Chapter 44

It was the first time for Ran Qiu to meet his “rival in love” at close range under the bright light, and the relationship between them could not be described as just “rival in love” for a long time.

Fang Lan was standing by the window, wearing a white down jacket that had not been taken off, and put the things in her hand on the small table by the window.

What was taken out was a small casserole. It could be seen that it was made by hand, but it was impossible to tell what kind of soup it was.

While Fang Lan was putting things on the table, she kept looking at Ran Qiu at the door as if scrutinizing her.

Ran Qiu walked in with a cold air coming from the outside. He only glanced at Fang Lan and then looked away. He didn’t hide the impatience in his tone, “What are you here for?”

Fang Lan’s expression was not very good when he was asked, he put down the things in his hand, turned to look at Wen Yuanyu who was on the hospital bed, “Can I have a chat with you alone? Yuanyu, I have something to tell you—”

“No, we have nothing to talk about alone.”

Wen Yuanyu refused without hesitation for half a second, and he didn’t even wait for Fang Lan to finish speaking.

Ever since Ran Qiu entered the ward, Wen Yuanyu’s eyes were almost on Ran Qiu’s body, wherever Ran Qiu went, his eyes followed.

He could see that Ran Qiu was holding back Fang Lan’s disgust. Although he was not very good at giving orders to chase away guests, he usually left some leeway for his words, but right now he didn’t care so much, for fear that Ran Qiu would be unhappy if he was unhappy. Talk to him, these few days he finally felt that Ran Qiu’s attitude towards him had softened a bit, he said in a deep voice to the other party: “Don’t come to me again in the future, and don’t contact me, you go back.”

Fang Lan opened his mouth slightly, looking surprised, he didn’t move, he raised his finger in the direction of Ran Qiu, and said in an unbelievable tone, “Because of… the relationship between his sister and me, we are not even friends. Can’t do it?”

Hearing this, Ran Qiu raised one eyebrow and sneered coldly.

Wen Yuanyu suddenly became nervous, and couldn’t help feeling a little impatient with Fang Lan, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and said with a calm face: “Ran Qiu is the only person I love in this life, no matter what the reason is, I can’t be with you You as a friend.”

Fang Lan bit her lip. He had never heard Wen Yuanyu talk to him like this before. He was very reluctant for a while, but he also knew that the time of his visit today was not coincidental, so he couldn’t stay any longer.

He walked to the door, and when he passed Ran Qiu, he opened his mouth to say something, but Ran Qiu didn’t even look at him, and walked directly past him to the hospital bed.

Fang Lan had no choice but to lower her head and say, “Then I’m leaving. I wish you a speedy recovery.”

The one who answered him was Wen Yuanyu’s toneless “Yes”. Fang Lan froze for a moment, as if she couldn’t imagine that the man who treated him tenderly back then would not even say “thank you” to him now.

He sighed silently, and gently closed the door of the ward.

As soon as the door was closed, Wen Yuanyu was left with only nervousness. He couldn’t make up his mind whether Ran Qiu was angry, how angry he was, and whether he was angry because he saw Fang Lan.

Wen Yuanyu supported the bed with both hands and moved his buttocks, and made a place beside the bed. He raised his hand and patted beside him, “Come and sit down, why did you come so early today?”

After saying the words, Wen Yuanyu was taken aback for a moment, and then closed his eyes in great annoyance.

He intended to say something else to divert Ran Qiu’s attention, but when he said this, it was as if he was blaming Ran Qiu for coming early and disturbing him and Fang Lan, but he really didn’t have that at all. mean.

He wished that Ran Qiu could live in the hospital and be with him all the time.

But Ran Qiu unexpectedly didn’t care about this sentence with him. He just put the vegetable porridge he was carrying on the small table, then raised his eyelids to look at him, and answered his words literally: “I’m going back to my parents’ place tonight.” Come here early.”

Wen Yuanyu breathed a sigh of relief, with a smile in his eyes, and followed his words: “It’s good to go home, someone cooks for you, and you drink porridge with me every day, and your face has lost a lot of weight.”

Because of Fang Lan’s appearance, Wen Yuanyu’s embarrassed and cautious look fell into Ran Qiu’s eyes, which inexplicably relieved his restless mood a lot.

He bent down and took out the packed vegetable porridge from the bag. When he subconsciously turned his head to look at Wen Yuanyu, Wen Yuanyu was also turning his head to look at him.

Wen Yuanyu’s face was still a little pale at this time, and there was no blood, probably because he had not fully recovered from the operation.

During this period of time, not only him, but Wen Yuanyu has lost a lot of weight visibly to the naked eye. His pair of peach blossom eyes, which were originally affectionate, now appear rounder, and the crow feather-like eyelashes flicker and fall on the eyelids. It’s quite pitiful as if trying to please him.

Ran Qiu reached out to hold Wen Yuanyu’s wrist, took his hand and put it on the thin quilt, and sat sideways on the side of the bed, “I can go back and eat something else, but you have to drink porridge today, the doctor explained Genius can start drinking soup.”

Seeing him sit up, Wen Yuanyu leaned against him. Seeing that Ran Qiu didn’t move away immediately, he couldn’t help but raise the corners of his mouth slightly, “Well, I know, I think porridge is delicious.”

“Really?” Ran Qiu looked at him and raised his eyebrows, “I’ve been with you for three years, how can I remember that you don’t like porridge?”

“I like to drink now, and you bought it for me specially, so I like to drink even more.” Wen Yuanyu said with a smile.

Ran Qiu dried the porridge for him, unpacked the disposable tableware, put a spoon in the porridge and handed it to him, “Then you drink it.”

Wen Yuanyu leaned on him and looked at him with some reluctance, “I don’t want to drink now, I want to hang out for a while, okay?”

Ran Qiu hesitated while holding the porridge.

Wen Yuanyu didn’t wait for a response for a long time, so she couldn’t help raising her eyes, and looked at his cold side face, thinking that he was not happy, and was about to sit up and take the porridge, when she heard Ran Qiu say: “If you rely on the porridge again, you will be fine.” It’s cold, let me feed you.”

Wen Yuanyu froze for a moment, his eyes lit up immediately, his lower lip trembled and he nodded. This man in his thirties looked a little cute for a while.

Ran Qiu couldn’t help feeling sorry for him, and his eyes softened a lot. He scooped up the porridge one by one, and fed it to Wen Yuanyu’s mouth, and Wen Yuanyu also drank the porridge with his hands in mouthfuls.

A few days ago, I could only drink half a bowl at a time, but today a whole bowl of porridge bottomed out in a short while.

“Are you full?”

Wen Yuanyu paused, “If you still feed me like this, I can still drink a bowl.”

Ran Qiu ignored his sweet words, and handed him a napkin, “Wipe your mouth, the doctor said that you should not eat too much these days, for fear that your stomach will not be able to absorb it.”

“Then don’t eat, I’ll listen to you.” Wen Yuanyu kept sticking to Ran Qiu’s shoulder, and didn’t even get up when wiping his mouth with a napkin.

Ran Qiu found it quite novel, he had never seen Wen Yuanyu so clingy, no matter whether it was the impression or feeling Wen Yuanyu gave him, it was definitely not such an image that would depend on him.

Wen Yuanyu leaned quietly for a while, then suddenly took Ran Qiu’s hand tentatively, held it in his palm, and said in a low voice: “Can you give me another chance? I want to start over with you.” Ran Qiu treated him well for a few days, and he even felt that Ran Qiu didn’t reject him that much anymore, and not rejecting him meant accepting him, but for some reason, he still wanted to confirm from Ran Qiu that he didn’t hear Ran Qiu for a day. Saying “together”, he couldn’t feel at ease for a day.

The bodies of the two were very close, and Ran Qiu looked closely at Wen Yuanyu. He had been thinking about this issue for the past few days, and his voice became a little hoarse when he spoke, “You said just now, I am you The only person you love in your life?”

It was too close, and Ran Qiu’s breath almost hit Wen Yuanyu’s ear, and Wen Yuanyu’s ear suddenly became slightly red, “I’m actually a very boring person, I don’t have any family, and I don’t like to socialize.” Friend…although you may not believe it, you are the only person I love in my life.”

“Don’t like to make friends?” Ran Qiu straightened up, with an inquisitive look in his eyes, “But I think you have a good relationship with many actors.”

Wen Yuanyu immediately sat up straight, and said seriously: “Those are not friends, they are just business contacts. I can’t put on airs in public, but in private, I have no contact with them.”

Hearing this, Ran Qiu just nodded lightly, just when Wen Yuanyu thought he didn’t believe it and was hesitating whether to show him the WeChat friend list and friend chat dialog box, Ran Qiu suddenly said: “I’m going to Buy a house, and after you leave the hospital, move in and live with me.”

“Okay.” After Wen Yuanyu agreed reflexively, he realized what Ran Qiu was asking, and his shoulders froze immediately.

Ran Qiu’s casual tone seemed to be saying something insignificant, so that he just agreed habitually at first, but now… he even felt that he had an auditory hallucination.

He knew every word of this sentence, but he couldn’t believe it when combined, his throat suddenly felt a little dry, and the fingertips clasping the back of Ran Qiu’s hand couldn’t stop trembling.

When he opened his mouth, his voice was a little hoarse because of excitement, “What do you mean by this? Are you… forgiving me?”

Seeing him like this, Ran Qiu’s heart was clenched together, but he still looked at him calmly as much as possible, “I forgive you, it has nothing to do with you using such an extreme method to cause you to lie on the hospital bed now. From now on, I will try my best to pretend that the past has never happened, but I cannot guarantee that I will forget everything in a short time. If you make me unhappy in the future, I will bring it up and annoy you, so just bear with it .”

Wen Yuanyu looked into Ran Qiu’s eyes, his emotions seemed to be too fluctuating, his shoulders were trembling slightly, he tremblingly said: “It’s okay, I will treat you better in the future, you just need to accept it, you are willing to be with me Together, I’m pretty content.”

Looking at him like this, Ran Qiu felt a little sour and helpless. What he wanted to express was not what he meant, and he didn’t need such unilateral feelings, “It’s up to you whether I want to be with you or not.” Can you be honest and sincere to me, I don’t need you to love my sister and my family, but I don’t want to have a relationship that is all deception.”

Wen Yuanyu nodded seriously, her voice choked up, “I will always be by your side in the future, if you doubt me, you can just look at my phone.”

Speaking of this, Ran Qiu remembered the day when he wanted to look at Wen Yuanyu’s cell phone to prove that Wen Yuanyu did not support his ex-boyfriend, but Wen Yuanyu kept avoiding him, and he inevitably felt a little complicated, “If you let me find out again You lied to me even once, no matter what your reasons are, whether you are good or bad, we will never be able to.”

Wen Yuanyu’s eyes were full of unswerving sincerity, “I will take the initiative to tell you anything in the future. You don’t need to ask, I will tell the truth. Even if you are not happy, I will tell the truth. I can talk about it before coaxing you you.”

Ran Qiu twitched the corners of his mouth, thinking: If you tell the truth, why would I be unhappy? Although he is a little insecure, he is not such an unreasonable and narrow-minded person.

This attempt will exhaust his lifelong confidence in relationships, and he sincerely hopes that this time, Wen Yuanyu can do what he promised.

Thinking of what he was going to tell Wen Yuanyu next, Ran Qiu couldn’t help but soften his eyes. He took a deep breath, hugged Wen Yuanyu in his arms, and inserted his fingers into his hair, “There is one more The most important thing. I don’t want to find out that you hurt yourself on purpose again, whether it’s burning your arm with a cigarette end, or this time, as long as I find out that you have hurt yourself again, I won’t fall in love with you. You don’t want to If you threaten me in this way, you can do anything, but you must not self-mutilate. Is it okay?”

Wen Yuanyu was even more embarrassed to be educated in this tone by a boy who was seven years younger than himself. He couldn’t help but retort: ​​”I don’t have self…”

Ran Qiu didn’t even listen, and directly raised his hand to interrupt him.

Wen Yuanyu had no choice but to soften his tone: “I know, I won’t do this again.”

Ran Qiu looked at him all the time, as if to see if he was serious. After a while, a smile finally appeared on Ran Qiu’s face, “Don’t ask me when I plan to investigate you?”

Wen Yuanyu took his hand and shook his head, “My boyfriend will come whenever he thinks.”

Ran Qiu snorted softly.

Wen Yuanyu hadn’t heard his nasal voice for a long time, and the familiar feeling gradually came back. Now he inexplicably has a lot of confidence, and he proactively moved his face to touch Ran Qiu’s lips.

But Ran Qiu pushed his lips with his free hand, as if he mentioned it inadvertently, and said as usual: “I will investigate you until…you recover from depression.”

The smile on Wen Yuanyu’s face froze, and he looked at him blankly. After a while, he couldn’t bear it anymore. He tightly grasped Ran Qiu’s hand and clasped his fingers together. It slowly turned red.