written request for leave

This is the first time I have asked for leave since I started the book, I thought I would be fully present until the end of the book…

Today’s negative state is full, stuffy nose, sore throat, coughing…even diarrhea.

Coughing makes my brain throb.

I can’t bear it.

Can only ask for leave.

Hope to understand.

The leave update will be added later.