Chapter 90

The aroma of the grapes is soaked in water, soggy.

The small porcelain plate was filled with grapes, the sweet aroma and the crystal clear flesh, which she carefully peeled off for herself.

Chu Chisi lowered her head, her slightly messy hair dangled between her brows, the tips of her hair were dyed with a little sunshine, and she pressed her soft lips to her fingertips.

She lightly kissed Tang Li’s fingertips, like the kind of kitten that sips water, and she touched only the slightest bit, taking away the dripping grape juice.

It was just a small movement, but in Tang Li’s eyes, it seemed to slow down and enlarge. She heard the heartbeat beating on the side of her ear, thump, thump, thump.

Agitation restlessly.

Chu Chi Si slowly licked the contaminated grape juice clean, and then kissed her fingertips again, and then straightened up.

The almost peeled grape was also bitten by her, and the grape juice moistened her lips with a layer of water, which looked very kissable.

“Grapes are sweet.”

The faint scent of grapes itself became a little thicker. Chu Chisi nibbled at the pulp and commented, “It tastes good.”

Her voice was very light, and her expression was the same as usual, with only a hint of raised eyelashes, revealing a somewhat hidden smile.

After all, it was specially sent as a gift to condolences to the injured and sick. This large basket of fruits is very fresh and tastes very good.

Tang Li “puchi” smiled, leaned towards her, put her finger on the back of Chu Chisi’s hand, and scratched a few times on the skin.

She laughed: “Only the taste of grapes is good?”

Chu Chisi raised her eyebrows to look at her: “What do you think?”

The two of them were like playing a riddle. You glanced at me, and I said a word, but they couldn’t catch up. But compared to the scattered words, the intertwined eyes are more lingering.

Tang Li was naturally warmer. She had just peeled off a small plate of grapes, and before she could wash her hands, there was still slightly sticky juice on her fingertips.

Her fingertips are a little rough, but her skin is soft. The thin and thin flesh is close to the bones, and her joints are more exquisite, and there is a hint of strength.

Those hands gently covered her.

A drop of temperature, and then drop by drop, it was slightly cool when it first touched the skin, and the fingertips hooked and circled, drawing a circle on the back of the hand.

Taking advantage of her not paying attention, her fingertips turned to caress her wrist, spread the cuff a little, and sneaked in, scratching between her wrists.

Chu Chisi withdrew his hand, “Itchy.”

Tang Li was still the same Tang Li, arrogantly said, “You ate so many grapes that I peeled, why didn’t you scratch me even once?”

Chu Chisi looked at her a little helplessly, like a student with a headache who failed to pass the grade: “Is there any connection between the two?”

Tang Li said, “No.”

Chu Chisi: “…”

Tang Li teased his wife that the plan was a great success, and straightened up with a sullen smile. She leaned against the bed and said lazily, “It’s not just grapes that taste good.”

She pointed to herself shamelessly.

In the tattoo mirror, Chu Chisi is calm and restrained, always holding back, but in front of her golden retriever wife, she is actually easy to be amused.

Her brows and eyes were curved, and there was a small dimple on her cheek, so she came over and kissed Tang Li’s lips.

Lips leave as soon as they are touched, and they are just a touch of water.

Tang Li was a little disappointed, her palm covered Chu Chisi’s arm, and she pressed her down a bit destructively: “That’s all?”

The bed was sunk slightly, the fabrics rubbed together, and the slight noise was like ants crawling up the back, scattered in the silent room.

Chu Chisi clasped her with his backhand, and the two of them put their fingers together and fit tightly together.

She leaned over again, this time against Tang Li’s lips, and kissed her softly, breathing lightly and moving slowly, making the flow of time stagnate.

Bit by bit, the temperature penetrated into the skin along the fingertips and penetrated deep into the body.

There was silence in the ward, and Wan Lai was silent.

Her lips are very soft, and there is the aroma of grapes between her lips and teeth. Tang Li can taste a little sweet juice, which is so sweet that the heart is drunk.

Chu Chisi stroked her cheek, her fingertips slid down the skin, placed it on Tang Li’s neck, and scratched.

The skin there was soft, warm, and creamy. Great for…wearing something.

she thought.

Suddenly, Tang Li stopped. She straightened up and glanced at the closed door of the ward: “Someone is here.”

Even if it was very weak, she still sensitively felt another Alpha’s pheromone, who was walking towards this side from a distance – even an acquaintance.

Chu Chisi straightened up and restrained his expression: “This is an exclusive hospital, and there are not many people who can find it at this time.”

She still looked cold and distant, with only the faint redness at the corners of her eyes, revealing a bit of confusion and confusion just now.

Tang Li nodded.

Before she could say anything, her shoulders sank suddenly, Chu Chisi lay on her back, raised her head slightly, and glanced in the direction of the door: “95% are generals.”

“It’s her,” Tang Li lowered her voice and made a shush gesture, “Do you want to see her?”

Chu Chisi shook his head.

“Then I’ll deal with her.” Tang Li rolled over and got out of bed, pulled up the quilt and put it on Chu Chisi’s head, “Soon.”

The sheets covered Chu Chi Si tightly, and she stuck out half of her head, her long hair looming in the shadows, like a bride wearing white gauze.

Tang Li couldn’t hold back and kissed her again.

Chu Chisi was bitten by her until her lips turned red, she reached out and pushed Tang Li, and said, “Go open the door first.”

The knock on the door sounded, and it really was Tang Yiqi’s voice, cold and steady, without a trace of ups and downs: “Tang Li.”

It was quiet for a moment inside.

After a while, Tang Li opened a crack, she pressed against the door to prevent it from expanding, and folded her arms: “What?”

Tang Yiqi stood in the corridor with an expressionless face, with one eye narrowed slightly, looking at the expression on Tang Li’s face.

She was also followed by the two Omega guards before, both of them looked flustered and lowered their heads deeply, for fear of meeting one of them.

“I heard you’re awake,” Tang Yiqi said concisely, “Come and take a look.”

Tang Li blocked the door and said leisurely, “Then after you see it now, shouldn’t you go back?”

Tang Yiqi was dressed in a formal suit, with a blindfold covering his empty eye sockets. The remaining one eye looked at Tang Li, and was about to go to the door, but was blocked by Tang Li.

Tang Li clasped her arms lazily: “I’m sorry, this is my ward alone. Except for doctors and nurses, I can’t do my best – of course, including you.”

Tang Yiqi only frowned: “Chu Chisi is here with you? Where is she now?”

Her voice was too flat, not like a question at all, but a statement that had already guessed the result.

Tang Li sneered and said, “Where Chi thinks to go is her freedom, and I have no way of interfering with her choice.”

“She might be here with me, or she might be in the inpatient building next door, or she might even go back to the research laboratory of the Beimeng Academy of Sciences.”

Tang Li leaned against the edge of the door lazily and raised his eyebrows: “It’s the admiral that you arranged these two guards, what is your purpose?”

“Beijing Union has the responsibility to protect her safety,” Tang Yiqi explained, “these two guards are carefully selected, they only stand guard at the door and will not enter the room…”

Halfway through speaking, he was interrupted.

Tang Li waved her hand, tilted her head and said, “Then now that her wife is awake, she doesn’t need an escort, right?”

Tang Yiqi: “Of course.”

She looked back at the two of them, and said, “I just hope that Chu Chisi can tell the guards when he leaves. They searched for it with self-blame for a long time, and thought that Chu Chisi had disappeared again.”

Tang Li shrugged: “After seeing Chi Si, if I’m in a good mood, I’ll tell her for you.”

Tang Yiqi looked a little irritable, and there was some fierce light in his one eye: “Is Chu Chisi with you?”

Tang Li said, “Guess what?”

Tang Yiqi: “…”

The two were deadlocked in the corridor. Tang Yiqi was unwilling to leave immediately, while Tang Li blocked the door from entering.

“Then I’ll go first,” Tang Yiqi said. “If there is any unexpected situation, or if you need any arrangement, you can go to me…or my assistant.”

Tang Li said, “Okay, goodbye.”

The last “goodbye” can be said to be ruthless, and in front of Tang Yiqi, he closed the door tightly and did not give her any chance to look inside.

Tang Li stopped at the door for a while, peeked out from the gap, and turned around until he felt the Alpha breath gradually moving away.

Chu Chisi stuck his head out from the quilt and asked cautiously with his lips, “Are you gone?”

“I didn’t feel her pheromone,” Tang Li sat down on the edge of the bed, “folded her legs,” she should have left. ”

There was a sudden itch in her waist, Chu Chisi hugged her from behind, pressed her chin on Tang Li’s shoulder, and gently rubbed her with the tip of her nose.

Tang Li “puchi” smiled: “What’s wrong?”

“I still prefer the smell on your body,” Chu Chisi whispered, leaning on the auricle, “It’s a very elegant fragrance.”

Tang Li said with a smile: “The word elegant, I’m afraid it’s not at odds with me.”

Chu Chisi said, “But I like it.”

She put her arms around Tang Li’s neck, and when she heard “I like it”, Tang Li’s heart melted. She turned her head and kissed the tip of Chu Chisi’s nose.

“Well.” Tang Li kissed her, and the air flowed softly across her cheeks, “As long as you like it.”

[You don’t need anyone else, as long as you like it. 】

The sun is just right outside the window, the clouds are roaring, and pheromones are quietly surging in the room, with the sweetness of fresh fruit, crisp and sweet.

The grapes that Tang Pear had peeled were placed in small porcelain plates, one next to the other, with crystal clear flesh and a layer of water.

The temperature melts the coolness and turns into water oozing.

(…)

Tang Li took a grape, pressed her shoulder affectionately, and blinked: “Try it?”

Chu Chisi’s cheeks were slightly red, she bit the grape in a small mouth, and then ushered in another kiss.

The grapes are round and plump, the flesh is incredibly soft, and it melts between the lips and teeth, and the taste is very sweet.

The lips are lightly touched, full of the sweet fragrance of grapes.

Unconsciously, the grapes in the small porcelain plate were slowly eaten one by one, and the grape juice was sweet and light fragrance filled the whole room. .

The matter of changing rooms was thrown on Tang Li’s head by Chu Chisi. She slept soundly on a clean bed with her cheeks still red.

So not long after, a scene of Tang Li holding a hanging bottle, wearing a hospital gown, and arguing with Admiral Beimeng appeared at the door of the hospital.

The scene was very lively at that time, attracting a lot of onlookers who were eating melons, but it was a pity that Chu Chi was tired and sleepy and missed this extremely exciting scene.

All in all, the wards merged smoothly.

When Chu Chisi woke up in a daze, Tang Li had already moved all her things.

Her clothes were folded, including the black backpack retrieved from the base, and placed on a small sofa not far away.

Tang Li was sitting next to the backpack, with her legs bent on the sofa, a pen in her hand, and she was looking at the white paper in front of her in distress.

After hearing some noises, Tang Li looked up and saw his wife who was sitting beside the bed blankly, and smiled at her: “Chi Si, are you awake?”

Chu Chisi rubbed her long hair, only to realize that she still had an infusion tube attached to the back of her hand. It seemed that a nurse should have come when she fell asleep.

When my wife woke up, there was no reason why Tang Li couldn’t come. She folded the paper, closed it with the cap of the pen, and climbed onto the bed with agility.

“I asked the doctor, except for the gunshot wound in the shoulder, your most serious problem should be nutritional imbalance, which needs to be slowly adjusted.”

Tang Li said, “I had a fight with Tang Yiqi. We won’t eat hospital meals tomorrow. I’ll borrow their kitchen to make them for you.”

Chu Chisi was stunned: “Will it bother you too much?”

“What’s the matter,” Tang Li chuckled and leaned forward to kiss her cheek, “I was in charge of cooking before.”

Her collar was slightly open, exuding some heat, and the two were clearly not close to each other, but Chu Chisi had the illusion of being hugged by her tenderly.

Chu Chisi took a breath, and unconsciously clenched the sheets: “But, the sequelae of the remote connection—”

“It’s almost all done,” Tang Li sat back, smiling brightly, “I’m a person who gets up every morning to exercise, and my body is quite strong.”

Chu Chisi frowned and corrected her in a straight-forward manner: “I know you are in good physical condition, but the damage caused by the remote connection is not what you think…”

“If you don’t believe me, you can ask the doctor.”

Seeing that Chu Chisi was going to read for half an hour, Tang Li quickly attacked, scratching his wife’s palm to interrupt her, “I’m really feeling better.”

“Not to mention that cooking doesn’t require much energy, which is one of the few things I can do for you…”

Tang Li raised his hand to cover her head, and rubbed Chu Chi’s soft black hair: “Just promise me?”

Even if Tang Li is both kissing and coaxing, Chu Chisi is not someone who can be easily shaken by his wife.

She was unmoved by Tang Li’s honey attack, and insisted on waiting until the doctor came, and asked him about Tang Li’s situation in detail.

Unexpectedly, Tang Li actually told the truth.

Alpha itself has a strong recovery ability, not to mention the accumulation of years of training and countless actual combat experience, which makes her recover quickly.

Chu Chisi was still a little unconvinced. Based on the concept of multiple experiments, he asked several doctors and nurses.

As a result, the little nurse whispered to her: “The major general can actually be discharged from the hospital after the examination. It was she who complained that she had a headache and backache, and insisted on staying in the hospital.”

Chu Chisi: “…”

After asking around, the answers were invariable, Chu Chisi sighed in his heart, and silently returned to the ward.

Tang Li was leaning lazily on the edge of the bed with the pen on her ear. She flipped through the blank paper in her hand and smiled at Chu Chi, “How is it?”

Chu Chisi sighed: “Okay, let’s trust you for a while.”

Chu Chisi washed his hands, and just sat back on the bed when Tang Li rubbed over.

The long brown and blond hair was scattered, Tang Li propped his jaw, and the puppy seemed to be lying on her waist, calling her in a loud voice: “Chi Si, Chi Si.”

Chu Chisi was a little itchy from her rubbing, and couldn’t help shrinking: “What’s wrong?”

“Chi Si, can you do me a favor?” Tang Li put on a pitiful look and looked at her watery, “Please.”

Chu Chisi couldn’t help laughing and crying: “Help for what?”

What she was most afraid of was Tang Li’s expression. Every time she was stared at by those aggrieved light-colored eyes, she was so soft-hearted that she could agree to anything.

“Can you write something for me?”

Tang Li handed her the white paper in his hand, handed her the pen, and said in a light tone, “Write a letter of resignation.”

Chu Chisi: “…”

Chu Chisi took the white paper and pen, a little suspicious that he heard it wrong: “Write what??”

Tang Li said, “Resignation letter.”

“The nature of our work is different,” Chu Chisi was a little shocked, “You…you are not a job that can be dismissed at will.”

With an indifferent expression, Tang Li lay on his wife’s waist and blinked: “So what, she has to agree to lift Tang Yiqi’s office a few times.”

Chu Chisi: “…”

“Don’t worry, I’m not really going to resign,” Tang Li supported her chin and smiled, “I’m mainly going to scare Tang Yiqi.”

Chu Chi Si couldn’t resist her, so he agreed.

Since the ward was merged, the two have basically stayed together. Tang Li took care of all the food and beverages, and fed his wife well every day.

Chu Chisi’s complexion visibly improved.

Soon it was time to be discharged from the hospital. Tang Li, who was supposed to be discharged half a month ago, also came along and accompanied Chu Chisi through the discharge procedures.

She stood beside Chu Chisi, her voice soft: “Chi Si, we can go home.”

Chu Chisi also smiled, with a small dimple on his cheek, which looked very sweet: “Well, let’s go home.”

The hospital they are in is the exclusive hospital of Xingzheng, and the confidentiality measures are well done, so naturally they don’t have to worry about dealing with the media and other issues.

The two returned home smoothly, after a long absence, when Chu Chisi pushed the door and walked in, there was a feeling of being separated.

“How is it?” Tang Li said proudly, “I clean the dust every day.”

Everything in the house was the same, everything was the same as when she left. It was cleaned by Tang Li and was spotless.

But just…

Some are too clean.

When designing the villa in Area 2, Chu Chisi referred to the structure and decoration of their home, and there are many similarities between the two.

The house is still the same, Tang Li is also the same, but she is no longer the original Chu Chisi.

The unfamiliar scenes when she was hospitalized made her forget those things for the time being, but after seeing the familiar scenes again, suppressed memories flooded up like a flood.

The darkness crossed the warmth and the sunlight, like a heavy sarcophagus slammed shut, trapping her and her voice in the depths of the tomb.

Chu Chisi turned pale and said nothing.

“Chi Si?” Tang Li noticed her strangeness and looked over worriedly, “Are you okay?”

Tang Li put the back of her hand on Chu Chisi’s forehead, probed her body temperature, and felt a little uneasy: “You seem to have a low fever.”

Chu Chisi’s heart beat fast, she took a deep breath, and quickly suppressed her emotions: “No, I… I’m fine.”

Her face was as white as paper, and her breathing was much faster. Not to mention the slightly trembling knuckles – Tang Li would not believe that Chu Chisi was really “all right”.

“Did I remind you of something?” Tang Li asked cautiously, “Should we go to the hotel and stay for a few days?”

Tang Li is too smart and keen, and can always catch her subtle emotional changes in time, and take care of her and comfort her in time.

But it was precisely because Tang Li was so kind to herself that she was considerate and took care of her everywhere, which made Chu Chisi even more trembling and panic.

Those memories shrouded the apex of her heart like a dark cloud, and they slammed down at her, repeated, repeated, repeated, carved into her bones with a knife:

[You don’t deserve her goodness. 】

【You are no longer the original Chu Chisi. 】

“Chi Si, Chi Si?”

The familiar voice gathered the scattered thoughts, Chu Chisi opened his eyes in a trance, and saw Tang Li’s face full of anxiety, staring at him the whole time.

“Let’s go, we don’t live here anymore.” Tang Li grabbed her hand and pulled her to the door, “I’m going to order wine—”

Chu Chisi broke her free.

“It’s alright,” Chu Chisi whispered, “I’ll take a bath and wake up and it’ll be fine.”

Chu Chisi refused to go out, and Tang Li couldn’t beat her in the end, so she could only tell her that she was outside and let her call him whenever she had something to do.

The hot water was turned on, and the mist slowly evaporated, and soon spread all over the bathroom. Chu Chisi took a bath and really felt better.

She changed into dry pajamas, brought a towel, and wiped her wet long hair in front of the mirror.

The fog disappeared at some point.

There was a person standing in the mirror, with black hair and dark eyes, pale skin, and a familiar and unfamiliar smile on her face. She stepped lazily on the edge of the high-rise building, and a fire lit up behind her.

“Bangdang-!”

The little madman clenched her five fingers into fists, and then slammed her into the glass. She smiled, with a wanton smile: “Are you looking at me?”

Chu Chisi: “…”

The little madman was so powerful that he knocked on the whole glass, but no matter how noisy he was, he was still trapped on the other side of the mirror.

The bathroom was still very quiet, there was no sound at all, Chu Chisi looked at her silently, nodded, and shook his head again.

[I’m looking at you, and I’m looking at myself. 】

“I am you, I know what you are thinking,” the little madman tilted his head and smiled sweetly, “You are panicking, you are uneasy, you are very afraid of losing her.”

Chu Chisi nodded lightly: “Yes.”

“That’s why you should lock her up,” the little madman stroked the mirror, bewitchingly, “Let her be yours completely.”

Chu Chisi walked to the mirror and put her hand on the mirror, the little madman also came over and leaned against her.

The two cuddled together, indistinguishable from each other.

The heat printed some mist on the glass, but it was quickly erased by her. Chu Chisi closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, the blood and firelight disappeared.

The mirror was as calm as it was, except for the wet bathroom, only her pale face, and those terrifyingly bright black eyes.

There is only one liar who disguised himself well with all kinds of lies and honey; a downright hysterical lunatic hiding under this beautiful skin.

Chu Chisi took a bath and washed for a long time, and Tang Li, who was washing, began to be a little worried. When he was thinking about whether to smash the door, his wife finally came out slowly.

Steamed by the heat, Chu Chisi’s cheeks looked a lot rosier, and his expression became calmer: “Tang Li.”

“Come here, sit here.” Tang Li patted the bed beside him, “Can I blow your hair for you?”

Chu Chi Si walked over and sat down obediently with her back to her, her long hair draped over her body, emitting some moist moisture.

Tang Li moved very lightly and carefully, gently rubbing her long hair with her fingertips, blowing the hot air gently over and drying the remaining water vapor.

Chu Chisi closed his eyes comfortably.

The hair dryer was humming, and the hot air was flowing around, warming the body a little. She could smell the light fragrance of that person’s pear blossoms, but she felt that her heart was much calmer.

Chu Chisi’s hair is very long and smooth. The silk satin generally hangs on Tang Li’s palm, and it is tightly gathered and spread out, and it feels very good.

Tang Li blew her long hair almost half-dry, leaving only a little moisture at the tips of her hair, just leave it to air dry naturally.

Chu Chisi leaned over to kiss her, and Tang Li blushed a little: “Thank you.”

Anyway, idle is idle, the two still watched a movie before going to bed, it was a bit old-fashioned love movie, and they were a little drowsy.

Halfway through the movie, they both decided to go to bed, Tang Li turned off the lights, and the whole room fell into darkness.

The night became darker and darker, the gauze curtain was gently agitated by the breeze, and the curtain of her heart swayed, unable to calm down for a long time.

Chu Chisi was snuggling in her arms, a clear and powerful heartbeat beside her ears, the sound of breathing fell on the top of her head, droplets condensed into dewdrops, and rolled into the auricles.

… Tang Li seemed to be asleep.

But Chu Chisi has been unable to sleep, even if he is held in his arms, those memories are still whispering in his ears, telling strange desires:

She longed for blood, she longed for pain.

She longs for shackles and restraints, for violent, extreme, crazy and heavy love.

The tinnitus was sharp and harsh, and her head hurt more and more. Chu Chisi sat up slowly and covered her eyes in the darkness.

She took a deep breath, the tinnitus finally faded away, and her eyes gradually adapted to the darkness, and her eyes seemed to be indexed by something and fell on the bedside table.

Chu Chisi has a good memory.

She remembered that Tang Li used to hide some weapons in the bedside table in case of emergency. And in order to be able to get it in time during the attack, the cabinets are generally unlocked.

Chu Chisi hooked the tab, and sure enough, the cabinet was easily pulled open, revealing the items that fit her fantasy.

Inside were Tang Li’s metal, several boxes of the same type of bullet, and several different types of blades.

Chu Chisi took out a folding knife and opened the knife with a “pat”. In the dark night, the blade seemed to glow with a little cold light.

If I get hurt, if I die… will it go back to the reset point?

The originally clear answer was washed away by 30,000 memories. No matter how hard the rock was, it was finally smashed into countless gravels and disappeared into the rolling river.

Chu Chisi raised the knife and pressed the tip of the blade lightly between her palms. She exerted a little force and felt the long-lost pain.

She is afraid of pain, she longs for pain, she hates pain, she is fascinated with pain – what is real and what is fake, Chu Chisi has been a little unclear.

If you go a little deeper and apply a little more force, the blade will cut through the skin and spill blood.

Chu Chi thought so, and was about to continue to exert force, and then—

The wrist was grabbed suddenly.

Tang Li’s voice fell on the side of his ear, and it exploded in the dead silence: “Chi Si, what are you doing?”

Chu Chisi’s wrist went numb, and the folding knife fell into Tang Li’s hands, and she closed it with a “slap”.

Tang Li frowned, her light-colored eyes dipped in the gloomy night, like an old movie, with only gray and white remaining.

Chu Chisi said in a hoarse voice, “I…”

She didn’t know when Tang Li woke up, but she was really caught, and there was no room for quibble.

“I confiscated it,” Tang Li said, and threw the blade into the distance, “Don’t use this thing to hurt yourself again.”

Her voice was surprisingly calm, but even Chu Chisi could hear it. Under that calmness, countless turbulent emotions were deeply suppressed.

“Chi Si, can’t you sleep?”

Tang Li grabbed her wrist, leaned forward, and half pressed Chu Chisi: “I can help you.”

The breath was blowing on the side of the ear, hot and hot, making Chu Chisi shiver.