Chapter 97 the past

Having not been home for two days, Min Yue originally planned to run back after the night shift, catch up on sleep, go shopping for vegetables, make dinner in a serious manner, and greet Xu Mai virtuously after get off work. Unexpectedly, before leaving, the condition of the patient in charge of the bed deteriorated sharply, and he pushed into the operating room. Min Yue followed Director Li until the moon rose before getting off the operating table.

I was so hungry that I hurriedly ate a few mouthfuls of boxed lunch, then put down my chopsticks and hurried back. As soon as he entered the door, Pang Pang came up to meet him. Min Yue just wanted to feel that this white-eyed wolf finally had a conscience and knew that he missed me. He twisted his buttocks and walked away coldly, as if just to confirm that, oh, Twolegs is still alive.

Min Yue put down her raised fist and decided not to have the same knowledge as it. Turned on the light in the living room, looked around, did not see Xu Mai, but saw three dishes and two sets of bowls and chopsticks on the dining table, covered with a cover, untouched.

Master is waiting for me to go home for dinner, Min Yue’s heart warms, and she walks to the study familiarly.

Xu Mai is writing an application recently, preparing to declare this year’s scientific research project. In his free time, he always sits in front of the computer and taps. Min Yue gently pushed open the study door, looked in, and saw her sitting at the desk, staring at the screen intently.

Min Yue walked over lightly, came to the desk, and called out with a smile: “Master.”

The sound of typing stopped abruptly, and Xu Mai’s eyes moved away from the computer and fell on the bright smiling face opposite. “I’m back, have you eaten yet?”

“Eat a little, I’m not full, I can have another meal with Master.” Min Yue walked around the desk and walked to Xu Mai.

Xu Mai sat on a chair, half a body shorter than Min Yue who was standing. She raised her hand to caress the back of Min Yue’s neck, slowly lowered her so that she was at eye level with her, then turned her head and kissed her tenderly. “it is good.”

The ending sound disappeared between the tight lips, hazy and beautiful, like the misty Jiangnan dream, at dusk, the warm smoke rising from the fires in every household.

After living together, Min Yue gradually discovered that Xu Mai was indeed persistent in some aspects, such as pouring disinfectant when washing clothes, washing hands too frequently, and eating together as much as possible.

As a surgeon, I understand very well that meals are really irregular. When encountering complex operations, it is common to eat supper in the middle of the night. But no matter how late, Xu Mai always waited for her.

Min Yue didn’t know at first, after the operation, she was so hungry that her chest was pressed against her back, and she drank coke and ate lunch with Director Li and the others, until she hiccupped, and when she went home, she found that Xu Mai hadn’t eaten yet, and sat around a table with food. with.

At first, she would persuade Xu Mai, don’t wait for me, you can eat first, it will be bad if your stomach feels uncomfortable. The other party always responds lightly, it doesn’t matter, I’ll wait for you together.

Min Yue didn’t understand at first, Min Guangyang and Jiang Hui were both busy, they ate in the workplace cafeteria, and Min Yue ate in the school cafeteria, since childhood, it was rare for the three of them to sit around the table to eat, and they were used to it. I went to ask Deng Sang and Chen Sitian, only to find out that other people’s homes are not like this. They attach great importance to every meal. If someone comes back late, they will wait for him to come back to eat together, or leave special food for him, and then eat with him.

A dining table connects the whole family. No matter how busy you are outside, you always have to go home, sit at the dining table, exchange the knowledge of the day, and express your concern for each other.

The taste of mother that everyone cares about after adulthood is not only the food itself, but also the happy atmosphere of the family reunion at that time.

Min Yue figured out the meaning, what Xu Mai insisted on was not the act of eating together, but expressing his concern for her and conveying the warmth of the family in a silent way.

She wanted to light a lamp for Xu Mai in the middle of the night, so why not Xu Mai? Warm porridge and hot tea, waiting for you to go home.

So Min Yue changed her previous habit of overeating, eating a few less mouthfuls to fill her stomach, and waiting to go back to have dinner with Xu Mai, chatting affectionately while eating like a family.

No, they are a family.

Min Yue opened her eyes and looked at Xu Mai emotionally. Even if she stayed together day and night, she couldn’t get enough of it. She hadn’t seen her for two days, and she missed her even more.

Even though they have been together for nearly four months, every kiss still makes her heart palpitate. Every time I think that this beautiful sister belongs to me, my chest will be hot, and my toes will curl up shyly.

On an early summer night, the sound of cicadas could be heard occasionally, and the study was very quiet. You could hear the faint hum of the cooling fan of the computer mainframe, the thumping frenzied heartbeat, and the soft sound of Xu Mai kissing her.

There is a little sticky sound of water, a sweet bubble sound when the lips are separated, and an uncontrollable hum in the throat when the tip of the tongue is lingering.

Xu Mai was wearing a light gray chiffon shirt with the neckline slightly open, revealing a straight collarbone, which looked as good as the light bamboo knots in an ink painting. With trembling fingertips, Min Yue unbuttoned a few buttons, and couldn’t help stroking her slender back and smooth skin.

Pressing the raised spine of the back with his fingertips, he stroked and moved up one by one, and at the moment when he was about to touch the buttons of his underwear, Xu Mai grabbed his wrist.

Min Yue’s lips were bright red from the kiss, shining with crystal and moist water, she looked at her with wet eyes, and there was a trace of embarrassing longing in her clear eyes.

Xu Mai pressed her forehead and asked hoarsely, “Want to touch it?”

“Hmm…” Min Yue stared honestly at the ditch that flickered behind the shirt in front of him.

Xu Mai laughed softly, unbuttoned his few remaining buttons with one hand, took her hand, led her, and pressed it on his chest.

Softer than cotton candy, with Xu Mai’s unique clean body fragrance. The vast snow field, the vast snow-covered forest, and the clear snow air diffused from Xu Mai’s body, covering her.

Min Yue was fascinated by kneading the soft ball, unaware that her jacket had also been unbuttoned, and the neckline was wide open, hanging on her shoulders.

Xu Mai stood up, picked her up by the waist, and placed her on the desk. Several stacked books were squeezed out and fell to the ground, no one was distracted.

Xu Mai opened the drawer, took out a disinfectant wipe, and wiped his hands carefully. Min Yue watched her movements and blushed quietly.

She was sitting at the table with her calves hanging out naturally, Xu Mai stood between her legs with her back to the window. The dark blue curtains blocked the outside light, but Xu Mai’s eyes looking at her were extremely bright.

Xu Mai grabbed her right ankle, pulled it up, and opened it to the side. Min Yue tightly grasped the lapel of Xu Mai’s chest, buried her face on her shoulder, and closed her eyes in embarrassment.

Her body was not soft enough to step on the edge of the table, so Xu Mai put her legs on his arms, the sockets of her knees were just stuck in the crook of his arms, and her joints were stuck in the joints, firmly blocking her weak struggle.

With both feet dangling in the air, the sense of uneasiness was particularly strong. Min Yue raised her head and asked for a kiss for comfort.

Xu Mai lowered his head, and his long hair spread down from behind, covering their faces and their tender kiss.

Most of the light from the ceiling lamp was blocked, and Min Yue accepted her entry with trembling eyelashes in the small world surrounded by Xu Mai.

For the first time outside the bedroom and bed, the unfamiliar environment brought a little fear and also created many new stimuli.

Because of the tension, the muscles of Min Yue’s whole body tightened unconsciously, and it was difficult for Xu Mai to enter, afraid of hurting her, he penetrated bit by bit, like breaking through cocoons, until it reached the deepest point.

Moving slowly, gradually pushing away the shackles that were tightly wrapped around the fingertips, listening to her panting with a crying voice, slowly increasing the strength, and the desk shook accordingly.

Min Yue wanted to resist this unbearable emotional tide, and weakly pushed Xu Mai’s wrist, but was moved deeply and shallowly. As if being scalded, Min Yue blushed immediately and let go of her arms, wrapping them around her neck, moaning helplessly and shyly.

In the end, Min Yue hugged Xu Mai almost convulsively, screamed, concentrating all her strength on her hands, pinching Xu Mai’s fair back red.

The whole body was sweating like rain, and the place where the clothes were in contact with the skin was sticky. Min Yue fell into Xu Mai’s arms and gasped for breath, only then did she realize how indescribable her state was.

The top fell off and hung on the wrist, the shoulder straps of the underwear were hooked on the arm, and the cups were shifted, revealing half of the chest. The hip-wrapping skirt was pushed up and piled up at the waist, and the bottoms were taken off, hanging at the ankles, precariously.

As for Xu Mai, he just unbuttoned his shirt, and there were some wrinkles on his clothes. Compared with her, it could be said that he was well-dressed.

In contrast, she was even more ashamed in her heart. Min Yue hurriedly pulled down her skirt to cover her legs, and was about to put on her jacket, but Xu Mai took her hands and put them on the table.

“No need to wear it.” Xu Mai kissed her forehead, “Going to take a bath?”

Min Yue pursed her lips and nodded obediently.

Xu Mai picked her up, walked into the bathroom, closed the door, and took off his shirt.

Min Yue looked at her, her little face slowly turning red, and she looked away embarrassedly. Although the most intimate thing has been done many times, they have never taken a bath together.

Seeing her froze, Xu Mai stepped forward, just put his hand on the zipper of the skirt, and was held down by Min Yue in panic. “Master, master…”

“I’ll help you.” Xu Mai said with dark eyes.

Xu Mai moved around flexibly with both hands, Min Yue stood there blankly, and her clothes fell to the ground like autumn leaves.

Being stripped naked, she was pushed under the shower, and the hot water and kisses fell together, making her mind go numb. She only knew to hold Xu Mai tighter, and then tighter, calling her over and over again: “Master…”

As far as love goes, everything is a matter of course.

Min Yue found that the three-dimensional surround effect in the bathroom was really good. After snorting a few times, she couldn’t bear to listen to her sticky and melodious tone, bit Xu Mai’s shoulder, and suppressed all the unbearable panting in her throat.

The back legs were so weak that I couldn’t stand, and I was about to kneel down. Xu Mai picked her up immediately, and let her lean against the cold wall tiles on his back.

Min Yue lowered her head, and saw Xu Mai’s left arm was wrapped around her waist, and her right hand was buried between her legs. She was so ashamed that she hurriedly closed her eyes.

Xu Mai bit her ear, his hoarse voice was stained with crimson desire, and said in a low voice: “Call me by name…”

“Mai, Mai sister…”

Min Yue’s call was accompanied by sobbing, and she was smashed to pieces. Hot water and hot pleasure overlapped, and her whole body was stimulated to turn pink, like a gorgeous peony in full bloom.

At the moment when she was pushed to the top by the waves, she couldn’t cry out, and knelt down in a daze. Xu Mai took out a big bath towel to wrap her up, carried her into the bedroom, and put her on the bed.

Help her dry, cover the quilt, brush away the wet hair, and kiss her brow pitifully: “Go to sleep first, I’ll come to accompany you right away.”

Tired, tired like never before, even more tired than doing an operation all night. Min Yue wanted to take a look at her sweetheart, but her eyelids couldn’t be controlled, she couldn’t open them no matter what, her body didn’t seem to be her own, she couldn’t control it at all.

She fell into a long and distant dream, and she seemed to be transformed into a small boat, floating on the boundless sea, swinging and swinging, gentle tides came from all directions, wrapping her gently, cherishing her like Xu Mai hugged her .

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, it felt like the whole night had passed, and when I heard the sound of water in the bathroom through the door, I realized in a daze that it was still tonight.

On the bedside table, Xu Mai’s cell phone kept ringing, and Min Yue struggled to turn over and crawl over. After looking at it, it was a string of unfamiliar numbers without displaying his name.

After hesitating for a while, he didn’t answer, the dialer automatically hung up, and within a few seconds, the other party called again.

Afraid to find her in a hurry, Min Yue reached out to pick up the phone and pressed the call button.

The voice of the man opposite was low: “Is it Xu Mai?”

“My master…” Min Yue wanted to say that Xu Mai was busy and she could tell her if something happened, but the other party misheard, thinking she said “I am”.

So the other party couldn’t help but continued, “Professor Xu’s condition is not very good, you’d better come and see him.”

Unable to understand the situation, Min Yue didn’t dare to speak hastily, holding the phone silently.

The other party also fell silent, as if pondering over his words, and said after a while: “No matter what, he is your grandfather after all, your only relative…”

Min Yue was startled.

“The old man has been in the hospital for a while, and he refused to contact you. I found your contact information through others. Although it is presumptuous to say so, please think about it carefully.”

“I work in J Provincial People’s Hospital and I am a student of Professor Xu. If you have made up your mind and plan to come to N City, you can contact me.” The other party paused, “If you don’t plan to come, please let me know.”

Min Yue clutched the phone tightly, her mind was in a mess, she didn’t know how to answer.

The other party waited for a few seconds, did not receive a reply, and hung up the phone.

The bedroom door was pushed open, Xu Mai came in with a glass of honey water, handed it to her, and asked with a smile: “Are you hungry? Do you want something to eat?”

Min Yue didn’t answer, raised her head, and stared at her blankly: “Someone called just now, saying that Professor Xu is sick, and asked you to visit…”

Xu Mai’s smile froze for an instant, he lowered his gaze, and the fingers holding the glass were exerting force uncontrollably, and a circle of white appeared around the knuckles.

She spoke with a cold tone: “What else did you say?”

Min Yue didn’t answer. That phone call, Xu Mai’s reaction, and countless questions circling in her mind made her very upset.

She held Xu Mai’s hand and asked anxiously, “Professor Xu… is Master’s grandfather?”

The fingertips on the palm were cold, like ice that couldn’t be covered with heat, and the ten fingers connected to the heart, she could feel the coldness in Xu Mai’s heart.

She looked at Xu Mai silently, waiting for an answer that she had repeatedly avoided.

After a long time, Xu Mai responded very lightly: “Yes.”

But like a thunderbolt, it split the dark night and caused a deafening roar.

Sensing keenly that she wanted to hide, Min Yue held her hand tightly and continued to ask: “Why hasn’t Master told me?”

Xu Mai looked down at her, his eyes swayed, shining with broken and imperceptible despair. “You really want to know?”

That is my most difficult past, the most **** scar, are you sure you want to see it?

Min Yue sat upright and looked into her eyes firmly.

I want to know you better, I want to know the real past, and lead you out of the shadows. Even if the cloud of lead is dense and the world is gray, don’t be afraid, look up, I will take you to find the light.

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“Yes, I want to know.”