Chapter 72

When Tao Xiaodong told Tang Suoyan about this, he still felt quite warm.

Tang Suoyan asked him, “Which one?”

Tao Xiaodong described it, and glanced at the badge, and it seemed that his surname was Li. Tang Suoyan said he got it: “He has a soft heart. I was studying in my outpatient clinic last week and cried several times.”

“Too soft-hearted is not suitable for being a doctor.” Tao Xiaodong said, “Every day is very sad.”

“You’ll get used to it after watching too much.” Tang Suoyan said this without any emotion, and said calmly, “There are too many things that can’t be done.”

Tao Xiaodong smiled and asked, “Does this powerlessness include me?”

“Not included.” Tang Suoyan said, “Including Xiao Nan, not including you.”

Tao Xiaodong looked at him, still holding today’s flowers in his hand.

Tang Suoyan said: “You are an early RP, living under my nose every day, there is nothing I can do.”

Tao Xiaodong was unprepared to be stunned by him: “Suddenly handsome.”

“Suddenly?” Tang Suoyan raised his eyebrows and glanced at him, “I don’t think your word is too rigorous.”

“Every day!” Tao Xiaodong couldn’t stop laughing, “Every moment is handsome.”

Because of this matter, Tao Xiaodong has been living in a closed life recently. He has not been to Tian Yi’s place, and he has been digesting his emotions during this time.

Now everything has stabilized, and it can no longer be blocked.

Tian Yi was shocked when he saw him: “What stimulated you?”

Wearing a peaked cap, Tao Xiaodong held a baby in his arms, holding his buttocks in one hand and his neck in the other. Every time he held him, he felt that it was too small, because the little thing in his hand seemed to soften his whole person.

“What’s wrong with you?” Tian Yi asked the bottom line, frowning, “I’m asking you something.”

“It’s hot, it’s almost summer.” Tao Xiaodong said indifferently, “Cool down.”

“It’s cool, are you still wearing a hat?” Tian Yi didn’t listen to him, “You must have something to do.”

Tao Xiaodong lowered his head and kept looking at the child. He didn’t think he looked like Tian Yi at first, but now he looks like him again, especially his nose and mouth. The child kicked his arms and legs back and forth, and his feet kicked softly on Tao Xiaodong’s forearm, Tao Xiaodong’s heart almost melted.

Tian Yi babbled beside him, Tao Xiaodong said, “It’s really all right, I’ll be the first to tell you if there’s anything to do.”

Tian Yi reluctantly believed it.

Tao Xiaodong didn’t tell him that it wasn’t because of lack of relationship, or because he was afraid that Tian Yi would sympathize with him, they didn’t care about this. It’s just unnecessary, I’m afraid he will hold my heart. It hasn’t affected vision yet, and I don’t know when it will develop into central vision. There is no need to worry about people around me now, and it won’t be too late when it really develops.

People who are close to this kind of thing know that there is always a stone on their hearts, which is too dull.

Tao Xiaodong now takes one or two days a week to do acupuncture, more than an hour each time.

Dr. Jiang, who does acupuncture, is a friend of Tang Suoyan. He was also a student of Professor Tang at home when he was in college. It was Tang Suoyan and Tao Xiaodong who went to his place for the first time, and they had said hello in advance, so the doctor didn’t ask too many questions when they went.

After that, every time Tao Xiaodong went to Dr. Jiang, he was very polite to him. The two sometimes chatted, and Dr. Jiang occasionally comforted him and made him feel at ease. Many people do acupuncture and moxibustion in traditional Chinese medicine hospitals, and some of them are also treated with traditional Chinese medicine, and the delay effect is very good. Several patients are already very old, and the condition is still very optimistic.

Tao Xiaodong seldom thinks about it now. Although he is very active in treating illnesses, he no longer worries about it. What should be done has been done, and the rest can only be resigned to fate.

“Solly don’t let me mention this to you too much, but I think you are in a good mood.” Dr. Jiang chatted slowly with him while administering the needle.

Tao Xiaodong lay there with his eyes closed and said, “After that stage, I didn’t accept it very well at first, but later I thought it was okay.”

“It’s really nothing.” Dr. Jiang agreed, “Besides, Suo Yan is an expert, so what are you afraid of?”

Tao Xiaodong smiled: “Yes, Dr. Tang is very good.”

“How long have you known each other?” It was inevitable to talk about other things when performing acupuncture. Dr. Jiang and Tang Suoyan were old acquaintances, so he got closer to Tao Xiaodong.

“It’s been many years. My brother is his patient. I didn’t know him very well at first.” Tao Xiaodong replied.

When he talked about Tang Suoyan, he only said that they were friends every time, and didn’t want to tell the truth about their relationship. He himself has nothing to be afraid of. The whole world knows that he likes the same **** and it doesn’t matter, but Tang Suoyan is different from him after all. Tao Xiaodong has always paid attention to this aspect and is unwilling to make too much publicity.

Dr. Jiang has an outgoing personality and is willing to chat. After a while, he suddenly said, “You two are very suitable.”

Tao Xiaodong was stunned for a moment, and then said: “The doctor seems to have misunderstood.”

“What did you misunderstand?” Dr. Jiang said with a smile, “I misunderstood you as his object?”

Tao Xiaodong didn’t speak, and Dr. Jiang said, “At first he called me and said he was his lover. If I don’t expose you, do you really think I don’t know?”

Tao Xiaodong was a little surprised. It is true that Tang Suoyan never hides this, but he did not expect him to say it so directly. After Dr. Jiang said that, Tao Xiaodong smiled and said, “I’m afraid it will affect him.”

The doctor said again: “What time is it? It’s nothing.”

The word “lover” itself has a rigid romance, confidence, and frankness.

When their same-sex lovers introduce each other to others, except for words such as “boyfriend” and “object”, if they want to be more formal, only “lover” and “lover” are left.

Tao Xiaodong was moved by such a simple little word for several days.

“Don’t be beautiful, have you taken your medicine yet?” Tao Xiaodong lay on the bed looking at his phone, Tang Suoyan patted him on the leg after taking a shower, and walked around him to get the charger from the bedside drawer.

“Eat.” Tao Xiaodong was typing on the phone, smiling without looking up, “Doctor Tang is so delicious.”

Tao Xiaodong bought the wrong bath fluid for the two of them on Double Eleven last year, so he just took it out and used it. At that time, I also joined in the fun and put a lot of things in the shopping cart, some of which have not been used yet.

“I rushed for a long time and couldn’t go down.” Tang Suoyan said helplessly, “If I wake up tomorrow morning, if there is still smell, you can keep it for yourself. I won’t help you consume it.”

“Isn’t it fragrant?” Tao Xiaodong grinned out of shape.

“Smell yourself.”

Tang Suoyan charged his mobile phone, and Tao Xiaodong was still lying there replying to the message. Tang Suoyan reminded: “Time.”

Tao Xiaodong said “hmm” and said, “I still need five minutes, Brother Yan.”

Tang Suo said, “Okay, five minutes.”

When the five minutes arrived, Tang Suoyan turned off the light without saying a word, leaving the small light at the door as usual.

Before Tao Xiaodong finished answering the message, he lay there and groaned.

Tang Suo said exactly what he said, five minutes would be five minutes, and when the time came, he would turn off the lights without discussing with him. Tao Xiaodong has been staring at his mobile phone for half an hour at night, which has already given him a relaxed time limit. Normally, Tang Suoyan would not let him look at his mobile phone before going to bed.

Tao Xiaodong reluctantly sent a voice message, telling the other party that it will be tomorrow.

After posting, put the phone aside, moved to Tang Suoyan, hugged him, with a sincere attitude like a good boy: “Brother Yan, I was wrong.”

Tang Suoyan opened his arms towards him, and Tao Xiaodong plunged into his arms, rubbing his head wildly.

Tang Suoyan patted his head, saying that it was in a panic.

Since Tao Xiaodong became ill with his eyes this time, he has become less independent than before, and is very dependent on Tang Suoyan. In the past, he was not very good at acting like a baby at home, because of his personality, Tao Xiaodong was used to being an older brother, and he was not very good at opening himself up completely even when he was in love. This time, the eyes stimulated not only his weak side, but also the childlike innocence that had been forgotten long ago.

Outside, Mr. Tao is still the indomitable Mr. Tao, but it’s over when he gets home, and he doesn’t look mature at all when he takes off his coat.

Tang Suoyan felt that his newly grown hair was thorny, so he bent his head and leaned towards the man’s neck. Tang Suoyan was so annoyed that he pushed him, Tao Xiaodong laughed and pushed him up again.

Tang Suoyan chuckled under his tumult, and said, “You’re too annoying, keep your bald head away from me.”

“Isn’t he handsome even if he’s bald? You said it yourself.” Tao Xiaodong kissed him, and gagged him with what Tang Suoyan had said.

“Being handsome doesn’t mean I’m willing to let you pierce me.” Tang Suoyan pushed him with disgust, “It’s like a pig hitting the ground.”

Tao Xiaodong arched on purpose for a long time, and finally stopped playing. Tang Suoyan put his arms around him, kissed him casually on the back of his neck, and smelled his body.

Both of them have the same smell, taking a bath is the same as wearing perfume.

Tang Suoyan’s nose touched his shoulder and neck, and Tao Xiaodong asked, “Do you want to do it?”

I just did it last night. Tang Suoyan usually doesn’t do it for two consecutive days. Originally, the two of them are not gentle every time they do it. They are afraid that Tao Xiaodong will be hurt if they do it for two consecutive days, and they don’t want to make him hurt.

Tang Suo said he would not do it.

But it’s clearly stateful. Tao Xiaodong smiled and said, “It’s okay, come on.”

“Sleep with you.” Tang Suoyan bit the back of his neck lightly.

It’s a bit grievous to not do it when you are obviously in a good state, and whoever is an adult should suffer this kind of grievance. Tao Xiaodong reached out to lift up the pajamas first, and then into the trousers.

Under the half-light and half-darkness, both of them were breathing heavily.

After a while Tang Suoyan pushed his hand away.

“What’s wrong?” Tao Xiaodong asked softly.

Tang Suoyan frowned, and said in a low voice.

“I’m going to get oil?” Tao Xiaodong asked softly.

“No need.” Tang Suoyan still frowned a little, took a deep breath and said, “Go to sleep.”

Tang Suoyan has always disliked using his hands, as he finds it dry. It was barely usable before, but now Tao Xiaodong has spoiled his appetite, who wants to eat small dishes when he is used to eating big meals.

Tao Xiaodong thought for a while, blinked his eyes in the dark, then suddenly smiled mysteriously, and whispered something in Tang Suoyan’s ear.

Is there someone who doesn’t do it with his hands? Mr. Tao can’t play with waves?

After playing Lang, Tao Xiaodong went to the bathroom without waiting for Tang Suoyan to turn on the light.

Tang Suoyan got up to touch the remote control, and Tao Xiaodong washed his face after rinsing his mouth. As soon as Tang Suoyan got the remote control, he heard a muffled “bang” in the bathroom.

“Xiaodong?” Tang Suoyan immediately stood up and turned on the light at the same time, “What’s wrong?”

“It’s all right.” Tao Xiaodong said, covering his forehead, “I lowered my head and didn’t look up.”

Tang Suoyan went to look at him, turned on the light, took his hand away, and frowned.

“It’s okay, Brother Yan, I just didn’t look up.” Tao Xiaodong blushed, “It doesn’t hurt to hear the sound.”

Tang Suoyan rubbed him gently, led him back to the bed and made him sit, and rubbed him silently for a while.

Tao Xiaodong raised his head and smiled at him, asking if he was happy.

Tang Suoyan didn’t speak, and lowered his head to kiss the spot where his forehead hit.

Tang Suoyan didn’t fall asleep for a long time that night. He kept putting his hands on Tao Xiaodong’s head, rubbing it for him at first, and then gently scraping it with his fingers.

Tao Xiaodong quickly fell asleep.

Tang Suoyan kept looking at him, the night light at the door was enough for normal people. Tao Xiaodong was in a deep sleep, with his face turned towards Tang Suoyan, with a comfortable and stable arc at the corner of his mouth.

Tang Suoyan touched his face, and then left the room lightly.

Tao Xiaodong opened his eyes in the darkness.

He heard Tang Suoyan open the balcony door, and a few seconds later in the quiet night, he heard a soft “click”.

The sound of a lighter.

Tao Xiaodong closed his eyes again, the apex of his heart was pinched and his nose was sore from the pain.