Chapter 45

Wen Yuanyu stayed in the hospital for half a month. During this period, Ran Qiu has been closely monitoring his mental state.

Wen Yuanyu’s attitude towards him was always overly cautious. At first, Ran Qiu thought it was normal. After all, they just got back together, and Wen Yuanyu didn’t have enough sense of security.

However, such caution has not improved over time, and there are even signs of intensification.

This day, after visiting his sister’s illness, he returned to Wen Yuanyu’s ward. Wen Yuanyu was watching his face again, and asked very cautiously: “Ran Qiu, how is your sister’s mood?”

Ran Qiu untied the cable, took off his down jacket, threw it on an empty chair in the ward, glanced at him and said nothing.

Wen Yuanyu lowered his head and was silent for a while, then he couldn’t hold back and asked again: “Is your sister still blaming me?”

Ran Qiu sighed softly.

It’s not that he doesn’t want to answer. These days, when he returned to Wen Yuanyu from Wang Fufu’s treatment center every day, Wen Yuanyu would ask him these questions with basically the same meaning.

In the first few times, Ran Qiu patiently told him that Wang Fufu didn’t blame him anymore, and his mood didn’t change much. But when Wen Yuanyu asked the same question for the fifth time, Ran Qiu gradually felt that things were not as simple as they appeared on the surface.

Ran Qiu walked towards the hospital bed, Wen Yuanyu immediately moved his buttocks to let him sit on it, as soon as Ran Qiu sat down, he leaned over very naturally.

Ran Qiu pulled Wen Yuanyu’s hand on his lap, turned his head and asked as if discussing: “Why do you ask me the same question every day?”

Wen Yuanyu wrapped his free hand around Ran Qiu’s waist. He smelled the fragrance on Ran Qiu’s neck, and his fluctuating mood calmed down a little. If you ask me, I won’t ask.”

Ran Qiu frowned slightly, “Panic? Why are you flustered?”

Wen Yuanyu rubbed the fabric of his sweater with his fingers, and his voice sounded calm: “You finally agreed to try it with me, it’s like a dream, I’m worried that you will change again because of something else.”

Hearing this, Ran Qiu suddenly felt uncomfortable. He lowered his head slightly and rubbed his face against Wen Yuanyu’s hair, wondering if there was any way to stop Wen Yuanyu from worrying so much.

Wen Yuanyu seemed to enjoy Ran Qiu’s movement of rubbing against him, and his fingertips, which were picking at the sweater because of anxiety, gradually stopped.

“I don’t know if palpitation is a side effect of the medicine. The medicine you take is different from my sister. Give me the phone number of your psychiatrist, and I’ll ask him.” Ran Qiu stroked the back of Wen Yuanyu’s hand soothingly, said softly.

“It shouldn’t be the effect of the medicine.” Wen Yuanyu pressed his face against Ran Qiu’s neck, and his voice sounded muffled, “I’m not always flustered, only when you’re not here, I worry that you won’t come back, and you’re not happy When I was there, I was also very worried that you would leave me.”

Ran Qiu looked at Wen Yuanyu’s pale lips, suddenly lowered his head, and leaned closer to him, Wen Yuanyu suddenly opened his eyes wide.

Ran Qiu’s lips were close to Wen Yuanyu’s, just touching his lips as if they were rubbing against each other. After touching him for a long time, he didn’t reach in to kiss him. Ran Qiu chuckled softly, with an ambiguous and hoarse voice, ” Don’t want to kiss?”

Wen Yuanyu was aroused by this **** and magnetic voice. He clasped Ran Qiu’s back and kissed it actively. The dry and reddish corners of his eyes were soaked with crystal mist.

This kiss was tasted and ended, Ran Qiu just licked his lips all over, and then stepped back a little.

“You are not in good health now.” After Ran Qiu finished speaking, he saw tears of excitement in Wen Yuanyu’s eyes. These soul-stirring peach blossom eyes seemed to contain water drops, which looked affectionate and pitiful, which immediately made Ran Qiu Qiu felt so distressed that he couldn’t help but stepped forward and kissed the corner of Wen Yuanyu’s eyes.

Wen Yuanyu didn’t want to shed tears every now and then, but she still faced this boyfriend who was younger than herself, but recently, for some reason, he always cried a lot, and he buried his head in Ran Qiu’s neck in shame and embarrassment.

Ran Qiu looked at him, stroked his back and comforted him, “Are you still flustered?”

Wen Yuanyu shook his head first, then suddenly bit Ran Qiu’s shoulder when he thought of something, nodded heavily, and said in a low voice, “It’s better, but I’m still a little flustered.”

Ran Qiu looked at him with a smile, “You still want to kiss?”

Wen Yuanyu heard the teasing in the words, he raised his head, neither said yes nor no, but there was shy expectation and waiting in his eyes.

“Can’t kiss anymore.” Ran Qiu glanced under him, “I have to deal with it myself if I go too far.”

Wen Yuanyu’s eyes also looked there, he burst out laughing with tears in his eyes, and mouthed: “I can help you.”

“Let’s forget it, we’ll talk about it when you recover from illness.” Ran Qiu leaned close to his ear, his teeth touched the pinnae of his ear, and said, “Get well soon, I’ll make you cry when the time comes.”

Wen Yuanyu took a deep breath, obviously the two of them didn’t do anything, but he felt that he couldn’t hold back anymore, his heart was hanging in the air, and because of Ran Qiu’s half-comfort and half-flirting, he slowed down a little. Let go slowly.

These days, Wen Yuanyu has not been sleeping soundly. Now that Ran Qiu is with him, he holds Ran Qiu’s hand, and after a while, he closes his eyes and falls asleep.

It was originally expected that he would need to be hospitalized for 20 days, but because of Wen Yuanyu’s cooperation with the treatment, the incision healed well, and his face finally flushed these days, and the doctor approved him to be discharged early.

Ran Qiu earned money from endorsements and variety shows, and bought a small apartment in the city with a loan. The house was handed over before the Chinese New Year. It was an apartment with a terrace on the upper floor. It would be more convenient for Wen Yuanyu to plant flowers and raise a dog in the future, but He intuited that with Wen Yuanyu’s character of being afraid of trouble, he should not be interested in these things.

On the day of discharge from the hospital, Ran Qiu didn’t use the driver and drove Wen Yuanyu back to his own home. On the way, Wen Yuanyu’s eyes were always on him.

While waiting for the traffic light, the more Wen Yuanyu looked at his little boyfriend, the more he couldn’t help it, and he took his hand and asked expectantly, “Why don’t you move to my house and live with me first.”

Ran Qiu rubbed his thumbs, thought for a while, and said, “Let’s wait for a while, because of Ran Yiming’s matter, my dad is not in a good mood these days, I’d better go home first and then accompany me dad.”

“Yes, it should.” Wen Yuanyu really felt that he should, but the look in his eyes still couldn’t help but dimmed.

This emotional change was noticed by Ran Qiu, and he pinched the back of Wen Yuanyu’s hand, deliberately teasing him, “You are in such a hurry to deliver it to me.”

Wen Yuanyu also felt that he was too proactive, and she was so ashamed that she subconsciously said, “I’m not in such a hurry.”

Ran Qiu tapped and flicked his fingers on the back of his hand, poking him mercilessly, “It’s all right, take care of your body quickly.”

“…understood.”

When the car stopped downstairs, Wen Yuanyu took Ran Qiu’s hand and went home, only to find that Ran Qiu had hired a full-time nanny for him in advance, who lived at home 24 hours a day, and asked her to take care of Wen Yuanyu’s food and daily life.

The nanny took the luggage and poured Wen Yuanyu a cup of hot water. Ran Qiu held the handle of the cup and handed it to Wen Yuanyu, “Holding it in my hand is warm, my hand is so cold.”

Wen Yuanyu gave a low “hmm”, leaned on the sofa in the living room, and stretched out his hand to Ran Qiu, “Come and sit with me for a while before leaving.”

Ran Qiu didn’t intend to leave immediately, he came over and lay down with his head on Wen Yuanyu’s legs, his straight long legs resting on the other side of the sofa, he stared at the ceiling for a while, and suddenly said: “I’ll talk to you Let’s talk about my family.”

Wen Yuanyu took a sip of water from the cup, then carefully placed the cup on the tea table, and looked down at him steadily.

Ran Qiu took his hand and put it on his stomach, rubbing the back of his hand over and over again, “Actually, my dad is not partial to me. My dad told me a long time ago that if I have no interest in the family business, he Will consider giving me a part of the shares, so that I can live comfortably for the rest of my life, and most of the shares will be given to my brother.”

Wen Yuanyu was a little surprised, he hadn’t thought about it, and like most people, he took it for granted that Ran Qiu was born after his parents remarried, and he must be the most favored youngest son in the family.

Ran Qiu sighed silently, “I used to have a good relationship with my brother, but my brother, I don’t know what to think, maybe he thinks that my dad is marrying later, and I never thought that my dad would really give the company to him. He. Of course, it’s also possible that he wanted all of it and didn’t want to give it to me at all, so he transferred a large amount of company property, which made my dad very sad.”

Wen Yuanyu inserted his fingers into his hair, stroking his pitch-black hair comfortingly, “Ran Yiming is his own fault, and he deserves what he has fallen into today.” “I don’t sympathize with him. , Most of them were tormented by him.” After Ran Qiu finished speaking, he casually asked another question, “Would you like to tell me something about your family?”

Wen Yuanyu’s fingertips rubbing his hair suddenly paused, “I actually wanted to tell you a long time ago…”

Ran Qiu raised his head and looked into his eyes, looking at him deeply.

Wen Yuanyu took a deep breath, looking a little overwhelmed, he said slowly in his head, “I didn’t tell you before, because…on the one hand, I have been warm to my family for so many years. Not bad, on the other hand, I don’t care about others, but I’m worried, I don’t know if you will look down on me because of my family.”

Ran Qiu held his hand tightly, took his hand on his stomach and moved it to his chest, where he placed it on his heart.

Wen Yuanyu felt the gentle and powerful heartbeat in Ran Qiu’s chest, suddenly he seemed to have courage and strength, and he gradually calmed down, “Not only is my family poor, my father is also a murderer, and my mother passed away because of his alcoholism. I was beaten to death later, and I was not at home at the time.”

It has been a long time, so long that his mother’s appearance has been blurred in his memory, but when it comes to this incident, Wen Yuanyu’s throat is still dry and choked, but he also feels relieved at the same time.

More than ten years and almost twenty years later, this incident was like a boulder stuck in his heart, making him unable to breathe, but now the boulder seemed to be broken suddenly, no longer suffocating him.

Wen Yuanyu told Ran Qiu all his childhood memories, and he suddenly realized how comfortable it is to have such a person who knows his whole life, as if he is not alone in this world. There is another person who is willing to understand everything about him, willing to bear everything about him, no matter whether it is good or bad, he does not have to bear any burden, this person wants to know and wants to accompany him.

The two of them just leaned against the sofa, and the other lay on their lover’s legs, talking about their family members in peace and comfort.

Ran Qiu also gradually felt that Wen Yuanyu was no longer so far away. They have been in love for more than three years. He is familiar with every part of this person’s body, knows where he is sensitive, and knows that he will scream out excitedly when he meets him. , but it was the first time that he saw the person beside him so clearly. The feeling of unreliability in my heart that I used to feel was suddenly gone.

The waiver signed by Wen Yuanyu before the operation and the proof of Wang Fufu’s mental illness prevented her from accepting legal sanctions in the end.

After completing the procedures for going abroad, Ran Qiu personally sent his sister to a psychiatric nursing home in the United States.

He stayed in the United States for half a month, during which he was seriously communicating with the doctor about his sister’s condition, and he didn’t book a ticket for the next day until everything was settled.

The night before leaving, Wang Fufu sat on a bench in the nursing home and chatted with Ran Qiu. When she mentioned Wen Yuanyu, she suddenly became agitated, “You tell Wen Yuanyu, I really didn’t want to kill him, I At that time, my head was in a daze, I just wanted to hit someone, I wanted to vent my anger, I don’t know why I would use a knife…”

“I know, he knows, he doesn’t blame you.” Ran Qiu rubbed his sister’s thick long hair, he didn’t say ‘you can’t do this in the future’, he knew that his sister’s behavior was out of his control, he just I hope this hospital can do a better job of stabilizing Wang Fufu’s extreme emotional changes.

Wang Fufu sighed softly, “Maybe I didn’t like him before, one was because I didn’t think he was good enough for you, and the other was because… Then whose business. I don’t blame him now, maybe many things are not what they seem on the surface. He really likes you the way you do. I wish you both well.”

“Thank you, sister.” Ran Qiu smiled lightly and hugged her tightly.

Wang Fufu also smiled, and then suddenly leaned close to him and whispered in his ear: “However, don’t treat him with no bottom line just because I said that, I’m afraid that he will make more progress if you indulge him too much, and a dog man can’t be used to it. ”

Ran Qiu couldn’t help laughing, “Your brother is also a dog man.”

Wang Fufu shook his head, “You are not, I know you are very kind to me, so you are not.”

Ran Qiu has been taking care of his sister since he was a child, but he rarely heard her say that. He knew that bipolar disorder would make the patient’s emotions very indifferent, so he never expected his sister to understand him. Now he suddenly Hearing my sister’s words of thanks, I couldn’t help feeling very emotional and moved.

Before flying back to China, Ran Qiu received another text message from Wen Yuanyu.

In the past half a month, Wen Yuanyu has been in contact with him basically all the time. Every hour, he will send a WeChat message to chat with him, and even take the initiative to report to him what he did that day. No matter whether he returns or not, everything will happen. Explain it to him in detail.

The filming of the crew was postponed, and Wen Yuanyu has no job now. It is rare to have so much free time. He cooked a lot of hearty dishes, took pictures of the fried dishes and sent them to Ran Qiu.

As long as Ran Qiu is not busy, he will reply to the message in time, because he doesn’t want Wen Yuanyu to panic because of his late reply. He had waited for Wen Yuanyu’s message back then, for a long, long time, but no matter how many times, no matter how long, he still couldn’t get used to it, the feeling of anxiety was quite bad, and he didn’t want Wen Yuanyu to experience what he had. All kinds of uneasiness.

– I’ll be back tomorrow, to your place, it’s probably evening.

Wen Yuanyu responded to the message just sent: I will prepare a meal for you to eat together.

– well, don’t be tired.

When Ran Qiu rang the doorbell, it was already twelve o’clock in the evening, and Wen Yuanyu seemed to be waiting at the door of the house. As soon as he rang the doorbell, Wen Yuanyu opened the door.

The moment he saw Ran Qiu, Wen Yuanyu’s eyes were as bright as the stars, and there was a touching affection in those beautiful eyes. The longing for half a month was washed away at this moment, and he took the initiative to hug Ran Qiu, hug him tightly.

After the two had a sumptuous dinner, Wen Yuanyu went to the bathroom to put a basin of hot water, then moved a small bench and sat beside the bathtub, looked at him with a smile, “Let me wash your hair for you.”

Ran Qiu wanted to refuse, but seeing the bright desire in Wen Yuanyu’s eyes, he still nodded.

The bathroom was filled with mist, creating an ambiguous atmosphere.

Ran Qiu was lying in the bathtub, with his head leaning against the edge of the bathtub, his scalp was rubbed comfortably by a pair of powerful hands, he squinted his eyes slightly, “Have you learned to massage?”

“Yeah, I have nothing to do during this time, so I just followed Baidu. I thought that if you are tired from filming, I can give you a massage.” Wen Yuanyu’s voice was very soft, rising from the faint water mist in the bathroom An unusually warm atmosphere.

Opposite the bathtub is a large floor-to-ceiling mirror. When Ran Qiu raised his eyelids, he could see Wen Yuanyu in pajamas, giving him a vigorous massage. Although he was not skilled enough, Wen Yuanyu was very serious and hardworking.

Somehow, the water in the bathtub splashed onto Wen Yuanyu’s pajamas, and the soaked pajamas pressed against the skin of his neck tightly.

Ran Qiu’s eyes suddenly darkened, his eyes filled with desire were like a boundless deep sea, his throat moved slightly, and he said in a hoarse voice: “Your clothes have been splashed with water.”

“Oh, it’s okay.” Wen Yuanyu just glanced at the clothes hastily, and immediately denied it, he was worried that Ran Qiu would not let him massage.

“It will be cold.” Ran Qiu said.

“It’s really not cold.”

“You come in too, the water is warm.” Ran Qiu grabbed Wen Yuanyu’s wrist, and pulled his hand to his lips. There was a slight red, and the look in the eyes flickered instantly.

“I, I’ll take off my clothes first.” Wen Yuanyu’s chest heaved slightly, his eyes fell on Ran Qiuman’s faintly visible abdominal muscles in the water, he didn’t dare to look at it just now, just because he was afraid that he couldn’t help it .

“No need.” Before Ran Qiu finished speaking, he pulled him into the bathtub, and the crisp sound of entering the water overwhelmed the undeniable “no need”.

The bathtub is a two-person bathtub, but two men who are 1.8 meters to 1.9 meters are lying in it, like firecrackers that are about to burn, and the slightest gasp can be triggered immediately.

“Do you know that as a boyfriend, the most important thing is to help me?” Ran Qiu pressed Wen Yuanyu’s lips, and his moist lips touched him lightly.

Wen Yuanyu was so teased that he couldn’t bear it. He wanted to kiss him several times, but every time he was gently pushed away by Ran Qiu. After these few times, his eyes were full of dense and strong desire.

Wen Yuanyu’s voice was magnetic and hoarse, like an electric current running down a person’s back. He said, “Husband, you can ask me to do anything.”

Ran Qiu smiled, took his hand and led him into the water, “Use your hands.”

Under Wen Yuanyu’s repeated insistence, Ran Qiu slept in Wen Yuanyu’s room that night, but Wen Yuanyu slept in the guest room. The reason Wen Yuanyu gave for this was: as long as Ran Qiu slept in Wen Yuanyu’s room His room, as if they were sleeping together, as if Ran Qiu was sleeping with him.

Regarding this, Ran Qiu couldn’t laugh or cry.

Ran Qiu lived in Wen Yuanyu’s place for a few days. Before the Spring Festival, the house that Ran Qiu bought with a loan was officially handed over.

It will be their nest for a long time. Both of them can’t wait to choose the furniture of their new home. Even Wen Yuanyu, who usually doesn’t care much about how to arrange these trivial matters, is serious this time for the first time.

On the eve of the Spring Festival, Lu City was unusually quiet, and many people went back to their hometowns to celebrate the New Year. This is also the emptiest day on the streets and roads in Lu City every year.

Every household is preparing for the reunion.

This morning, when Ran Qiu came out of the room with his slippers on, Wen Yuanyu was sitting at the dining table looking at his iPad. When he heard his voice, he put down his iPad and turned to look at him with a gentle smile in his eyes, ” Are you going home for the New Year today?”

Ran Qiu half-closed his sleepy eyes, pulled away the chair opposite him and sat down, reflected on what he was saying for a while, and then looked a little clearer, “I won’t go back.”

Wen Yuanyu was stunned, caught off guard by the sudden words, “What did you say? Why?”

Ran Qiu looked at him with a smile, picked up the knife and fork and pulled the fried egg on the dinner plate.

It’s better for Wen Yuanyu to cook fried eggs. It’s not that he can’t cook a runny egg, but every time he cooks a soft-boiled egg, the egg white won’t solidify. If the egg white is cooked, the yolk will be fully cooked. Yes, I can’t grasp the heat well.

Ran Qiu’s appetite was whetted by the fried egg, and he ate it up in two or three bites. His lips were covered with golden egg liquid. Wen Yuanyu couldn’t help but chuckle when he saw one side of his cheek puffed out. After laughing, he still said seriously: “Spring Festival Still have to go back.”

Hearing what he said, Ran Qiu stopped holding the knife and fork in the air, watched him quietly for a while, then put a piece of potato into his mouth, and asked with a smile: “You really want me to go back?”

Of course Wen Yuanyu didn’t want to, he hid the loneliness deep in his heart, but with a faint smile on his face, he said seriously: “Your sister is abroad, and your brother is in prison. If you don’t go back to your parents’ house, you will die.” It’s so deserted.”

“It’s true to say that, but I want to stay and spend the New Year with you.” Ran Qiu looked at him, his eyes were full of love and distress, “There are two of them, and you only have one, I can’t let you grow up Stay alone during Chinese New Year.”

“It’s inappropriate, don’t do it because of me…” Wen Yuanyu still hesitated.

But Ran Qiu got up suddenly, walked around the table, and stopped Wen Yuanyu with his lips before he could say anything.

The slender fingers inserted into Wen Yuanyu’s stubble, the tongues intertwined, the kiss was wet and hot, and every sweetness was tightly packed between the lips of the two of them.

The heat between Ran Qiu’s lips and teeth diffused over Wen Yuanyu’s ears, and he whispered in his ear: “I don’t want to leave you at home alone.”

Wen Yuanyu’s back trembled slightly, and he wrapped his hands around Ran Qiu’s waist, feeling complicated and moved.

Ran Qiu clasped his neck, looked straight into the soul-stirring eyes, and said seriously to him: “I didn’t prepare enough this year, next year, next year, I will definitely take you home.”

“Okay, I know.” As soon as he finished speaking, Ran Qiu hooked his nose with his index finger.

This action made Wen Yuanyu, who was 30 years old, immediately ashamed. He bit Ran Qiu’s lips, greedy for the temperature between the lips, and unconsciously felt deeply by the look in the boy’s eyes. Attracted, he couldn’t help blurting out, “I really love you, Ran Qiu.”

“I love you too, baby.”

At this moment, Wen Yuanyu felt that he had the best lover in the world. His little milk dog is always so caring, loves him so much, and never changes.

And his whole heart was also filled by Ran Qiu, it couldn’t be more full, it was so happy that it would overflow.

Ran Qiu changed his attitude towards life, and also changed the trajectory of his life. Although he will no longer be an actor, he is extremely fortunate that the boy he loves can turn around and lead him hand, his life was extremely happy and fulfilled because of Ran Qiu.

In the days to come, he swore that he would never disappoint Ran Qiu, no matter what happened, he would always, always stand by his little milk dog.

The author has something to say: This article is officially over here, and I am very grateful to all the little angels who have supported me until now.

After I finished writing some parts of this book, I was not very satisfied when I looked back at it, and I really didn’t handle some parts well enough.

I’m really sorry if I didn’t satisfy you.

I hope that I can make some progress in the next book, and I also hope that the little angels who think it is okay can see you in the next book~ I will put down the pre-collection of the next book after a while.

If I can think of good ones, I will release them one after another~

Thank you for your support, thank you!