball team on the court now?”
“Yes,…the captain changed?”
“…Ah, okay, why, okay, thank you, Teacher Wang.”
That kid was still standing on the podium to win the prize this morning, so why did he leave in the afternoon?
Dr. Li looked at the **** the bed and said to himself:
“Didn’t you say you still want to fall in love?”
After the fever subsided and school was still over, Bian Qian was holding the medicine in her hand. Seeing that the class was still in session, she didn’t open the door and went in. She stood in the corridor for a while and walked towards the office.
Xu Qiushan was still sitting at the desk correcting homework.
“Butt, knock.”
“Bian Qian? Have you had a fever?”
“Um.”
Bian Qian stood at the door and said:
“Teacher, can I apply for a dormitory now?”
Xu Qiushan was stunned for a while, firstly because of Bian Qian’s complexion, and secondly because of this question, he beckoned:
“Of course, you come in first.”
Bian Qian lowered his eyes, subconsciously glanced at the room, everything was safe and sound, because the floor was too high, the window on the right overlooked a place far outside the campus, and the golden sunset sprinkled on the desk.
Nice and quiet.
Only then did Bian Qian walk in.
Xu Qiushan straightened his glasses and asked step by step:
“Why, do you suddenly want to live in a dormitory?”
“There is something at home.”
“Okay, well, sometimes adults will be awkward. It will be fine after a while. It’s good to move to the school. It’s close and convenient. It’s lively with classmates. I’ll find a form and you’ll fill it out later. Just write an application on letter paper.”
Bian Qian nodded.
“Bian Qian, you don’t seem to be in good condition. The exam is about to take place. Don’t stress too much. There will be many entrance exams, and the courses are gradually speeding up. The body is the first, and you must have a healthy body. .”
Bian Qian still nodded.
Xu Qiushan couldn’t help feeling worried. He frowned and thought for a while and asked for a dormitory list from the dormitory auntie. After researching, he asked:
“Do you want to live alone or with someone else?”
“one person.”
“Then let’s live in the room that Wen Qi lived in. It just so happens that she moved away, so this room is empty now.”
When Bian Qian heard the word Wen Qi, her heart ached even more. She raised her head in a daze, and asked in a hoarse voice:
“Turn away?”
Xu Qiushan sighed:
“Well, hey, what a good seedling, he will definitely be admitted to Enda or Rongda. The parents let him transfer, and now he transfers. I don’t know if it will affect the child’s grades.”
After all, he pulled out the form and handed it over:
“Just fill it out in my office. The next class is physical education. You just go home and pack your things, and you can live in at night.”
“Thank you, teacher.”
Bian Qian went back to the villa, this time she didn’t meet Bian Incheon, she brought a few clothes, shoes, and daily necessities, the suitcase was not even half full.
She moved into 307 that night.
The dormitory has been unoccupied for a long time, and there is a slight musty smell. It is a standard four-person room, with beds and tables.
Wen Qi’s bed is on the left side of the balcony, the mattress is folded meticulously, the table is also very clean, there are only a few information books, and the woody fragrance is so weak that it can hardly be smelled.
Bian Qian was afraid of the dark, and it was too quiet to be alone in the dormitory, even her footsteps echoed.
When she sleeps, she always turns on the light and lies on her side, so it can be imagined that Wen Qi has fallen asleep on the bed opposite her.
Time is the most ruthless thing.
Su Yitong and Meng Xun did not separate. Meng Xun arrived in time that day, and her family reluctantly agreed.
But Su Yitong watched Bianqian lose weight little by little, and talked less and less. The previous Bian Qian also made people feel very distant, but as long as she took the initiative to approach, Bian Qian would answer with a chuckle, her eyes full of tenderness.
Not anymore.
No matter what he said, Bian Qian seemed to be unable to arouse interest. He imprisoned himself in the pile of books every day, his grades were getting better and better, and there were more and more trophies in his hand, which was beyond the reach of others.
But Su Yitong clearly felt that Bian Qian was not happy, and could even be said to be continuously sad.
One day, Bian Qian returned to the dormitory earlier after evening self-study, Su Yitong curiously asked:
“Squad leader, why did you go back so early these days?”
The man only answered to feed the cat, Su Yitong asked where the cat was raised, but Bian Qian walked away without speaking, leaving behind a lonely figure.
Su Yitong saw the cat once during the parent-teacher meeting.
She had never seen Bian Qian’s parents come to hold a parent-teacher meeting. It was her birthday, and Meng Xun bought a cake and a lot of candy. She ran to the girls’ dormitory and wanted to give some to Bian Qian.
After Bianqian opened the door, a little orange cat came out of the door. It was well-raised, shiny and even a little fat.
But its owner was not nice at all.
“Squad leader, do you eat candy? It was given to me by Xun Xun.”
“Thanks, but I keep throwing up when I eat candy, sorry.”
Seeing that the door was about to close, she bravely opened the door, looked at the pale man and said sadly:
“Squad leader!”
She seemed to hear her own voice choked up:
“Do you know how thin you are now? When I handed in my homework last time, I could touch your bones. Monitor, what’s the matter, please follow me anyway, tell us anyway, don’t always be alone Hold on, I look so sad…”
Bian Qian wiped her tears with cold fingers, but closed the door anyway.
The corridor in the dormitory is equipped with sensor lights, which are very dark when there is no movement, like an airtight iron box, making people feel cold for no reason. .
after that.
Later, they are about to take the college entrance examination.
The 100-day mobilization of the college entrance examination, each class has a corresponding position, surrounded by people who are on duty and disciplined by the student union.
Su Yitong felt that Bian Qian seemed to be happier, and the expression between her eyebrows was no longer depressed, as if she was an eagle that was about to soar its wings and was about to escape from the predicament.
A junior high school girl came over with a red armband on her arm. She seemed to know him a little bit, and asked happily:
“Sister! I met you! Do you still remember me? I’m Mu Jiu!”
“Um.”
“Sister, where is the senior who is with you often? It is the president of the previous student union. Didn’t she come?”
Bian Qian didn’t say anything, Su Yitong thought that Bian Qian had forgotten that the previous president was Wen Qi, and was about to remind him, but Bian Qian cried.
Weeping very quietly.
The girl named Mu Jiu also paused, Bianqian tears flowed out of her eyes drop by drop, silently, everyone who saw it could feel restraint and despair, not to mention the crying person.
She heard Bian Qian reply:
“I can’t find her.”
Su Yitong suddenly realized.
I hastily recalled the situation of Bianqian in the past two years, it seems that it really started from the time when Wen Qi transferred to another school.
But she couldn’t figure it out, Bian Qian and Wen Qi Mingming didn’t have much intersection, so how could he cry because of Wen Qi.
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